part 41(obsession wins..finally)

"yahh...wake up..."i said but got no response...my hands shaking a little and my breath uneven...

i raised my hand and shake his arm a little trying again...

"i know you're acting...now wake up.."i said but he still didn't wake up.. instead his arm which I was shaking fell limply beside him hanging from the couch now...

"you can't....do this....hey..."i said by now my voice was breaking....

"wake up....please.....see I am here.. I didn't marry him... just as you asked me"i said now with a despiration in my voice...

the blood was started to dry a little bit from some places on his body...meanwhile kyung mi was just behind me watching all this without saying anything...

"I am sorry...i am sorry for ignoring you like that...I am so sorry... I'll give you a chance but please wake up...yoongi.... please"i bent my head down on his arm as i cried harder...years ago i cried silently...suppressed every wound, every pain in my heart.but this time I cried harder,louder...taking out every bit of pain left in my heart...cause this time it's real.....

"yoongi wake up.... please don't leave me like this...you were gone before...i wouldn't be able to handle this time... I'll die yoongi please wake up.."but my words were nothing now....what had to be done is already done....

soobin's p.o.v.

everything was going perfectly...the decoration,mood,and upon all of that when she came walking...she looked ethereal...she was looking perfect....but somehow not for me...my mind was somewhere else...it keeps telling me I was doing wrong...to her...to me...to all of us who are involved in this shit..called love...

then the vows started....we looked towards the crowd for the last time before the priest start saying the vows...

in the crowds..there were only lose people...like...dae hyung...haewon...kyungmi...yong...and yoongi's mother because before anyone's wife she is her daughter in law...and there were other BTS members also...just not yoongi...

hope they are not with something again..

and some of my friends...

"i do"i said my vow and now it was time for y/n to say "i do" then we'll be husband and wife officialy....

do you shin y/n take choi soobin as your lawfully wedded husband."the priest said...and silence again filled the whole garden...."..-"just as she was about to say I do...

"don't do this please!" someone shouted so loud we all looked towards her....

the phone slipped from her hands as she spoke again....

"yoong.. is dieing...."silence......

what??... what's happening...my mind went blank....

then I looked towards y/n and she was stunned....more like shocked....but she shrugged it off and told the priest to continue...

do you take choi soobin as your lawfullywedded husband..."

...again...she was interrupted...

"don't do this yn.... atleast go see him...he is in his last moments..he keeps calling your name.... please.."....

i closed my eyes...i know it's not true...kyungmi...man...just then her phone rang again....and this time her expression changed completely..."he...is .. no more..." she slowly said as she looked towards y/n...

i too looked towards her...and then it hit me again...I am not doing right...she doesn't belong to me....she belongs to him and only him...

they are bound to be together....how could I have her...when all these past five years...she didn't marry anyone else cause she was married to him...her husband.... it's not a joke....they aren't even divorced....yet she agreed to marry me... I didn't forced her...i just wanted to make her life better...but does that mean breaking other's heart??that they have to step so low??..

it's not me...yes i liked her... actually I fell in love with her at first side...but out of all those five years...why did I asked her now??if she wants to go I'll let her go...the decision is all her's....

if she comes back..then we'll get married but if not...then.. we'll just move on...

she looked at me and i nodded my head...she turns around and ran off...like her life depends on it...and in that moment I know...she was never over him...she was just mad at him...she was feeling cheated....she was upset... disappointed...but not that much that she'll let him die and won't care...

she still loves him.... although he was her first love...and first love can never be forgotten...

yoongi's mom sat down on a chair...and all other BTS members and my friends came to me asking me if i was okey and what kyungmi was talking about....

so I had to tell them the truth...

the truth that leaves every one of them shocked,mad,emotional and something i can't tell....they quickly went towards his home...and now i was alone here at the venue... servant took yoongi's mom to the guest room...

i sat down on one of the benches...some minutes of silence... staring nowhere else... remembering our first meeting....how time slowed like in movies...how I found her different from others...how we were happy than suddenly this....

only humans do mistakes... that's true....

a tap on my hand and i come back to reality...

