I Miss You

MICHAEL'S POV ~ ~ ~ ~

"How are you feeling today, Michael? " the doctor asked.

"Fine," i replied.

"Good, cause we're gonna start your work outs and start having you eating better. We want you to start looking and being healthy." She said. I nodded.

I got dressed then went to the bathroom. I wish this damn thing had a mirror. I haven't seen my reflection in 2 months.

I did my business and then followed her to get my breakfast.

"First were gonna have you start drinking protein shakes and eating fruit for breakfast. Every once in a while we'll give you some pancakes and stuff but count on this being your regular. " she said.

I sat down at the lunch table and ate.

All i could think about is Dre. I miss her do much. I wonder how she's doing? hopefully her parents are torturing get to much.

" mr. Jackson." A nurse said.i gave her my attention. She was kind of cute.

"I'll be helping you with your exercises. I'll be in room 202 when your done eating." She smiled.

I nodded. She was actually really attractive. Finally there's at least someone who is.*day before he gets moved*

Tomorrow will be the day I finally get out of the rehabilitation center and move to some sort of home.

Me and Angel packed my bags. Angel is my exercise nurse. She's became a good friend to me here.

" I just wanna see my girlfriend and mother." I huffed.

"You will soon, Michael. " She giggled.

"So what does this girlfriend of your even look like. You're always talking about her. " she asked. I got up and grabbed my picture off of my night stand. " this is her. " I smiled.

" She's a beauty." Angel smiled.

" yeah. I can't wait to see her and show her how good I'm doing. I'm doing this for her." I smiled.

THE NURSE ANEGL'S POV ~ ~ ~ ~

After I helped Michael pack i went to pay his doctor a visit.

I knocked on her office door.

"Come in." She said. I opened the door entering her room.

" hey angel! Whats up?" She asked.

"I'm a little concern about Michael." I said honestly.

"Why is that?" She asked concerned.

" don't get me wrong, he's doing so good. But I think he's only doing this for his girlfriend and I fear if they were to break up, he'd relapse. " I said.

She sat there for a few seconds thinking.

" I'll have to watch him for the next few weeks or months and see if i think its a threat to his health. Thank you angel for coming to me about it. " she said.

"No problem." I said leaving her office.

I've seen it to many times, I've seen people come here for the girlfriends or boyfriends and then they break up and relapse and most of them end up over dosing and dyi g and i don't want that for Michael. He needs to her better for him not for her.

DRE'S POV * * * * * * *

today's the day I get to see my baby! I grabbed my purse and get into my car to go meet Katherine to follow her there.

I met Katherine at her house and then followed her to the rehabilitation center. It took an hour to get there but it's so worth it. I can wait to see the changes to him, but I'm also kind of scared.

After an hour long drive we were there! My heart was racing at the speed of light. Katherine and i walked into together. We went to the front desk.

"Hello, how may I help you guys?" She asked.

"Were here to see my son, Michael Jackson." She smiled.

"Oh yes! Room 103. You guys can go a head go down that left hallway and it should be on the right." She smiled.

Katherine walked in front of me as we made our way down there.

Katherine knocked on the door then opened it.

I stood to the side so he couldn't see me.

"Mother!" I heard him cheer.

"Hi baby how are you feeling?" She asked.

"Much better. Where's Dre?" He asked desperately.

"I'm sorry baby she couldn't make it." She apologized.

"Oh....well um how is she doing?" he said disappointed. I smiled then came through the door way.

"I'm doing just fine now. " i smiled.

"Baby!" He cheered running to hug me. I jumped into his arms holding him tight.

"I missed you so much!" I said as i felt tears surface.

"Awh baby don't cry." He cooed kissing my cheek.

I grabbed his face kissing him.

"I can't help it." I said. He kissed me again.

"Okay okay! That's enough! You all can finish your lovely dovey crap later." Katherine laughed.

" Michael its time for you to start heading out. " a women said.

"Okay, thank you Angel." He smiled.

We loaded his thing up into katherines car, then headed back into the rehab to talk to the doctor and stuff.

" Hello Mrs. Jackson, how are you?" Doctor Taylor asked.

"Just fine, thank you." Katherine replied.

"And you Dre? How are you?" She asked.

" Good." I replied.

"So we're moving Michael to this other center that like a apartment complex but with other things like nurses, doctors and so on. Visitation is limited. But he'll be there for 8 months and will be doing therapy and other treatments to make sure once he is released he'll stay clean. Which also brings up that when he is released we want him to not live where he was before. He needs a fresh start." The doctor explained.

" Thats fine. We'll start think of possibilities. " Katherine said.

"Also, with visitations, if we feel anyone who visits michael could cause him to relapse, we will not allow them to visit him." We all nodded.

" last but not least, Michaels exercise nurse and i will be at his new home to watch over him and make sure he is doing well and if he isn't he'll be sent to camp out in the country. " she finished.

***

Michael rode with me as we followed Katherine and the doctor to his new home.

Michael held my hand and kept staring at me.

"What ?" I giggled.

" I just miss looking at you." He smiled.

"You seemed really stressed though babe." He said.

"Its because I miss you. Everyone has moved away but wesley." I lied. I didn't want him to know about my parents cause then he would worry about me more.

"Liar." He said.

"What ? Did you just call me a liar?" I gasp.

"Call it as i see it." He smirkes.

"Spill, Somethings going on." He said.

"Michael its not a big deal. " I lied.

" Dre, you tell me everything. Come on now. What's going on." He asked.

