XI

05:39, 8 June 2016

Valentine's Day is just around the corner.

If Hana were still with me..then it would've been the first time I actually get a girl something. But I see her around and she literally avoids me. I don't hate her, I just hate what she's done to me.

I can't even vent about it because no one knows we dated besides Jimin. But he wouldn't care what I have to say, he's definitely not my first resort.

Besides, who would believe me?

Lately I haven't been myself.

I stopped talking in a way, and honestly I'm about to drop myself from the fraternity. I know I earned it and I should be grateful, which I am? But I did it for Hana, now that she's gone I feel so empty. Like I did it for no reason.

Then again I know I'll regret leaving..

Aigoo..what do I do?

Nothing.

Absolutely nothing.

"Yo Jin!"

"Oh hey Namjoon." I smiled.

"Bruhh do you mind giving this bag to someone? Yoongi needs me at the moment but I promised I'd return this."

I grabbed the black purse.

"Who's is this?" I asked.

"Hana."

-_-

"I can't, I have somewhere to go." I said immediately handing him back the purse.

"Aigoo please? Don't be a dick."

"I'm not. I just have somewhere to be Namjoon, excuse me."

"Seriously?!"

I walked away avoiding his gaze.

The thought of Hana makes my heart burn like I'm on fire. She literally played me out. I am such a blind idiot thinking she actually had interest in me.

I need to get over it.

There's no class today, I'll head back to the house, I put my earphones in and walked with my hands in my pockets.

The house was empty when I walked in, guess the guys are doing stuff. Or maybe in their rooms. I think I'll go upstairs and work on a new song.

Before I opened the door I heard a squeal.

Is someone in there?

I turned the doorknob and opened the door.

I gasped.

Jimin had Jungkook pressed up against the wall, his face was just inches away. Once I walked in he moved away entirely. They both looked at me wide eyed.

Were they...

Did Jimin...

No.

Jimin: haha! Hey Jin~

....

Jungkook: .....

What happened here?

Jimin: I was just showing Jungkook a wrestling move..heh..right?

He grabbed Jungkook and gave him a nuggie. Jungkook groaned and moved away.

Jungkook: Guerae..

...

Jungkook: I'm going now.

He avoided my gaze as he left the room.

I shut the door.

"What did you do to him?" I asked.

"Tsk. You're thinking dirty."

"You are bisexual, aren't you? I should expect the most from you."

"Ohh~ is that so?" He smirked.

"Ew."

He chuckled. "You want me."

"As if." I dropped my bag and plunged myself on my bed. I put my hands behind my bed and closed my eyes.

"What you saw wasn't what it looked like. Jungkook and I have nothing going on."

Oh they definitely do.

I stopped questioning him and here he is acting as if I'm interrogating him. Babo.

"Whatever. Believe what you want!" He stormed out of the room.

I opened one eye and let out a soft chuckle

Ahhh Jimin.

You sure are sensitive.

I sat up and fumbled through my bag, I took out my lyric book and skimmed through it.

Maybe now's the time to compose a song.

Which one though? I've written so many on my free time.

Hmm..

Ah.

This one should be perfect.

It's Jungkook's song.

He wrote it and wanted me to improve it, but there's nothing to improve. It's perfect.

It's called Love Is Not Over.

Definitely ISN'T for me. Unfortunately.

No matter how much pain Hana caused. I'm still in love with her. I hate myself for it

I mean...she was my first.

The only girl I had so much in common with, the one I exposed myself too, personality wise. She met my family. Our dads are best friends.

No matter what she'll always be there, I'll always see her. It sucks.

What if one day I see her with another guy?

How will I feel then?

Aigoo..

Ugh. Whatever!

I'm going to compose this song.

I grabbed my laptop and my beats.

Clicking through my programs I installed on my laptop I began to makes beats. A melody; a bass and a steady tempo.

After this I'll have Jungkook sing, and Taehyung too, I think they'll both be perfect for this song.

For the next few hours I worked on the song until my eyes were heavy.

