The day Brooke died

-time skip one and a bit years-

Brooke's POV~~

"Mummy!" Carolyn yelled as she ran into our guest bedroom, its my favourite room of the house because of the beautiful view it has, its also the room that Andy and i made Carolyn in, very aggressively may i add!

Andy was chasing her thats why she was screaming. "Dayum someone is looking fine!" Andy winked as he grabbed my waist and kissed me. "Mmm so do you" i said during our kiss. "Jake asked if we wanted to go to the park for a little gathering?" Andy asked. "Sure!" I smiled. "Carolyn sweetie go get miss sparkles!" Andy said as he helped her off the chair. She ran into her room, she may only be almost 2 but shes very intelligent.

Andy kissed me again and then went to get ready. I put down my song book and walked down stairs to see my husband and daughter waiting for me. "Lets go!" I said happily as i grabbed the car keys. We drove about 10 minutes until we arrived at the park.

"UNCLE ASHY, CC!" Carolyn screamed as we got out of the car. "Hey Carolyn!" They said in unison. I smiled and walked over to Ella and Clover. "Hey girls!" I said as i hugged them. "BROOKE!" Clover yelled. "What?!" I asked back. "CC PROPOSED!!!!" She said very happily. "OH MY JINXX CONGRATULATIONS!" i screamed as i hugged her again. We started talking wedding plans when i just got an off feeling, like something wasn't right...

I brushed it off and continued talking with the girls. I looked to see where Carolyn was to see her playing with Andy and CC, Jinxx was talking to Jake and Sammi was talking to Ashley. Sammi and Jinxx are back together again, i couldn't be happier for them.

"So when is it going to be?" I asked Clover in amazement. "Well we're hoping for a summer wedding so we can go somewhere on our honey moon that has a beach or a beautiful pool, something nice. Clover said happily. "Thats sounds so cool!" Ella said.

"Somethings not right... Somethings wrong... Excuse me for a minute" i said concerned as i got up. The girls gave a strange look and watched me walk over to Carolyn.

"CAROLYN STOP!" I yelled as i ran and saw a black car drive fast as she approached near the road.

I picked her up and gave her to CC as i heard Andy scream. "BROOKE MOVE!" The next thing i know i hear *BANG BANG BANG*

Sudden agony hit my stomach and back, i'm completely breathless. I hear screeches of car breaks and see a car driving away out the corner of my eye. I look down and place a hand over my stomach i see blood all over my white t-shirt and i look up with a worried expression on my face, i see Andy run as fast as he could and then i feel very dizzy.

I fall to the ground and i see Andy catch me and yell at someone to call an ambulance. "Brooke sweet heart its okay i'm here" he soothed with a very worried look on his face. "Baby i'm tired" i said as i could feel my eyes get slightly heavier. "Sweetie you've been shot, but you need to stay awake, keep talking to me"

I've been shot...

What if that was Carolyn?! Or Andy?! Or any of the people i love there. I'm glad it was me, i couldn't handle anything bad happening to them. There's no point lying, i know that i'm slowly dying, and although i don't want to leave Carolyn or Andy or any of them, i've always wanted to die. I've suffered with depression for so many years and i still have it, i found happiness in Andy and Carolyn and everything but you know what? Depression is like a war, you either win or die trying.

"I...i love you, i love all of you" i said as i started closing my eyes.

"NO! BROOKE HOLD ON PLEASE, JUST HOLD ON FOR ME, FOR CAROLYN!" Andy screamed bloody murder.

I can faintly hear sirens and people crying...all i know is i'm hurting, a lot.

CC's POV~~

Brooke just got shot by some one driving by. I can't believe this is really happening... I'm in shock... I'm trying to hold Carolyn and distract her so she doesn't see all of the blood pouring from Brooke's stomach. Andy is holding her in his arms, screaming at her to stay awake. Clover is crying, my poor fiancé, everyone is crying. Sirens start getting louder and the ambulance is here, pulling Brooke on a stretcher.

She's dying... Brooke is actually dying, i know its something shes always wanted, she's still battling with depression, she thinks she's hiding it well but we can all see past her icy exterior. She told me once, before her and Andy were dating, that her dying wish had always been to say thank you to black veil brides for saving her life..and then she could die happily knowing that she said thank you to us. All i can think about is back to that day 3 years ago when Brooke attempted suicide, and she was just hanging, i lifeless body next to the toilet, blood pouring from her legs and thighs.

