Chapter 8

 (A/N: So hopefully everyone is enjoying this book...because it might be my favorite like out of every single story I've done, this one is so much more different and new, I'm just in love with it. Gah, anyways, read on <3)

Chapter 8 :D

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James POV (Niall)

"Lads, I'm back, where's my chineeeese food?" I opened up the flat door, rushing inside like no tomorrow.

"Here you go, mate." Louis tossed me a big, brown bag full of heaven.

I moaned just opening the bag up, the smell reached my nose, and I couldn't bear but to just dig in right away. I always wonder why I'm so hungry all of the time, but who cares, the stomach wants what the stomach wants, wait...no, it's the heart wants what the heart wants isn't it? Oh, forget it, I'm hungry.

"Scarfing it down good enough, yeah?" Zayn pointed at my stuffed mouth, drips of soy sauce were around my mouth, but I just barely smiled and nodded, he got a disgusted look, walking away.

"Iw'm a hunwry gwuy!" I tried saying, but it didn't come out as well as I planned it to. Oh well.

"Maybe you should chew your food down, it might actually make you full for once." Harry talked as soon as he entered the room, his fingers typing away on his phone, no, it wasn't a girl he was talking to, he was sending out those tweets, he likes to tweet frame, like a time frame of when his tweets will be up.

"I'm trying to eat here." I commented once I had swallowed my big bite.

"Well, I was thinking we could do a twitcam, how about it?" Liam had looked at all of us, his face was lit up like a Christmas tree at night time.

"Really? You wanna do one now?" Louis questioned, raising an eye brow.

"Yeah, I mean, the fans would love it, you guys know that." Liam's smile couldn't get any bigger.

"Fine, at least tweet them a warning." Zayn tossed Liam his phone as he nodded in excitement, I'm sure his grammar will be...off...

Real_Liam_Payne: GUYYSS Twitcammm tiiiime!!! Join uss!!! (link here)

"Okay, I'm about to start it, Niall, put your food down." Liam pulled up the website, his fingers hovering the built in mouse on the laptop, about to click 'start.' Just then he did as he looked away from me.

"What...did you...did you just tell me to put my food down? MY FOOD DOWN?!" I bet all of the fans could hear me, but that's what's great, isn't it?

"Niall, we just started, anyways, let's redo the beginning. Hiiiiii everyone!" Liam waved, the other boys jumped in the view, I slowly made my way over, continuing to eat. Liam placed the laptop on the coffee table in front of him where it showed all of us. I started reading the comments as I blocked out the boys talking.

'Omg, Niall, I freaking love you.'

'Niall YOU EAT THAT FOOD, NOBODY WILL STOP YOU'

'Gimme that Niall, I want some ;) <3'

"NEVER! I don't share mah food." I commented, once the boys had stopped talking after a few seconds, the boys stared at me.

"He's actually right, he won't share." Louis added.

"Unless Harry steals his food, which he's a sneak lad at that, he steals all of our food." Zayn pinched Harry's cheek, he pretended like he was going to bite him. We all started laughing.

The fans had called this the best twitcam by far, which we were definitely proud of seeing that, especially the seven trends they had gotten up on Twitter, how lovely.

"Guess we can call that an eventful night, let's head up to bed, yeah?" I told them, walking up to my room already, pulling out my phone as well. It's nice to send a text to Lacy after what happened, yeah?

To: Lacy :)

Just wanted to say good night, you know you're much stronger, darlin', don't let things get in the way, see you soon...hopefully x

I sent the text with a small smile on my face, I want her to be much stronger than this, she doesn't understand how amazing and beautiful she really is, and I want to make her believe that, at least I can try, right?

Lacy's POV

I swiped my phone to unlock it as it was already really early in the morning. My alarm blared loud, but luckily I stopped it as soon as I heard it. I hate having to get up so early, but it's better than coming home later, it's to get things over with, right?

A text from James?

From: James

Just wanted to say good night, you know you're much stronger, darlin', don't let things get in the way, see you soon...hopefully x

I looked back onto my wrist, thinking about that sharp knife was hovering over my scarred skin. The pain all came back to me, but I quickly read over his text again to feel a little rush come over me. I don't know what I'm doing anymore, but he might be changing me.

No, that can't be, nothing has been changed, I mean come on, look at the outcomes. I almost cut myself right in front of him, where he could've witnessed my weakness and pained thoughts at the same time. I will not bring up the diary to my brother...at least this morning, I won't do it.

Oh right, I need to get ready, school is in an hour. I walked over to my closet, walking inside as I lurked around for an outfit, today I have gym, and I'd rather be in something not tight or too fancy.

I grabbed my Ed Sheeran tank top that was white with black letters of his name along with a black paw print beside that, and then there was the orange cross behind it. Then off of my shelves, I picked up my pair of 'school appropriate' shorts that go just above the knees, nothing higher. Today is supposed to be kind of warm, so I'm hoping this will do. Now, onto my black Vans.

(A/N: POLYVORE LINK ON THE SIDE xx)

I left my hair in my natural curls, a little bit more wavy, but still good I guess. I left my stud earrings in and put on my infinity bracelet. The only thing of make-up that I had put on was some mascara, it's normally what I would wear anyways.

My backpack was sitting in the corner of my room, I lifted it up, and slung it onto my back, putting the straps on each side of my shoulders, moving my hair out of the way.

