real enough to me
17:45, 18 September 2025Mafioso and Red sat across from Chance, their eyes sharp with curiosity and suspicion. The questions had been coming all morning - probing, pressing, trying to unravel the tangled past.
Red:"So... why can't you age? You never answered that."
Chance's usual sarcastic grin faded. For a moment, silence filled the room.
Then Chance looked down, voice soft.
Chance:"I'm sorry... I should have told you sooner."
Red's brow furrowed."Told us what?"
Chance took a deep breath."I'm not a hallucination. Not just some figment of your mind. I'm... something else. A ghost. Or better said - a spirit, a soul."
Red and Mafioso exchanged uneasy glances.
Chance:"When I was stabbed by ITrapped, my body... it wasn't mine anymore. Someone else's ghost took over my body. That's who you call 'Red'."
Red's face tightened, searching for words.
Chance:"Tell me... have your flashbacks, your dreams, even your memories ever felt real to you?"
Red opened his mouth, then closed it again, unsure.
Chance:"That's because the soul inside that body isn't really mine anymore. It's his. The body... it's just a vessel."
Mafioso shook his head, confused."Wait, so you're saying your spirit left, and Red's spirit took over your body?"
Chance 3nodded."Exactly. Think of it like a phone and its case."
He grabbed his phone off the table, held it up.
Chance:"The phone is the spirit. The case is the body. If the phone is removed from the case, the case is empty. A new phone can be put in - but the case doesn't change."
Red frowned, rubbing his chin."Can't we just switch it back? Put the phone back in the original case?"
Chance shook his head firmly."Doesn't work like that. Once the phone is out, it's not coming back. The case belongs to the new phone now."
Mafioso's voice was quiet but steady."So... what does that make you now? And what does that make me? What the hell are we?"
Chance's eyes darkened, voice heavy."It means none of us have the whole truth yet. But if we want it, we have to find a way to live with what's left - not what was lost."
---
Mafioso:"So... as a soul, do you still have a human form? Like, can you actually appear like a person?"
Chance: (shrugs, a little amused)"I do have one. But I don't really use it much."(pauses)"You can still see the stabbing wound from ITrapped... and the other injuries I never healed."
Chance:"If I showed you, I'd look like a badly designed Weeping Angel - you know, one of those creepy statues that move when you're not looking."
"But not one of those cool ones... more like a twisted mix between a flower garden, blood splatters, and broken stone."
Red:"Sounds terrifying."
Chance:"Yeah, not exactly my best look."
Mafioso:"Can you use that form anytime? Or does it drain you?"
Chance:"That's the thing - I can use it whenever I want without getting weak or tired."
"In fact, in that form, I don't have the same limitations as I do now."
Red:"So, what are your limitations, then?"
Chance:"Well, as long as I'm stuck sharing this body with you, I can't just go around ghosting all over the place. Also, emotions... memories... stuff gets messy. And if I push too hard, I risk fading away."
Mafioso:"But in the spirit form?"
Chance:"No limits. I can do what I want. But staying like that? That means completely disconnecting from this world. And, well... I'm not ready for that."
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The soft light of the setting sun painted the rooftop in golden hues. Mafioso had been looking for Red or just a moment to breathe. Instead, as he pushed the door open, he stopped.
There stood Chance.
But not the sarcastic, semi-transparent hallucination-form Mafioso was used to.
Chance's soul form.
He stood with his back half-turned, wings loosely hanging from his shoulders-large, cracked stone-gray wings, like those of a fallen angel. The feathers, wilted and speckled with faint traces of white and pink, looked like they had once been pure but were now weathered by time and pain.
A glowing, faintly violet aura shimmered around him.
He wore something akin to a tattered cloak, his skin resembling aged marble laced with veins of light, and where ITrapped had stabbed him, delicate glowing flowers bloomed from the wound - alive, soft petals in light pinks and whites unfurling over cracked stone.
On one side of his face, he wore a flower-wreathed eyepatch, the kind only a soul would design - beautiful and haunting.
