Chapter 001

I look to the sky. It didn't look anything that should been real. All these people are living. They have feelings. They feel pain of a lost one. Then why is it like this.

I shrug off that feeling. I walked down to go where I think is my house.  How come I can't seem to remember anything. I reach for the sky it's truly beautiful. To think this is a book.

I should go home before mother nags me again. I don't remember anything so why am I here.

I stumble across some kids bullying someone else. I shouldn't interfere. It's not my problem at all. I just don't want to be here at all.

I walked right past them but someone had grabbed my hand. Out of reflex I  slammed them to the ground. The others ran away. I look down to my hands was I really that strong. But I am a child. I heard someone. I turn around to see a boy on the ground.

"Um thank you for helping me. Can I ask your name?"

Isn't he the boy from the cover. I didn't really help him. I just don't like being touch. I should  just leave. He grab my hand. I look at him. I don't think he will let go.

"Violet"

"Ah I am Armin Arlert. Nice to meet you. Would it be fine to repay you with this"

He held a book. I suddenly felt a slight headache.

"I could never do something like that but she kept her promise and fought along with us"

That voice sounded like him. It echo through my head. I touch my head. It was hurting for a bit.

He took my silence as an answer and grabbed my hand once again. He led me to a tree. I look at the tree. Why did it feel familiar? I sat next to him. I have nothing to do. I should just not get close to them.

"This is a book my grandfather had given me. It talks about the outside world from these walls."

He turned the page and showed me an image or drawing.

"This is the sea. It is filled with tons of salt. Like a lot."

I don't like the sea. It's the place where I had lost my life. I stood up. I should just die when that day happens. To think this place will soon met its end. I don't want to suffer no more.

I heard running steps.

"ARMIN ARE YOU HERE"

I look to see two other children. One brunette and the other raven.

"I am here. Ah Violet can I introduce you to my friends."

He stood up and waved to get the other two attention. They came over to where we were. I had my knees up to my chest. I didn't want to stay here.

"Guys this is Violet. She had helped me take care of those bullies. Violet, this is Eren and Mikasa."

I look up to see them.

The brunette extended his hand out to me. I grab it.

"Violet you could have done nothing you were hurt. No one knows the future"

I stood up and felt that pain again. Those words echo through me. I let go of him hand. I should leave I don't want to associate myself with them.

"I am Eren. Nice to meet you. I am thankful for you helping out Armin."

I nodded to his words.

"Thank you"

Her name was Mikasa right. I acknowledge them. I should go home. I turn around and walk away. I don't care if I am alone in this. I simply don't want to go on with this anymore.

"She, you don't have to go. We can all be friends. Any friend of Armin is considered our friend as well."

I stopped. I heard his voice. I turn to see him running to me.

"Violet, can you meet us here tomorrow"

Why are you like this. You don't even know what you are going to do. You are going to lead this place to hell. I nodded to him. But I won't come.

My feet walk on their own. I walk through the streets on my own. It was in complete darkness. I don't even know where I am. Yet my feet are walking.

"Mother I am back."

"Alright you should hurry. Dinner will be ready"

Did I say that?

I walked upstairs and made a right turn. I walked in and a mirror stood. I look to see my face. This all felt unfamiliar to me. I didn't look like this. But who was I. How come the only thing I remember is this book. This little girl. Her eyes look hopeless. My eyes aren't they. It just doesn't feel right.

Was a color of faded blond. It's platinum blond.

My eyes were blue.I should brush my hair. It looks like a mess.

I reach to grab a brush from the shelf. Was I always like this. I saw it falling. How could it.

It fell on me. The impact cause me to fall to the ground. My head was hurting. My vision became blurry.

"Did you see the attack on Titan ending. Th manga had just finish. Isn't it sad. I guess you didn't but Eren is really dead. He also like Mikasa. I was right. I told you he like her."

"Shh Eva you are too loud. I am trying to read something not useless like that"

She came over to run to me. We were currently in the hospital.

"Ava when I come out of the surgery. Could you at least watch Attack on Titan the anime. I want to see it. I also want to read the manga with you. Here can you at least read this with me"

"Alright fine"

Eva was my twin sister. At the age of 18 she was diagnosed with a rare heart condition. It really had hit us in the face. She couldn't do ice skating no more. I was in the military. I have to pay the medicines and all she needed. She had become a fan of the series Attack on Titan. I was studying to become a nurse. It could be more easier to help with daily needs. The military was just the fastest I could earn. Our parents had passed away when were ten years old. She is my only family. I sat on her bed and listen to the book she was reading.

"Eva the surgery will now go on. Are you ready."

"Yeah, sister remember we are going to watch it together when I come back. It's a promise."

"Alright now be brave"

"Of course"

I held her hand and soon let go. She had a smile. To think that would be the last time I would see her smile.

Eva had passed away at the age of 20. Those two years were for nothing. I was really alone this time. I walked into the room to see her things. Full of that anime. I had her ashes. I sat on her bed. I turn the TV. At least I could do this for you. I'm sorry I wasn't here for most of the time. You were lock in this house for a while.

It had played. "Eva we are watching it together."

I held her close to my arms.

It had been 3 days and We finish watching it. "Is this what made you happy. To think that didn't get a happy ending" It didn't have a happy ending. I open the book. You also said this right.

I place her on a nightstand.

"Goodnight Eva"

I had to let go but I couldn't. The next day came. I laid in bed. I didn't feel Like doing anything. I stood up and headed to the kitchen. Was it just my eyes. I saw her in her apron.

She would make us breakfast since I couldn't cook. I reach out but couldn't feel anything. I have to get a hold of myself. My legs felt weak.

It had been two years since you were gone Eva. I was on the bridge we use to come. I had become a nurse. I could have taken care of you. Each day I could have been by your side.

To think life is really short. Could I not had been stupid. To think you knew. But you lied and said you were feeling better. I held the green cape. I had found a note of her farewell. She knew that was her final goodbye. You told me you were alright. But your body was slowly losing hope. I had drunk quite a bit.

I should leave. As I was turning the wind blow the cape out of my hands. It had landed on the farthest tree. I reach for it. My visions was going blurry. I felt this strong headache.

I reach but miss. I hit a rock and fell into the sea. My head was hurting.

"Is this how I die, I hate the sea" I didn't want to die. Maybe this is a good thing. I can finally rest.

"Wake up Violet. Live well and save them all. I'm sorry my daughter."

Who is that. I don't know.