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THIS SONG JUST HITS DIFFERENT TO ME, I LOVE AND ADORE JESSIE REYEZ :)

https://youtu.be/Xv-MFkCP02s

This whole chapter is 21 + and Trigger warning: forced sex will be mentioned in this chapter.

This reminds me of multiple nights here within the last few weeks... being forceful and careless of me......

I started yelling at him...

He covered my mouth and said " Shut the hell up and let me have my way with you my dear  " .

The next thing I knew he took his one of his ties and tied my hands together and tied it to the headboard. I was fighting the whole time but he's so much bigger than me, and obviously more fit.

I hated this side of him because I knew I couldn't win with him, He would always gain control over me.

Y/N: Kookie.... this is ridiculous... please stop this....

JUNGKOOK: It's been a week since we last had sex, and I want it now...

Y/N: no.... it's that time of the month...

I obviously and badly lied but hoping he bought it.

He took his hand and stuck it down in my panties and ran his fingers between my lips, it made me uncomfortable how sick he was being with me...

JUNGKOOK: Doesn't look or feel like there is any sight of bleeding to me?

As he pulled his fingers from my pants... holding them up to see... he knew I was lying...

Y/N: it's the start.. so its light...

JUNGKOOK: STOP FUCKING LYING TO ME..

As he smack his hand down next to my face on the mattress...

Y/N: I don't like it when you get like this..... you terrify me!

JUNGKOOK: TERRIFY YOU?

He got a mischievous grin on his face...

He took his hand and ran it down from my cheek to my nipple that was hard through my shirt because its cold in here.... he pinched it, which made me wince in pain but in a kinda pleasurable way.

JUNGKOOK: does that scare you?

I couldn't say anything so I just nodded.

He hovered over me once more and started kissing my neck while nibbling here and there

He started slowly moving down nibbling.... which turned into bites...

Y/N: Jungkook.... You're hurting me...

21 + FOR REAL BEYOND THIS POINT

AGAIN ALSO TRIGGER WARNING: FORCED SEX DOWN BELOW

He continued on until he decided to pull my shorts and panties off in one swift grip...

He looked down at my now exposed lower half and smiled...

JUNGKOOK: You sure are pretty wet for me..even though you want me to stop.

I looked away in embarrassment because no matter how he touched me, it turned me on.

I hated the way he was grinning, enjoying this.

( His smile is how he was smiling in the story )

He pulled my shirt up and just did whatever he wanted with my body....

He was kissing allover my neck and chest and when he would move a certain way his member would rub up against my sensitive area.... He would let out small moans here and there....

He decided to sit up and took his dick in his hand and started rubbing it on my clit...

JUNGKOOK: You like that?

I was letting out small moans here and there, not on purpose though...

He started rubbing himself in between my lips down there, and got very fast and he started moaning louder and louder which made his body move even faster...

This point he stopped using his hand to guide his member up and down my slit, but he kept it in place some how until he went down and went to come back up and he entered me, it took my by surprise so I jumped and went toward the headboard, and he didn't like that.

He grabbed my hip and pulled me back down to his level....

Y/N: Jungkook you're hurting me.

JUNGKOOK: Hurting you? you enjoy it any other time, what makes this time any different?

He knew most of the time I liked it when we would try new things or if he would get a little rough, but this time it was different.

Y/N: this time is different...

He stopped when he was about to enter me again to just look at me...

JUNGKOOK: How?

Y/N: You're forcing me...

JUNGKOOK: You're being extra whiny lately... what is your problem?

Y/N: You're doing drugs and being a cold prick all over again...

I said as tears were streaming down my face...

He didn't show any concern.. He got up and opened up the dresser drawer and he pulled out his little box that I opened before with the coke in it.

JUNGKOOK: What you think I'm just gonna waste this supply? It's expensive.

I looked away and continued crying... not out of sadness but in anger. He was making me so angry and frustrated....

I could hear him snort a line up his nose...

I heard him close the box and closed the drawer and proceeded to get onto the bed.

JUNGKOOK: Sit up...

I looked at him and looked down to see he still had the little mirror slab with a small line of coke on it...

Y/N: what are you doing?

As I tried to move my body up but it was hard with being tied up and all.

JUNGKOOK: You're gonna try it.

Y/N: no.... no Jungkook I'm not doing drugs with you...

I started kicking my feet toward him...

JUNGKOOK: STOP before I tie them up too...

He said while gritting his teeth...

JUNGKOOK: If you do this I'll untie you..

Y/N: I don't want too...

He got closer to me.... and I put my head down because I knew he was gonna make me....

He put his hand under my chin and lifted my head up...

JUNGKOOK: You'll like it.... Just do it baby...

He said as he kissed my lips.

