First Time

It's been a month since I've been put on Birth Control. Michael and I have been messing around still but haven't gone all the way.

Michaels family is going to Gary for the weekend but he's going to stay home. He thinks he's sneaky but I know what he's up to.

"Anna i need you to do me a favor. " I plead.

"What?" She asked.

"Could you perhaps tell a little lie that I'm with you this weekend." I asked.

"Where you gonna be? " she asked.

"Michaels. " I replied shyly. She smirked knowing what was up.

"Awh okay. Do you girl. I got you." She smiled.

"Thank you!" I screeched with happiness.

*

"Hey do you wanna come over tonight?" Michael asked. I smiled and nodded, biting my lip.

"Why you biting your lip for? " he giggled.

"Your parents are going to be gone, right?" I asked. He nodded. " So it'll be just you and i.alone." I said with a seductive look. He bit his lip, holding my side, " you sure?" He asked. I nodded.

He leaned down kissing me passionately," i love you. See yah tonight." He smiled as he left to his car.

I was in the car with Wesley when the nerves started to kick in.

"Dre, seriously. Don't be so scared. I know this is big for you but you love Mike and he loves you. That's all that matters." Wesley said.

" I know i know." I said still nervous.

*

I got home and started packing a over night bag. "Where are you going Missy? " my mom asked.

"There you are, i meant to ask you last night but I fell asleep. Can i stay at Anna ' s for the weekend. Yah know, have a girls weekend." I pleaded.

"Fine." She said. I smiled as she left.

Anna picked me up around 6pm from my house and took me to Michaels. My heart was racing already!

"Thank you so much! I owe you one." I said grabbing my stuff out of her car.

"No problem girl. Good luck." She winked.

I gave her a quick smile, then went into Michaels house. I walked into Michaels living room to not see him any where. I hear music playing up stairs. I walk up to his room to find him straighting things up. It was so cute watching him clean. He even put clean sheets on the bed. I stood there for a while. He got out some rose petals and put them on the night stand and some on the bed. He put on some soft music and turned around to see me. "Babe how long have you been standing there?" He asked surprised.

"Since you've put the sheet on the bed." I said a bit choked up.

"Awh babe, don't cry." He laughed hugging me. "Everything is beautiful." I said wipping a tear away from my eye.

"I want this to be special for you." He said kissing me.

" Thank you." I replied.

"I've got dinner waiting for us downstairs." He smiled.

"Dinner too? Michael,"i said hugging him again, "i love you so much." I said. He stroked my hair.

"Nothing but the best for you." He said leading me down stairs.

We ate, talked, giggled throughout our dinner.

We finished Michael delicious dinner and sat on the couch still talking.

"I swear I've never seen Latoya run out of a room so fast." He laughed telling me about how he put spiders in her bed.

"Thats so mean!" I laughed.

He just kept laughing. He stopped and stared at me for a while smiling. "What?" I asked blushing. "I hope you know, i really do love you Dre." He said grabbing my hand.

"I know." I smiled. He leaned in and kissed me. I kissed him back then straddling him. He slid my top off kissing my neck then my breast. He stood up carrying us to his room.

He laid me on the bed leaving a trail of kisses down my stomach then back up.

"Do you mind if I turn the lights off? "he Asked with pleading eyes.

"You can turn them off." I smiled. He stood up opening his night stand drawer taking out a condom, laying in on his night stand. He turned the lights off then crawled back into bed with me.

He took his pants and shirt off only left in his boxers.

He snapped my bra off, throwing it off the bed. He kissed up to my ear, letting his hand roam my body.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

"Yeah, just a bit nervous."I replied.

"I'll be gentle, i promise. If anything hurts to bad let me know." He said kissing me as i nodded.

He took off my panties, kissing down my stomach and then to my womanhood. I gasped as he licked me. I wasn't expecting this at all. He was so good at it too.

He stuck in 2 fingers, stretching me out a bit. I moaned as he had my leg thrown over his shoulders.

I was so close to coming when stopped.

"Why you stop? " I asked breathless. He came up and kissing me as he removed his boxers. My heart rate increased as he laid in between my legs.

" Are you ready? We can stop." He offered.

I shook my head. "I'm ready." He took a towel off his dresser and laid in under my butt then put a condom on. "Whyd you do that? " I asked.

" in case you bleed a lot." He said.

" oh. " I said. He lead down kissing me passionately as he guided himself in to my entrance. I felt his tip push in a bit. He pushed in a bit more as i groaned in pain. He pushed into me slowly as he kissed me trying to distract me from the pain. Tears stung my eyes as he pushed in all the way. "I'm sorry. " He apologized wipping away my tears. "Its okay. It just hurts a little. " I said burying my face into his neck, holding onto his bare back. He laid there inside me for a bit, planting kisses all over my face. His kisses traveled to my neck on my sweet spot making me moan. As he sucked on my neck, he started to move in and out of me. I moaned in pain and pleasure. "It'll get better, baby." He groaned and he started thrusting a bit faster. "Michaeelll!" I moaned feeling more pleasure than pain.

