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Y/N'S POV

Namjoon wanted to spend the day together so we left Gio and Tao with Dong and Bianca, It's been an eventful day. We've went to a museum, dinner and now were walking on the beach.....but here I am thinking of Jungkook...

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JUNGKOOK'S POV

I have been so wrapped up in work that I feel like I lose track of time and lose focus on reality. I kind of just float around and exist. I met a new girl, shes nice....she's beautiful.....but I cant love her....I've tried... It's not because of anything she does or like something is wrong with her, its just that she isn't Y/N.

She knows I'm still hung up on her but she tries to comfort me, and love me and pleasure me. I try to respect her as much as I can, I've learned my lesson on treating women bad, especially after losing Y/N. I see everything so different. I don't do things like I use too. I don't kill unless I have too. I'm still running everything but I'm running it differently now.

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PRESENT TIME

I woke up early this morning, ate breakfast with Sophia... That's my new girls name.

She went onto work and not long after I followed leaving the house to head to my head quarters. I got off the elevator and walked until I got stopped by my assistant. ASSISTANT: BOSS

JUNGKOOK: Good morning.

ASSISTANT: Good morning, I'm sorry that was rude of me..

JUNGKOOK: It's okay, we live and learn.. what's wrong?

ASSISTANT: Mr.Dongchul hasn't came in this morning.

JUNGKOOK: Did he call in? maybe he isn't feeling well.

ASSISTANT: No, he didn't leave a voicemail or call and I tried to call him and there was no answer four times and that was two hours ago...We have the meeting about the new deal today at three.

JUNGKOOK: I'll call him...

I went into my office and had a seat. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and started calling Dongchul because it definitely wasn't like him to not show up without a call or a text. * RING

* RING

*RING

*RING

* YOU HAVE REACHED THE VOICEMAIL OF A PERSON WHO IS NOT AVAILABLE, LEAVE A MESSAGE AFTER THE BEEP

*BEEP

JUNGKOOK: Hey Dong, It's me Jeon... I don't know whats going on but give me a call back we have that important meeting at three today.... I went on about my day like normal. It was 11:30 AM and still nothing from Dong, So I Decided to take a drive over there to make sure nothing has happened.

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Y/N POV

We woke up in the morning, very early to get ready for the day, we left Gio and Tao with Dongchul and Bianca, so they can get to know each other better.  Today is Friday so most people are still at work while we start out day out together.  We got into the car that Namjoon has been driving around since we got here. It's a beautiful black lambo. He even opened the door for me, I was a bit confused honestly, he usually doesn't open car doors or buckle my seat belts for me. He was smiling like he never has smiled before, he looked genuinely happy. He told me he was taking me to a nice little french cafe for breakfast. The cafe was beautifully set up, so quiet and the music was so low but you could still hear it enough to make out what the melody was.

NAMJOON: It's beautiful right?

Y/N: Yes, absolutely beautiful.

NAMJOON: Let's sit here.

As he pulled my chair out to help me sit.

Y/N: You know I can do these things myself haha

NAMJOON: I know you're perfectly capable but I just want to show you how I feel for you.

My face got red like a tomato and I couldn't help but look down at the table, as he made his way to his seat right across from me.

WAITRESS: Here is our menus, what would you like to drink?

This brings me back to the day I had Gio. Joon was so helpful and caring. Before we found out I was pregnant, he was mean and cold but finding out I was pregnant changed him, I can't explain how it happened. Usually babies make everything worse but Gio made it better.  We decided to order our food, and we were eating and conversating. the atmosphere in this place was astounding. At one point it felt so romantic that Joon reached over the table and kissed me.

He was holding my hands and just acting like a normal man. I bet to these other people we look like a normal, average couple.  We paid and decided to head to the next place, we ended up at a beautiful garden, and it turned into a photo shoot... I had to admit this was kind of nice. This felt new and pure. An older woman was walking by and looked at us and smiled.

OLDER WOMAN: Beautiful young couple out enjoying this beautiful weather, instead of you taking a picture of her, I'll take a picture of the both of you, go over there.

She said to Joon. He smiled and bowed.

NAMJOON: Thank you ma'am.

He smiled and walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me tightly. I was hesitant at first but I finally leaned into it. We spent the rest of the day doing little romantic things.

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JUNGKOOK POV

I arrived at Dongchuls house and I seen his and Bianca's cars in the driveway, so I knew they were home. I began knocking on the door. The door open and showed Bianca.

BIANCA: Ahh... Ju....Jungkook? what are you doing here?

JUNGKOOK: Is something wrong? I've been calling Dong to see if he was okay and why he didn't show up at work?

BIANCA: He's fine...

JUNGKOOK: Can I See him?

BIANCA: Well we are kinda busy today....

GIO: Who is that mister at the door auntie?

JUNGKOOK: Who is that?

As I looked down and saw a little hand grabbing the side of the door but couldn't see his face?

BIANCA: It's no one just a kid I'm baby sitting...

GIO: I'm not just a kid auntie, I'm your nephew.

JUNGKOOK: NEPHEW?

BIANCA: We have to go, I'll have Dong...

I cut her off...

JUNGKOOK: Is he Y/ns?

BIANCA: NO...

GIO: Yes mister that's my mommy...

I stood there dumbfounded.... She had a child with that.... monster....

JUNGKOOK: Is she here?

BIANCA: No....

I was holding the door slightly open

JUNGKOOK: Let me in...

BIANCA: Jungkook, no....

GIO: He seems like a nice mister, let him in...

I shoved the door open more. I walked in and looked down at the little boy

I bent down to his level and was amazed at what I saw..

BIANCA: Jungkook...

JUNGKOOK: You look just like.....

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