Home Sweet Home

20:51, 5 August 2015

I awoke with a smile on my face.

Why?

Today I get to see BTS live on stage AND because I'm going home. The courage just suddenly hit me and now I'm looking forward to going back.

Taehyung will be so happy, and I'm sure this time he won't let anything bad happen to me.

Nonetheless I'm going home with the man I love. My best friend. Kim Taehyung.

I squealed and went to wash up.

After I changed and got ready I decided I'll take one last stroll around L.A and take a few pics. I would want some memories before I go.

With that I put on my sun hat and sunglasses, grabbed my purse and I was out the door.

I walked to the beach and sat on the sand near the shore.

So quiet and peaceful, I wish Tae were here, someday I wanna go to the beach with my own family and let loose.

Sometimes I like to imagine me and Taehyung at a beach like this with our little ones. If that day ever comes.

I try not to over do my imagination, for now I want to take it slow. Taehyung and I still got a long way to go regardless from what we've gone through.

-phone rings-

'Taehyung'

I answered. "Hey you~"

"WHERE ARE YOU?!"

"Whoa..relax. what's the matter?"

"YOU'RE NOT HOME!"

"I'm at the beach?"

He let out a loud sigh of relief. "Eunji-aaahhhhhh..." he whined.

"What?"

"I thought you ran away! Again!"

I giggled. "Mianhae.."

"Aish..I was going to surprise you too. You ruined the surprise. Way to go -.-"

"Whatever babo."

"You said you're at the beach?"

"Mhm."

"Don't move. I'm coming. Seriously jagiya, don't move. Act like a statue."

I laughed. "You'll never catch me!"

"You can run, but you can't hide!"

I giggled and hung up.

Hmm..where to? Ah! I'll go to the boardwalk, then from there I'll most likely get breakfast. Then back to my apartment. Taehyung is gonna be soo annoyed.

As I planned I walked along the boardwalk, but it wasn't long until I received a call.

"De~?" I answered.

"Seriously? You're playing hide and seek. You know I'll eventually win."

I smiled. "Then how come you haven't found me yet?"

"Trust me when I find you.."

"Aww what are you gonna do? Attack me with kisses?"

"No. I'm not gonna do anything."

"Yeah right."

"Try me."

ㄱ.ㄱ

"Better hurry up, I'm at the boardwalk." I said.

"You are? Oh! I see you!"

I gasped and started running.

"Hahaha! Run my little jagiya~"

I hung up and ran as fast as I could.

Well, luckily he didn't catch me..but he hasn't called me either. I bet he thinks I'm being stupid and he gave up on trying to find me.

I sighed as I walked into my apartment.

"Boo!"

I screamed.

Taehyung laughed out loud and bear hugged me. "I win!" He cheered.

I pushed him off me. "How'd you get in here?!"

"Your window was open." He said.

"How'd you know I'd come back?"

"Lucky guess."

I sighed then a slight smile hit my face when I saw a pink gift bag on the couch. "That for me?" I asked and walked over to it.

I grabbed it but Taehyung snatched it from me. "Ya!" I exclaimed.

"This was supposed to be a surprise but you went out without notice and then messed with me. So no. This won't be for you."

I pouted. "Oppa.."

"Not even that cute aegyo you do is going to make me give this incredible surprise to you."

I pouted and cupped my cheeks, I tilted my head cutely. "Oppa..."

Taehyung seemed to be falling for it then he made a stupid alien face I bursted out laughing.

"See. No." He said.

I stomped my foot. "Fine! I bet it was a stupid surprise anyways."

I shoved him aside and went to my room, I layed on my bed and stood there.

I felt the bed sunk in, he's here, then I felt him put something over me, like a blanket almost. I sat up and looked at what he was putting over me.

It's a t-shirt?

I turned it over and my eyes widen.

It says 'I Heart Kim Taehyung' with a cute aegyo face of his attached to a tiny body.

I chuckled. "Cuteee~"

He smiled. "Thank you."

I kissed him. "This was the best surprise ever, it's so adorable."

"I made it myself."

"Aww." I kissed him again. "Even more cuter."

He giggled. "Wear it tonight."

"What?! No. I'm gonna look like an overly obsessed girlfriend."

"Aren't you an overly obsessed girlfriend?"

I hit him he laughed. "No babo." I said.

He kissed my cheek. "At least wear it until you arrive at the venue. Jebal?"

I smiled and nodded. "Arasso.."

He smiled widely. "Yay! Ok now put it on and model for me." He snapped his fingers.

I immediately took off my shirt and put on the cute t-shirt he made me.

"What do you think?" I asked as turned on different angels and posed.

He laughed. "Kawaii~"

I laughed when he bear hugged me and threw us both on to the bed. We laughed out loud and cuddled close to each other.