As he pulled away I looked at him with pleading eyes...

Y/N: Please... Please don't make me do this...

JUNGKOOK: FUCKING DO IT....

I turned my head away as he was trying to force it on me...

JUNGKOOK: Alright... You don't want to listen to me.... Then there will be consequences...

Y/N: What? no... What kinda consequences?

He put the slab down on his side table and flipped me over where I was bending over on my knees and my hands were in the air due to being tied up...

He grabbed my hips and got behind me and smacked my ass...

JUNGKOOK: You don't wanna listen to me, well then you'll get punished...

Y/N: No Kook.... PLEASE JUST FUCKING STOP....

He smacked my ass again but this time it stung so bad, he hit me harder each time he hit me.. I know I was gonna be bruised...

JUNGKOOK: Have you had enough? will you listen to me now?

I was crying.. uncontrollably at this point..

Y/N: I just don't want to do drugs...

JUNGKOOK: So I take that as a no then huh?

I kept trying to get my hands free but I couldn't for anything...

He has forced me to have sex with him multiple times the last few weeks but he's never gotten to this point with me, almost like hes a different person.

He re-positioned himself to line up with my entrance, and he inserted his dick into me, He didn't let me adjust to his size but luckily I was wet so that helped some...

He kept pulling out of me, then going back in even harder than the time before until his member was so deep inside of me...

Y/N: Jungkook... please...

JUNGKOOK: Are you gonna listen?

Y/N: I DON'T WANT TO DO DRUGS!!!!

JUNGKOOK: OK....

He pulled out of me and got into his side table, and pulled out a little bottle of what looked like lubricate....

He opened the bottle but I didn't know where he was putting is until I felt his fingers rub over my ass hole...

I knew he wasn't actually gonna do it, I was calling his bluff.... until

He inserted a finger inside of me...

Y/N: Ahhhh FUCK that hurts.... no please no....

JUNGKOOK: who knows maybe I'll like the way it feels this time..

We tried it once and we both said we didn't wanna do it again.... but here we are...

Y/N: You can't do this to me...

JUNGKOOK: Do you change your mind then?

Y/N: Why are you being like this??? You can enjoy the rest of your coke.... okay?

JUNGKOOK: I want you to enjoy it with me now...

Y/N: Noooo.... I don't want too..

I said while crying harder and harder....

JUNGKOOK: hmmm... suit yourself...

He grabbed my hips and I felt his tip rubbing my back end until he started trying to insert himself..

JUNGKOOK: This might hurt a little..

I was sobbing and I was trying to tell him no... that I'll do the coke but he couldn't make out what I was saying because at this point I was traumatized...

He inserted himself into me and I screamed out in pain...

He kept going slow in and out...

JUNGKOOK: Mmmmm your little hole feels so good around my hard dick...

I finally could stop crying out and made it out " I'll do it.... please just stop "

JUNGKOOK: That's what I like to hear.

As he pumped into me one more time....

He pulled out and told me to " turn over "

I did as he said slowly....

He grabbed the slab off the table and put the straw to my nose...

JUNGKOOK: Sniff all at once, it'll burn some but it'll be worth it.

I did as he said and sat up against the headboard... a couple minutes past by and I started to feel a little funny...

Jungkook went and showered but left me tied up... I couldn't believe what he's done to me...

He walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his bottom half..

JUNGKOOK: I'm gonna untie you but don't try anything stupid okay?

I nodded...

Y/N: I wanna shower...

JUNGKOOK: okay...

He untied me and I got up and walked to the shower...

I was in the shower for about fifteen minutes and he walked in..

JUNGKOOK: You okay?

Y/N: Yeah...

I was sore back there but other than that I was feeling really good... and kinda horny if I'm being honest...

I got out of the shower, threw on a t shirt and panties and walked out to find Jungkook making something on the stove...

I walked over and asked him what he was making..

JUNGKOOK: Ramen, want some?

I shook my head no...

I stood there leaning up against the opposite counter...

I was looking him up and down, I could feel myself getting wet just thinking about how he makes me feel when we use to do it before all of this started...

I don't know whats happening to me.... I don't wanna do any of these things with him.... but my body wants what it wants right? or is it the drugs?!?!!?!?

WHATS HAPPENING TO ME?

I don't know what got into me but I walked over and wrapped my arms around his waist feeling his abs, until my hand started leading down further and further to the line of his shorts....

I reached inside and grabbed his member....

JUNGKOOK: Mmmm......are sure you wanna do that ?

GUYS, PHEW THIS CHAPTER WAS A LITTLE WILD BUT JUST TO PREPARE YOU FOR THE NEXT ONE

JUNGKOOK IS BEING A REAL ASSHOLE EYYY?