♡ 9

"Stop fucking around." I push him back.

"I'm serious."

"Didn't you say I would be lucky to sleep with you? That it was you that didn't want to sleep with me?" I ask, folding my arms. What the fuck has gotten into him? This is freaking me out.

"And I am granting you the chance of a lifetime. How lucky you are." Sunghoon shrugs. "And it is to better your work. If I am going to keep reading it, I'd like the author to be a little bit experienced. Because as it reads now, it is painfully obvious you have no idea what you're drawing."

I begin to argue, but stop. Is it obvious? I have only had sex a handful of times and it was always in one position and lasted less than five minutes. What I drew is what I imagined Heeseung would be like. Did I need more experience? Even after this story was done I wanted to do other comics to keep my followers.

What am I even considering here? Sex with Sunghoon Park for research purposes? I mean, it could be worse. He is extremely attractive and, from what I have felt, well equipped.

What if this is a joke? What if I say yes and then he teases me, saying I wanted to sleep with him. I glance up at him to see he is staring at me, waiting for my answer.

"You want to right now?"

"Sex? No. Not enough time for that." He takes my hand and pulls me toward the bed, despite his words.

"Then what are you doing?"

"You have no foreplay in your comic. They usually jump right to it." He stops at the edge of the bed. "It's like you've never heard of foreplay."

I don't tell him that it never crossed my mind, because I had never done it. Sure, I read about it, knew what it was. He drops his head down to kiss me, but I turn my head.

"If we are doing this for research purposes," I say. "We shouldn't kiss."

"Just on the lips?" He asks, not seeming to take offense to that as I nod. "Then I am free to put my mouth anywhere else on your body?"

Before I can answer, Sunghoon's head comes down, his lips on my neck as his hands fall to my waist, gently pushing me back onto his bed. This is happening now. I have questions, but I can't seem to think of a single one with his mouth sucking on my neck like it is.

Sunghoon's bed here isn't as nice as the one in his apartment. I can't believe I have been in my best friend's brother's bed twice in a week.

I am unsure of what I am supposed to do as Sunghoon switches sides, his hands under my shirt now, running up my sides. He sits up slightly, pulling my shirt off of me, tossing it to the side. He looks down at me, smirking.

"Is something wrong?"

"I... no." I shake my head, looking away, feeling embarrassed. "I don't know what I am supposed to be doing."

"What do you want to do?"

"What do you mean?"

"How am I making you feel?" Sunghoon asks. I cringe at his bluntness. "Does it feel good?" I can only nod, not trusting my voice. "Do you want to touch me?"

"Yes." I whisper and Sunghoon smiles. He reaches down and pulls off his own shirt, revealing a set of the most impressive abs and chest muscles I have ever seen. And don't get me started on his arms.

"Go ahead, Peaches." He says as he comes back over me, his lips going to outline my collarbone bone now.

I run my hands over his bare back feeling the muscles there tense as he shivers slightly. I smile to myself at the thought of my touch doing that. He kisses lower, between the valley of my breast, around my bra and over my stomach, his lips leaving a trail of fire in their wake.

His hands grasp the waistband of my pajama bottoms and he looks up.

"Can I?" His eyes are wide as he looks up at me, not an ounce of teasing or cockiness on his face. Seeing Sunghoon like this is surreal. I nod.

He pulls my pajama bottom down along with my panties, before coming back to kiss below my belly button. He kisses the outline of where my panties would have been as his hands open my thighs.

I want to die of embarrassment. I have never had a guy's face this close to my private area before, but at the same time, every nerve in my body needs him there.

"Times up!" Sohyun's loud voice echoes through the house right before Sunghoon moves south. Fuck! I had forgotten we were in a house with all of my friends playing a game.

"That sucks." He sighs, moving away from me. I almost wrap my legs around him and pull him back, but Sohyun would come looking for us. And cannot explain this.

Sunghoon and I get dressed in silence quickly before heading back down to the sleepover. I can't look at him. Not after seeing him look up at me from where he had been between my legs.

Sohyun rushes to me, her hands outstretched to grab my arms. She looks behind me and rolls her eyes at her brother.

"Did you get Heeseung?" She asks, but sounds excited about it. That means she didn't if she didn't know if I did or not. Why is she happy? Our rule is neither of us get him!

"No." I shook my head. "I got Sunghoon"

"Ew." She wrinkles her nose.

"Who did you get?"

"Jake..."

"Oh?" I ask and she looks around to see if anyone is listening. Everyone has mainly gathered back in the living room, talking amongst themselves. "And?"

"I think we are friends with benefits now." She laughs, putting her face in her hands as it turns red.

"Sohyun! You said you didn't like him."

"And I don't. Not romantically at least. But he is very persuasive."

"Sohyun!" Sunghoon yells, interrupting us. "Did you not get any actual food for this thing?"

"We have tons of snacks!" She argues.

"Snacks is not dinner, though." He shakes his head. "I will pay for pizza, but you need to go get it."

"Have it delivered!"

"No. Go get it. Otherwise they won't bring the sauce that Y/n likes."

"Fine." She rolls her eyes and Jake jumps to his feet.

"I can drive you."

"Actually," Sunghoon narrows his eyes at Jake. "You and Riki can go."

"Why not Sohyun?" Jake asks. God, Jake, please make it less obvious you like her!

"Look at my sister, Jake." He points to where we stand and I look at Sohyun. She is wearing a cute pair of pink pajamas, but I will admit, the shorts are very short. "Do you want strangers seeing this?"

"Riki and I will go." He nods without missing a beat.

After the pizza is ordered we put on a movie, since Sunghoon makes a big deal out of not wanting to watch the drama we had on.

"We can always watch Boynextdoor edits." I suggest and he looks at me.

"Do I want to know who that is?"

"Our favorite boy group ever?" Sohyun replies, looking at him as if he is an alien. "We are going to their concert in a few weeks. I told you about them!"

"A concert?" He looks at me, eyebrows raised.

"Yeah, I have mentioned that." Heeseung chimes in from his seat on the couch along the wall. "I am going, too."

"You are? Why?"

"Make sure the girls are safe and I will admit, the music is catchy." Heeseung replies. "You want to go? I have an extra ticket. I was going to ask this girl, but things with her kind of went sour."

"Story of your life." Sunghoon nods, but he is looking at me as he says it. "Yeah, I'll go."

"You didn't even know who they were five seconds ago!" I complain. Sunghoon could not go to this concert. Things are too weird with him right now and I don't want to be stressed while my future husband sings to me from the stage.

"And now I do."

"Name one song!" Sohyun challenges.

"I don't need to." He sighs, running a hand through his hair. "Are we watching this movie or not?"

I sit in the arm chair, curling my feet under me, avoiding eye contact with Sunghoon. He is beside Heeseung on the couch and I can fell his eyes on me as the movie plays. Everyone else is scattered through the room with the snacks and popcorn. Jake and Riki are out getting the pizzas.

And, of course, wouldn't you know it? My phone begins to buzz with text messages.