I bit my lip before telling him.

" My parents are umm.....getting a divorce." I said. I heard a gasp escape his lips.

" Are you serious? Why?" He asked.

" yeah, because they don't love eachother anymore. " I said shrugging my shoulders

"Babe I'm so sorry!" He apologized kissing my hand.

" Its for the best. Riley doesn't seem to understand that. " I replied.

"Hes young, he's not going to. What caused them to suddenly decide to split?" He asked concerned.

I held my silence for a second.

"All three of us were arguing and i called them out on it. I told them that they'll never know what love is, that they don't love eachother and that they don't think Riley and i see it but we do then my mom admitted she wanted a divorce." I said as tears formed in my eyes.

"I'm really sorry baby. I wish I could be there for you." He said genuinely.

"No, dont. I want you to stay here and stay clean. That's what I want you to focus on." I said wipping the tears off my face.

"I will. For you baby." He said.

I gave him a week smile.

"You should let me drive." He said as we pulled into a gas station.

"Will they allow you to?" I asked.

He shrugged.

"I guess. Better not get me into trouble."

"Well its better for you to get into trouble then for you wreck." He giggled.

"Are you calling me a bad driver?" I asked laughing.

He shrugged. I pushed him then got out of the car.

"Do they allow you to smoke cigerettes? " I asked. "Nope." He said leaning against the car as i put gas in the car.

"Good cause them things are gross." I said.

"But yet you bought them for me sometimes. " He giggled.

" I didn't mind them that much. But just think, your hair won't grey as fast, your teeth won't turn yellow and your breath will smell better." I said.

"Are you saying my breath stinks?" He laughed.

I just shrugged smiling.

I paid for my gas then got into my passenger seat as Michael got into the driver seat.

We waited for Katherine and Dr. Taylor to get done.

"While we're waiting." He smirked leaning over kissing me. He slid his tounge into my mouth, making the kiss more passionate.

I let out a light moan as his hand went under my shirt and in my bra. He squeezed my breast then started to kiss my neck.

"Michael." I said but it came out more as a moan.

"I want you so bad baby." He groaned.

"I think we need to stop babe, we're in public." I said. He slid his hand from under my shirt. "Sorry, i just miss you." He said leaving a lingering kiss on my lips.

" Its okay." I smiled a bit.

Katherines horn honked signaling us that they were leaving.

Michael started the car and we were back on our way to his new home.

We laughed and talked the whole ride there. God I miss him so much.

They pulled up to this tall nice brick building. " I guess this is home." I said. He shook his head.

"This will never be home. Home is with you." He said seriously.

I gave him a light smile.

We got all of his bags and checked in. This room was a lot nicer. But it didn't have a kitchen or anything or any phone lines.

"How's he suppose to cook or call people? " I asked.

"When he upgrades. He'll be here for 2 or 3 months then once we think he's ready, he'll upgrade to an actual apartment which are on the upper floors." The doctor said.

" We'll be fine baby." He said.

He grabbed my hand holding it.

We sat on his bed as Katherine talked to the doctor and nurse. He laid down and i cuddled up to him.

"I miss holding you. " he said brushing the hair out of my face. "I miss it too." I said burying my face into his chest.

He pulled my face to his kissing me intensely.

I moaned into his mouth as he gripped my butt. I rolled on top of him, but we were quickly interrupted by Dr.Taylor. she pushed the door opened, "no funny business!" She said seriously.

We both groaned as i rolled off of him.

" This is torture." I groaned and he nodded in agreement.

"Dre we have to leave soon anyways." Katherine hollered.

"What? Why?! " Michael and I both shouted.

" Watch your tones. Because the doctor said we cant stay long." She said then leaving the room.

My eyes filled with tears already, i didnt want to leave him yet. We just got here.

" babe, please don't. It'll just make it harder if you cry." He said pulling me too him.

"We just got here. I wanna spend more time with you. I thought I was gonna get to spend most of the day with you."i said trying to not cry.

" I know. Im sorry. I want you to stay. " He said kissing my cheek.

"Time to go Dre." Katherine hollered. "No." i said holding onto him. "Baby." He said.

"Dont say it." I cried.

"Their not being fair." I cried.

Katherine came into the room. " Bye baby." She said hugging him.

" Dre its time to say goodbye." She said calmly. I shook my head,i got up off the bed wipping my face. He stood up and wrapped his arms around me. " i love you so much baby." He said.

" I love you too."I cried.

" Your gonna be okay. " He said. I just shook my head. It was so much harder saying goodbye this time. I needed him but he can't be there for me.

" mom can you please just give us a minute." He asked.

I heard her leave the room and shut th e door.

" Whats going on with you?" He asked softly.

"I feel so alone without you. " i cried.

"I'm getting better for us though baby." He said.

"I know, it's just hard not being able to at least call you and hear your voice." I replied.

He grabbed my face wipping the tears off my face.

" Can you give a smile before you leave? " he asked. I shook my head.

"Please. "

I didn't answered. He then kissed my lips then running his hand down my side tickling me. I squealed, smiling.

"There's that smile." He smiled.

Then there was a knock on the door.

Katherine same in, "come on Dre." She said.

I gave him one last kiss, " i love you, I'll visit as soon as possible." I said.

He kissed me again, " i love you too babygirl."

We walked out of the building. "Sorry katherine, I'm not trying to be stubborn." I said.

"Sweetie I understand this is hard for you too. But just remember he's getting better for YOU." She said hugging me.

"I know." I replied.