"what happened to yoongi uncle?"yong asked as he sat beside me...

"nothing my child...he is okey"i said as i rubbed his head...

"but kyungmi aunt said he is dead??is he really dead?"he asked his lips forming a pout...i wiped his eyes... slowly and said carefully..

"he is fine I guess...can i ask you something,yong?"i asked him what my mind was craving to ask...he nodded..

"do you want me to be your father?or yoongi uncle?"i asked and he looked ahead...

"you won't be angry?"he asked and I shaked my head...cause I know the answer...

a child's heart is automatically connect to it's parents....

"i wanted yoongi uncle to be my dad...but it doesn't mean I don't like you... you're my friend..who comes to my ptm without saying anything just so other kids won't call me fatherless"he is quite mature for his age...

i chuckled and rubbed his head saying...

"thanku for being honest...umm...do you want to know a secret?"i asked him...cause maybe it's the right time...he deserves to know...

"yes yes..."he asked suddenly his eyes becomes big from excitement...

"what if i say your...yoongi uncle...is actually not your uncle?"i said carefuly but he looked confused and said...

"huh?"

"i mean...yoongi uncle is your father..."there i reveal it...

"but...mom are marrying you not him?..."he is still confused...maybe he is not that mature for his age..

"kid...your real father is yoongi...just like your real mother is y/n...yoongi is your father..."i said this time his expression changed..

"woahhh...wow.....god listend to my prayer...i love you God so much..."he started jumping up and down while looking towards the sky...there was this big smile in his face...i rarely see...his gums showing....

i smiled.. cause I know i did the right thing.....

"I'll tell grandma..."he said and ran inside the house....

meanwhile i keep sitting here..

y/n's p.o.v.

"yoongi .... please wake up... I'll give you a chance please...i love you-"just as i said these three words...it was like a magic happend....

i felt his hand moving...and now...he was holding my cheeks....

i slowly looked towards him...his eyes were now open....like he never died..

my mind which was once black now filling with relief and anger at the same time...

"you came...i knew you still love me..."he said while holding my hand and slowly sat up...I looked at him but didn't said anything...just the quiet stare...

"you...are you... alright?"i asked as my eyes slowly scanned his body again and My eyes rested on his wound that was still bleeding...

"i knew you'll come to me running when you'll hear about my death.. you're still the same...my y/n..."he said gently which made my blood boil...

i suddenly stood up and...*SMACK*..... silence......

his face turned sideways as i slapped him hard...tears falling down my cheeks as i tightened my jaw and gritted my teeth.... meanwhile kyungmi and jhope were fell silent...eyes widened....

"how many times will you betrey me huh?!was cheating on me not enough for you?was acting dead once was not enough for you that you did this shit again?what do you want huh?!that i don't marry soobin?why? exactly why?"I yelled at him..he looked down slowly standing up....not meeting My eyes he kept his eyes low...

"just because he can love me like you never did?or because you haven't ruined me enough?...should I just die only then you'll stop doing all of this?...."i kept saying but on the word of dieing he looked up to me...

"for once I started thinking that maybe...you are really sorry about what you did and you really love me....but then you showed again what are you exactly...how can I even think about giving you chance when you keep doing this thing??first to go away from me...and now to make me come to you..."still not a single word....

"you know what?"i swallowed my tears and said gritting my teeth...

"do whatever you want...die for real if you want... but I'll marry soobin...go to hell"i said and turn around...seeing hobi and kyungi silently standing there...i walk towards them and said slowly....

"this time you're involved too?...good"i said to specially kyung mi...and walk passed her...

"kyung mi loves soobin......"yoongi said and silence fell around the whole room...

i froze on my place....what?...kyungmi?....soobin?....how?when?....why didn't she told me?....

all these quest were flying in my head..

i slowly turned around and faced him...

