36. More Than Words (Part 2)

I'm sorry that you have to see this caution again, but I've told you in the end of previous chapter what you would get on this chapter, so...........

R-18 - The content of this chapter is suitable for individuals who are 18 or older.

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"All you have to do is close your eyes and just reach out your hand and touch me. Hold me close, don't ever let me go. More than words is all I ever need you to show. Then you wouldn't have to say that you'd love me cause I already know."

- More Than Words by Westlife

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Travel to Maldives needed 11 hours and 40 minutes with transit for 2 hours in Hongkong. Plus, they must spent more time to reach the specific island where their resort was and now, here they were, ready to drop.

Bright abandoned his luggage without words, left it in the middle of the room. He said nothing, throwing his body on the bed.

The room they reserved for 8 days 7 nights was compact. At first, they planned to book a water villa, but then the younger one said...

"I don't want to. It's just the two of us, can we find a more compact room so we can be more intimate?"

Bright could only smile at the request that time because his husband was silly. What intimate? It was not a honeymoon, they both said.

"I'm okay with no private beach or pool. Public beach is fine, too."

And Bright started wondering the reason Win changed their plan.

"Next month, there is a new car model..."

That's it. That was the reason why.

But Bright had his own ideal about the place they would stay. So, he still book a villa, the beach sunset villa from Fairmont, Maldives.

"Are you not gonna check what's outside first?" Win asked while taking their luggage to the closet. He referred to the back door. He could see the beach from the moon reflection on the water.

Bright mumbled, expressing his tiredness.

"But before sleeping, you have to take a shower. Now, get up. I'll prepare your pyjamas." Win pulled Bright's hands forward until the older man did what Win said.

Bright could not hold his sleepiness. After the shower, he threw his body who was covered with bathrobe to the bed and Win could hear the soft snore coming out from him.

Win chuckled. He put back the pyjamas he had prepared back to the closet and let his husband sleep. Done taking his time to relax with warm bath in the tub, he was about to change the bathrobe to pyjamas but...

"Win..."

Bright mumbled Win's name on his sleep, so Win went to lie beside Bright.

"Look! You don't even cover yourself with blanket." Win said it, but no, he did not cover Bright with blanket. He fixed Bright's bathrobe which was opened on the chest side. Win got up again to change his bathrobe, but Bright–as he mumbling, grabbed Win's hand and hug it on his stomach. Great! Win took a deep breath. Now, he had no choice but to follow Bright sleeping.

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Bright opened his eyes. He scanned the view around him because it was not the usual place he woke up in. Oh, it's in Maldives. Bright remembered when he saw the tosca colored wood door to the living room. The second he turned his face to the other side, he only found an empty space. Clearly, Win was there earlier because the pillow and blanket was already untidy.

It was not the first time for both coming to Maldives, but this was the first time they go there together. And this resort, none of them had visited there, so all new for Bright and Win.

Bright got up. Right in front of him was the glass door to their private pool and beach. He climbed down the bed to check it out.

At the time Bright opened the door, the swimming pool was there. There is no blockade from the pool to the spacious garden area with green grass, plants, hammock, two pool loungers, a small spot of dining area under the wood gazebo, and an extra large sofa with Win sitting on it, enjoying the soft sound of wave and beach view.

"It's 2 PM, why don't you sleep?" Bright asked as he walked closer to his husband.

Win turned his face to Bright who took a seat behind him on the sofa. "I've tried because I am as exhausted as you, but I couldn't, Phi. I guess I'm too excited with this trip," He answered as he looked away, he did not want his eyes to leave the beach for long.

"And why haven't you changed the bathrobe to pyjamas yet?"

Win was startled, but then he exhaled heavily. "Don't you know that when I had done showering earlier, I was about to change, but Phi held my hand like a bolster so I could not change it to pyjamas."

"And now?"

"Just now, I forgot. And then now, I'm lazy."

"But sitting here wearing only bathrobe will make you sick."

"I won't get sick."

The conversation stopped at that point. The wave was filling the silence with its sound. No one knew, but Bright could hear his own heartbeats. After many years, together with Win, sleeping side by side every single day, Bright was still delighted in each moment he shared with Win.

"You said you were too excited. This is not your first time coming here, right? What is the excitement about?" Bright broke the dead air.

"You," the reply from Win came faster than Bright thought. "It's all about you."

"Win-"

"And you finally wake up," Win ended his answer and turned his head one more time to look at his husband. A wide smile bloomed on his face.

Bright could not help but giving the same happy expression to Win. "We said, this trip was a holiday."

