Until next time. ❤️

Uhhh...

I'm not really sure how to start this, I am feeling a lot of things right now and am kind of lost as to what to say. 

I- nope hold on I think I'm gonna start crying I need a minute I'll be right back.

Okay I'm back, now that's over and I put on EPIC to soothe my poor heart, because there are just too many feels going on to be able to get through writing this in silence. Please bare with me as I do this, cuz as much as you guy may think otherwise, I'm not very good with words.

Especially when they're my own.

Being done with this book..is very surreal. I knew that it wasn't going to last forever, but I guess part of me hoped a little bit that it wouldn't go by so quickly. And yes, I do think this finished really fast, the men have competition.

But seriously, writing this story has been one of the most amazing things I have ever done and honestly I don't really know what I would have done with my time these past few months if I didn't have this, I think I would have just rotted in bed all day every day like I always do, without any motivation and no drive to create.

This has given me that creative satisfaction though, and it has been such an incredible experience to bring all of you along with me as I found my voice as a writer.

I'm very used to being the quiet person in the room while others express themselves freely towards people they don't know, but I've never really been able to grasp how to do that, and writing brings me the opportunity to finally speak without feeling like everyone's watching.

The words you see written on these pages sometimes reflect things that I'm unable to talk about in real life, and it is an outlet for me, so I am forever grateful that all of you have been listening, and actually like it enough to read all the way through.

I've dedicated hours of almost every one of my days since I started this thing into writing down the love between these two, and I never could have imagined how many people came along for the ride.

Whether you've been here from the very beginning, or joined in on this adventure half way through, I am so grateful for each and every one of you, and all of the love you guys have shown me throughout the journey.

And even if you started to read and got bored with how slowly it was progressing, I hope that one day you come back to it long after it's all published, and get to read the beautiful relationship that I got to create within my mind and then put into words.

If you're reading this weeks, months, even years from now, I am still just as thankful that you're here, because every pair of eyes that gets to feel the love in these pages the way that I have, will always be welcomed, and appreciated by me.

Even if this is like your 4th time reading it over again, just because you like it that much, love you so so so much.

I am especially grateful for those of you that have made gorgeous artworks of Pugsley and Y/n, I love every drawing that comes my way, and I swear that I will be printing them out and putting them on my wall, because that is just how much I love all of you.

I can't even begin to explain how awesome all of you are. All of the sweet and funny comments that I get every day always put a smile on my face, and I hope that I still get them long down the road, and I hope that with my future projects, you guys decide to join in with those too.

There's not really a time frame I can give you for sure of how long it will be until I start publishing on other stories again. Who knows how much of a break I decide to take, it could be a few weeks, a month or two.

But I think I won't be able to stay away for long. Writing helps me feel like I'm doing something worth while with my time, and it's something I genuinely love to do, so I doubt that I'll leave you guys hanging forever.

Oh and I'm just gonna quickly say, if I don't have a boyfriend by the end of next year, I WILL be complaining about it non stop to you guys bc I hate being single so much. But good news is, my best friend, the one that I kinda like and plan to write a book for, keeps flirting with me. I can't tell if it's joking or not, but he keeps sending me stuff saying that it's not, so idk what to do with that.

Anyway, moving past that.

I started writing this book on the 9th of August 2025, and finished exactly 3 months later, on the 9th of November.

I can say for sure that I did not expect it to get as much attention as it did. I thought I'd get maybe 50k at most, so to wake up that one morning and see that I had reached 100k was absolutely mind blowing. And as of this moment right now as I type this, I am well on my way to having double that.

You guys have supported me so much with every part of this, even when I was being a bitch and edging you at the end of each chapter (your words not mine). And I honestly cannot find the words to tell you how happy it makes me that there are people somewhere out in this world that enjoy what I write.

This has been such an emotional rollercoaster to write, and I'm just glad that I got to bring you all along for the ride.

I have built such an amazing community here on wattpad with my story, and it feels awesome to know that you all spent so much time reading this, and I have seen so many of you saying that you skip school just to stay up reading, and I would say don't do that, but I'm homeschooled so frankly I think it's great to take a break from the school system once in a while.

I hope that with every story I choose to make into reality, that you are right there with me again and again, because I could ask for a better group of people to have by my side, and while I might be leaving Pugsley and Y/n behind for now, it may not be forever, who knows.

My plans for future works right now consist of watching the live action Httyd a million times until I know it like the back of my hand, because your girl needs her some fucking awesome Snotlout slow burn, okay? That man is fine as fuck, and ain't nobody else gonna write it the way that I want.

So, until that next notification.

Author out <3