Chapter 19

Mitsuya

I am repeatedly banging the door as I look down. "Dude, chill!" A voice said inside the apartment, Moments later, she opened the door.

"Takashi? do you know what time is it?" She said in a sleepy voice. I ignored her and pushed her inside, I slammed my lips on hers hungrily, She wrapped her arms around me and she kissed me back with the same energy.

"Hey-," She whispers when she breaks free from the kiss, I went to kiss her down to her neck aggressively. "Ahhhhh" I heard her moan making me smirk. I tear her spaghetti strap top, revealing her breast. We both walk towards her room and I push her to her bed. I remove my shirt and throws them on the floor. I then suck her nipple, bit, and then suck them again. I feel her hands on my hair, pulling them as I continue to play with her breast. My hands roam around and find her cunt.

"You're wet." I look up to see her.

"You're so hot." She replied. I kissed her lips as I played with the fabric on her lady part. "Ahhhh... Please, Takashi."

"It's daddy."

"Please... Daddy."

I slid my fingers inside her panties and rubbed her clit, I watched her as she arched her back from the bed. I then entered my finger inside, thrusting them. Her mouth is wide open as I finger fuck her wet pussy. "Hngggg-" I can feel that she's about to come so, I pulled my finger out, I let her see my fingers that are wet from her juices. I put them inside her mouth and let her suck them.

"This is what you taste, Machi."

As I watch her suck my fingers, I suddenly see her face and her expressions earlier, after five years she still looks the same. That image flashed in my mind.

Angry, I flip her around, ass up and her face buried on the bed. I tear her panties and throw them on the floor. I then unbuckled my belt and removed my pants, I opened a condom and put it in my shaft, then I positioned myself in her entrance. She moaned when she felt the tip of my dick rubbing her clit and without a warning, I shove them inside her, earning a loud moan from her. I hold her hips as I slam myself repeatedly. My thrust became faster and faster. I see her trying to reach for my hands but I slap them.

After a couple of thrusts, we both reach the climax and flop our bodies on her bed. I catch my breath for a while, When she tries to hug me I sit on the edge of the bed. I removed the condom and throw them in the small trash bin.

I stand up and put my boxers and pants on. I get some cigarettes from my pocket and light them. I walk towards her window to puff the smoke outside.

"I told you that you can use me every time you feel frustrated but damn Takashi! don't tear my clothes. It's brand new."

"I'll buy you a new one."

"Make it five pairs."

"Fine." I inhaled the smoke to relax my nerves.

"What happened? You're only rough like this when you're angry and frustrated."

"I met her, for the first time in five years." I said and puffed some smoke.

"Her? The one that left you for another man?" She asked and I hummed as a response.

I can feel her get up from the bed and walk towards me. She hugs me from behind and rests her chin on my shoulder. "I told you If you just accept my confession and be my boyfriend. I will make you happy for the rest of your life."

I press the cigarette on the ashtray near me.

"I hate commitment, Machi. You know that."

Kazutora

"You're finally asleep," I whispered as I removed the strands of her hair from her face. I watch her sleeping face for a while before I exit her room. I take some beer from the fridge and sit on the couch. My heart pounds so hard when I found her in front of her ex-boyfriend earlier. She was about to say something when I unconsciously interrupted them and pulled her away.

She put on a brave face on our ride home but I saw a tear escape from her eyes. She really can't forget about him even though five years have already passed. I chug the beer from the bottle while thinking about our conversation earlier.

***earlier***

"You found him again, What are you going to do?"

"Nothing, I guess."

"What? When we find a way to break the engagement. You can be with him again."

"And then what? The damage has been done, Kazu." She leans her elbow on my car door and rests the side of her head on her fist. "I cannot undo the pain I've caused him. His eyes are not the same anymore and it's all my fault."

"Hey... We know that you just did what you thought was right at that time. Yes, you can fight for him and suffer the consequences together but other people are starting to get affected, like his siblings and his mother. That's why you made that decision. You chose his future over your happiness."

"Thank you Kazu, you really know how to comfort a sad adult." She smiled and looked at the window. "But if we can't find a way before the wedding, Then I'll be okay to marry you."

***end***

I didn't notice that I already emptied the bottle of beer. I know that she's hesitant to break the engagement because of me. My father threatens me that he'll remove my name on his will if I back out on our engagement.

"You really are an idiot, You put others before yourself." I sigh and put the bottle on the coffee table. "Now, I don't have a choice but to protect you."

y/n

I woke up at 4:00 in the morning, fuck jetlag! I only slept for two hours, I think? I step outside my room to get some water when I saw Kazu sleeping on the couch, there's a couple of beers on the coffee table.

I shook my head and went back to my room to get some pillows and a blanket. I then walk back to the living room, I put the pillows and blanket on the floor then crouch down to look at him.

"Look at you, sleeping like a baby." I chuckled as I stared at him. "Thank you for making me feel better every time I'm sad," I whispered.