"We know, it is a honeymoon."

Bright laughed softly while Win giggling. Bright leaned forward and his hand grabbed Win's neck to bring it closer to him.

The lips. They were familiar with each other. For uncountable times, they touched each other, teasing, nibbling, and time always stopped when they did.

From sitting, Win started leaning back to the  sofa. His hands embracing Bright's head. His finger played with the older's hair, messing it up. And all of this touch heated Bright up.

Bright reminded himself in his head to keep it low since they were outside. He could manage his desire well until Win made a throaty voice. As his heart beating as if it was running for life, it was harder to breathe. The only thing for them to survive was breaking the kiss and started inhaling some air. He let Win moaning and gasping freely at the same time with his hands untying the belt of bathrobe and his lips tasting the soft white skin.

On Win's head, he lost his mind. His mouth was opened and announcing pleasure to the nature, but he was asking for help inside. He felt like his entire body was his heart, all fluttering. His knees were weak, he kept his legs opened voluntarily, instinctively, and Bright was between them, showering him with love.

The gasp Win made became more intense and if people heard it, they would likely think that Win was crying. Luckily, there was distance from one to other's villa in the resort. The fact had been known by the younger, so he felt unrestrained personally.

If time stopped every time their lips met and Win's soul was sucked by the angel of death when his husband touching his entire body, Win felt like his soul is given back out of sudden and the time work again if Bright stopped doing all of them. He was all confused and could not help but sounding a protest.

"Let's do this in our room," Bright said, put everything he wanted to do on hold.

Win shook his head.

"Win, it's cold. You'll get sick."

Win shook his head again.

"I'm gonna be mad if you are like this. We can't do this here, we need lub-"

Win pulled Bright's head closer and tilted his head a bit to reach his husband's ear. "The lubricant? It's inside me already. You can check." He whispered. "If you need more, I have it here." He took out a small bottle from his bathrobe pocket.

Bright's eyes widened.

"Any question, Phi?"

This time, Bright shook his head hesitantly.

While pulling down his boxer brief, Win's eyes incurve, the kind of smile that Bright love the most from Win. "Hurry up," Win said before his hand pulled Bright until his body fell on top of Win's and their lips met again.

"Promise me you won't be loud."

"Why?"

"We are outdoor."

Win chuckled, "Excited, isn't it?"

Bright was surprised, "Is that what makes you excited all this time?"

"Different excitement," Win answered. His fingers traced Bright's skin from the root of his hair to his forehead, nose, the beautiful lips Win adored so much, neck, and it they slipped under the bathrobe, untied the belt from where they were until the front side was widely opened, exposing the fabric that was covering the thing in Bright's lower part. "I want you to fill the empty space inside me..." Softly, like it was just wind blowing Bright's ear, Win voicing his need.

Bright gave in shortly after Win attacking his ear. He was about to comment something when he felt Win's readiness with his own hands which were reaching Win's sensitive parts, but Win pulled Bright toward him again. Bright's lips were sealed by a kiss. The tongue that glided in to Bright's mouth swallowed all the words he was going to tell. He stopped thinking clearly and let the sensations turn him into someone who was madly, falling in love with the same person over and over again.

Wanting Bright to keep kissing him, Win's fingers were digging into Bright's hair. Their lips devoured each other while Bright slowly reached Win's pocket to take the lube for himself.

Win suddenly pushed Bright away when he felt the lube was snatched from his pocket. He hurriedly took it back.

Bright was stunned, watching Win opened the bottle, poured the liquid and rubbed it to his hard lower part in a rush.

"What are you doing?"

Win did not reply. His hands were on Bright's waist. "I won't be loud, so freeze me with your kiss," Once again, Win said something that making Bright drowning deeper in him.

As he filled his husband in, Bright crushed Win's mouth with his. This time, he realized he was going wild. Not a new thing, but rarely happened. He should not had slept earlier and made his husband waiting for him. Or else, it would be like this. Win defeated him with only his words, mercilessly.

The deeper he penetrated his husband, the louder the sound from the back of both's throat as they kept locking their mouth to hold back the growl and the moan. Only them knew the pleasure they were feeling at the moment.

The heavy breath swept each other's face and exchanging air did not work anymore. Kissing along with moving inside Win, only make the air they exhaled hotter. They started sweating. Bright brought the kiss to an end when he knew Win need some air, but...

"Ah-hah... Mmmhh... Hah..."

...Bright forgot that Win did not lie. When he freed Win's mouth, the younger man gasped loudly to inhale Oxygen followed by the sound of pleasure that had been sealed before.

