Chapter 036

I had brought my blades back. These were much to what I was used to. This made it easier

"Now Fire"

I slashed her legs. And all the muscle from her. I cut her out of the nape. I had her out of the titan.

I smile at her as her eyes widen.

"PIECK"

.Her body was somewhat nasty to look at. I had defeated you Pieck. But you're not really needed to me.She laid there. I held the blade to her neck.

"Isn't it Pieck? Didn't you have the advantage here? Well, it looks like I have the advantage here. But let's follow the script shouldn't we"

"Don'ttt"

I heard his voice. It's going as planned. If she is there then it should be.

She opens her eye but one was falling out. It looks disgusting.

"Hurry and finish it, Violet, we have no time."

I looked up to Jean and nodded. I took out the thunder spear. I need you at your weakest.  Falcon ran to me.

"Please don't kill her please don't kill her"His eyes widen.

"Violet don't"

"You know that's the face I had when a titan had eaten my mother and I couldn't do anything to stop it."

I look to see the boy running to us. This should be fine. He had tears in his eyes.

I shot the thunder spear. I didn't hesitate since I knew the outcome.

He was in front of her.

Steam emitted from her.

I jump away from her.

"I missed Jean"

"We have to go now"

I nodded again.

I turn to them. I wasn't going to let go of the thunder spear but I did. Have I truly become a devil.

I attach myself to a building. I was swinging backward.

Falco Pov

I look to see someone slashing the cart titan up. They were fast. Pieck was pulled out. She fell to the ground. Her body looks badly hurt. How can a human be that powerful? She glided in the air like nothing.

I look to see a girl with blond hair.

She held her blade to pieck.

Did she know her? Her voice sounded familiar. She turns to me. Her eyes were she the girl from today.  It was Violet, it was her from before.

"Violet hurry up and finish it"

She nodded to the guy.

She took out a weapon and it directly to Pieck.

I ran without thinking. I was in front of her. Her eyes look down upon me. No life.

"Please don't kill her, please don't kill her."

"You know that's the face I had when a titan had eaten my mother and I couldn't do anything to stop it."

I saw her have no remorse in her words. How can she be so different from earlier? You were here in plain sight.

She then jumps but aims the weapon at us. She didn't flinch at all. I close my eyes waiting for the impact.

I was preparing for the impact but steam emitted. A titan skeleton appears. Pieck, she protected me. I look at the girl. She didn't seem unfazed by it. She jumps away and mouths words.

Keep fighting

I stood to frighten.

I quickly grab pieck.  I saw Gabi.

"Gabi help me she is badly injured"

"What happened to her"

"They did it."

She looks up at the girl. She was complete upside down.

"It's her again. She is the one who killed them. YOU DEVIL"

End of Falco Pov

"Violet, Jean it's here"

I look up to see it. I guess they had finally come.

They all started to attach themselves. I turn to see the jaw titan. It wasn't going to let us leave. I held my blades out.

"Sasha head in an abroad I will go help them in any way."

I didn't wait for her reply.

I sliced his legs making him fall off. Causing him to lose his balance.

"You ate Ymir. It's sad to not have her here"

I slice his arm but before I could do anything else I was grabbed by Sasha.

"Violet we must head up now"

I was hesitant. I have to stay close to Sasha. I made my way into the ship. I sigh.

I sat down. Jean was giving orders. My hair was messed up at this point. It had fallen onto my shoulders. I felt hands around me.

"Great to see you, Violet."

I turn to see Connie.

"You too" I stood up and he suddenly hug me. I smile and hug him. You made it far enough. We aren't kids like back then. He truly is taller compared to me.

We walked towards Sasha and Jean.

"You know everyone was speechless when you hung upside. You look a bit off"

"Did I really Connie. I didn't see that much. Just a lot had happened today."

He then brought us into a group hug.

"To be honest I am thankful you guys are alive out of everyone. You guys are truly special to me"

I heard the cheering of the soldiers. Isn't it time now. I grew anxious I have to save you Sasha.

I turn around and held Sasha hand.

I yank my gem off my neck. I quickly put it in my pocket.

