What Now?

Warnings-Cussing, No smut (I know it's weird for me too)

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Just an fyi, this story will not follow the movie storyline, will just have some things mentioned from the movie.

Miguel catches the picture with his fast reflexes before it could hit the floor.

"Why were you snooping through my stuff!" He folds the picture and snatches his suit from my hands.

"I-I w-wasn't- I was just picking up our clothes and it slipped out." I've seen him angry before but this.. this is next level.

"You had no right!" He shouts and i slightly flinch to his tone.

"Y-You h-have a daughter?" I say shocked.

His nose flares and he menacingly marches towards me.

I step back till i hit the bed frame and i fall backwards onto the bed.

"What did i tell you about asking questions?" His tone is dark.. really dark.

"I-I I'm sorry, I didn't do it on purpose." I say.

"I knew this was a bad idea." He sighs as he shakes his head.

"You could talk to me." I say as i stand up.

He scoffs and chuckles at the same time.

"Please." He puts his hands on his hip.

"It's what you do in a relationship." I say without thinking.

He now laughs "What makes you think we're in a relationship?"

"Y-You told Lilly that i wasn't single that you're my boyfriend." Did i misread?

"It was to make sure she passed the message along to Brian." He says sternly.

"I told you that if i stayed the night it wouldn't change things."

"I know but-

"But what? There are no buts." He cross his arms.

"You don't want me to see anyone, you make it very clear that i belong to you. I give you everything, It's a little unfair that you keep things from me."

"You do belong to me." He says darkly.

"Why are you so cold?" I find the courage to ask.

He looks away, pain written all over his face.

"I knew your feelings would get in the way." He sighs.

He starts to put his suit on "I told you i don't do feelings." He grabs his mask and walks past me.

"Wait that's it?" I say in disbelief.

"You got too close. You don't know how to separate feelings from sex." He says coldly as he opens the window.

"Is that really all i am to you?" I whisper.

"Yes." He doesn't even think about it.

My eyes fall sad as i look down to the floor.

Maybe i did misread the signals, the small things. I thought he was slowly softening up to me but maybe it was just all in my head.

"M-Mig-

He climbs out of the window ignoring me and disappears into the night.

I bite my lip and I'm trying to register what just happened.

Everything just happened so fast.

I knew our arrangement and i listened to every demand till now but a part of me just hoped..

Just hoped that it could evolve into something more than just lust.

I think i just set up my own heart for heartbreak.

What now?

I take a deep breath as i sit on the edge of my bed, I pull my knees up, hugging them and i look out to the window.

"Red." I whisper my safe word.

I lower my head and i start to cry till my tears cradle me to sleep.

THE NEXT MORNING,

"Aaugh." I groan as i wake up thanks to my phone that's ringing.

"H-Hello." I say groggy.

"Hey it's 12 P.M. Where are you? We were supposed to meet up for lunch." Said Lilly.

I widen my eyes as i look over to the alarm clock.

Holy shit did i slept in

"Lil, I had a rough night can we reschedule." I mumble.

I just got dumped, My plans for today is to stay in eat ice cream and hot cheetos all day and binge watch The Vampire Diaries.

"I bet you did." She teases.

Good Grief, Yea sure remind me that i won't be getting dicked everyday anymore

"I'm hanging up." I frown.

"Wait don't.. What's wrong?" She says concerned.

"I-I think i did something wrong." My tears swell up.

"Come meet me, I'll order us some fries and milkshakes." She reminds me why i keep her around.

She might be nosy but she's a true friend.

"O-Okay." I say softly with tears in my eyes.

"See you soon."

"See you soon." I hang up.

I get my miserable ass up and i get dressed and ready.

I grab my phone and keys, as i open the door i look back to the window, A remembering pain comes back to me.

I sigh and i closer the door and i make my way to Mickey's Diner.

"He's a dick." Lilly slurps on her strawberry milkshake.

"Yea." I sigh, twirling the straw around my chocolate milkshake.

(If you don't like chocolate milkshake imagine your favorite)

I told her everything that has happened in my life the past month and a half and i mean EVERYTHING.

"But 10 inches though?" She whistles as she widens her eyes.

"Lilly." I frown.

"Just saying." She muses.

"What are you going to do?" She now gets serious.

"I don't know." I shake my head.