I checked the time.

12:45am

And I'm not even done with this..

Just one more thing to do..

I finished.

Now..press save.

I clicked the save button.

Ok..

I fell alseep.

-2 hours later-

"Ya..this is good."

"Can I listen?"

"Sure."

"Ohh~"

"*chuckle* nice right?"

"Guerae!"

Who's that?

Slowly I opened up my eyes.

I saw Taehyung and Jungkook playing with my laptop. I sat up. "What are you guys doing?"

Taehyung: Hyung you should become a composer.

Huh?

Jungkook: You got my song on point ^-^

"What song?"

Jungkook: sarangiran apeugo apeun geot yeah..

The song!

I immediately snatched my laptop from them. "You didn't erase anything did you?!"

Taehyung: Even if we could. Why would we want to? That's mean.

Jungkook: Let's go to the studio right now and record this dope track!

Taehyung: Ok relax...its a love song.

I chuckled. "You're willing to?"

Jungkook nodded eagerly.

Taehyung: Gaja ^-^

With that we fled to the recording studio that's on the third floor.

Luckily no one was using it.

Before we knew it we were recording each individual part first.

However we didn't get it right in one shot, we took several verses.

It was my turn and I couldn't hit the high notes. Maybe it's cause it's late or something.

Jungkook: Hyung, how about we let Taehyung record this part?

"Hold up."

I stepped out of the sound proof room.

Taehyung was spinning himself in the computer chair. It made me dizzy while Jungkook was explaining something to me.

Jungkook: Hello?!

"Oh. Sorry Jungkook. Taehyung caught my attention."

Taehyung: 44,45,46..4..ah!

He fell off the computer chair.

We laughed out loud.

Taehyung: That was MY fault xD

Jungkook: You idiot xD

"What's going on here?"

We all gasped as we all faced Yoongi who walked in with Jimin.

...

Yoongi: Normally I'd be furious when I find out people are using this room

.-.

Yoongi: But it's you guys *smiles*

Taehyung: We're recording a song ^-^

Yoongi: I know. I heard you guys before I walked in here. What are you recording?

The guys told him.

Yoongi: Let me listen to the instrumental only.

I pressed play.

Jimin crossed his arms and smirked.

Yoongi seems to be liking it.

The song was over.

It got quiet.

I looked at Yoongi who seemed to be lost in thought.

Jimin: So what'd you think, hyung?

Yoongi: Hm..well it's got an excellent melody.

^-^ thanks.

Yoongi: It'd sound better with lyrics.

I know.

Taehyung: We were just working on that.

Jungkook: But Jin hyung can't hit the high notes. *pouts*

Thank you MAKNAE -_-

Jimin: I can *smirks*

Oh hell no.

Jungkook: ...

Taehyung: How about the three of us sing?

Without me? Ok. I see where I stand.

Yoongi: How about the four of you sing?

.-.

Jungkook: huh?

Yoongi: All of you, go into the sound proof room, I'll record you guys. Go on. We're doing the whole song in one shot.

Taehyung: Which part will we sing?

Yoongi: Good question. Jungkook will start off, then Taehyung, then Jin, and then Jimin. When the beat drops you all sing. Let it come natural to you guys. Who cares who sings what. Just let it flow. Go.

This is..wow

Jimin: ;)

Ugh

The four of us walked in and surrounded the mic.

Jungkook seemed a little uneasy.

Yoongi: I'm pressing play, now.

I heard the piano.

Jungkook got ready like the rest of us.

First song I'm recording and Jimin's right next to me .-. The guy who 'likes' me.

(A/N: For your convenience, feel free to listen to BTS; Outro- Love Is Not Over, while reading this part. You can read along the lyrics as they sing~)

Jungkook: geu gin bami neol ttara heulleoman ganeun geot gata..

Okay. He was good. I'm up soon.

Taehyung: i sigani neol ttara heuryeojineun geot gata

"wae meoreojyeo ga wae dahji anheul mankeum gaseo..."