"Hey honey, here, I made tea. Your brother isn't feeling well this morning, I'm going to let him stay home, but when you get home, will you take care of him, get him medicine and soup, some drink maybe? I'm working two shifts tonight, so don't wait up on me." My mother explained, I only sighed and then groaned, why does he have to pretend today, well, is he even pretending?

"Oh and have a good day today! Do well!" My mother called back to me while I had started walking out of the house, I just gave her a thumbs up as I shut the front door back. I unlocked my car with my keys and hopped in.

I pulled out of the driveway and waited, seeing Leigh-Ann and Diana just pulling out too, I could see them turning around to look at me, they had big smirks on their faces. Greeeaaaatttt.

I sighed, waiting for them to hurry along now, but instead they sped off in seconds, it shocked me to see that, they left skid marks on the road, I just went the speed limit, rolling my eyes as they shouldn't even have their license anyways. I swear they are like the worst drivers I've seen yet.

I turned up my radio just a bit, leaving it on some radio station that I always listen to, a song that I know of came on. It was A Thousand Years by Christina Perri. It's such a lovely song,.

 Sucky school time now.

James POV (Niall)

"And let me kiss you." We finished singing Kiss You as the stage managers had let us finally take a break, yay, you know what that means! No, not resting! FOOOOOOD!

"Niall! Don't eat all of it this time!" Liam grabbed both of my arms when I was about to run, my arms went slightly behind my back.

"Well, what if I'm soooo hungry that I won't be able to perform?" I placed a pout upon my lips, trying to look like a lost puppy that needs help, I'm not sure if it's working though...I use it a lot.

"Nope, you can have some of it, not ALL of it. One plate per break until we leave." Liam scolded as he let go of me, I think this was the fastest I've ever ran to get food. Well, it also may have been the fact that I got scared of Liam, I know, crazy, right?

Oh my god...they have...sooo many DESSERTS! I ran over to them, stacking a bunch of cookies and  brownies along my large plate. THIS IS HEAVEN, WELL ALMOST, NANDOS IS HEAVEN! <3

"Come on Niall, it's not that long of a break! We gotta get back to work! We'll be leaving soon!" 

Ugh.

***After Rehearsals***

 "So Niall, what are you going to do tonight?" Liam smirked, nudging me over some.

"Getting drunk?" Louis nudged me this time.

"What about getting laid?" Harry nudged me on the other side.

"Just don't get too wasted." Zayn chuckled.

"Boys! I'm not getting wasted or laid! Just stop!" I laughed, shooing them away once we got back to our flats.

 "So why can't you tell us what you do now? This is so weird, it's like you're the mysterious one now..." Louis turned to Zayn, stroking an invisible beard.

"Because maybe I want to be the mysterious one now!" I started running off to my car, seeing the boys laughing as I left the flat, even though I never even needed to leave the flat. Oh well, I guess I can drive around, maybe go to a couple of shops, meet some fans along the way, and eat. Yes, eat.

Lacy's POV (Sorry I'm switching around, trying to make it the way I want it to work.)

"Come on ladies! Run! Run!!!" Mrs. Burns yelled, standing in her black track suit as she cupped her mouth to keep screaming words at us. We were running around the huge track, it was the mile run, we had to run four laps around it. She normally says don't walk or stop, but she isn't caring for Leigh-Ann or Diana, every now and then they would slightly jog in front of her, but then they'll check their nails or flip their hair. Snobby trash.

"Come on, Miss Serene, keep it up." She clapped fast as I ran by her, I'm on my last lap, and she's trying her best to encourage me. I've never been able to get the best time of the school, but I've normally gotten a score or eight or nine minutes, considering the weather of course.

"Ew, she's sweating all over, she looks like a pig." 

"Gross."

"Look at her, I mean, she's so pale it's hideous."

"Shut up." I mumbled, shaking their words out of my head, focusing on finishing this mile, I'm tired of getting these words thrown at me, it's horrible.

Almost there. I thought, picking up my pace into now sprinting, the faster I went, the more heavier my breathing would occur, I ignored it though, letting my eyes close for a mere second, I felt myself trip and tumble on the ground. My face hurt the worst, I know it has to have scratches with blood trickles running down my face. I got up, turning around with my fist balled up real tight.

These were girls that weren't the ones to mess with me that often, but every now and then they'd make a side comment on Twitter or something, but they actually tripped me up for their own entertainment.

"Girls like you make me sick." I yelled, walking straight up to their annoyed faces.

"And what would you even do about it? No one here likes you, so why don't you just get out of here, and-" I slammed my fist into the girls' cheek, I had to cut her off, my anger would've exploded with the amount of anger that had rised into me. I watched as everyone gasped, the girl had fell onto the ground, holding her cheek, tears spilled out of her eyes.

"Oh my god! ARE YOU PSYCHO?! WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO HER?!" One of them yelled at me, shoving me away. I felt someone turn me around very angrily.

"Go to the office, now!" Mrs. Burns shouted, my eyes went wide. Oh my god. What did I do? I'm such a screw over, it's not even funny. I sighed shakily as I walked past the guys who started cracking up and pointing at me, what a joke, this isn't even what I deserve, she did deserve a punch in the face, that'll teach you not to mess with me while I'm standing on a tight rope. I can't stand snobby prisses like them.

I saw two of the people from the Clinic come rushing down to get to the track, come on! It was only a punch in the face! It's not like I killed the freaking girl! I could never kill anyone anyways! I needed something to take my anger out on, this was outrageous.

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