11 : Fear of Love (18+)

Logan didn't stay for one night... He stayed permanently, or what seems to be permanent but it's only been a few days. Loki has seemed to disappear but Logan said the female friend came back to tell me she was headed to an acquaintances house that she is very familiar with... So I'm guessing she went to Stark tower or the new compound. ."Darling. Breakfast is ready." Logan called from the kitchen.

"I don't want to." I complained and rolled off the bed and onto the floor.

Logan ran in. "What happened?"

I huffed. "I don't want to get up so I thought I'd roll." Logan walked over to me and picked me up bridal style. "Ugh. I'm not a child."

{You're 33 and rolled out of bed literally because you didn't feel like getting up..} Scream scoffed.

(Whatever.)

"Really?" Logan raised a brow, I rolled my eyes and relaxed in his hold. "How was your sleep?" He set me on a stool at the island.

"Amazing." I smiled, he smiled back. "How about yours?"

"Heavenly." Logan walked to the stove.

(I love falling asleep and waking up in his arms.)

Logan brought the pan of food to my plate and gave me a pile of eggs and then some circle breakfast sausages.

I smiled. "Thank you, Logan." He smiled and put food on his plate. "What did you want to do today?" I took a bite of deliciously fluffy eggs.

Logan sat down. "Would you like to go out on a walk?" I smiled and nodded, he smiled. "Then we shall go for a walk and pick up some sweets since they have significantly depleted."

I smiled softly. "We don't have to." I pushed around my food. "But I would love to stop and see Rebecca."(I'm going to get fat. I've had enough.)

Logan brushed my hair behind my ear. "What is wrong, darling?"

I shrugged. "Nothing."

Logan turned to me to give me all his attention. "Darling." I looked up at him and his patiently waiting gaze. "What's wrong?"

I sighed and looked at my plate. "I have eaten enough sweets. I need to stop before I start gaining weight." I said shyly.

Lokis fingers found my chin and turned my eyes to him. "You are and always will be beautiful, darling." He kissed my lips, I relaxed and kissed him back. "Let me take you somewhere special."

I smiled. "Alright."

Logan smiled. "Finish your breakfast." I smiled at him mischievously, he smirked. "What?"

I pushed my plate away. "I don't want to."

Logan rolled his eyes. "You're such a child." He ate his food, I got up and sprinted to the bedroom. "Elisa!" He ran after me.

I laughed and turned around as I got to the bed, Logan ran in and walked over to me dangerously. I smiled and sat on the bed before climbing to the pillows and opening my arms.

Logan smiled and climbed up to me... and like every morning, it started our intense make out session. He pressed his lips to mine, I wrapped my arms around his shoulder and kissed him back.

"You're a Goddess, Elisa."

"And what am I the Goddess of, Logan?"

"Love." Logan kissed my neck. "Beauty." He sucked my pulse. "Kindness." Logan pulled me up to straddle his lap. "Happiness."

(Fuck, I love him. No, not love. It's to fast.)

I could feel his hardened member brushing against me through his boxers, sending shivers up and down my body.

"Logan." I moaned and fed my fingers in his hair, he kissed my chest then went to my breast and kissed around my hardened nipple beneath my nightgown. "Please." I moaned again and buckled my hips.

"Elisa." Loki breathed out as his free hand climbed beneath my gown and up to my other breast.

(Why does he affect me so?)My hips moved against him.(I want to have sex again. He hasn't touched me like that since our first.)

"Oh, my god." I moaned, my hips buckled up as Logan's thumb as he rubbed my clit. "Logan." His lips attacked my breasts. "No. No." Logan stopped immediately. "I want you in me. I want to feel you."

Logan took off his shirt while I took off my nightgown and threw it to the ground and then watched Logan take off his pants. His lips pressed back into mine as his arm snaked under me and moved me to a laying position.

Logan's stop found my sex and slowly pushed in. "God." I moaned. "Never leave me." (That was clingy. Don't be clingy. He will run.)

"Only if you never leave me." Logan said softly and my heart melted. "Stay with me, forever."

I smiled and we kissed in blissful oblivion, time stopped when his lips met mine. My heart skipped a beat, a moan escaped in a pant for breath as he moved fully into my sex and started to thrust back and forth.

Logans fingers explored my skin with a mind of their own; up my side to my back, around to my front to skim my breast, my nipple, between my breasts. Everything.

I was like ice under his warmth, his hot kisses, warm hands, the friction of him thrusting his shaft all the way into my wanting sex. I was melting beneath him and I never wanted it to stop.

But something was stopping him, something has been on his mind ever since he came back. Since he saw Loki he has seemed more fragile and distant, and I don't know why. What if he finds Loki more attractive than me?

(God! Oh, my-!)"Logan!" My back arched and body shook as the most heavenly feeling exploded inside me.

"Darling." Loki growled and pulled my legs to his chest as he found an angle to penetrate me deeper, making my breathing to turn to panting.

My eyes widened. "Fuck!" My back arched and hips tried to buckle up to him.

His lips went back to mine and bent me more then I thought was possible. He started to push his hardened member into my sex more, making my juices soak his cock.

"Logan." I moaned, my nails dug in his biceps as my sex twitched again. "Logan!" I came again.

"Elisa." He shuttered as he joined in my high. "Darling." I dropped my legs to the side and laid on his forearms as he kissed me gently.

Logan brushed his forehead on mine, I pulled him down for another kiss and he happily excepted.

(God. Why do I love him? We were only friends for two and a couple months and now...)

"Logan." I whimpered as he pulled out, he kissed my lips and turned us to our sides. "I love you." I said between kisses and he stilled, I cupped his cheek. "I... I have strong feelings for you." I said softly.

Logan looked deep into my eyes. "You barely know me."

I smiled softly. "I know enough." I kissed him. "You've shown me who you truly are over the past years." I grazed my lips over his. "I can never get you out of my head. It's like you are the only thing in my life. You bring me happiness and security unlike anyone before."

Logan kissed me gently and pulled me into his body. "I have a bad history when it comes to love, Elisa." He said softly, I frowned slightly. "I can't love you how I want to." My face softened, Logan placed his hand on mine. "I'm scared to give you my all, just to end up with nothing again."

"If we deny and refuse to give and receive love because we fear pain or loss, then our lives will be empty." I mumbled softly. Logan looked at me softly, I smiled softly and rubbed my thumb across his cheek. "Sometimes what you're most afraid of doing is the very thing that will set you free."

Logan moved his forehead to mine. "Freedom is life's greatest lie." I frowned, he gave me a peck. "Dress warmly... The place I plan on taking us is cold." My brows furrowed, Logan kissed me again then moved away. "Trust me."

"I trust you." Logan smiled softly and walked to the bathroom, I sat up and listened to the shower turn on.

(Someone must have hurt him in the past.)

{He will be hard to crack.} Scream said back.

I sighed. (At least I know he has deep feelings for me.)

{Elisa... They aren't just deep feelings. He loves you but is to afraid to say it aloud.}

Logan walked out of the bathroom and to me. "Come on." He picked me up, I wrapped my arms around his neck. "We both need a shower after that." He kissed my forehead.

I smiled. "Alright."(Logan loves me.)

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