Wow. I'm good~

Jimin: Tell me why meoreojyeo ga why ni nunen deo isang naega boiji anhni uh

Damn, I still can't get over Jimin's voice .-.

All: sarangiran apeugo apeun geot yeah

ibyeoriran apeugo deo apeun geot gatae

"niga eopseumyeon nan andoel geot gata"

All: saranghaejwo saranghaejwo

dasi nae pumeuro wajwo

sarangiran apeugo apeun geot yeah

ibyeoriran apeugo deo apeun geot gatae

"niga eopseumyeon nan andoel geot gata"

All: saranghaejwo saranghaejwo

dasi nae pumeuro wajwo

Jimin: Love is not over, over, over

Love is not over, over, over

》》

The small melody played.

Wow. We're all good.

Bet if this song was played on a radio, we'd be stars.

I noticed Jungkook would stare into Jimin's eyes but look away as soon as Jimin noticed. It was strange.

》》》

Jungkook: sarangiran apeugo apeun geot yeah

ibyeoriran apeugo deo apeun geot ga..tae

The song was over.

Jimin was staring so hard at Jungkook, Jungkook avoided his gaze, this time.

Yoongi: Perfect! That's a wrap!

All: What?!

Taehyung: Wow! We succeeded in one shot ^-^!

I'm surprised.

Jimin: It's cause I sang with you guys~

Yeah yeah.

Jungkook: Finally, one song officially published!

True

The four of us exited the sound proof room.

Yoongi: *yawns* i saved it. Excellent work Jungkook, and Jin you too.

I smiled. "Thanks.."

Jungkook: ^-^

-phone rings-

Yoongi answered. "Hello? Oh! Hi. Right now? Yeah sure. Oh don't worry. Wait for me I'll be right there. Arasso..guerae.. oh. Ight"

-click-

Jimin: Who was that hyung?

Yoongi: Jung Hoseok.

Taehyung: What did he want?

Yoongi: Guess who's new at BigHit~

All: yyaayyy!

Jimin: Who?

-.-

Jungkook: Some REALLY cool dude! Yoongi hyung can I come ^-^?

Yoongi: I don't see why not?

Taehyung: That means I'm coming! Jin you with it?

"Ani..I'm actually really tired. I'm going to bed."

Jimin: I am too *winks*

*-*

"On second thought, wait for me." I followed Taehyung.

Yoongi, Jungkook, Taehyung and I walked to the front gate and let Jung Hoseok in.

It's extremely late but I'm sure the faculty will get his papers in and registered for classes by morning. He walked in smiling and greeted us warmly. Still the same Jung Hoseok we met back in November.

After he signed in and was assigned a dorm, Yoongi told him it'd be nice if he were to pledge. He doesn't need to go through what we went through because his resume is amazing. Jung Hoseok was in luck, if he pledges he'll be accepted right away. But he still said he'd think about it.

Jungkook, Taehyung and I accompanied him to his dorm. Since he's sort of a celebrity, he has his own dorm T-T

Jungkook: daebak ^-^

Taehyung: I'm so glad you're here~

Hoseok: Thanks..I was really thinking about it..I think I'll be finishing my last two years of school in an actual college. They'll be plenty of opportunities to be on Broadway..but only one chance to actually go to college.

He's right (:

Jungkook: I'm sure you'll love it here. BigHit campus has so much to offer!

Hoseok: So I've read..heh..they gave me a brochure.

Taehyung: I'm just very glad you decided to put your career on hold.

Hoseok: Heck yeah..before I turn 21..I want to experience college and live a normal college teens life. You know?

"Heh..I'd rather be famous and rich already."

If I was famous, I could have anyone.

Yet again...I would only want Hana..

Hoseok: Well guys..thanks for the welcoming. I'm off to bed *yawns*

Jungkook: See ya tomorrow dude! *runs out*

Taehyung: *hugs Hoseok* Sleep well. *walks out quietly*

Hoseok looked at me.