Don't Feel Like Being Alone

"Ugh I just dont even know anymore.." I complained into my phone at Allison who was on the other line. "I mean I thought  that we were getting somewhere then he pulls a total 360 and acts like my feelings are one sided.." 

I walked through the aisles of the video store, trying to find some movie I can watch while wallowing away im my own misery. I had decided to walk here, using the time to think about how much i wanted to die in the fact that Stiles would never feel the same about me. 

Im all for never letting anyone get too close and still believe in my whole 'it's too risky and i cant start a relationship' with him thing but.. I guess I was kind of hoping maybe he did feel the same. Sure all the signs were there but.. when he said we'd never happen, it kind of broke my heart a little. 

I guess I just assumed he felt the same and when I was ready then we would be together. Oh how wrong was I. I couldn't have expected him to just wait around if he did like me, which he doesnt. 

"I still don't believe that he doesn't feel the same about you. I mean i have seen him look at you and it's like..." Allison started explaining to me while I picked up one of the video cases. 

Ugh, twilight? Really? everything about this movie was so stupid but I only watched it because well..they were all hot. Jasper though, he was a looker. 

"Like what?" I asked Allison when she stopped talking for a moment. 

I heard her sigh through the phone before saying, "It's like your his whole world..Im telling you, Stiles is like in love with you..The way he looks at you is like something out of a Nicholas Sparks movie..It's kind of amazing to witness and you just know that...it's love.." 

I couldn't help but let out a small smile before shrugging my shoulders for some odd reason, even though Allison wouldn't have known if I did shrug or not. 

"It doesn't..matter.." I said before picking up another copy of some low budget lame movie about vampires. 

With the way things are going around town, I wouldn't be surprised if we ran into a vampire anytime soon. 

"I think you're just trying to ignore your own feelings and using your insecurity about Stiles liking you as an escape goat." She said while I could hear the faint sound of guitar playing in the background. 

"Im perfectly fine, you're just mental. I dont know what i was thinking letting myself get off track by actually feeling something for Stiles" 

"What do you mean off track?" Allison asked me, obviously confused.

"Umm..nothing..I just meant..you know nevermind." I said trying to get her to drop it and luckly she did. 

"Well i'll let you go then..Remember if you want, you can always come and watch your movie over at my house." Allison offered while I smiled at her offer. She was actually really kind, Scott's a lucky guy. He better not fuck this up for himself. 

"Thanks for the offer Argent but I think i'll stick to watching this by myself with a tub of chunky monkey. Besides, I was going to work out a little after the movie so.." 

"Okay then, talk to you later." She chimmed before we said our goodbyes and hung up. 

I let out a huge sigh before walking around to another isle, trying to find a worker who could help me find something a little less....

sucky. 

I looked towards the latter which i could've sworn had a worker on it who was fixing the one flickering light. I started to walk over to it before I heard the bell go off, signalling me that someone else just walked through the front door. 

"Hello is anybody working here?" I heard the familiar voice echo through the store.

I know that voice. It couldn't be- 

I peaked my head out from the aisle and saw Jackson walking. "Can somebody help me find The Notebook?" 

I giggled to myself, assuming he had lost a fight with Lydia. I walked out of the aisle and waved at him. As much  as he was a jerk to Scott and Stiles, he was still pretty okay i guess. plus he was dating Lydia so I didn't want to make her feel bad or make my life hell because i was rude to her boyfriend. 

"Savannah?" Jackson called to me while walking towards me. "What are you doing here?" 

"Just trying to find a not so sucky movie to rent." I smirked while walking back down the aisles. "You?" I asked him while scanning through the videos. 

"The Notebook." He groaned.

"Ahhh.." I said while turning to him and smirking, still walking backwards. "Lydia's choice am I correct?" I smirked at him while he rolled his eyes, looking at some movies on another aisle. 

I finally turned around before walking through another isle, but actually tripping over something. "Ahh what the fuck.." I groaned, feeling as if I landed in something wet. Eww, they really need to clean there floors more often. I opened my eyes and noticed I was covered in red liquid. 

Wait, what? 

I looked and let out a scream when I saw the worker from earlier when I had walked in hanging from a shelf with his neck completly slashed open with a bunch of other wounds. 

"Ahh!" I screamed once again causing Jackson to come around the corner, eyes widen once he saw the sight in front of us. 

I tried crawling backwards to get away from the horrific scene before me but I accidently knocked the latter over, making the lights go out. 

Great. Could this get any worse? 

"Come on, we're going to get out of here." Jackson told me, helping me up and grabbed a hold of my arm. 

We walked through the aisles, with the lights flickering on and off before staying off, leaving us surronded by darkness. I let out sharp intake of breath before grabbing a hold of Jackson's hand even tighter. 

Usually I would be against coming in physical contact with Jackson on any level but considering that I am about to piss my pants and my favorite pair of jeans is ruined, I 'll let it go. 

Jackson took a look behind me, as if he was trying to see something. Well it looks like he got his wish because next thing I knew, he let out a small gasp before yanking us behind shelfs. He pressed against me, trapping me against the shelf and himself. 

"What's wrong..?" I whispered to him while he shook his head and peaked it around the corner real quick before pulling it back. 

"I dont know.." He whispered back, clearly getting as scared as I was. Frankly, I dont blame him. I already planned my funeral in my head after landing in the dead guys' blood. 

Just then, something on all fours ran past us. 

And it was fast. 

