I Am Sorry. The Second Book Has To Wait :(

Hey guys,

How are you all? I hope good :)

So I am writing this to tell you guys something important. Like last time, I am not telling you guys this so I get attention or sympathy. I just want to be honest with you all because you deserve it.

As some of you know, am I battling depressions. I am normally a very positive person and can live with it. I do have depression since I am 12 and now I am 23. I mean 11 years are already something small.

I just couldn't handle it anymore so I did some idiotic things. Because of that I went to get me help. I never wanted to be this sad person that I am now. Faking smiles and laughs. I hate it and I hate myself because of it.

I am now in the hospital, getting treatment and therapy. I try to do my best. It is really hard.

You guys are my motivation.

The problem is that I am not ready to write at all. I just can't. I feel bad about everything. So I am so sorry. I can't update for some time. Maybe I will feel, a day, a little better and I update but I can't promise anything. Please don't comment about updates. It makes me feel so bad.

See you guys soon,

Sheila