I was about to take the pillows when my eyes caught his phone. Oh, wait! this is fun. I'll take a selfie with him sleeping and put them as his lock screen, He'll be pissed when he sees that. I giggle at the thought.

I slowly get his phone from the coffee table and unlock it with his finger. My eyes widened when I saw his wallpaper. It's my picture, It's like a stolen shot because I'm smelling flowers. This is when we visit a flower farm in the states.

I am staring at it when I felt his hand pull my wrist, I fell on his chest. "What are you doing?" He asked.

"No-Nothing," I said and looked away.

"You've seen it, aren't you?"

"What? Your porn video collection or your home screen that was me, smelling flowers."

"I wished that you only see the porn collection."

"I only see your porn collection," I mumbled and he flicked my forehead. "Ouch!"

He presents me his palm gesturing that he wants his phone back. I slowly place the phone in his palm. "Sorry," I said and tried to stand but he wrapped his arms around me.

"Kazu this is a weird position." I jokingly said. "I'm not mad about my picture," I added but his hug tightened, and buried his head on the crook of my neck.

"I can't stand to see you like that y/n. I promise you that from now on, I will protect you from all the pain."

I messed his hair. "I'm fine, Kazu. Don't worry about me."

The next day, my father's bodyguard guarded my front door so I could not escape. Today they scheduled me to meet the wedding organizer. Dad only scolded me for a while when I didn't attend my own welcoming party. I just told him that I was with Kazu and poof! He's not mad anymore.

"Ms. Haitani, Today's schedule: 10:00 am, meeting with your coordinator together with your gown designer. at 2:00 pm food tasting with Mr. Hanemiya at 6:00 pm family dinner."

The bodyguards escorted me to the car then we drove to the hotel that Kazu's family owned. I go inside the restaurant and see the organizer, waiting. She stands up when she sees me.

"Good morning, Ms. Haitani."

"Call me y/n. My family name is giving me a bad omen."

She chuckled. "I'm Machi Harada of Hana Events Management" She extends her hand for a handshake and I accept it.

"Nice to meet you, Ms. Harada. Can I call you Machi? I don't like formal things."

"Yes of course!"

"Thanks, let's sit."

"I'm sorry ma'am, the designer just texted me, he's stuck in traffic but he's near."

"Oh, it's fine. We can discuss other things first."

"Ah right! The flowers, what do you want for your bouquet?"

"Do you have any list of flowers?"

"Yes, ma'am." She took something from her bag and presented me with the list of flowers. I put my hands over my eyes and point randomly on the list then, I look at them.

"Here, I want this," I said. Machi looked at the list with a confused face.

"Orchid?"

"Yeah."

"Ma'am, that is commonly used in funerals."

"Oh, it's fine. consider it as my funeral." I said. She let out a nervous chuckle.

"Are you sure ma'am?"

"Yes. I want the violet the ones that symbolize death."

"Ohh-Kay?" she looks at me like I'm some weird client before she writes them down to her notes. We discuss other things related to the wedding and I still do the blind picking of supplies.

"And that's it!" She said, looking at her notes. She tilts her head to the side like she's imagining what it would look like at the actual wedding. After a couple of seconds, she puts down the list and looks at me.

"The last thing we need to decide is your gown."

"Sorry I'm late, traffic." A familiar voice said. My body felt stiff and I didn't move from my seat. My heart pounds while thinking of that voice.

He walk past me and the coordinator stood up. He kissed her on the cheeks and then looked at me.

"Hi! I'm Takashi Mitsuya. I was contacted by your brothers to design the gown." He said as he extended his hands to me. I slowly stand up from my seat, still staring at him I accept his handshake.

His hands felt the same. It feels like home.

"Good timing, Takashi! I'll leave Ms. y/n to you. I have another meeting." Machi said as she put her things in her bag.

"Thank you for your cooperation, ma'am." She said and slightly bowed at me. "I'll keep you posted on the schedule of the engagement session." I just smiled and nodded. She waved her hand and excused herself.

"Let's sit," he said and I oblige. There's an awkward silence for a while.

"How- How are-"

"What do you want with your gown? Do you want it lace or sequins?" He said, looking at his notes. He's not even looking at me.

"How's Mana and..."

"How long do you want your veil?"

"You really-"

"I suggest that we make your gown with intricate back. I think it suits you well."

"Takashi!" I unconsciously raised my voice. His face shifted at me. His eyes are kinda scary and it gives me chills.

"Ms. Haitani, I came here as your professional designer. I want this project to be successful so, I can get my payment."

"Oh-"

He closed his notes and slammed them to the table. "We can't finish anything here. I'll e-mail you some list and send me back your answers." He said and stood up.

He waited for me to stand but my legs felt weak. When he realizes that I can't stand, he just slightly bow and walk past me.

I close my eyes and gather all my strength to stand. "Takashi, I'm sorry!" I said. He halted and looked back.

"What's done is done y/n, Your sorry can't reverse the pain you've caused so save it and be professional with me." He said and walked away. As I watch him disappear from my sight, my phone chimes.

I opened my message and it's from Ran.

do you like my gift?