What are you thinking?

*Extreme mature content below*

"So, what is going to happen this week? Like what is your schedule?" Taylor asked.

"Well, I have nothing tomorrow or Sunday. Monday I'm supposed to meet with my agent to talk about upcoming events. Tuesday I'm supposed to find out what auditions I have. Then I have to decide what auditions I want to take on. Then after my auditions on Wednesday, I can spend the rest of my time with my gorgeous, amazing girlfriend." I try to make her smile.

"Since you know there is going to be another season for Orange why do you need other auditions?" Taylor questioned me.

"Well, I didn't know there were going to be. I wasn't even sure if I would be on the rest of the seasons because of Netflix's contracts. So in the middle of season one, I immediately called my agent and asked him to set up new auditions for me. I don't necessarily need these auditions but I should take them just in case." I explained myself.

"Okay." She pouted out her bottom lip.

We decided to lay in bed today and forget everyone existed. We threw on some music and literally spent so much quality time together.

We played games like pool, poker, cards, monopoly (which I won at almost every game).We sat in our pajamas and talked for hours about everything. Then when dinner came around Taylor helped me make a beautiful roast. I told her what to do going along because she wasn't the biggest cooker.

After dinner at about 8 o'clock we decided to shower, then get comfy in bed together.

Things got a little heated in the shower, so our supposed to be 10 minutes turned into 35 minutes.

When we got out of the shower we chose to not bother putting clothes on and just plop down in the warm, soft bed.

"God, it's hard to keep my hands off you Laura." Taylor was rubbing my exposed skin.

"Who said you have to?" I playfully smile.

"I could literally stay here forever." She says as she snuggles in closer tome.

"Stay here as long as you want baby." It felt good to call her that.

We ended up passing out. At about 10am I woke up to my beautiful babe bringing me a hot coffee.

"Wakey wakey." she passes me the steaming cup.

"Thanks beautiful." I take it from her hand.

This moment feels like Taylor and I are living together, happily in love. I can honestly see myself with her, getting married and living together. I feel like I am falling to hard to fast and I'm not sure where she sees us in the future.

I mean, were dating and all...but does she want us to be together? Is this serious for her? I need to know what she's thinking.

"Um, Taylor...Can we talk?" I was nervous to ask.

"Of course Laura, are you okay?" She seemed concerned.

"When you think about your future, do you see me?" I hate sounding this needy.

"I definitely see you there. You're all I see." She looks in my eyes.

My heart flutters, and I feel more at ease knowing her and I are on the same page.

"Me too babe." I touch her arm.

"I want to know in detail how you feel. We need to be on the right track, and same page for this to actually work." She tells me.

"In detail? Okay. I want you in my life. Forever. I want to be with you Taylor for as long as you'll let me. I see so much in you, and I see so much in us. I've never felt...anything like this. I would do anything to make you happy and anything to prove to you how much you mean." I can feel my heart pounding out of my chest.

"I need you Laura. I'm not going anywhere." Her face is slightly red.

I kiss her soft lips. I love the feeling when we touch.

"Oh, Laura?"Taylor says with a devious smile.

"What? Taylor what did you do?" I know that look.

"I bought something the other day, when I was with Tash. I'm in the mood to bring it out." She gets up and goes to her bag.

"Okay?" I was afraid to see what her and T were up to.

Taylor walks over to her bag, and I see her rustling around searching for this thing she bought. I hear her let out a small laugh.

"Meet my friend!" She says excitedly, while holding an eight inch strap on.

"Are you fucking serious!" I started laughing.

"How about we try it?" She starts walking towards me slowly, and slid the harness up her thighs.

My laughing subsides when I realize she wants to use it on me.

"You want to use this on me?!" I was scared as fuck.

"You fucking bet I do." She was getting assertive, which was extremely hot.

"Taylor, you realize I have only had sex with 4 guys, all who have had very under average sized dicks. Now your expecting to plunge this 8 inch cock inside me? I'm going to fucking rip in half." I didn't want this giant thing inside me.

"I'll go slow, c'mon babe. Trust me." She comforted me.

