CHAPTER 18

CHAPTER 18:SCAR ON HER SOUL

HANJI's POV

I woke up an headed straight to the kitchen but I see no Levi,I went to Rivaille and pick him up as I notice Levi's coat were no longer on hang,maybe he left early considering he cam home offtime yesterday. A plan came into my mind and I smile during my own thought.I should give him a surprise visit today.I prepare breakfast and feed my baby and take a bath with him.We get ready as I call Eren to take care of my son,I will leave early for work and divide my shift in half and let Nanaba do the job so I will be able to get to Levi and surprise him.A knock snap me out of my day dream,probably Eren.I opened the door revealing three teenagers,I let them in and bid my goodbye and exited the room to go to my job.

"Nanaba!!!!" I shouted as soon as I arrive at the cafe,searching for my blonde bestfriend.

"Hanji,over here!" she yell back waving her hand motioning me to come over and sit down.

I approach her with a big smile plastered on my face as I adjust my glasses for better eyesight.

"What is it Hanji?"she ask

"I'm gonna surprise Levi today,can you take over half of my shift?also I dont know what to wear" I ask shyly

"anything for you Hanj,oh wear something sexy and revealing" she said with a wink,I just punch her arm playfully while blushing

"Hanji you're turning red" she said touching my face.

"N-nothing" I stuttered

Hours past and its already noon time,I take my leave ready to head home.I take the taxi because its faster than bus or train.I arrive home and greeted by my son and the teens.I told them that I will leave soon and I just have to change my clothes.I change into sexy and revealing clothes just like Nanaba said but I cover myself with a coat so no one will notice.I left them again and headed straight to Levi's office.

LEVI's POV

I left early this morning to finish my undone paperworks and I didnt notice that its already noon until a knock on my door disturb me from working.Tch.pathetic.My door swug open,my gosh I forgot to lock it,revealing Breanna the real bitch of the day.

"Hi honey" she greeted sitting on my desk again with her legs parted....again.tch

"What the hell is fucking wrong with you?!" I yell at her causing her to flinch,its just that I am disgusted by the fact that she's a girl yet she's the one asking to be fuck.She get down,sitting on my lap,I tried to push her away but God,this woman is so desperate.She wrap her arms around my neck and lock her lips on mine.I was in state of shock when the doorknob twist and my eyes land on a standing Hanji with her eyes began to water.

"I think...I should go,sorry for disturbing you" she said as she lower her head.Man,I screw up again,I push Breanna out of my lap.I dont even care if that whore was hurt or injured severely because of me,my attention was just caught by a running Hanji as I chase her pass everyone,just like the old time.The History repeats itself but this time,an actual action.I call her name multiple times but she didnt even bother to turn around look at me or talk to me.She call a taxi and enter while I ran to my car and continue to chase the taxi.She stop at my appartment building running,using the stairs while I chase her.She open the door and shut the door in front of my face but I reopen it using my own key as the three teenager look at me and the crying Hanji.As if they understand the situation they get out carrying Rivaille,its for the best,I dont want our son to witness our fight.

"Hanji,I..." I dont know where to start

"Shut up Levi,I dont want your explanation or her any of your reasons,I've seen enough" she said packing her things,I was facing her back

"Hanji....its..." but I was cut off

"I told you to shut up Levi,is it because I didnt let you fuck me that night!!tell me Levi,is this enough!" she yell removing her clothes,revealing her body as she face me,tears running down in her face.

"Hanji,no..." I said as I try to hug her and cover her body but she slap me.I really deserve that slap

She put on her clothes again and her coat carrying her bag as she headed out of the door,I tried to stop her but it was no use.She pick Rivaille and go down stairs while I chase her again as if we are the only one existing in this building.As soon as she got outside a bus stopped and she go inside as it begin to move,I chase the bus using my legs,I didnt bother to get to my car,afraid that if I did that I might lose sight of them.I run chasing the bus as it began to rain really hard but I dont care,the distance between the bus and me begins to widen while I fall on my knees on the middle of the highway,completely losing hope.I cry but unnoticeable because of the rain.As I got up,I was blinded by a light then my vision became blurry...

HANJI's POV

I can no longer hear his voice shouting my name as the tears pour like the rain.My son look at me while I hug him tight scared to also lose him.I dont know where to go and I dont know where to start.I dialed Nanaba's number as I call her.

"Hanji?Is it a success?tell me the details!" she said over the line,I whimpered as a respond

"Hanji?are you still there?what happened?" she ask with her concern voice

"Nanaba,Levi..." I couldnt bring the words

"Hanji,lets talk about that,I'll meet you at Shiganshina district" she said.

Shiganshina,is where Eren and the teens live,its two town away from my house.

Its late at night when we arrive at Nanaba's place.I knock on her door and she open up.

"Hanji,come in" she said,We got in and I cry as I hug her with my dear life,I told her everything and anything and she said we can stay here as long as we want because she's living alone.She also said that she will help me raise Rivaille.

Here,in Shiganshina,I Hanji Zoe will start a new life with my son and my bestfriend,Nanaba.