Jealousy

I woke up to Julian giving me soft kisses "your alarm went off I think it's for work" he said and I groaned loudly turning over"Do I have to" I whined"Unless you want to be in debt forever like you said then I suggest you do" he chuckled so I rolled out of bed stretching until I realized my legs were cold so I looked down and saw that I was in my underwear and tee shirt from earlier so I quickly pulled on some pants and turned back around to see Julian smirking"Nice" he said and my face got hot so I quickly pulled off my shirt and pulled on another one and some socks. I brushed my hair yawning and Julian came up behind me wrapping his arms around me "you are so small compared to me" he laughed noticing the height difference and I just giggled closing my eyes a bit. I opened them then started walking to my kitchen making some coffee and Julian followed me like a lost puppy"You want some" I asked handing him my cup and he took a sip then made a funny face"Eww what kind of coffee is that" Julian asked scrunching up his face"Black coffee dumbass" I laughed taking a big gulp of it trying to wake myself up"Where do you even work?" He asked"Well a record shop and a radio station talking on air" I said sitting on my couch closing my eyes taking tiny sips from my coffee so he laid his head down on my lap. He kissed my thigh and my face went red as I quickly opened my eyes. He took my cup of coffee and placed it on the floor then slowly kissed me, he got on top of me and ran his tongue across my bottom lip asking for access and I let him. Our tongues collided with each other making butterflies in my stomach. He took his hands and placed them at my hips then moved one to squeeze my ass, he then proceeded to kiss down my jawline to my collarbone sucking on it surely to leave a mark. My heart beat got faster and I moaned so I felt his smile against my skin, he moved his hands trying to undo my pants but I stopped him "Julian I don't feel comfortable" I said slightly pushing him off "Come on it's fine" he said kissing me again running his hands along my sides trying to undo my pants again so I pushed him of completely saying"Julian stop I don't want to do this" giving him a stern look. I stood up taking my cup of coffee and drinking the rest, putting it in the sink. "Look-" Julian got our before I cut him off"I don't want to hear excuses, when I say no or stop you stop...I'm sorry just I think you should leave I have to go to work in a bit anyways" I said sighing "Okay see you later" said Julian kissing my lips but I didn't kiss back. I walked out locking my door then walked to work thinking.

~~~Julian's POV~~~

"Hey Julian did you get some" asked Albert pushing me around and I gave him a blank look "I'll take that as a no" "Julian times running out you better hurry up" said Nick tapping his wrist "Guys she's a fan of course she'll give in, it'll be easy" I said plopping down on the couch "she's being difficult rn because she's a virgin and has never had sex so she's nervous" "Well I think your gonna lose the bet" said Nikolai so Fab just rolled his eyes"That's fucked up guys, to see the next fan and have a bet to nail them in the spam of 2 weeks is horrible" Fab mumbled"Shut the fuck up Fab, but I'll convince her guys trust me" I said smirking as Nick handed me a beer, I drank out of it and placed it down thinking something "if she got so drunk that she flashed that bouncer then maybe if I get her drunk....yes" I smirked "tomorrow I'm gonna try again and this time it will work" "Okay Julian good luck" laughed Albert and Fab scoffed at us"Why are you so bitchy today you fucked plenty of chicks for a bet before oh wait I remember now it's because you remember her from High school and she doesn't remember you" I laughed at him"Wouldn't he talk about her like everyday even though she's like a year younger than him" said Nick"Yah you always wanted to ask her out but she had a popular boyfriend then he dumped her so she said no to everyone who asked her out after that" said Albert "she does have a nice ass body" so both me and Fab became jealous of Alberts comment, wait why am I becoming jealous I just need to fuck her then leave. Even though she's sweet, adorable, and nice....no stop thinking that Julian. I just need something to drink, I got up and pulled out a bottle of vodka from our cabinet drinking straight from it"Why the fuck are you drinking so much, is there something wrong?" Asked Nick "Nah just something on my mind" I said taking another swig going into my room. I laid in bed and passed out after a while drinking my thoughts away.