I've completely frozen in time. I might lose my best friend, again. If she dies, i don't know what to do... She's always been there for me, eating food no one else would eat with me, calling me when i'm lonely, pulling pranks with me when we're on tour, be completely crazy with me and not give a fuck. Who's going to do that with me now?!

Andy's POV~~

We finally arrive at the hospital and they rush her into theatre trying to remove the three bullets in her back and stomach. My poor baby is so strong, i can't believe it.

I only met her 4 years ago, and i hate to say it but if it wasn't for Ashley saying "damn shes sexy as fuck i want to bone that" then i never would've met her. So i basically owe Ash a thank you because he found my happiness. As i sit here in the waiting room i think about everything that has happened since i met her. Sure sometimes she was a pain in the bum but i loved her. And i knew that one day i would marry her.

I can't help but think about everything she's gone through, self harm, abuse, cancer, the death of pretty much all of her family members, heart break, loneliness, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempts, everything... She's by far the strongest girl i know.

My brain keeps going back to the day that she attempted suicide in my bathroom.

*FLASH BACK*

ANDY QUICKLY COME HERE NOW" Ashely yelled.

I came running up. He told me to look in Brooke's room as he tried knocking the bathroom door down, i came running out, pushed him out of the way and started kicking the door yelling for Brooke to open up. Everyone came running upstairs looking worried.

BANG! The door opened, Sammi screamed, Ashley and i ran in trying to get Brooke down. She had hung herself. She actually went that far...i knew she had some troubles with self harm but we all thought she stopped. "SAMMI, JINXX, JAKE, CC SOMEONE, ANYONE CALL AN AMBULANCE" Ashely yelled.

I'm holding Brooke in my arms. I'm crying so much whispering "Brooke why? Why honey? I need you so much you can't do this, stay with me just stay okay, we'll help you as much as we can just stay here"

She's still alive, but barely breathing. Its a good thing we found her when we did. Everyone is crying, the paramedics came running upstairs and take her down, she's turning blue. I'm even more worried now.

I remember sitting in the ambulance with her, seeing her lifeless body just laying there with blood stained wrists and thighs. Tears fall down my face as i realise how hard that day was, back then, when i barely knew her, i can't even begin to imagine how hard it will be now, especially when we have Carolyn.

I'm brought out of my thoughts when everyone sits in the waiting room with me. "Mr Biersack?" A doctor asks, i stand up immediately. "Mr Biersack, i suggest you say your goodbyes, we got the bullets out but she's lost so much blood that we can't save her, i'm sorry" he said. "H-how much longer?" I asked choked holding back tears. "20 minutes, maybe less, two at a time, i'm very sorry" he said before walking away. Everyone is in tears. CC and Carolyn go in first, Sammi and Jinxx, Ella and Jake, Clover and Ashley, when they all came out, they were all crying their eyes out.

And finally, the moment i never wanted to come, it was my turn to say goodbye to my one true love.

I walked into the room to see her crying. I kiss her knowing its one of the lasts we'll have. We talked for a bit, kissed and cried. I'm so proud of her, its unbelievable. We were there talking for 10 minutes before her breath got slower, her eyes got heavier, tears fell faster. I held her hand and kissed her again, the last kiss we ever shared. "I love you so much Brooke" i said as i cried. "I love you too, more than i could ever scream" she said the last word she ever said. And with a tear strained face, she smiled and closed her eyes as i heard the sound i NEVER wanted to hear. She's dead, she's in peace. I sat there holding her hand, crying harder than i have ever cried before.

The others all walked in and cried as they saw me crying. Carolyn hopped up on her bed and poked Brooke's face.

"Mummy?"

"Daddy why isn't mummy's tummy going up and down?" She asked.

"Carolyn sweetie, mummy's not going to be here anymore... Mummy's now a very very bright star in the sky, she will always be in your heart okay my love" i said as best as i could still in shock. Carolyn was definitely a mummy's girl.

She laid on Brooke and cried. "MUMMY, MUMMY COME BACK I NEED MY MUMMY, DADDY NEED YOU TO, MUMMY WAKE UP!" She screamed as crocodile tears ran down her face.

Brooke is really gone, the woman i have loved for 4 years is dead....

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