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We slept in the next day. Not in any hurry since we didn't have anything going on until going out with Dina and Jesse later in the night. We lazed around and talking casually. It was nice, it all felt very normal and easy. I tried on different outfits and asked for Ellie's opinion. I haven't been out to a club or bar in a long time. Being underage and all I didn't know what to wear. Ellie narrowed in her eyes brows, observing carefully. She seemed to like the outfits as they got tighter and shorter.

"Mm that's the one." Ellie leaned back, looked me up and down biting her bottom lip with a half smile splayed on her face. "You think?" I was feeling insecure looking down at the more form fitting short dress that was slightly too revealing for my taste. It was black in color, deeper neckline, thin straps and stopped high on my thighs."Absolutely." Her over exaggerated nod of approval made me laugh slightly. "What are you wearing?" I questioned her like it would help me at all with my decision. "Uh-this." She points down to the clothing she was already wearing.It was a dark green flannel button down with the sleeves rolled up slightly, a white tee underneath, worn jeans and her beloved high top converse. "Didn't you wear that yesterday?" I raised my eyebrows and smiled teasingly. "They're clean!" She scoffed acting offended. I laugh and throw my hands up in defense. "You look cute I was just messing with you." I walk over and nudge her knee with mine. She was so easy to tease. She looked up at me with her green eyes and smirked at me before looking away. "Ok asshole we should get going. We're meeting up with Dina and Jesse at her room." She diverts her eye contact speaking to me as she lifts herself off the bed. I take a deep breath before nodding and turning to the door, letting the taller girl take the lead."Hey you look good. I'll be with you all night." She stopped me in the doorway, leaning down to me rubbing my back. She must have noticed my hesitation. I nod at her and we both exit the room.

"Fuck me." I let out a huff, regretting my shoe choice of the night. They were high heels, strapy and very little support was happening. "It's hard looking that good, huh princess?" The taller girl waking beside me nudged me with her shoulder."Doesn't seem hard for you." I rolled my eyes, truly annoyed with how effortless it seemed for her to in fact look that good. She laughed and I swear I saw her blush.

We arrive and Dina and Jesse were already waiting outside of the dorm room. I was relieved when I saw I wasn't the only one dressed up. Dina wore a long sleeve dress, maroon in color, deep v that stopped in the middle of her sternum paired with some low ankle boots. Jesse was dressed similarly to the girl I came with except he was wearing a tan leather jacket.

"The party has started!" Dina's face lit is as she saw us approach. Her voice was loud and full of energy. I couldn't help but smile and appreciate how enthusiastic she was. It made me feel better about our plans.

Dina and I walked ahead to the parking lot with Ellie and Jesse followed behind a few feet back. Dina was chatting my ear off about how excited she was to drink and have a good time I found myself agreeing and realizing I was also excited. I didn't know what to expect in terms of getting drunk with my roommate in environment like this. Would I drunkenly confess? Or kiss her? Fuck, I hope not. Would she?

We arrive at this building that had people crowing around the outside and the inside didn't seem any different. You could hear the music pumping as we pulled up, neon lights igniting the parking lot. Dina and Jesse waking arm and arm up to the entrance with Ellie and I following them. I had my arms crossed over my chest feeling worried seeing how massive the crowd was. Ellie seemed to noticed and she put her arms around my shoulders, pulling me closer.

The music felt over barring as we entered the building. I could hear the thumping in my knees as we made our way over the the bar. Dina was quick to call attention to the bartender and get a drink in her hands.

"Just stay back a little I'm going to order us drinks okay?" Ellie leaned down and was practically yelling in my ear but it almost felt like a whisper compared to the surrounding sounds. I nod as I watch her from a distance leaned over the bar. I admired how calm and nonchalant she seemed. Totally unfazed by how overwhelming everything felt. I watch her strut back two drinks in hand. "For you." She hands me the drink trying to keep a low profile. "Thank you." My tone sounded slightly desperate and that's because I was. I wanted to get rid of the anxiety and just let loose.

The four of us find a high top table to drink at until we were in the right mood to join in on the dancing. I sat and sipped on the fruity beverage as Ellie stood next to me with her hand in the back of my chair, using her body to shield me from the drunken crowd. She was sipping on a dark liquor out of a short glass. I watched her hand clasp the glass and bring it to her lips, not once flinching at the taste.