"what?..."i whispered and looked towards my left to kyungmi....she looked towards me then quickly looked away as if she was ashamed to admit it....

"yes.... that's why she's involved...she loves him...and he loves her too...but he loves you too...not that deep as kyungmi but yeah...because you're with him since five years and he thinks yong needs a dad and he'll take good care of him...tham any other man..."he said and i looked towards kyungmi... glaring at him as my eyes filled with. more tears....

"they keep fighting over if he loves you or her for a long time...then suddenly she asked him to marry you because you needed somone and He was perfect...he refused but then at his birthday party said... he had asked you and if you'll come then he'll marry you...but if not then she had to marry him...and you did come...."he said and then it clicked...why he was looking stressed that day...

"yesterday when u got home she was standing outside my house and told me everything...she love him so much..."he said and i walk towards her...

"kyungmi unnie...."i said my voice cracked a little...

"is it true?..."i asked...

she sobbed once and nodded while saying.."I am sorry... please forgive me...i ruined your wedding"I grabbed her hand and said...

"no no...unnie.... please...you did the right thing...if i would have known about this later...i would be so ashamed of myself..."i said while shaking my head...

"please forgive me...you deserve him.... please go marry him...you need him.."she said to which yoongi immediately said ..

"kyungmi...you love soobin...and soobin loves you too ...and y/n...."he said and looked towards me...

he locked eyes with me and said...

"i love you....really....and you love me too...they deserve eachother and we deserve eachother..."he said and walked towards me...

"you're a lier...I am not giving you any chance ..."i said as i pushed him...

"then be with a lier.... I'll do everything... I'll do house chores...I'll even wash the dishes...you don't have to do anything you can just enjoy or ignore me but please be with me...I swear to god I'll never do that mistake again..."he said, showing his pleading eyes...

i looked towards him for sometime then towards kyungmi and jhope...j hope nodded but kyungmi shake her head...

"he must be waiting for you....go"she said slightly pushing me...

"yaah what kind of woman you are huh?!...first you came crying to me and we did this drama and now you're letting her go?"he said furiously..

"as if you weren't dieing of crying just because you got rejected fir the last time too...."she said rolling her eyes...

"even if i hadn't done this drama, she would still have come to me."he snapped....

"keep lying to yourself...but the truth won't change-"i. ut them off as they started a war over it...

"stopp itt...!you two...stop right now..."they both went silent....

"please y/n...-"i cut him off...

"fine..fine...!!"again the silent ...

oh god...i even forgot how many times the silent fell today....

"really?!"yoongi asked excitedly...

"it doesn't mean i forgive you..."i said rolling My eyes...

"no problem...i promise I'll never let you down again.."he said and hugged me tightly....i pushed him away but he tighten the hold...

"ow...leave me now..."i yelled hitting his shoulder and he back away...

"y/n...I am so-"i cut her off by smacking her forehead...

"ow""don't you dare apologise for anything you Didn't do....I know how love is like....I have experienced it...i understand....and i will tell that Soobin's son...he walks around acting like a big man..."i said as i wiped her tears away...

"now what?...."for the first time since all this drama started jhope said..

"when did you come here?..."i asked and he said "I came behind you two"pointing at me and kyungmi...

i think about sometime then said ..

"idea...!..""what?"the three of them said....

"you....come with me..."i dragged kyung mi with me....

yoongi's p.o.v

it started when I came home yesterday night after meeting y/n...i saw kyungmi standing in front of the main door of my house...head hung low like she was thinking something...i walked towards her and greeted het..she looked at m3 as i invited her inside the house as it was late...

she sat up i gave her water...after drinking there was silence around us...we didn't talk about anything for some minutes then she said straightforward...

"you're letting go of y/n?that easily?"she asked making me stunned...

i looked at her serious and said "I did try...I am coming after meeting her..."

"did she agreed?"she asked to which i looked down disappointed...

"no...I tried my best to convince her I even said i would die for real....but she doesn't want to break soobin's heart..."i said to which kyungmi chuckles lightly...that sad chuckle...