He caressed my cheek. "You and I."

I smiled.

He kissed me. "You and I against the world. Ok?"

I nodded. "You and I."

"I love you jagiya..I really do. I want to have kids with you, raise them with you, watch them grow up with you.. and grow old with you.."

I chuckled. "It's funny..I was literally thinking that today.."

His eyes lit up. "Let's have kids!"

"Not now. It's too much."

He pouted. "Mean."

"You really want kids now?"

"No. That's too much."

-_-

He chuckled. "For now it's just you and I."

I kissed him.

He kissed me back.

We cuddled together and laughed at the small things we would find funny. Or simply lay there in peace and quiet. I love moments like these with Taehyung, he is all I ever need.

He got up. "Let's go."

"Where?"

"I have to practice for tonight's show."

"Right." I tied my hair in a bun

"Here," he handed me a scrunchy, "tie mine in a bun too."

I giggled. "Jinjja?"

"Just do it."

I smiled and did as he said.

He looked in the mirror and bursted out laughing. "I look too cute. Cuter than you!"

"Hey!"

He kissed me. "Gaja.."

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BTS: AYYYYEEEE~

His members greeted us as soon as we walked in. I'm a bit shy though. Even though they know who I am, I actually feel like I don't know them at all. It's weird.

RM: Hi Eun-ji!

"Hey." I shyly said.

Taehyung put his arm over me when we got on stage. I looked out into the arena. This place is big. Imagine it with screaming fans? Aniiii..I'd faint.

J-Hope: Eun-ji! *hugs*

I yelped.

Taehyung: Ya ya ya! *pushes Hobie* hands off.

J-Hope: Not my fault your girl is cute. Too cute!

I lightly smiled.

Jin: I like your shirt. Taehyung's your bias?

I chuckled. "He's my boyfriend.."

Suga: Don't worry. I feel bad for you.

I giggled.

Taehyung: -.-

Jungkook: What up with your hair hyung? It's cute! *plays with Taehyung's bun*

Taehyung: Hey don't ruin it!

I laughed. These guys I swear.

Jungkook: Hi noona (:

"Hey Kookie.." I hugged him.

J-Hope: So when he hugs her its ok? -.-

Taehyung: He's young and innocent. Yes.

Jungkook gave me a small peck on the cheek I gasped.

Taehyung: Ya! *yanks Eun-ji away* you little devil!

Jungkook: *giggles* it was just a peck.

J-Hope: Young and innocent..yeah right.

I blushed as I rubbed my cheek.

Jimin: *gets annoyed and leaves the stage*

RM: ...don't acknowledge him.

Jin: Yeah he woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

I immediately went after him.

Taehyung: Eun-ji!

He was heading to his changing room before I stopped him.

He glared at me. "Can you not?"

"Why are you so mad with me?"

He scoffed. "Do I have to sing it to you?"

"Jimin look..I'm sorry ok? I never meant to put your career at risk."

"But you did. And you didn't care."

"Of course I care!"

"Then why did we all go through what we went through? You know this tour was nearly cancelled because of you."

"But it wasn't! Look Jimin, I know I'll never be able to go back in time and change anything but fans still love you guys."

"Yeah and hate you."

-_-

"Just stay out of my way."

I didn't move.

"Eun-ji." He said.

"Jimin."

"What?"

"Mianhae.."

"Whatever." He moved me aside and proceeded to his toom.

I followed behind him. "I'm sincerely sorry! What do I have to do?"

"Nothing. You don't have to do anything."

My eyes got watery.

He noticed. "You're gonna cry? Really? Go ahead and cry."

I tried to fight back the tears.

"I'm sorry..."

"Stop apologizing."

"You're going to continue to be rude to me..I don't want that." I said.

"Neither do I. But I think it's best that way, if my fans think your trouble then you are."

"Not all of them think so.."

"I don't care."

Taehyung walked in suddenly. He noticed my tears.

Taehyung: What.. *glares at Jimin* is this your way of tolerating her? I thought you said you would behave.

Jimin: I don't know what's wrong with you. She caused SO much drama and yet you're STILL with her. Am I wrong or are you trying to get us all killed?

Taehyung: It wasn't her fault! It was her cousins!

Jimin: Still! We were all in danger!

Taehyung: You're just mad because fans started treating you differently too!

Jimin: Obviously! Because of her!

Taehyung: Because of her cousin!

"Stop!" I screamed.

They looked at me.

"I'll stay out of your way Jimin." I ran out.

Taehyung: Eun-ji!

He grabbed my wrist and consoled me before I went out on stage.

"It's ok..he hates me. I'll accept it." I said.

"He's just traumatized though."

"Doesn't matter. I don't want you guys to be distracted tonight."

"But...Eun-ji..it was never your fault."