My nails dug into his back as he grind into me. "God this hurts so gooddd..." i moaned arching my back.

"You feel so good baby." He groaned wrapping my legs around his waist, going deeper. I groaned as it hurt and felt good.

He started to hit my G spot making me scream. "Oh my godddd!" I moaned as i getting close.

"I'm almost there baby, hold on." He grunted.

Within 2 minutes i came and Michael shortly did too after.

I can't believe I just lost my virginity.

He collapsed onto me after he came. I rubbed his back as i caught my breath.

"That was amazing baby. " He panted.

"It was." I replied playing with his curls.

He rose above me, planting a kiss on my neck again. "I love you so much." He mumbled against my neck. I grabbed his face, kissing him passionately. "I love you too." I replied pulling away. He giggled.

"What? " I replied smiling innocently.

"We really just had sex. I had sex with the most beautiful women in the world and I'm lucky enough to be her first and hopefully her last." He said.

" I found heaven on earth You are my last my first," i sang from a Beyoncé song, giggling.

"I love it when you sing to me." He smiled kissing me.

"I'm so happy that you are my one and only." I said.

He wrapped me in his arms, then we both drifted off to the soft music he left on.

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I woke up to the sun shining in my face. I rolled over to find no Michael. I heard him humming in the bathroom though. I smiled as i heard him sing. I loved the way his voice sounded. It was so beautiful. I sat up holding the sheets to my chest when he opened the bathroom door.

"Youre awake." He smiled.

I smiled back and nodded. " I probably look terrible, don't i?" I asked. He smirked checking me out. "Morning after looks good on you." He said. "I think you should put that sheet down though." He smiled.

"No, " i laughed.

"Why? I've already seen them! " he laughed.

"I'm still kind of shy...." i said looking down.

He grabbed my face kissing me, I pulled away as he tried to stick his tounge in my mouth. He gave me a Confused look.

"Morning breath." I said embarrassed.

"Well go brush your teeth." He said.

" I need my clothes." I giggled.

" Your really not going to let me see you naked right now?" He asked.

"Michael please stop." I begged.

"Fine. I have a robe you can wear. Hold on." He huffed.

It's not that I'm uncomfortable around him but I don't feel comfortable period walking around naked. He came back with a baby blue fluffy robe. I started laughing.

"Dont laugh! Its comfy!" He defended.

"I'm sorry. I just thought you had like a silky black man robe or something." I giggled.i took it from him and put my arms in the sleeves then stood up to out on the rest. But ad soon as i stood up i felt a pain in between my legs. "Owww." I groaned holding myself in between my legs.

Michael turns around, " Babe what are you doing?" He asked.

" My vagina hurts!" I groaned.

I saw him try to hide his smile. He came over to help me stand up, " are you okay?" He asked with a soft smile. "It hurts" i whined.

"It'll get better just go shower im going to cook breakfast. " he said kissing my cheek.

We spent the whole day cuddled up on the couch watching movies. Wesley, Trey & anna kept calling our phones.

I pressed ignore on my phone as Trey called again. I climbed back to the couch, getting on top of Michael. He smirked as i straddled him. " Are you ready for round 2 already?" He joked. I nodded as i grabbed the hem of his shirt to take it off, but he grabbed my hand making me stop. "Maybe we shouldn't so soon. Your still sore baby." He said. He was so lying. There was another reason why he doesn't want to.

"Are you seriously turning down sex? I make you wait 6 months, i finally have sex with you last night and your already turning it down?"I asked.

"Its not just 'sex' baby. It's making love. " He said concerned. I smiled a bit as he said that. "Well i want you to make love to me again. " I said kissing his neck while rubbing my hands down his chest. He let out a low groan as i grabbed his shirt again. But as i had it to his chest he stopped me again. I sighed frustrated getting off of him. "Baby, don't be mad." He said softly grabbing my arm. " Dont touch me." I said yanking my arm away.

"Dre stop. Please." He begged.

"Why won't you have sex with me? Isn't this what you want?" I asked mad but also hurt.

MICHAEL'S POV ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

The truth is, if we had sex right now, she'd be able to see my arms and their all bruised up and have scabs.i tried quiting but I cant. I get all freaky and mad. I can't tell her.... not yet or not ever. I have slowed down though. But I just can't quit. The heroin is to addicting. She's doesn't deserve this. She deserves better but I love her to god damn much to see her with someone else.

I know she's hurt right now but she'd be even more hurt if find she found out I've been addicted to heroin for a almost 2 years. I grab her hand as she looked like she was about to cry.

"Baby I do. I promise I do. But......" i had to think of an excuse.

"Is this because I wouldn't let you see me naked this morning? " she asked.

"Baby no. Not at all. It's just being in day light and I just don't feel comfortable having sex on my parents couch. "I said.

"Fine. " She pouted. I pulled her into my lap, she still pouted and wouldn't look at me.

" I love you, baby." I said grabbing her chin making her look at me. Her faced softened.

"I love you too." She replied.