We sat for a while, trying to catch up with the party-goers that flooded the dancing floor. Our conversations were scattered and I was getting fed drinks by Ellie and Dina. Our voices became louder and soon enough I feeling a good amount of drunk. The once overbearing music now sounded a lot more enticing.

Before I knew it Dina and I were heading the heart of it all, leaving behind Ellie and Jesse at the table. She held my hand in hers, navigating us through the club. We danced freely, not worrying about what anyone else was doing. I held her hips from behind as we swayed together to the beat. I felt like I finally started to understand the appeal. We made eyes with the two we came with motioning for them to join us but they didn't seem like they would budge.

My feet were killing and I was desperate for something to drink. I looked back to our table only to find Jesse there. I furrow my brows in confusion and scan the room to find the girl I came with. I desperately searched until my eyes land on the back of her head, her hair tied in a familiar low bun. She was at the bar and she wasn't alone. A smaller petit woman was next to her talking. The smaller brunette was unfamiliar to me. She leaned in close, too close. There was a fire that ignited somewhere within me and I strutted over to them. I was a little irritated, pissed even. She came with me and I wanted every girl in here to know that.

"Care to get me another drink babe?" A tad bit of annoyance in my tone. I wedged myself between Ellie and the petite girl. I hear the girl now behind me let out a scoff. I turn my head slightly and watched her walk away. I turned back to Ellie with now a smirk on my face."Babe? Really?" Ellie had the biggest smile plastered on her face. "I mean... you are my date. Are you not?" I traced my fingers along her tattooed arm. "Oh it's a date now?" The taller girl seemed amused with my choice of words. Her eyes looked me up and down before making eye contact. "Oh perhaps I misunderstood the invitation." I was being flirtatious and I wasn't sure if it was the girl trying to make moves on Ellie or the drinks talking. "No, definitely not. Date it is." Her hand reaches up and brushes a stand of hair behind my ear with her fingertips. I felt my cheeks burn hot and I couldn't hide the smile that kept creeping on my face. Ellie noticed and she also seemed to be trying to hide a smile. She bit the inside of her cheek, trying to play it cool. "Do-do you want to dance?" My voice cut through the awkward silence between us. "Um-I don't kno-""Don't be a pussy." I take her hand in mind and dragged her behind me towards the dance floor.

"Sky please." She hesitated her stance in the crowd of people now holding both of my hands in hers."Hush it will be okay. Don't think just go with it, I'll be with you the entire time." She rolled her eyes and accepted her fate. The song that was playing was slower and sensual. I pull her closer and go on my tip toes to reach her ear. "Just follow my lead." I whisper to her before pulling back and locking in on her eyes. I guide her hands to my waist and I place mine on her shoulders, interlocking my fingers behind her neck.

I begin to sway my hips and Ellie's hands begin to wonder. From my hips, around to my back then lower. She stopped her hands just above my ass. I could tell she was trying to be respectful but I wish she wouldn't. The low bass of the drums and electric guitar felt like it was coursing through my blood. The heat that was burning between my thighs was getting harder to ignore.

I turn around and push my ass against the taller girl and encourage her hands on my hips. I grind and swayed placing my hands on top of hers, encouraging them to roam. Whatever I was doing seemed to be working on Ellie. I could feel her touch begin to caress and grab at various parts of me. She squeezed my ass and trailed over my chest. I felt her breath in the crook of my neck causing my to throw my head back, allowing more access. Her lips hovered over my neck. I felt her hesitate causing me to turn and look at her with what I can only assume was drunken lust.

Now facing her, her hands still on my waist I let my hands wonder over her body. I slowly and sloppily graze over her chest purposefully going slowly over the more sensitive areas. I trailed down lifting the bottom of her shirt slightly, exposing her lower stomach and tugging lightly at the waistband of her jeans.

"What are you doing?" Her frame towered over me like a shadow. Her eyes were dark and her body language has shifted. I wanted to tell her exactly what I wanted but I couldn't find the words. I shifted anxiously stumbling over words I was trying to force out. Before I could make a coherent sentence Ellie had my hand in hers dragging me away from the crowd until there were less and less people. I didn't have time to wrap my head around what was happening before I figured out we were in the bathroom of the club.