"P'Bright, fast..."

"Huh?" The gasp and sound of their heavy breath made it harder to hear Win's soft voice.

"...faster, P'Brigh-mmmhhh... Hah..."

Win gripped the throw pillows around him when Bright tried moving like Win wanted. His eyes closed. His back curved. He gasped again.

Bright stopped. Not only to check his husband's condition, but also to admire the beautiful face. Gently, he wiped Win's sweat which was all over the face and neck.

Win was not as young as when their first meet. The cuteness was still there, never left Win's face and everyday act. He did not expect Win would love him for so long, until now when the younger actors already took the popularity spots in the industry. To be Win's husband was always on his mind but hesitation was there, too, because he knew, Win would rise even higher after leaving entertainment industry and he kept reminding himself that if Win wanted to let go, Bright had nothing more to offer.

Those eyelids were lifted at a slow pace. Win blinked sluggishly, looking at Bright who was looking at him.

"Hmm?" Win was confused, both because Bright stopped moving and staring at him

Bright smiled, "Are you alright?"

"Umm..." Win nodded.

"You are losing your mind, cutie pie. You are not alright," Bright pinched Win's pink cheeks. "Let's take it slow na. We are not in a rush. I want you to enjoy your excitement," He said while fixing Win's wet hair which messily covered his forehead.

"Umm," Win nodded again. He knew he lost control of his lust and his mouth. When he got what he wanted, he could not handle it.

Bright frowned, "Why are you blushing?"

"I'm..."

"What?"

"Nope."

"Ai Win, tell me what it is."

"Will you continue after I tell you?"

"Umm," Bright agreed.

Win brought Bright's head closer and said softly, "It's too good if you are that fast, I can't handle it."

Bright could not take his eyes off Win but he knew his lungs stopped working. "What the fu-"

"I'm sorry for asking the impossible."

The look on Bright's eyes softened. "You can handle it later. You have ever handled it. Now you are exhausted. Go easier with yourself."

Win consorted. "But I still want to be kissed. Kiss me..."

"Sure," Bright murmured against Win's pink lips. It was swollen from the rough kiss they did previously, like their lives depend on it.

Their kisses slowed, but when their tongue slipped inside each other's mouth, every inch of Win's body melted. The weight of Bright's body on top of him made Win feel safe. Inside and out, Win could feel Bright. And nothing could beat this emotional moment.

The movement was getting faster. Win let their lips apart and voicing the overwhelming pleasure. The fire inside him was burning even more. "Mmmhh... P'Bright..." He was calling Bright's name. He got that Bright almost come.

"Win..."

Win hugged Bright tightly. He breathed on Bright's ear and called Bright's name many times, in tune with the move Bright making until Bright shuddered several times and Win felt the warmth inside him, Win finally released his own.

They went silent with Bright lying on top of Win and Win's legs were still wrapping his legs. They started moving when the sound of heavy breath calmed down.

Win mumbled at the time Bright moved to another side of the big sofa because the warmth left by Bright inside him leaked out.

Bright did not stay still. He walked around the villa, from outside to their room, brought everything needed for cleaning his husband up. Done with his task, he watched Win who was already sleeping. He wondered how to bring this big man to the room because they had the same body size.

The younger man suddenly made a move and woke up. He had no energy left to open his eyes wider than now. His body was powerless. The only thing he could do when he saw Bright sitting on the other side of the sofa, leaning back while staring at him was extending his hand and saying, "Please, spoon me."

Bright smiled. He hugged his husband from the back as both sleeping on their side facing the same direction. He kissed Win's nape tenderly before sleeping until sunrise.

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The reserved room they were staying in was facing the sunset side but the light from outside still so bright, enliven the bed which was right in front of the glass door.

Win was woken up by the sun. He got up right away when he realized he was not where he last remembered. He did not forget that he was outside before he was sleeping and there was no way his P'Bright brought him here.

"Do you want me to close the curtain?"

Bright's voice startled Win. He turned his head to him and found the topless man with wet hair and body, and only towel wrapped his lower part. "Why am I here?"

"Aw," Bright was surprised by the question. "You woke me up at 6 and told me to go inside. Don't you remember?"

Win did not remember.

"You must be half asleep that time. It's ok, you can continue sleeping." Bright said as he closing the curtain.

"Don't close it..."

"No?"

"No."

"Okay," Bright walked to the closet and dressed up. His shorts and thin t-shirt invited Win's eyes to keep following Bright's move and Bright noticed it. "Aren't you still tired from the long flight and sex last night? Go to sleep now. Don't look at me like that."