"Yes it was. Stop saying it was. If it wasn't for me, perhaps you and I would've never reunited and nothing would've happened."

He held me. "But then..we wouldn't have.."

"It's ok. Please go practice. I'm gonna go take a seat." I forced a smile.

He kissed me.

Maybe I shouldn't go back...

I broke the kiss. "Go.."

He nodded and went to join his members, I went ahead and took a seat in the audience area. They sang all their songs and did what they plan to do on stage later.

What the hell is wrong with me? I was so excited to go back home but now I don't think I should. I'm getting scared again...

Taehyung and the members were busy talking to the stage director about stuff. It's my chance.!

I immediately got up and ran out of the venue. Then I decided to head over to the beach. I walked along the shore while the waves soaked my feet.

Jimin's right. They were all in danger because of me. I'd hate for them to go through it again...

Sigh.

Why is this so hard?

-phone rings-

It's Tae..no I'm not answering. I turned my phone off and took out the battery.

I'm sorry Taehyung..as much as I love you and as much as we're meant to be together. I can't. I'm scared.

His fandom will never accept me.

The nightmare will never go away.

With that I sat in the sand and layed down, I stared up at the sky and let he sand sink me away into my dreams. It's gonna hurt being separated from Taehyung again...mianhae...

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The sounds of harsh waves and seagulls woke me up. I opened my eyes halfway and felt someone next to me.

"Tae.." I mumbled.

"Guess again."

I sat up.

Jimin..?

"Don't run." He said.

"What?"

"I said don't run. Forget what I said, as much as I...dislike what you've done. I like seeing my best friend, Taehyung happy. You make him so happy more than any of us ever did. Taehyung is an amazing human being and he needs you in his life. Right now he's going on a rampage looking for you."

"Have you told him you found me?"

"No. I sat here until you'd wake up."

"What time is it?"

"An hour before my concert starts."

"Oh my gosh! Why didn't you wake me?"

He chuckled. "Calm down, I got a cab waiting back there."

I softly smiled. "What made you look for me?"

"It's like I wanted to...Taehyung forced me too because he said it might've been my fault.." he looked at me. "Was it?"

I nervously nodded. "Your words scared me again and I got doubtful.."

"Don't listen to me. I take it back. I'm sorry.."

"I forgive you."

He smiled. "I forgive you too."

I smiled widely.

He got up and held my hand to help me up. "Lets go. Before fans decide to kill you." He said.

I chuckled and nodded.

When we got to the road he gasped loudly.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"The cab! It left! It's gone!"

"Shit.."

"Argh! Taes gonna kill me! Ok hang on. Maybe he has a can and he can pick us up. Meanwhile just stay close to me." He said.

I held his arm as we walked.

"Tae? Yeah I got her. She was at the beach. Listen..yeah she's fine. But- no she's not hurt but- omg I said she's fine! Damn...dude listen my cab left me and we're stranded. Think you can pick us up?...ok. thanks." He hung up.

He looked at me then he took off his sweater and handed it to me.

"Why?" I asked.

"Your 'I Heart Kim Taehyung' shirt... not such a good idea when you're standing right next to a BTS member.."

Oh shit! I snatched it from him and put it on. Meanwhile he grabbed my cap and put it on.

"You know..you're still noticeable." I teased.

"At least I'm trying."

We kept walking close to each other until a car pulled up in front of us.

The door opened and it was Taehyung!

"Get in!"

Just then a few fans noticed us, they screamed horrificly and ran to us. Jimin pushed me into the cab and seconds later jumped in too and shut the door. The car immediately drove off.

Taehyung: You ok? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! RUNNING AGAIN! ARE YOU ALWAYS GOING TO BE RUNNING?!

Jimin: Dude don't yell at her.

Taehyung: *sigh* ok I'm sorry. But seriously babe..stop it!

"I won't do it again. I promise."

Taehyung: You promised. Why are you wearing Jimin's sweater?

I told him why.

Taehyung: Smart idea.

Jimin: Duh?

We got to the venue and unfortunately the concert started already. Taehyung and Jimin were late, their staff quickly as possible got them ready and they joined their members in the next song.

I watched from backstage after I changed into something more decent.

BTS gave an awesome show. Now's when they bow and say goodbye.

Suddenly Taehyung ran to me and dragged me out to the stage.

"Tae no! Stop!"

His staff tried to hold me back but Taehyung pulled me towards him I fell into his arms. He held me as he waved to the stage with me beside him.

All I heard was screaming. And I all saw were fans smiling and cheering.

I couldn't help but smile back and wave, Taehyung giggled and kissed my cheek.

That only made more fans scream.

RM: Ah yes..as you may know. This is our good friend, Eun-ji.

Taehyung: My girlfriend.

Crowd: Awwee~

I'm so scared yet overwhelmed at the same time.