I felt something. I look out through the windows to see them climbing up. I can't just throw them off. That too cruel the killing just won't end.

I got nervous my hand began to shake.

"Sasha can you please go check on Eren for me. I need my gem. I left it where they are. Just ask Mikasa can you please do me this favor"

I grasp her hands onto mine. I just said nonsense but just do it. I said something that didn't make sense but please understand it. Just don't question me.

"Okay, Violet wait here and calm down."

I turn her to the direction of the room. She walked through. Thank you live well Sasha.

I then sigh.

I stood by the entrance with my face facing it. I turn around with my back facing them.

I stood.

I felt my legs weaken. I hope you guys can live long and healthy. I wasn't even supposed to be here. All these years and the struggles we had to go through.

I heard the noise I turn to make eye contact with her. I met her eyes, they were filled with rage.

I closed my eyes to prepared for the sudden impact.

"YOU DEVILLLLL"

"VIOLET"

BANG

I heard Sasha's voice. It happens to fast.

I open my eyes to see her in front of me. My eyes widen in shock.

"YOU WERENT SUPPOSED TO BE HERREE"

"You never take off that gem you idiot."

Her body fell against mine. I hug her body. Blood oozing out of her back. She fell onto mine. How did this happen? I could feel the blood on my hand. I sat down with her. Why did you

"Sasha why are y"

"I can finally do something for you. I protected you for the first time."

She smiles.

"IDIOT WHAT DO YOU MEAN, DIDN'T WE HAVE TO STAY TOGETHER TILL THE END. WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING STAY WITH ME SASHA"

She smiled. I felt horrible inside. I look down at my hand. It was covered in her blood. It was still shaking. Everything went slow for me. I felt enraged.

"Well, I didn't think I would make it this far. But I'm thankful for you for bringing me this far. We both know who is needed for this war. My life isn't as important as you, Violet"

Her hand grasped mine. Then she reaches for my cheek.

"Don't cry, you don't look pretty. How about your smile"

My tears fell down my cheek. I can't smile.

"You were supposed to stay with me. I can't do this without you. I need you who going to do my hair each day. Who am I going to give my food to? I didn't want to lose you. I thought if I change it. You could live but you didn't"

She squeezed my hand.

"LIVE WELL"

Her hand fell down slow as if time had stopped. I watch as she took her last breath. I couldn't control my emotions. Everything came out.

"Sasha you are joking now right"

"Sasha you're alright."

I grasp her body.

I demanded an answer. Why did you say those words? Why didn't you say something else? I still need you.

I look down at my hand, it was covered in blood. Why did you have to come back? Why did you come back? Your life is precious. Why couldn't you know me so well? Why did you understand me? Why did you put effort into me in the training corps? When I ignore you because you were just another character.

I look around. The sounds of them. Everyone was moving around. I couldn't focus my mind on anything.

Her hand just this morning her hand held warmth  but now it's cold. I laid her down on the floor. I gently put my head to her chest. Her heart was silent. Tears kept falling down.

I hug her body. But something my head began to burst with everything.

"You're gone aren't you"I put her down again on the ground. You're so pale. I have never seen you this pale before. I let her body go. Jean and Connie were yelling. How could you die?  Just like that Sasha. She wasn't breathing anymore. She is really gone. I froze in that state.

I turn to them.

"She's gone"

Her last words were different than what it was. I close my eyes for her.

I felt tears falling down my cheeks. I want to scream but nothing comes out.

I clench my fist. He is the only one who is responsible.

"Violet they used Lebov ODM gear to climb onto the ship"

I turn to them to see they had gotten beaten. I stood up. I wipe my tears with a hanker shift. I look at it. You made this for me. I put it away and wipe My tears with my sleeve. I walked over to them.

I look to see the girl with injuries. Falcon had many injuries. She looks at me with her eyes.

"You are truly the devil from them all. You dammm devilll."

"Gabi stoppp"

"YOUUUU WEREEE SUPPOSED TO SHOTT"

I crouch to match them. I look at them.

"Should we toss them outside?"

I turn to the window to see we were already in the sea. Killing will never end and she wouldn't want that.

