Chapter 36 For You

*Peter Pan*

I notice she is sleeping I tough her left hand with my right hand, I cuddle with her so she can be warm

*Greta*

The next day 6am I woke I saw Peter's face close to mine

I looked at him I tough his face his skin felt smooth I thought

'No I can't love him'

I sat, I looked at him, he still sleeping he looked like angel when he is sleeping I stand I watches as the snow falling from the sky I starting to sing

"He told me that he love me more than most That he could be the one to take me home (But am I good enough to) Be the everything that he could want? He told me that he love me more than most Greta kept singing "Been lookin' for a non-material love Soon as I find it I'll be fuckin' it up (Break it up) Like I ain't made a mess, you're often enough Not enough, not enough, not enough, not enough, no, no , no" Will no one ever show me how to be lonely? End up on my own almost every night Yeah I must be the only feeling like Losing you showed me how to be lonely Ain't nobody can hold me like the way you hold me End up on my own almost every night I must be the only feeling like Losing you showed me how to be lonely Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ,oh, oh, oh ,oh, oh oh, oh Feeling like losing you showed me how to be lonely (But am I good enough to) Tell you that I love you more than most? That you could be the one to take me home? (But am I good enough to) To give you everything that you can hold? In truth, I'm being honest, I don't know Been lookin' for a non-material love Soon as I find it I'll be fuckin' it up (Break it up) Like I ain't made a mess, you're often enough Not enough, not enough, not enough, not enough, no no no Will no one ever show me how to be lonely? End up on my own almost every night I must be the only feeling like Losing you showed me how to be lonely Oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh Feeling like losing you showed me how to be lonely (But am I good enough to) Hmm, yeah, yeah Will no one ever show me how to be lonely? End up on my own almost every night I must be the only feeling like Losing you showed me how to be lonely Ain't nobody can hold me, like the way you hold me End up on my own almost every night I must be the only feeling like Losing you showed me how to be lonely Oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh Feeling like losing you showed me how to be lonely Oh oh oh oh oh (be lonely), oh oh oh oh oh (be lonely), oh oh oh Feeling like losing you showed me how to be lonely

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I dance and sing

In your eyes

I'm alive Inside you're beautiful Something so unusual

In your eyes I know I'm home

Every tear, every fear

Gone with the thought of you Changing what I thought I knew I'll be yours for a thousand lives

I'm free as a bird when I'm flying in your cage I'm diving in deep and I'm riding with no brakes And I'm bleeding your love, and you're swimming in my veins You've got me now Been waiting for a lifetime for you

I notice Peter is watching me singing

Been breaking for a lifetime for you Wasn't lookin' for love 'til I found you (ooh na, na, ay) For love, 'til I found you

Peter walk to me he sings

[Peter Pan:] Skin to skin Breathe me in

I looked at him he smiles he kept singing

Feeling your kiss on me

Lips are made of ecstasy

I'll be yours for a thousand lives (a thousand lives)

Peter Pan and I dance, as we are singing[ Peter Pan and Greta Mills:] I'm free as a bird when I'm flying in your cage (so lost) I'm diving in deep and I'm riding with no brakes (no luck)

And I'm bleeding your love, and you're swimming in my veins You've got me now (now) They stop dancing, but singing

[Greta:] Been waiting for a lifetime for you Been breaking for a lifetime for you

Wasn't lookin' for love 'til I found you (ooh na, na, ay) For love 'til I found you

Been waiting for a lifetime for you Been breaking for a lifetime for you Wasn't lookin' for love 'til I found you (ooh na, na, ay) For love 'til I found you[ Peter Pan and Greta Mills:] I'm free as a bird when I'm flying in your cage I'm diving in deep and I'm riding with no brakes And I'm bleeding your love, and you're swimming in my veins You've got me now Been waiting for a lifetime for you Been breaking for a lifetime for you

Wasn't looking for love 'til I found you (ooh na, na, ayFor love 'til I found you Been waiting for a lifetime for you Been breaking for a lifetime for you Wasn't looking for love 'til I found you (ooh na, na, ay) For love 'til I found you Wasn't lookin' for love 'til I found you (ooh na, na, ay) For love 'til I found you'

Peter and I looked at each other for a while

I blink, I went to the small bonfire that Peter made for them I blushes like tomato Peter said

'Greta?

I looked at him, I said

'Call me lost girl Pan'

Peter walk to me, I looked at him he still wearing his normal clothes, dark green coat and with an inner brown shirt and grey pants broken belt broken cuffs, he has knife, that inside its case that is brown he still wearing brown boots

I am wearing the amour that I found in Peter's home, we looked at each other Peter replies

'Okay Lost girl

Later on Milo and Oscar, Ollie are playing Uno, they are around a circle, they are at Pan's camp

Pan's campsite still has pine trees and Tamme-Lauri oak around it, there is bed made of bamboo and has white blanket on it between pine, and there is four barrels around the fire place and beside them are broken tree Oscar said

'Uno'

Milo glare at him Milo replies

'Again'

Ollie looked at his brother Ollie said

'He is a good player'

Milo draw yellow card on the pile Milo replies

'Yeah are you sure he isn't cheating?