There was something extra hot about her wanting to be the one to fuck me, even if it was with something blue and fake.

"You had to choose the biggest one huh?...For fuck sakes, fine. But I'll be doing you next." I wink at her.  

We get situated on the bed, my back against her front. I can feel the silicon penis resting on my inner thigh while I'm trying to get comfy.

I finally feel okay in my position and she places the large mushroom head at my opening.She reaches her hand over my side, and starts to rub small circles on my hardened nub.

"Oh my g..od." I let out a breath.

She takes the strap on and slides it along my folds from tip to base causing me to let out a small moan.

She enters the tip of the penis inside me. She lets the tip stretch me out before she goes deep inside.

It hurts, but it's a pleasurable pain.

"You okay beautiful?" Taylor was concerned.

"Wait." I ache.

She gives me a minute to relax, I lift my leg and place my foot on her lower leg to open wider for her.

She kissed my neck and patiently waited until I was ready.

"Okay...I'm ready babe." I tell her.

She slowly moves her way up my long channel, inch by inch I can feel the pain and pleasure mix together. She places her hand on my hip and starts lightly thrusting. I get used to the pain and start to enjoy it more and more. With every thrust I feel my orgasm building. Taylor is still rubbing gentle circles on my clit, but picks up her thrusting pace. Harder and faster she moves her hips, causing me to cry out her name.

"Ugh Taylor...Yes!" I embarrassingly cry out.

She kisses my neck, leaving little red marks all over.

With one last strong thrust, my body takes control of me and I can feel my core start to flutter, and my body tense up releasing a strong orgasm. I'm gripping the bed sheets as hard as I can while Taylor continues to pound inside me with a slower pace.

My body finally relaxed and I came down from my high.

Taylor gently pulled out the strap on followed by my pool of wetness. That was a lot more pleasurable than I expected.

Taylor slid off the strap on and placed it on the bed.

"How was that?" Taylor said as she kissed my shoulder.

"Holy fuck. My turn." I turned over to face Tay with a devilish look.

"Bring it." She smiles and turns over so her back is now to my front.

I put on the strap on and harness myself to it.

"No. Stand up."I get off the bed.

"What? Why?"She looks up confused.

"Because I said so." I say assertively playful.

Taylor stands up and faces me.

"Turn around." I liked being bossy.

Taylor turns around and I push her down so she's bent over knuckling the bed frame.

"Holy fuck Laura." She moans out, when I bend her over.

Taylor and I haven't had rough sex before, but I was feeling extra aggressive today. I just wanted her so bad.

Taylor has been with more guys than I have, so I knew that she could handle this dildo.

"I am going to fuck you so hard." I lean over to whisper in her ear.

I see the goosebumps that appear on her skin.

I don't waste anytime, before plunging deep inside her wet opening.

"Oh my God."She barely makes out.

I forcefully fuck her, with hard and rough thrusts. I grab a fist full of her hair and tug it hard. She yells out my name. One of my hands in holding a hand full of her hair, and my other hand is resting on her hip, giving me leverage to thrust deep inside of her. I don't let her catch her breath, I just mercilessly take her. She's moaning, then I feel her body tremble, I hold her up while her orgasm passes. That doesn't stop me, I don't slow down, I just keep bumping inside her until she can't take it anymore.

I feel her body shake uncontrollably as a second orgasm plows through her.

"Holy...f-uuck,Laura..I....I can't take no more." She pants.

I slow down, I was going to try to give her a third orgasm but she probably couldn't take it.

I stop and slowly pull out the blue 8 inch strap on and watch as the cum leaks out of her and drips down her thigh. She is still bent over, leaning on the bed frame. I bend over and leave gentle kisses on her shoulder blade.Her breathing is heavy and she's trying to gain the strength stand on her own. I go over to her, lift her hands up and hold her.

"That was...amazing Laura." She tries to catch her breath.

"You're amazing baby." I walk her over to the bed, and she flops down.

I'm trying to focus more on Laura and Taylor's love and romance, but every chapter seems to end up in sex! I'm trying to find more of a story line. Thoughts so far??!