"He wants nothing to do with me and he's right.. I can't separate feelings from sex... I think i have fallen-

"Oh Y/N." Lilly sighs.

"Have you learned nothing from Jersey Shore?"

"You don't fall in love at The Jersey Shore!" She whispers shouts.

"Well good thing we're in New York and not at The Jersey Shore." I roll my eyes.

"You fell deep, Didn't you?" She sad smiles.

Without a fucking safety net

I lower my head and i slowly nod.

She reaches for my hand and smiles "Fuck him, You don't need him."

My heart does

"Yea." I sigh again.

We finish our fries and milkshakes and we say goodbye.

I walk up to my apartment, I text Lilly back that i made it, I open the door not looking up from my phone as i walk in.

I spot something yellow out of the corner of my eye and i slowly look up and i drop 2 things on the floor.

My jaw first then my phone.

Sunflowers... everywhere.. Whole apartment filled with Sunflowers.

"Dios Mio." I gasp both in English and in Spanish.

Translation- My God

I follow the trail that leads to my room, I slowly swing the door open and i arch an eyebrow as i see piles of gifts on my bed.

New Shorts

New Shirt

New Plate, same as my old one

And lingerie that i had bought before

I step closer inspecting the gifts up close.

They're my style and size.

Was he paying attention?

I drop the shorts and i freeze as i can feel him close by.

I slowly turn around to see Miguel behind me.

He clears his throat "Don't talk.. just don't talk okay and let me talk alright? Can you do that?" He points his finger.

I stare at him, blinking a few times "Say something?" He motions his hand. "You told me not to talk." I say perplexed.

"Ay Coño." He huffs.

"Look I'm not good at talking or this touchy feeling stuff but what I'm trying to say is I'm... you know, I'm...

"Sorry?" I arch an eyebrow as he's struggling to say the word.

"Yes, that word." He points and nods.

"I might have over reacted a bit." He looks down.

He sighs as he turns around and faces the wall "You obviously know I'm Spider-Man." He starts to say "But I'm not like the others, I don't always like what i have to do, But i know i have to be the one to do it, I've given up too much to stop now." He stops halfway in his speech.

"Being Spider- Man is a sacrifice, That's the job, that's what i signed up for... But what i didn't signed up for is losing my daughter." He now turns around to face me, meeting me dead in the eyes.

I gulp somehow with the lump in my throat.

"L-Losing her?" I'm afraid for the answer.

He nods "She died."

I gulp again.

I take 2 steps closer "Miguel I'm so-

"Don't.. Don't give me sympathy." He backs away.

Now it makes sense why he's so cold but in reality.. He's just sad.

"I'm not good at this." He motions his finger between me and him.

"I don't open up, I hate talking about feelings and it's hard for me to show emotions."

"I'm damaged alright i can't help but to be this way." He says and i look down.

"But... I would like to continue our R-Relationship." He clears his throat "If you still want too." He whispers the last part.

"Our situation ship or an actual relationship?"

"The second one.. As in Boyfriend and Girlfriend." He says the last part quickly, looking up to the ceiling, avoiding eye contact.

"Will i be allowed to ask questions?"

"I prefer if you don't especially about work.. That's classified."

"And i really prefer not to talk about the past anymore, It's in the past, it should stay in the past."

I look down as i think and he clears his throat, making me look back at him "Doesn't mean i won't try." He says quietly as he looks up to the ceiling again.

"Just give me time, Try not to push me.. Please." He acknowledges me.

"Okay."

"So we're good?" He asks and i nod.

He smiles "I'd like to see stupid Brian top me now." He mutters under his breath, but i still heard him.

Jesus.. Jealousy is an addiction

"I wouldn't be opposed if you want to try on your new lingerie now- specifically starting with the black one." He smirks and i shake my head.

"Or i uh could order Pizza and we can watch a movie together." He looks away, knowing i would smile like an idiot.

"Maybe.. we can do both." I smile.

"I like that." He rasps out.

He snatches me, grabbing me from my hips.

"I'll help you cause I'm just that good of a boyfriend you know." He smirks.

"Help me put on lingerie? Or help me rip it off?" I giggle.

"Both." His sultry tone sends shivers down my spine.

I bite my lip as Miguel O'Hara just became my Boyfriend.

Dreams do come true

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