Ollie looked at Milo Ollie replies

'Nope'

Oscar looked at his cards, and then picked card from the pile Milo said

'So it's not yellow'

Ollie looking at his cards, he picked one card Ollie replies

'Yep'

Oscar put draw four, Milo groan, he picked four cards

Milo goes, and then Ollie goes, then Oscar and goes on until one of them wins, and two remain player play against each other

Ollie picked card from the pile, and then put yellow four Oscar put two draw four on the main pile which Milo wasn't happy Ollie picked card, Oscar put on a card on the pile Oscar said

'Uno'

He put his last card on the main pile Ollie and Milo are still playing, they glaring each other Oscar said

'Look'

Ollie and Oscar, Milo saw Peter and I , Peter walk from her and vanish into the forest I walk, and sat next to Ollie I said

' Playing Uno'

Ollie picked, and place on the card Ollie replies

'Yes my brother won four times'

I looked at Oscar, he playing with snow I ask

'Can I play?

Ollie and Milo looked at me Milo said to Greta

'But Okay'

Greta watches as Milo said UNO and put his last card he stand, he walk from them I said

'I guess he doesn't want to play'

Ollie looked at her he nodded Ollie replies

'Yeah well I got to go'

Ollie stand, he walk from me

I saw Oscar, he making small snowman I grab some snow and rolled it into a ball and then rolled another ball I make the snowman into a snowwoman Oscar and I making snow people I stand, I said

'I want to see what else are my Abilities'

I shut her eyes, I breath and breath out and then I vanish Oscar gasp with shock I notice I am upside down from the branch I fell on the ground Oscar said

'Wow you can teleport I know your real mom can't do that'

I looked at him I said

'Oscar Emma is my mom'

Oscar has deep sigh, he sat on the snowy ground I sat next to him Oscar laid on the ground, he doing angels and then stand so did I, I stand

I saw my angel and his angel, they both laugh I said

'Do you want to see something cool'

Oscar nodded, I click my finger, seeing blue flame I click my fingers and flame went off Oscar said

'WOW'

He tried but nothing happened I laugh I said

' Everyone has their own ability'

Oscar has deep sigh saying okay

Oscar and I went to the main house

Oscar and I went to big house that is made of bamboo pole and huge leafs for the roof they went inside, there is the same long table Oscar and I got the ingredients

 800 g strong white bread flour  200 g fine ground semolina flour or strong white bread flour  1 level teaspoon fine sea salt  2 x 7 g sachets of dried yeast  1 tablespoon golden caster sugar  TOMATO SAUCE (4 PIZZAS)  1 clove of garlic  1 bunch of fresh basil  olive oil  1 x 400 g tin of quality plum tomatoes  TOPPING (4 PIZZAS)  85 g mozzarella cheese

Peter's throne is still there in front of the long tables with the door that leads to Peter's private room

I saw rack where they cook the corn , the bell is still on the wall Oscar and I pile the flour and 1 level teaspoon of sea salt onto a clean surface and make a well in the centre They add the yeast and sugar to 650ml lukewarm water, mix together and leave for a few minutes, then pour into the well.

They using a fork and a circular movement, slowly bring in the flour from the inner edge of the well and mix into the water.

Oscar and I Continue to mix, bringing in all the flour – when the dough comes together and becomes too hard to mix with their fork, flour their hands and begin to pat it into a ball. Peter watches Oscar and I cooking together and then he vanishes

Oscar and I Knead the dough by rolling it backwards and forwards, using your hands to stretch, pull and push the dough. Keep kneading for 10 minutes, or until you have a smooth, springy, soft dough.

Oscar and I place the dough in a lightly greased bowl, cover with clingfilm and leave in a warm place to to prove for 45 minutes, or until doubled in size Oscar and I peel and finely slice the garlic, then pick the basil leaves and finely chop the stalks. Oscar grab a pan, and put it on the rack he put firewood underneath the rack I click my clicks, and flame the firewood

They heat 1 tablespoon of oil in a pan on a medium-low heat, add the garlic and basil stalks, then cook gently for a couple of minutes, or until the garlic is lightly golden, then add most of the basil leaves, the tomatoes, and a pinch of salt and pepper

I have a taste of the sauce I said

'It's perfect'

Oscar grab the pan and he leave the sauce to tick away for around 20 minutes, or until smooth, breaking up the tomatoes up with a wooden spoon Oscar replies

'It's fun making pizza with you'

I nodded, she waited and heard the timer, she taste, and season to perfection I said

'It's fun making pizza with you too Oscar '

Oscar smiles Oscar holding onto an pine tree spoon and they divide the dough in half. Oscar and I Wrap one half in clingfilm and freeze for another day. With the remaining half, divide the dough into 4 equal balls

I looked at him he still rolling ball of dough

Oscar nodded Oscar and I flour each dough ball, then cover with clingfilm, and leave to rest for about 15 minutes

Oscar and I dust a clean surface and the dough with a little flour or semolina, and roll it out into a rough circle, about ½cm thick.