"he is just being a bastard..."she said making me confuse...to why would she calm him a bastard...

"why?...did something happened?"i asked...

"he is just using y/n to move on...."she said...

"from what?"i asked curiously...

"me....."and my eyes widened....I knew something was happening between these two...

"wha-"i got cut off by her...

"i know it's kind of shocking...but...what can we do now....he asked me if I'll marry him but...i don't know what came into my mind I i told him to marry y/n cause she needs him...yong needs him.."I listen to her side of story silently...

"i convinced him and on his birthday he betted that he y/n would come than he'll marry her but if not I'll have to marry him...he said he loved me..I love him too.....i thought y/n wouldn't come but she did...and here we are now..i can't break y/n's heart...and he also.."she told me the whole story...

"so in my eyes...you both are rascals..."i said casually and her eyes widened hearing me curse...

"so what would I do...i don't trust you..."silence follows after...

"do you really love her?"she asked i looked at her slowly...

i could feel the sudden change in the air...

"i do..."i said to which her eyes lighten a little...like a hope...

"so that's it...if she still cares for you even a little she'll come to you.."she said and i looked at her confusingly...

what's going on in her brain...

"follow my lead"

and now here we all are....

y/n..in front of me..looking breathtaking even awhen her makeup was ruined. ause of her tears....

she took kyungmi with her in one of the room...

i looked at hoseok and he passed me an awkward smile that was clearly a judging smile while showing thumbs up...

soobin's p.o.v

i was in my room.. removing my belt after u removed my tie..

i guess she's not gonna come now...for a reason I felt relieved...cause now I know i can't do this...i can't take yoongi's place...not when u already told yong the truth...

just as i undone half of my shirt's button...hoseok came running...

"hey what are you doing?... marriage is not done yet"he said closing the buttons..

"but...i can't do this"he looked at me and said firmly...

"you can't step back now... let's go... don't create a scene"i felt my heart tightening...

he forcefully took me to the aisle...and towards the priest...

i stand there still my eyes wondering around the hall like j have never seen this...

after sometime all the close friends was coming one by one...

yoongi's mom sat down in front row...her expression distant...from the news earlier...yong was standing beside her...

atmosphere was not happier like before..it was quiet...distant...laike everyone wasin their own thought...

i lower my eyes keep staring at my shoe...

after sometime of silence... clapping follows one after another...i shut my eyes and took a deep breath...

"i shouldn't do this..."this one voice keep saying in my mind...

the heels clicking the floor...it stopped in front of me...I can see her gown infront of my shoe...means she's standing right in front of me....

no y/n...why did you come back....

the priest soon started saying the vows...

"do you take mr.choi soobin as your lawfully wedded husband..and be with him in sickness and health...in poverty and wealth...and till death do you apart?"the priest asked...

silence for five seconds....

"i do"that sweet voice...not hers....I know who it is...and that shocked me... goosebumps appears on my neck...I looked up immediately and my eyes widened...

kyungmi.....

i can't beleive my own eyes...i blinked them...she is still here...she smiled looking at my confused yet shocked face...

i looked around the hall and there she was... standing in the last...with yoongi...

some of the friends were also shocked just like me...

i locked eyes with y/n...and she smiled at me with eyes filled with tears... don't know Happy tears or sad...

she nodded at me while showing her thumbs up...

my eyes shifted towards kyungmi...now the priest continues...

"do you take ms.shin y-"hobi cut the priest off and said something in his ears...the priest smile and start again..

"do you take ms.shin kyungmi and your lawfully wedded wife...and be with her in sickness and health, poverty and wealth till death do you apart?"I looked towards y/n again...

my eyes filling with tears...

from happiness and guilt of what was I about to do...i was going to ruin both of their life...

she nodded her head and mouthed "come on"

i looked towards kyungmi again...and grabbed her both hand gently...

her eyes moisting a little...

"i...do"i said and clapping follows....