Win smirked. "I don't intend to offend you."

"I'm not offended," Bright replied. "It's 9 am now. I will called the restaurant, asking if we can have our breakfast in the room."

"I'm gonna eat you."

"You talk like you've ever done that," Bright teased Win. "Being eaten frequently, how dare you say that?"

"Then, come here and I will prove you."

"Save that for later. I don't buy."

Win laughed to the point he threw his body back to the bed, snuggled down in the blanket and pillow.

Bright who was done calling the restaurant, sighed when he saw Win still snuggling and chuckling. "Stop it, will you?"

Win stopped and pouted. "I want to go to the beach," he mumbled.

"There, we have direct access to the beach." Bright pointed out their small garden which was seen from the glass door.

"No, I want public beach."

"Do you really wanna see people that bad?" Bright asked. "Then why are we going to Maldives together? You should just go by yourself and make connection as many as you want."

Win was shocked. He straightened his back. "That's not-" Win did not expect Bright to scold him like this when what he did was just wanting to be spoiled even more.

Bright knitted his forehead watching his husband confused. "What is it again?"

"No, I just..."

"What is it?"

"I'm sorry, don't be mad at me."

Bright exhaled heavily. "You are so annoying right now, Ai Win. You are exhausted but you want to go to the beach. We have beach here and you want public beach."

Win realized he had teased his husband in the wrong time. He stopped talking right now.

Bright and Win stared at each other. No words came out of their mouth. Win clearly wanted to speak, but Bright was looking at him blankly and it was scary.

Bright narrowed his eyes when Win's eyes showing his fright. "Don't look at me like that. I won't eat you."

Win shrugged his eyebrows, challenged the older man. "But I want to ea-"

Ring... Ring...

The doorbell rang, stopped Win to tempt his husband. On the other hand, Bright was not bothered by the bell and still waiting for Win to continue.

Win forced a smile. "Eat the breakfast," Win continued his last sentence, but now he referred to the doorbell. "Phi, the breakfast is here. Will you go open the door."

Bright hissed. He left Win to pick the breakfast and came back with the food tray table. "Here's for you."

"Thank you khrub."

Bright nodded and climbed up the bed to sit beside Win and have breakfast together. "I'll ask the hotel if we can go to the public beach. If we can, we will go in the afternoon so you still can have time to rest."

Win peeked at Bright and diverted his eyes immediately back to his meal. "Are you not mad at me again?"

"I'm mad, but your happiness is my everything."

That's all Bright had to say. He was worried that Win was too excited coming to Maldives with Bright and overworking himself. He ended up judging Win.

Win was moved by the reply. If Bright was not mad or having breakfast, he wanted to jump on him and hug.

"Just assume I'm not mad at you, so if you want to squeeze me, do it after we finish breakfast."

Hearing Bright's statement, Win blushed and smiled shyly. "Okay," he mumbled.

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Public beach? What is public beach? Bright ended up taking Win to a fine restaurant in the resort where they can easily see the beach in front of it. The younger man was not pouting since the fine dining was great and he was satisfied.

Bright asked the employees if they could walk closer to the beach and they permitted it, so Win gave Bright a wider smile.

Their feet stepped on the beach sand. They left their flip-flops on the restaurant. Without holding hands, they walked side by side, and stared at each other several times. The lights were minimum but enough to make them see each other clearly.

"Hello."

Bright and Win were surprised by the greeting from stranger. A woman wearing a yellow spaghetti top and blue hot pants.

"Hi," Win greeted her back. "Can I help you?"

"I'm Catherine, you can call me Cath." The woman introduced herself. "And you?"

"I'm Win."

"Do you come here alone?"

"Oh, I'm with him," Win pointed at Bright who was standing beside him. "Do you need something?"

"I come here with my sister, Mala, and..." Cath lower the volume of her voice. "She is interested in your friend."

Win turned his head to Bright. The older mab shrugged his eyebrows, did not really care about the woman but kept his eyes on Win. Win turned back to Cath. "His name is Bright. We are from Bangkok, Thailand." Win did not know what he said, he was chattering.

Cath smiled, "Tomorrow night, there will be a live music here. Will you come again?"

"That-"

"Sure," Bright cut Win off. "Win loves public beach. He will love it. Won't you, Win?"

Win forced a smile and nodded at Cath. "I love beach."

Cath looked delighted. Her eyes sparkled. "Then, I will introduce Bright to Mala tomorrow. It will be double date. See you guys here tomorrow night!"

The woman had gone, left Bright and Win in silent. Win took a glance at Bright, but the older man was staring at the distance.

