14

A/n: warning. Sins ahead grab some holy water and a bible. May kyungsoo bless your soul. May or may not be dirty talk.

Stuffed to the core we walk to the nearest park to just enjoy the view. But Jaebum suddenly stops.

"Something wrong?"

"Y/n. I - I have something I wanna tell you."

"What is it?"

He takes a deep breath before grabbing my hand and speaking again.

"Y/n I... how can I say this? Mm..For a very long time, I'veLi..li..liked you." He starts to sing the Pentagon song. I yank my hand from his.

"Stop joking around but I do love that song."

"I'm not joking. I really do like you. And I hate the fact that your dating BamBam. Even if your just pretending too."

"But your the one who told me to do it."

"I know I did and I hate myself for that. I just didn't think you would really do it."

"Jaebum in this situation. I would suck his dick on the corner of Lexington for free if it meant he would leave me alone."

"I know" awkward silence surrounded us "Should I drive you home?"

"No it's fine I can call a cab"

"No I insist."

The ride home is silent until we reach a red light.

"Y/n. Will you date me? I mean be my girlfriend?"

"I- what about BamBam?"

"He doesn't have to know."

I sit in silence pondering his question.

"Oh I get it you don't like me in that way."

"NO! I mean I do. Who wouldn't like someone like you."

"Soooo....?"

"Yes I'll go out with you."

He practically jumps for joy in his seat before leaning towards me. Right before out lips touch the cars behind us start honking like crazy. Oops looks like the light changed and we didn't even realize it. The rest of the car ride was filled with silence but a comfortable one where we kept glancing at each other and smiling.

When we get to my house we both get out the car heading for the door step.We stand facing each other not saying anything but looking at each other than the floor before he stretches down to meet my eyes.

"Text me when you get home" I say shyly.

"I will. Sleep well. Goodnight." He says. But just stands there like he's waiting for something. Just as I was. He finally meets my eyes again and leans down to meet his lips with mine. When he pulls away he lingers with his hands around my waist and his face still close to mine. Plotting. Scheming. But before he makes his move I stand up on my toes having our lips meet again pulling him inside the house. Our kiss never breaks after our meaningless effort to get up the stairs to my room takes a detour to the sofa. I finally break away coming to a realization.

I almost took away his virginity damn.

"Y/n? Everything okay?" He asks through heavy breathes and swollen lips.

"No I'm not fine. I don't think we should be doing this right now." I say standing up

"Why? What's wrong?"

"You- I'm mean your- a- a"

"A virgin?!" He said pinning me against the wall.

"Yeah I mean your first fuck shouldn't be with me it should be with someone better, someone special" I say trying to slip through his arms with no success.

"What if I told you that there is no one better than you? No one more special?" He raised a brow before leaning back in to continue our passionate make out session from 2 minutes ago. I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him in closer. I break away again grabbing hold of his hand leading him up the stairs. By the time we get to the top of the steps we're back at it. When we enter my room I'm pushed up against the wall again never parting from each other. As my hands comb through his dark hair I jump up wrapping my legs around his waist. He starts to leave bruises all along my neck. From my jawline to my collar bone and back up again. I bring all my weight forward pushing him backwards until he falls onto the bed with me on top of him. Mimicking his actions from earlier. Kissing all along his neck stopping at his collar bone to pull his shirt off and continuing down to his torso. The further down I get the tenser he gets, his grunts become harder to silence. Stopping at the waistband of his jeans I tug at them fishing for him to get the hint that I want him to take them off, taking a little longer than expected. Finally getting them off I pull my pants down as well and go back to my previous position. I snake one hand down and palm him through his boxers. After hearing what I wanted to hear I yank down his boxers that became too tight for comfort. Before I get to do anything the tables are turned as to where I'm laying on the bed with Jaebum hovering over me. Oof.

"You ready?" He asked.

"Shouldn't I asked YOU that?" I laugh.

With my underwear already discarded he enters me. Fuck patience. Not even giving me time to focus or adjust he pounds into me mercilessly with my moans adding on to the Melody of slapping sounds.

"You like that you little slut?"

Wtf. Where did this come from.

"You like the way I fuck you in you tight hole? Huh? You little bitch."

Cant say I don't like this side of him.

"Jaebu-ah ah more."

"That's oppa to you, you little bitch."

What happened to the innocent Jaebum from before.

"I know you love my thick cock in you don't you, you little whore."

"Ahhhh moremoresnsstnmwkd" I was a mess with my incoherent words. He obeyed my request moving in and out of me faster than before.

"Oppa I'm gonna-"

"Not yet. Not until I tell you that you can."

I try my best to obey him but couldn't and I feel myself let go.

"Did I say that you could cum?"

"No oppa. I'm sorry."

Yes leans done to my ear and whispers."I'll let you off this time but next time you're getting punised."

I nod my head in agreement but he slaps my ass."Use your words kitten"

"Yes oppa"He gets off the bed to head into the shower and I follow in right behind him.

A/n: siiiinnss. There might be more in the next chapter I'm just too tired rn.