Crush

I walked outside for some peace and quiet. I was joined by Ashley who started talking about Andy.

"So Brooke cut the crap whats up?" He said.

"What do you mean?" I answered

"Oh come on Brooke we all know you like Andy its so obvious!" He said playfully

I just looked at the ground.. "Is it really that obvious?" I asked

He nodded his head and said "yes but love, its also obvious he likes you too"

I couldn't help but smile, i've only known Andy for a short amount of time but i liked him. A lot.

After a little bit Andy walked out, and joined us. After an awkward silence, Ashley got up and said "i'll leave you two lover birds in peace" i glared at him and Andy just chuckled whilst he blushed.

We sat in a silence, a peaceful silence. It was comfortable, and i loved every moment with him. "So Brooke, what are you doing later?" He asked. "Uhhhh nothing i think, why's that?" I replied.

"I wanna show you something, something special okay honey?" He said winking.

I smiled and then i shivered, i was hoping he wouldn't notice but he did and of course, he pulled me in for a hug. I loved Andy's hugs, they were amazing. I can't believe that only a month ago I was kicked out, beaten up and cutting everyday. i'm pretty sure the only person who knew I cut was Andy...he never confronted me about it, which was good. I haven't been to school in a month. fuck! Well, tonight Ill talk to the guys and see if I can go back to school to continue my studies, I know I wasn't the smartest but I still wanted to learn.

I walked back in the bus and gathered the guys in the kitchen. "hey guys um, I haven't been to school in a month...and I know this might sound selfish but I want to continue my studies, I want to be a music teacher and make something of my life, I didn't want to just work in like a Wendy's or something" I said nervously. They all smiled. "That's Fantastic!!" they said in unison. "I knew that Tour was almost over, the only problem is I have no where to stay because I'd been kicked out"

Andy looked down, everyone looked at him and smiled playfully. "You can live with me! i'm sure its not too far from your school oh please Brooke it will be so fun!" he said happily. all I could do is smile. "Are you sure?!" I asked

"Fuck yes omg this will be amazing...amazingly fun.." He answered.

So it was settled. I was going to live with the man i loved. Oh my lord.

"Hey Brooke come on i wanna show you that place!"Andy yelled. I walked out and he put me in a blindfold. "Andy i hate surprises where are we going?" I asked concerned. "Oh.. Just somewhere" he said playfully.

We stopped and my blindfold was taken off. It was a beautiful meadow it was seriously stunning, full of flowers and had a pond with ducks and everything, we sat by the pond and bam. We kissed. Again. But this time it was more passionate, he laid on top of me kissing me whilst his hands were on my back. It was truly magical.

*2 WEEKS HAVE PASSED*

"Brooke! Are you ready?" I heard Andy yell as i made sure i had everything to move into his house. "Uh almost i'll be out in a sec" i yelled back. Tour was over, the boys would all go back home, Jinxx would go back to Sammi who i still haven't met but really wanted to, Jake would go home to his mum, CC would go home with his new girlfriend Lauren and Ash would just go home and hit on some slut. We wouldn't see them for a long time, i'm gonna miss them. I lived with them for two months now and haven't spent more than 5 hours apart.

I looked around every last inch of the bus to make sure i had everything, i still haven't found my panties i lost a while ago..oops! when i walked out into the living area Ashley had a pair of my green panties on his head. "Looking for these" he said winking. I smiled and laughed, "you can keep them if you want" he looked at me and hugged me tightly. "I'm gonna miss you Brooke, a lot" he said sadly "i'll miss you to babe" i said whilst kissing his cheek.

"How about one more for the road yeah?" He asked playfully. "ugh fine!" I said. I bent over and he slapped my ass. It became a habit i guess, i was used to him slapping my ass and he enjoyed it ahah. "Thanks Ash, i love you" i said as i smiled, and with that i walked out of the bus leaving him in there, i expected him to come out but he didn't. I said my goodbye to the others and placed my Laptop in Andy's car.

"I'll just say bye to the boys i'll be back in a tick" Andy said. I was talking to CC when Andy came out looking upset "hey Brooke i think you should go check on Ash he's crying" he said. With that i rushed into the bus looking for Ash, "Ash?, ASH? ASHLEY FREAKING PURDY??!" I yelled. I heard sobs from the bunks so i guess he was in there, "Ash.." I pulled back his curtain, and found him hugging his pillow crying. I hopped in bed with him and just hugged him.

"Don't leave, please" he finally said. "I'll see you soon Ash don't worry, i'll call you everyday ok" i said.

Ash and i have formed a very strong friendship and it would be hard leaving him.

I walked out to the car and Andy drove away, he placed his hand on my knee whilst he drove, knowing i'd miss Ash.

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Im so sorry if its boring so far, it will get better i promise, update it soon lovlies