Chapter 16

~Canada POV~

Gil was kissing me!!! Oh my maple! He actually was kissing me, in front of everyone too!!!! Best. Dare. Ever.

I did NOT expect Prussia to kiss me so passionately. I felt him pull away from the kiss, I was saddened that he ended our kiss. But when I looked over to see America's mouth wide open in shock I couldn't help but giggle.

"You wanted to know what country Canada has kissed before? Well it was me." Prussia retorted. I couldn't believe he said that! In front of everyone! He then leaned in for another kiss and I happily accepted. Our lips moved in sync with each other.

The kiss was quickly ended when I felt America pull me off of Prussia. "Whoa dude! What are you doing? Why are you letting this perv make out with you?" That made me angry, Gil was no perv.

"Gil isn't a perv! And for the record, I enjoyed the kiss!" I pretty much was yelling at America, as much as I could 'yell'.

"Mattie, bro, are you gay?" America asked.

He seriously asked me that? In front of everyone!? How inconsiderate! I didn't know what to say. I felt my face heat up and I ran off stage pushing through all the countries in my way. Believe it or not, I actually can be pretty strong when I want to be.

I heard Gil calling out my name along with America, but I just kept running. I felt tears rushing down my face as I made it to the back door. I pushed open the door and ran outside into the cold winter night. I ran as fast as I could away from the house, making my way through the woods, with only the stars leading the path.

I didn't want to stop, I didn't want to go back to embarrassment. I know most of the countries are gay, but some people don't accept it. America never has been one to accept gays, even though it's completely obvious that he likes England. He is just in denial.

I eventually stopped to catch my breath. I leaned against a tree and slid down onto the ground. Looking around I could tell I was lost, I ran too far. Everything looked the same, all the trees looked the same. It was too dark to know which direction I had come from. Usually I'm not one to break down and cry, but I just had to let the emotions flow.

I, Canada, am in love with Prussia.

There was no denying. I loved him, I had deep feelings for him that I've never felt for anyone before.

I just sat against the tree sobbing, the tears were streaming down my face. It was cold out so I could feel them freeze. I began to shiver, I should be use to the cold, but right now I'm too upset to be warm. I ran away from Gil, I shouldn't have run.

Dammit! Why didn't I just say I was gay! I mean, come on, most of the countries are gay! Even the ones that don't admit it are completely obvious. Japan even has his own favorite shippings of countries, and Hungary also has hers too.

By now I was shivering violently because of crying and being cold. The woods were eerily quiet, that is, until I heard a twig snap that made me yelp quietly. It scared the life out of me, I immediately curled into a ball and tried to stay completely silent. My breath was shaky, which didn't help in the silence.

Maybe it was Gil coming to find me. Or an animal that wants to kill me.

I decided to just stay quiet to not draw attention to myself just incase it was an animal.

I waited a bit before letting out a sigh of relief making sure whatever was here surely left. Have I never been so wrong in my life.

Just as I let out that breath I heard movement in the bushes nearby. I completely froze in fear. Now imagine, it's cold, I'm crying, I'm not the strongest person ever, what do you expect me to do? Other countries would stand up and fight like America, others would run away screaming like Italy. Then there's countries like me who would just freeze and hope to be invisible. It usual works for me since I'm never noticed.

I closed my eyes and pulled my knees to my chest resting my head on them. I hoped whatever was here would just pass by. But nope! The rustling got louder and I heard footsteps, loud footsteps, approaching me. My eyes shot open and I saw deep violet eyes staring back. When I saw the eyes, images flashed through my mind. It showed me the same eyes staring at me, except we were in my room. Violet eyes, Russia's eyes. I remember being in my room, Prussia was behind me, I was asking Russia to leave my house. He gave me an evil smirk and began to leave, but swung his pipe at me hitting me in the head. I remember falling to the ground, seeing Prussia getting hit too, just before fading.

Fear went through me as I realized Russia was right in front of me.

My voice hitched and I couldn't speak, the only sound that came from me was the broken sound of my breathing.

"Are you ok my little sunflower? Are you cold?" Russia asked endearingly.

Who knew this guy had a soft side? Wait did he call me sunflower?

I managed to squeak out, "Please leave me alone, I want to be alone."

That wasn't the answer Russia was hoping for. His face turned into a frown and dark aura surrounded him. "My little sunflower, let me help you." He scooped me up bridal style. I couldn't struggle, I was so cold and his grip was too tight. I probably had hypothermia, I couldn't feel my fingers anymore, I didn't expect it to be this cold in the states. Well, New York weather can be unpredictable.

Growing tired of the cold I felt my eyes begin to shut. I fought it because I was still in Russia's arms, but my mind didn't let me. I slowly lost consciousness, not knowing if it was from being tired or hypothermia.__________________________

Don't kill me. ( T_T)＼(^-^ )Sorry for the short chapter, but I'm sick and stuff. And I felt this was a good pausing point. Don't worry I will update soon! I'm starting the next chapter now. You can always leave suggestions if you want. Any ships you want me to hint at? ~Zeluna

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