And then there were his eyes - glowing purple, the only color untouched by the grayness. They pulsed softly in the twilight.
Mafioso froze.Not just from the sight - but from the weight of beauty, grief, and something... more.
Chance turned, just slightly, sensing someone behind him.
"Mafioso?" he asked, calmly. His voice in this form was softer. Airier. Almost melodic.
Mafioso swallowed, staring in awe."I... I didn't mean to interrupt," he said, but he didn't move.
Chance blinked, wings twitching gently as if trying to fold themselves back without looking threatening.
"I was just... existing," Chance murmured. "Hard to explain."
Mafioso took one step forward.He didn't mean to say it, not out loud - but it slipped from his lips:
"You're... beautiful."
Silence.
Chance blinked slowly.
Mafioso realized what he'd just said, eyes widening slightly.A light flush crept across his face, and he instantly turned his head to the side as if pretending he hadn't meant it.
"I- That was- I didn't-"
Chance tilted his head, a small, crooked smile forming."Oh? Really?" he said, amused but soft. "You think your half-dead ghost friend with cracked wings and flower wounds is... beautiful?"
Mafioso looked down, rubbing the back of his neck, trying to hold his composure.
"...It wasn't a compliment, it was just an... observation," he muttered quickly.
Chance let out a low chuckle."Sure. Let's go with that."
Mafioso glanced back up at him - and for just a second, Chance's smile softened, no sarcasm.
Just quiet understanding.
The city below buzzed with faint life, but the rooftop was silent. The stars above seemed unusually clear tonight, and the wind carried only the sound of Chance's wings gently brushing against the railing where he stood - in his half-human, half-soul form.
Mafioso stood behind him, watching.
They hadn't spoken for a while. Not since the last confession slipped out of Mafioso's mouth days ago, half-muttered, half-denied.
Chance finally broke the silence, voice low and uncertain.
"You've been quiet."Mafioso stepped forward, hands in his coat pockets.
"I've been thinking."
Chance turned his head slightly, purple glowing eyes catching the moonlight. "Dangerous habit."
Mafioso smiled faintly at the sarcasm but didn't laugh. Not this time.
"I've been thinking about everything I didn't say," he murmured.
Chance looked away.
The silence between them stretched long and heavy.
"Why are you still here?" Mafioso asked quietly. "Why haven't you moved on?"
Chance blinked. "...I don't know."
Mafioso moved closer, his voice tightening with emotion.
"I do."
Chance turned fully toward him now. The flowers blooming on his chest flickered faintly. "Then tell me."
Mafioso's jaw clenched. His hands were shaking - not from fear, but from the weight of three years of guilt, silence, and love buried under too many regrets.
He stepped even closer, now just inches away from Chance.
"Because I never stopped loving you."
Chance froze.His wings fluttered slightly, shocked.
Mafioso's voice cracked as he continued.
"I was too proud. Too scared. Too angry at myself. I pushed you away. I thought I was protecting you - but I was just a coward."
He looked up at Chance now, eyes glassy, breath shallow.
"I thought you were gone forever... and now you're standing here, like a ghost made of memories and heartbreak, and I still- I still look at you like I did back then."
Chance stared at him, speechless for once, his face flushed with emotion and surprise.
"...Say something," Mafioso whispered.
"I..." Chance's voice broke. "I didn't think you'd ever say it."
Mafioso reached out slowly - touching Chance's hand. It didn't phase through him. This wasn't a hallucination. Not anymore.
"You're real enough for me."
Their eyes met.
And before either of them could second-guess it -
Mafioso leaned in.And kissed him.It wasn't perfect - it was raw, trembling, years of grief and longing crashing into one single moment.
Chance responded slowly, carefully - and then fully.
When they broke apart, breathless, Chance whispered with a sad little smile:"I thought you were too late."
Mafioso pressed his forehead to Chance's."Then I'm glad I was wrong."
The stars above blinked in silence.And for once, there was no sarcasm.No running.Just peace.
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