"Shit.." I whispered while suddenly movies started falling on us. 

Next we heard crashing sounds, loud crashing sounds. They followed one after another until we realized whatever was in here with us, was knocking the shelves down like a couple of dominos. 

Jackson and I made a run for it, with him pushing me out of the way so I couldn't get caught underneath. But he got trapped under one of the shelfs. I went back to try and lift it off of him but before I could that's when something knocked me back against one of the other shelfs. 

I groaned as i opened my eyes and watched whatever it was, I couldn't really see as it blended into the darkness, scratch the back of Jackson's neck, leaving three glowing purple marks. 

I laid there, feeling like my head was going to explode before deciding that I needed to get up and get out of here before whatever attacked me and Jackson, decided to finish the job. I looked over and noticed Jackson was lying there, groaning. I let out a sharp breath once I noticed a pair of bright red eyes in front of me. I stood compeltely still, not moving even a muscle to let a take of breath in. 

The pair of glowing red eyes seemed to be.. observing me while it reached it's claw like hand out. I closed my eyes, prepared for whatever was to come but instead of slashing my throat open like it clearly did to the worker, it used one of it's little nails to latch onto my necklace. 

It titled it's head to the side, before sniffing me a couple of times.

I let out a sharp breath, squeezing my eyes shut. 

I knew what this thing was. Maybe it was the fact that I was about to be eaten or worse, but I finally realized what this thing was. It didn't take long, but I finally let it sink what this thing was.

It was a werewolf. 

But a different kind. This one was on all fours, black fur, and well.. beyond creepier than Scott. 

I kept my eyes closed until it backed away and next thing I knew, I heard the sound of a window crashing. I opened my eyes to see the front window competely broken. 

*

After the police finally came, I found myself sitting in the back of an ambulence getting checked while they insisted that I needed to go to the hospital and be checked out. I insisted that I was fine but they wouldn't listen, telling me that I must have a concusion. 

"I'm fine..I dont need anything.." I said while holding an icepack to my head.

"woah is that a dead body" I heard a voice say, wait I know that voice. 

I looked over at the familiar hooded figure that i've grown fond of. As soon as Stiles eyes met mine, I handed one of the paramedics the icepack before jumping off the back of the ambulence and raced over to him. 

as much as i hated him right now for breaking my heart and basically making me so confused i swear my head was spinning around, seeing him made my whole world light up. It was like this little ball of sunshine that guided me through the darkness. 

When we were close enough, I jumped into his arms, quickly wrapping them around his neck. He reacted quickly, wrapping his arms around my lower waist and holding my tighter. 

I closed my eyes tightly, not wanting any tears to escape them. 

"Im so glad you're here..' I said, letting out a sharp breath. 

"What the hell happened?" Stiles asked me, but not letting go of me. 

"Please just..just get me out of here.." I begged him while he quickly nodded his head before going over to his dad. 

"Yeah okay..i'll tell my dad if we can give you a ride home.." Stiles began telling me while I quickly shook my head. 

"No, I dont wanna go home..please..i cant be alone right now..I dont want to be alone right now..please dont leave me alone.." I begged him, letting my eyes get more watery by the second while I turned away and whipped them quickly. 

I jumped a little when I felt his arms wrapped around me, turning me to face him. "never.." Stiles responded to me while pulling me back in for a tight hug. I smiled into the hug before burying my face in his neck, closing my eyes and trying to forget the horror I had just dealt with. 

*

After Stiles talk to his dad, telling him who knows what, Sheriff Stilinski agreed to let me spend the night as long as we didnt do anything. Which I can asure you was not going to happen. After getting dropped off, Stiles lead me up to his bedroom where I took a seat on his bed before speaking up.

"It was the alpha.." I told him while his head whipped around from the drawer he was digging in to get some something to change into. 

"What?" He asked me while I just shrugged.

"Long story..can i take a shower..? I really need to get out of these clothes..' I complained while he quickly nodded his head and handed me a pair of grey sweats with one of his lacrosse t-shirts. I thanked him before heading to his bathroom. 

I turned the shower on and stood under the water for a couple of minutes before grabbing the washcloth and trying to scrub off all the dry blood on me. I washed my hair and let the water flow down my whole body. 

I couldn't get my mind off of how horrible that whole thing was.

Sure I should be concerned with the whole finding a dead body thing but the thing that worried me was... dying before Stiles knew the truth about how I felt..how he's more than just a really great friend, best friend.

It killed me to think like that in that moment but it was what came to my mind. 

After finishing up in the shower, I changed and started drying my hair with the blue towel before walking into Stiles room. My eyes went wide and I stopped as soon as I saw a shirtless Stiles looking through one of his dresser drawers.

"Oh my god..I am so sorry." I said while turning around as quickly as I could. 

"no no it's okay." He told me while I slowly turned around, secretly admiring his torso while he through on a plain white t-shirt. 

I climbed into bed, Stiles tucking me in before heading towards the door. I quickly grabbed his hand, causing him to look at me with huge eyes. 

"Stay with me please..I really dont feel like being alone.." I spoke softly while he nodded his head. 

he turned off the lights before climbing into bed next to me, wrapping his arms around me, looking at me. 

"what happened tonight..?" He asked me while I kept my eyes closed. 

"Can we talk about it tomorrow..? I just..i really dont feel like talking.." I said while he nodded his head. 

I turned my back towards him before closing my eyes and trying to get some sleep. 

*