The bathroom doors had just barely closed before I was lifted up onto the sink counter and I felt lips on my neck. Biting and leaving wet marks that trailed along. I threw my head back my eyes rolled to the back of my head. I was feeling a ecstasy I haven't experienced yet. I found myself panting and wanting more. The moans are the only thing that filled the room. The music was now muted and only slightly vibrated the walls.

"Are you sure you want this baby girl?" She panted in between the sloppy kisses she left behind on my skin. Her hands tugging at my thighs and ass. "Mhm." I breathed out it was the only thing I could muster. My eyes darted around the room it all seemed blurred and out of focus. I look at the girl holding me in place she seemed just as desperate as I did.

She searched my face looking for a green light, I meet her eyes and that's seemed to work. She finally kissed me. It was impatient but it also felt very carful. She was holding back from what she really wanted to do. I moaned into her mouth wanting more. I wrapped my legs around her and pulled her closer. Her fingers intertwined with the back of hair and she yanked leaving my neck exposed. She kissed and sucked at the sensitive skin. Her legs forced my legs apart and her hand went down rubbing light circles over my clothed clit.

"Ah-h mm-" the sounds of pleasure escape my lips. "You have to be quiet. You don't want everyone thinking you're a whore, do you?" Her free hand covers my mouth only making me moan louder. I wanted to feel her inside me I wanted to feel the pressure I just wanted her. I look up at her with tears in the corner of my eyes, my eyebrows furrowed up. "Fuck." Ellie huffed and lifted me off the countered and forced me around to face the mirror. I almost didn't recognize myself at first. Beads of sweat forming on my forehead, eyes wide and lips apart. I was turned on by myself and the girl behind me yanking my dress over my ass leaving me exposed. She kissed the back of my bare shoulders and her hand creeped around and clawed at my neck. My knees felt like like would give out at any moment.

Her hands groped and glided over my ass and down in-between my legs, sliding my underwear to the side with her fingers. "Fuck- you're soaked." She traced her fingers up and down, wetting her digits with my cum. "El-Ellie-" I move my hips up and back, aching to feel her inside. She removes her hand from below and tilts my chin to look at myself unfolding in the mirror. "Please-" my eyes find hers in the reflection looking for her to take pity on me. "Use your words princess." She moves the hair from my neck and plants slow kisses. "Please fuck me." Finally finding the words I've been wanting to tell her for a long time. She lets out a low chuckle and puts her hand back where I wanted her. Her long fingers teased my entrance before slipping one in. She started slow and quickly picked up the pace and adding a second one. "Ah-h mmhm" I rolled my hips and thrusted to her rhythm. The tears that formed in my eyes started to trickle down my face."Look at you." Her voice was barely above a whisper in my ear. The warmth of her breath sent chills down my spine. The slickness between my thighs began to run down my inner legs. The harsh thrusts mixed with the friction of her wrist hitting my clit, my body didn't feel like my own. I didn't own my body in this moment, she did. I turned to her and desperately wanted to feel her lips on mine.She quickly made contact with my lips, licking wanting more access. I obliged quickly, I wanted her to do anything and everything to me in this moment. My legs were trembling I was rolling into a climax. "Ellie- I'm gonna-""I know baby, cum for me." Her thrusts became harder and faster. I could hear the drunken laughs getting closer to the bathroom doors. "You don't want to get caught do you?" I watched her in the mirror as she smirked into my neck, planting more wet kisses. "AHh-mmhm" my body convulsed and buckled under the euphoria that was rushing through my body. I could barely hold myself up. I use the counter to help keep balance. "You did so good princess." Ellie pulled the dress back down to cover me and followed it with a gentle kiss to my cheek bone, whipping the tears away from my eyes. A group of women entered the bathroom laughing and then simultaneously stopped and looked at us. I must have looked like a dumb fucked slut, I could feel it in their glares. I looked at the ground and avoided the judgement. "C'mon let's get going." Ellie gave a slight slap to my ass and put her arm around me leading me out of the bathroom. She stared the women down too, in a way if felt like she was marking what was hers.