~~~Normal POV~~~

I got off work and plopped down on my bed when I got home. Only an hour into sleeping there was a knock at the door so I got up and answered it seeing Julian slightly drunk "hey Cass" he smiled"Just come in I'm going to sleep I got off an hour ago so I'm tired" I tiredly got out so he followed me then I fell onto my bed stumbling a bit. Julian laid next to me and I smelt alcohol on him "Julian have you been drinking?" I asked"Maybe, have you been drinking?" He slurred so I sighed, is he gonna be drunk every night or what"Just go to sleep" I said turning my back towards him so he put his arm around me and pulled me into him. I thought it was innocent at first but he moved his hands towards my underwear pulling them down a little but I grabbed his wrist as I pulled them back to normal "just stay here how about that" I said getting up grabbing a blanket going to my living room to sleep on the couch// I woke up to the smell of food so when I sat up I saw Joana making food I also saw Nick shirtless sitting at the counter, jeez Joana how many of them are you gonna fuck"Morning you lazy bum" said Joana pulling me up from the couch so my blanket fell leaving me cold and in my underwear "Fuck off" I said to Joana, then I saw Nick look at me smirking so I quickly grabbed the blanket wrapping myself up as I blushed extremely hard "So why are you sleeping on the couch?" Asked Joana "Reasons" I said sighing not wanting to talk crap about Julian right in front of his friend, Joana started to sign at me asking what happened and I signed back saying he came in drunk again and tried to pull down my underwear so I'm guessing he just wants to fuck me and how this won't last long. Nick had a confused face and was gonna ask what we were saying but Julian came out into the main part of the apartment so I left into my room and locked my door to change. There was a knock at the door "Cass" said Julian knocking again "Cass open the door please" so I put on some clothes and opened the door. "Look I was drunk I'm sorry" he apologized and I laughed"If it's such a problem then why don't you stop" I said "Well that's not easy Cass" said Julian"If it was that important you would be able to stop trust me" I said "Julian come over here" and he came towards me so I pulled him towards me faster and pushed him on the bed straddling his waist, I started to make out with him so he placed his hands on my waist, I felt him grow hard so I moved my hips in circles making him groan into my mouth. I whispered in his ear out of breathe from making out with him "you know why I haven't given you my body yet" and he said"Fuck, why" as his eyes were shut"Because I'm a fucking bet...." I said causing him to shoot open his eyes looking at me"How did you! What?!" He said confused how I found out"You think I'm fucking dumb" I said placing me knee on his crotch "Fuck fuck fuck I'm sorry ow please get your knee off my dick" he cried so I pushed down harder "You think I'm that fucking clueless" I said getting angry "just because you're fucking rockstar doesn't mean you can just ruin peoples lives" I said taking my knee off him but I was still sitting on his lap "you know how horrible people feel when someone only want you for one thing then they leave you" I said with a softer tone and Julian sighed"The truth is I was trying to win this bet but also I feel like I'm falling for you" he admitted"Aww that's so sweet that you are lying to me again" I said gritting my teeth"Okay maybe not falling exactly but I want to see where this goes, what can I do to fix this" Julian said grabbing my face kissing me "Make it up to me" is all I said giving him a small kiss then getting up, I looked out the window and saw it was snowing so I had a big smile. I turned around to Julian and pulled him to the window showing him the powdery snow fall slowly. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Julian have a smile looking down at me but I paid no attention to it. "Let's go outside!" I said excitedly as I heard Joana yell that her and Nick were going out somewhere so I yelled back okay."I don't know it's pretty cold" said Julian scratching the back of his neck"Come on please" I begged and he gave in so I hugged him kissing him. I pulled off my shirt getting ready to put on a long sleeve but Julian turned me around

~~~Smut~~~

"On one condition though" he said looking at my chest so I crossed my arms over them "What is it" I asked my face turning "Only if I get see you in your underwear, I want to see your beautiful body" he said kissing me"That's such a weird favour to ask" I laughed "I thought you were gonna ask me to give you a blow job or something""Actually can I get that!" He said"Lost your chance buddy" I laughed as he pouted "I would have said no anyways""Oh well anyways" he said moving his hands in a hurry up movement so I rolled my eyes, I undid my pants pulling them off and stood up normally. Julian's eyebrows raised up and he licked his lips biting it also, I saw his bulge grow and I wondered what sex felt like. What am I thinking I can't, I want to wait till the right time. He came over to me and kissed me pressing his body against mine so I felt his bulge against me, I got this fuzzy feeling in my lower region so I tried to think of something else. His tongue found its way into my mouth and I went along with everything. He placed his hands in the mid of my back but went lower and lower until he reached my ass, he