Win sighed. "You just agreed to have a double date tomorrow night."

Bright turned to Win. He could feel the difference in the tone his husband used. "What's with you?"

"We don't know her."

"She is Cath, and her sister is Mala."

"Mala likes you."

"She doesn't. She is just interested in me. That is purely physical," Bright explained. "And there will be a live music. I'm curious how it will be."

Win shook his head, "No, you don't understand."

"What is it that I don't understand?" Bright asked back. "I understand perfectly that you are jealous."

"I'm not."

"I've been living with you for years and I know your response towards things. Why do you have to deny it?" Bright insisted. "Or will you really let me go to that young girl named Mala?"

Win narrowed his eyes, looking at Bright.

"There," Bright pointed at Win's face. "You show me that you  don't like my statement."

"You are my husband. Of course, I don't like what you just said."

"Oh, you just admitted that you are jealous." Bright smirked. He was satisfied with this.

Win clicked his tongue and turned around to leave the public beach. He came back to the restaurant. Not in a hurry, yet he ignored Bright who kept calling his name. He put on his flip-flops and walked toward the cashier to pay the bill.

Bright was faster. He already stood there to pay everything and this chance was used by Win to get away from his husband.

Again, Bright was faster. He caught up to Win, grabbed his husband's hand, and got an unwanted response.

Win smiled bitterly. He took a glance at Bright's hand holding his wrist. "Let my hand go, Phi. I will take this golf car and the driver will come back to get you after that "

"We will be back to villa together."

Win smiled again, " So, you don't want to give me time to clear my head even for 10 minutes?"

Bright froze for a second before nodding, trying to understand even though he did not want to let Win go alone. He stepped back with his two hands up. He gave in and changed direction. He entered the restaurant once again.

Win did not leave yet. The gold car to transfer him from restaurant to the villa was right behind him, with their private butler in the villa as the driver. He stared at Bright's back from afar.

"You can point out my weakness directly but unable to say you love me as easy as that," Win whined by himself. "Well, for both, you don't have to say them out loud."

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Bright arrived at their villa, 30 minutes after Win left. Win–supposed to–already calmed down by now. When Bright entered the room, he picked up Win's t-shirt on the floor. The sound of water pouring down was so clear. The younger one was taking shower.

Step by step, Bright walked to the back of their villa. He passed the bathtub and jacuzzi, going straight to the opened outdoor shower where Win was. His arms extended to reach his husband's waist and gave a back hug.

Win was startled a bit before realizing that it was Bright who was embracing him. No words but the warmth was Bright's special features. It was felt stronger since Win was taking cold shower.

Win closed the faucet and turned around to face Bright while those big arms still surrounding him. "Why didn't you take off your t-shirt first before joining me?" Win asked while helping Bright undressing. "Now, it's all wet."

"I love you."

Win made a funny expression for holding his smile back after hearing Bright confessing his feeling. Win just complained about how hard it was, for Bright, always, to said it frequently. Bright always chose to randomly blurt it out whenever he wanted. "Okay," Win responded shortly.

Bright squeezed Win again in his hug. He put his head on Win's shoulder. There was no distance between their skin.

"I'm not going anywhere," Win said. He stroked Bright's back to ensure him. "I'm fine already. I'm sorry, I pushed you away earlier."

"That's harsh. I'm hurt," Bright teased Win. He did not hurt but, yes, he was worried if Win was mad for real.

Win knew his husband was not serious. He understood Bright concerned about him. "I know. I just don't like it if you know I am jealous and you spell it out loud. Can you just say that I love you too much instead of I am jealous?"

A nod was felt by Win while Bright still hugging him tightly under the shower.

"Come on. I'll scrub your back." Win persuaded Bright to loosen his arms around him. "Come o-"

"I will hug you tonight."

"Hug me?"

"Umm," Bright nodded, still holding Win tight.

"Okay," Win agreed right away. "Now, let me go. Let's finish this."

Bright did what Win said immediately. They came into the room, wrapped themselves with pyjamas, and cuddled on the bed until the sun rose again.

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Finally update! Hahahahahaha

At first, I had a plan to finish their Maldives trip story in a chapter but it will take too long, so I decided to publish the first two days story. I'm sorry for the very late update.

Anyway, if you are curious what kind of villa they are staying, you can check my reference. Please go to youtube channel of  The Traveling Foxes or search for Maldives: How We Got a Deluxe Room Upgrade. The villa is beautiful!

Wish me luck in typing the next chapter.

Yes. There will be a double date.

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Thank you for reading.

love always,

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