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"You're- You're pregnant?" He stuttered.

"Yeah"

"But how? I used a condom every time."

"I-uh- I guess it broke." I told him

"Oh y/n you left your-" Jaebum runs up to the car and freezes in the middle of his sentence. I didn't know why until I realized I was straddling Bambam.

"What the hell is this?!" Jaebum screamed throwing the object in bus hand down on the ground.

"Its not-"

"Don't tell me its not what it looks like. Cause I know exactly what was happening. You said there was nothing going on. But YOU LIED!" he said through tears and gritted teeth with his voice getting louder at the end. "Youngjae told me something was going on but I didn't want to believe it. I believed I could trust you."

So it was Youngjae sending the messages "Yo JB what are you getting so worked up over?" BamBam cut in

"I'M GETTING WORKED UP OVER THE FACT THAT YOU'RE FUCKING MY GIRLFRIEND."

"Wait. Your girlfriend? What the hell are you talking about!"

"It was all fake to get you away from her. Then we started dating but i guess I had it all wrong." he said getting ready to walk away from the car

"Wait let me speak to you"

"You've got 5 minutes." I get out the car and walk towards him and pulled him further on to the sidewalk.

"Listen im sorry. I really am. I wanted to tell you everything that was happening but I wanted to do it without hurting your feelings."

"THIS IS WITHOUT HURTING MY FEELINGS?" he yelled but composed himself. "What about the other day in the car. Why didn't you tell me then?"

"I was scared. Jaebum I really do like you. But I don't want to hurt you anymore. I... I think we should break up."

"Wait no. Im mad. But I'm not that mad I mean I should have expected this to happen. Please. I can't loose you. I love you"

"I love you too. But I'll only continue to hurt you more. I want you to have better things. You'll find someone that loves you just as much as you live them. Trust me."

Tears start to fall from both our eyes before I leaned up and gave him one last kiss.

"Goodbye." I tell him walking back to the car running into bambam on the way back.

"WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT? I TOLD YOU YOU'RE MINE AND ONLY MINE!" He said grabbing hold of my arm.

"I'm sorry. Its never gonna happen again. I promise."

"You're so lucky I love you to death or else things would be way worse."

"Punishment?"

He nods.

"Spanking?"

"You know it."

"20?"

"I was gonna say 15 but I think you know what you're doing." He smirks.

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"...... 19..... 20" I counted as he finished.

"You know I forgive you. But... why?"

"He was just there for me and cares for me and all that stuff."

"And I wasn't?"

"No, no, you were. Its just you were just extremely..... how do I put this? Stalkerish."

"I was?"

I nod.

"I can change. For you." He says taking my hands and looking me straight In the eyes.

What is this? Affection?