squeezed it smirking into the kiss. I wrapped my arms around his neck tugged at his hair, while still kissing he went to go lock the door, he then pushed me onto my bed and took a good look at me then kissed me again. I felt him grow in his jeans and it turned me on, he started to suck on my neck and trailed kissed down my body to the top of my panties, he looked at me for approval and I nodded my head. He pulled them off and stuck one finger inside me, I scrunched up my face a little then sighed of relief "Sorry it may hurt the first time" Julian said, he slowly went in and out. He added another finger going faster so I moaned but he kissed me to muffle the sounds. "God you're so fucking hot" said Julian through the kiss. He took his fingers out and unzipped his jeans leaving him in his boxer, I could see the imprint of him so I bit my lip and can I say he's got quite the size. "Now this is going to hurt a bit also" he said pulling down his boxers and pulling out a condom from his pockets from his jeans. He rolled it onto himself and I awed at his length. He place himself ready to go but he asked me once more if I wanted to do this and I nodded. He put the tip in my so I gasped and let out a moan, he slowly went in and out going in more and more each time. He started to go faster so he started grunting and I grabbed his face kissing him to muffle my moans but it barely worked because I was too busy gasping for air. "Fuck" I said clawing his back, he undid my bra and fondled my breasts. "Oh my god Jules" I whimpered loudly at the amazing feeling of him going all the way in as fast as he can."God. You. Are. Beautiful" said Julian through kisses. After a little while I finally came making my whole body shiver and moan out loud and Julian did too, he slowed down but was still kissing me. He plopped down next to me and pulled me into him squishing our sweaty body together. "Wanna take a shower together?" Julian suggested so I nodded my head. I got up with him grabbing towels and clothes going to the bathroom, I turned on the water and waited for it to heat up. Julian came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me kissing my shoulder, I stuck my hand in to check the water and it was nice and hot as I usually like my showers hot, I stepped in and Julian came in after me "ah this is burning my skin off" he said changing the knob to cold"Eh that's too cold" I complained clinging onto his wet body for warmth "Maybe I should just leave it like that so you stay with me" laughed Julian hugging me so I punched him turning it to warm where we both could agree on. I started to wash my body and Julian washed his hair "Oh my god this is the first time I've seen your hair clean" I joked as he usually had greasy hair and wear the same thing for a week"Only for you Cass" he laughed kissing me "it's worth it to see your soapy, wet, naked body" so I blushed handing him the bar of soap but he dropped it so we both looked at eachother and laughed "thank god this isn't prison" said Julian as he picked it up starting to clean himself so I washed my hair. Julian looked at me and bit his lip starting to rub himself so I blushed"Uh what are you doing?" I asked looking down"Well I don't know if you want to go for a second round so I'm just pleasuring myself" he said truthfully"Hmm I've always wondered what shower was like...let's try it" I said"Really?!" Said Julian surprised and I laughed nodding my head, he didn't even second guess he just started to make out with me moving his hands along my curves, he trailed kisses down to my sensitive spot and licked it making me bunch up some of his hair in my fists, he stuck his tongue inside me and moved it all around making my moan echo inside the bathroom. He stuck 2 fingers inside me moving them around and added his tongue, he was gonna trail kisses back up but I stopped him making him keep on going staying down on me. "Someone's eager aren't they" Julian smirked as I bit my lip looking down, I moved my hips back and forth from the pleasure of him going down on me. He went faster with his tongue and finger finally making me cum, he licked every drop came out so I kissed him when he came back up"God Jules no wonder every girl wants you" I said dropping to my knees slowly putting his tip in my mouth, he threw his head back as I bobbed my head slowly back and forth. I took most of him in my mouth and added my hand to get whatever was left over. "Fuck" Julian said grabbing my head and making me go faster, he pulled me up and made out with me for a little then he bent me over and entered me roughly. I grabbed onto the railing moaning and gasping since he was pounding into me"Oooo f-fuck" I said as he grabbing my hips to go into me harder, he started to rub my clit while fucking me so I moaned loudly making it echo inside the bathroom"I know you're close" Julian whispered into my ear kissing my neck, I grabbed ahold of another bar shutting my eyes close biting my lips then I did let it all out. I turned around and he re entered me, I kissed him wrapping my arms around his neck tugging at his hair. He was close because his movements were getting sloppy, so I kissed and sucked on his jawline and he finally came but he pulled out. He took my face kissed me softly, I rinsed my body one more time and then stepped out to dry myself. I put on some clothes and so did Julian, I clapped my hands together saying"So how about that snow" I smiled and he just laughed.