We made our way back to the table where Jesse and Dina were casually sitting and chatting. "Where'd you two run off to?" Jesse looked at Ellie then to me and I looked away when I saw his eyes. I felt giddy in a way that I knew I would have gotten into trouble if I got caught but I didn't want to be scolded for. "Bathroom." The girl who just casually gave me the best fuck I've every experienced in my life seemed unfazed. Did she do this often? Was I really just another girl she messed around with? I didn't want to be in the same position as the girl that I saw in the room days prior in a drunken rage. I shouldn't get my hopes up. "O-okay.. well we should get going it's getting late and this one is about to pass out." Jesse points to Dina who's head was resting on the table.

Ellie helped me stand upright on our walk back to the dorm room. Her arm around my waist and allowing me to lean against her. I had sobered up quite a bit after the bathroom but things wouldn't stop spinning. We were quiet. No words being exchanged between each other. She had unlocked the door and gently sat me on my bed.

"Do you want to get changed?" Her words and the softness in her voice were familiar. I nod to her and she began with my shoes and and peeled the dress off and over me. "Do you want to change out of those underwear?" Her voice felt so small in the dark and still room. I blush at the words and felt embarrassment taking over. I shield my face away from her and nod. "Stand up baby." She taps my shoulder, motioning me to obey and I do. Her fingers hooks the waistline and she slowly pulls them down. I put my hand on her shoulder for balance and step out. She takes out a pair of boxers that I haven't seen and allows me to step inside them.

She stood before me I was naked from the waist up, but oddly I didn't feel a need to cover myself from her. She looked at me but only my face. Her hand comes up and her fingers caress my cheek and pushed the stray hair away from my eyes. She turned and gathered a band tee from her dresser drawer and draped it over my exposed chest. She admired me in a way that made me feel hopeful that we could become something out of this and it scared me.

"D- do you want to change?" My voice came out more submissive than I'd like. I heard a giggle escape from the girl. "Sure." I wasn't prepared for her to play along I didn't calculate where'd I'd go from here. I knelt down and started uniting her high tops and pulling them off. I slid her unbuttoned flannel off of her shoulders and clasped the bottom of her shirt and lifted it over her head. My hands were uneasy as I began to unbutton her jeans and pulling them off as well. I admired her wearing only the bare bone. She was beautifully sculpted from her shoulders, arms and down her stomach. "Uh- do you want to me to take that off as well?" I awkwardly shifted and motioned to her sports bra. "Only if you want to." I could tell that she didn't want to make me feel uncomfortable. Her tone was stern and slightly apologetic. I bit my lip and took a deep breath to myself. I raised my hands to the hem of clothing pausing for a split second and then continuing. I gently and cautiously lifted it over her head trying to not make any mistakes like I was being quizzed. I maintained eye contact the same way she did with me. I picked up a shirt I noticed wear a few times before to sleep in and put it on her. I pulled it over her bare chest and tugging at the waist to even it.

I stepped away from her and fiddle with my fingers the silence was deafening."Um- are you feeling okay? Do you need water?" Her concern seemed genuine she looked at me hanging on for a response. "Oh uh no I'm pretty good I think. Thank you though." Fuck, it was now officially awkward. She seated herself in her bed and laid back, feet still on the ground. I was about to do the same when her words made me stop. "Do you regret it?" She kept her eyes fixated on the ceiling. There was a tad bit of sadness lingered in her words. "What- no, no I don't regret it. Do you?" I walked over to her bed and sat beside her, resting my hand on her knee. I never wanted to give her that impression. "No I just feel like maybe I took advantage of you." Her arm came up and rested over her eyes. I leaned over and and moved her arm and forced her to look at me. "You did not take advantage of me. If anything I took advantage of you." My eyebrows furrowed and concern took over. "How would you take advantage of me?" She forced a laugh and held my wrist with her hand. "They way I was dancing on you.. I knew what I was doing." I didn't know how to explain myself without sounding like I wanted to jump her bones a long time ago. "Well, it worked." A more genuine chuckle was heard from here this time. "A little too well." I laid my head down next to hers and traced circles on her hand that was in between us. We shared a laugh and let the silence surround us in a more comfortable way.

Some time had passed. We had shifted ourselves comfortably under the sheets of her bed and talked about more lighthearted things. We laughed here and there like we have done before and at some point I had drifted off with my head on her chest and her arm around me.