They tear off an appropriately sized piece of tin foil, rub it with olive oil, dust well with flour or semolina and place the pizza base on top. They continue doing the same with the remaining dough, dust with a little flour

Oscar and I Cover with clingfilm and place in the fridge. Oscar notice the oven is about

250°C

I grab some figs from the bowl, and cut them she cuts some olives she watches as Oscar spread the tomato sauce over the base, spreading it out to the edges. Greta tears over the mozzarella and scatter with the remaining basil leaves I lick my fingers, she watches as Oscar drizzle olive oil and then added a pinch of salt and pepper. Oscar put the two pizzas into the oven for 10 minutes

. I said

'Should we made another one'

Oscar looked at me, he nodded'

Oscar and I pile the flour and 1 level teaspoon of sea salt onto a clean surface and make a well in the centre They add the yeast and sugar to 650ml lukewarm water, mix together and leave for a few minutes, then pour into the well.

We using a fork and a circular movement, slowly bring in the flour from the inner edge of the well and mix into the water. Oscar and I Continue to mix, bringing in all the flour – when the dough comes together and becomes too hard to mix with their fork, flour their hands and begin to pat it into a ball. Peter watches Oscar and I cooking together and then he vanishes

Knead the dough by rolling it backwards and forwards, using your hands to stretch, pull and push the dough. Keep kneading for 10 minutes, or until you have a smooth, springy, soft dough.

Oscar and I place the dough in a lightly greased bowl, cover with clingfilm and leave in a warm place to prove for 45 minutes, or until doubled in size. Oscar and I peel and finely slice the garlic, then pick the basil leaves and finely chop the stalks. Oscar grab a pan, and put it on the rack he put firewood underneath the rack I click my finger, and flame the firewood

We heat 1 tablespoon of oil in a pan on a medium-low heat, add the garlic and basil stalks, then cook gently for a couple of minutes, or until the garlic is lightly golden, then add most of the basil leaves, the tomatoes, and a pinch of salt and pepper

I have a taste of the sauce

Oscar grab the pan and he leave the sauce to tick away for around 20 minutes, or until smooth, breaking up the tomatoes up with a wooden spoon, I taste, and season to perfection

Oscar holding onto an pine tree spoon

Oscar and I hugged, and they divide the dough in half. Oscar and I Wrap one half in clingfilm and freeze for another day. With the remaining half, divide the dough into 4 equal balls

I looked at him he still rolling ball of dough

Oscar and I flour each dough ball, then cover with clingfilm, and leave to rest for about 15 minutes

Oscar and I dust a clean surface and the dough with a little flour or semolina, and roll it out into a rough circle, about ½cm thick.

They tear off an appropriately sized piece of tin foil, rub it with olive oil, dust well with flour or semolina and place the pizza base on top. They continue doing the same with the remaining dough, dust with a little flour

Oscar and I Cover with clingfilm and place in the fridge. Oscar notice the oven is about

250°C

I grab some figs from the bowl, and cut them she cuts some olives she watches as Oscar spread the tomato sauce over the base, spreading it out to the edges. Greta tears over the mozzarella and scatter with the remaining basil leaves

I lick my fingers, I watches as Oscar drizzle olive oil and then added a pinch of salt and pepper. Oscar put the two pizzas into the oven for 10 minutes the pizza are golden and crispy.

Oscar went to the wall, and ring the bell it means it's 12pm

Oscar and I watches as lost boys went inside the house I notice Peter coming inside he sat on his throne I sat next to Lost Devin, he is eating pizza that Oscar and I made

I saw Devin handed me a pizza slice, I bit into her slice, I watches as boys stand, and grab their own bowls and put salad into their bowl and corn on cob

I am holding onto the rope, with my left hand, then I put both on my hands on the rope I climbs

Devin and Milo watches me climbing on the rope I keep on climbing until I got half way I felt pain I avoid the pain I got the top there is the bell at the top I hit the bell and climb I got on the ground lost boy said

'Lost girl your hands'

I saw small pieces of rope in my hand's wounds I said

'It's alright'

I breathe in repeated short gasps I close my eyes I thought

'I believe my hands will be healed'

I open my eyes, seeing my hands are normal I saw a book on my hammock, I sat on my hammock, I open the book I read

Magical Abilities -Ability to mildly alter reality (usually in ) bybelieving strong enough. -Ability to cast and/or curses. -ripping - Ability to rip someone's out in order to control/killthem, among other purposes. -Ability to control and manipulate plants. - Ability to magically protect alocation, an item or a person through various ways. -Ability to control the movement of the environment. -Ability to magically teleport oneself and/or others from one location toanother. - Ability to magically transforman object into a different one.

I saw Peter, he looked at me then walk from me I stand I walk out of the shelf

Peter and I are in the field I said

'Pan?

I notice he stop walking he turn, he looked at me I said

'Thankyou'

Peter nodded, he flies