I nodded my head.

"Us True Eldians are going to haunt you till you die to pass that on your ringleader after I'm dead"

"True Eldians you guys."

I look at her.

"You weren't born inside the walls. You're from the outside. You know about us. While we didn't know a dam thing.  When you're warriors friends were sent to destroy the walls to take the founder titans. We didn't even know humans were titans. I was 8 years old when I lost my mother. She was eaten by a titan in our home. With hundredth of other children. Yes, I'm the devil who kill a lot today. But what choice do we have? Hundredths of people die because of you guys. Does it not get in your head."

She seems surprised.  Everyone was quiet.

"YOUUU KILL THEMM"I look at her.

"We didn't know there was an outside world. We didn't even know the ocean existed. We didn't know we had humans as enemies but titans were seen"

Falcon grabs her hand."Gabi don't"

"YOUUU DEVIL"I took out a gun. I look at the reflection of it.

"Violet don'"

I look at the reflection to see Jean. I motion  him to step back. I held her hand. I place the gun in her hand.

"You're right I'm a devil who had killed. So it wouldn't matter to me to die as a devil. Who is a hero here."

Her hand began to shake. I held her hand on the gun. She had to push the trigger.

She was shaking.

"VIOLLLEFFF AREEEE YOUUUU INSANEEEEE"

I heard Mikasa voice.

"VIOLETT WHATTTT ARE YOIUUU DOINGG"

Armin was here as well.

I look to see him grab her hand.

"Gabi please don't do this." He was crying at this point. I stare at them. Her hand began to shake more.

I blink and it felt like time had stopped.

I felt a hand on my wrist. I look to see Sasha. She smiles.

"Violet didn't I tell you to live well, are you really going to come after me."

I look at her, could it be you.

"Don't die like this, they need you there for them"

"I need you Sasha"

"Violet I never left you. I'm going to stay with you till the end. I may not there be physically but I'm here with you till the end."

It felt like she was really there. She then hug me.

"I'm always going to be here. I'm sorry for everything you had seen. I finally understood you. Please live well and make it for me till the end"

She was crying. I reach out to her but she slowly vanish into thin air

"VIOLETTTT"

BANG

The gun fell to the floor. Her hand had pushed mine away.

"WHYY AREE YOUU"

I grab the gun.

"You're still a kid"

"YOUU AREE AREE"

I push the trigger. BANG

"A devil" I finish her sentence for her. I shot where they had entered. That's was the only open area.

I stood up.  I turn to see them all.

"Don't beat them anymore their children with justice"

I look back at them.

"I'll take you to him"

They quickly put them into handcuff. To be treated like this. They were behind me. Usually, someone would knock to enter but it didn't matter. I walk in as if nothing happens.

"Who dare"

I made eye contact with captain. His eyes widen.

"Violet are you bleeding"

"It's not mine. Sasha is dead"

They seem surprised. I look to where he was. He started to laugh. This is where people question you Eren. Are you laughing through pain? I walked over to him.

I look down at him. He looks up at me.

"What were her last words"

"Live well"

His eyes widen. Did he see something else?  He looks down at my clothes. Everything was covered in blood.

"Does it not bother you"

I look at him.

"She was the first person I open up to other than you."

I look at him.

"I've seen countless people die, and not one single fazed me. I didn't care whether they die or felt miserable because I had no reason to fight. I wanted to die on every single mission we had. I wanted to be selfish and die for this misery. But I follow you along with them."

"Violet"

I turn to see Mikasa and Armin.

"But it doesn't bother me. Even if we aren't going to be together at the end. I keep fighting till the end."

I smile towards him. His eyes seem to shine like back then. But went back to the dark color.

I turn to the Captain."I'm going to wash up now."

"Brat"

I walk out and close the door.

"Well did everything play out as you hope? Zeke Jaeger"

I heard his words. Did it really go as you plan? Or did I change something? Sasha lat words wasn't meat.

Did I change the future with that small change? I walk into the bathroom. They had made a bathroom here.

I look at my reflection. I am truly a mess. I splash water on my face. I watch as it drips down off my face to the floor. Everything felt unreal.

I