"now you both are husband and wife...you may kiss the bride.."priest said and i kissed her immediately...

clapping and cheering voices could be heard in the background....

we broke the kiss and hugged her tightly...hiding my face in her shoulder....

y/n's p.o.v

we reached the marriage hall and now kyungmi was walking down the aisle...all the guest's eyes were confused some judging...but who cares...

when she said I do...

soobin was shocked...like he just saw a ghost...or his dead grandma comes back alive...it was funny and emotional at the same time...

hobi I was near the priest...

and me and yoongi were in the back...

cause he can't be seen..not right now...

after the wedding..they kissed and everyone cheered them including me...

i smiled wildly....

"thanku..mfor doing that stupid prank today"i said as i slowly looked towards yoongi..

"what"he asked confused...

he is always confused....

"otherwise,they would have separated because of me..."i said to which he nodded slowly smiling...

"i did it for my love..."he said staring ahead...

i looked at him for sometime...for the first time in months....he is looking adorable again...

guests started going to eat something...

jk turned around and froze...then jin...my eyes shifted towards them and i furrowed totally forgetting a out yoongi standing beside me...

my eyes follows there eyes....

and i saw yoongi walking towards them...

what?...He is finally going....

then other members also joined looking shocked as well....

suddenly they all engulfed him in a tight hug...

some of them crying...like jk and jimin..and jin also...

"yah hyung....""yoongi""you're alive...thank God""i missed you so much mam"they all keep saying their voice breaking....

for them it was a miracle...that someone dead has come alive...

because they don't know the truth...

not yet...

after the moment of emotions...

and when all the guests were gone..

we all... including BTS all seven...my brother and cousin..me and newly weds...were sitting in a place in the garden designed Just to sit and enjoy..

while mrs.min and yong were tired so they fell asleep in the house...

we were talking...yoongi was beside me... one hand behind the couch near me head and one kn his lap...he was quiet like usual...i was distant...

but the newly weds were cringing making us laugh...

"in the end it's him and i"kyungmi said yelling as they both laugh...soobin kissed the side of her head...seeing them both happy made me happy...

soon they started talking about dae and haewon's marriage....

"when are you two getting married now huh?.."they both shyly looked anywhere but eachother...

"soon..."they said and the talking teasing goes on..

not for too long though....

"i wanna tell you something..."yoongi said catching everyone's attention...

"the truth...about me... it's okey if you won't forgive me after listening..."he said and i looked at him...

he is gonna tell them.....

atleast he is being true with his friends....

~~~

"I'll kill him... he's not our friend..."they all grabbed jin...he was furious after listening the whole story...

all of them was disappointed in him...he looked down not trying to save himself from him...

"how can he..."jin scoffs..

"what had to be done is already done...and i think it's their matter "namjoon said...

"we have talked....yong needs both of his parents to grow.."i said and jin looked at me..

"if i was in your place I would have kicked his ass...and never forgive him.."he said..

"i never forgave him oppa...I am doing this for yong...and about kicking his ass...I am gonna do that too...once we get home"i said coldly to which yoongi looked at me shockingly and scooting a little away from me...and jin inhaled a deep breath to calm himself...

two weeks later...

"yong come sleep...."i yelled at him..while placing the fresh flowers in the vase beside the bed..yong keep running here and there...with his new aeroplane in his hand...

this week it's the third new toh yoongi has bought for him...and flowers for me...everytime different colours...

i told him i don't like it...but he don't listen...never does...always apologising that now I started hating the words sorry...

"stop bothering mommy..."yoongi came inside and took yong in his arms while yong yelled happily...

"sleep...you have school tomorrow right?...new school new friends remember?"he said to which yong quickly lay down on the bed...

he kissed his forehead and said goodnight...

"just two weeks and he's now a papa's boy... disappointing"i said sarcastically...to which yoongi smiles mischievously...

we both laid down as well...I tried sleeping...

"obsession they say"he said suddenly which made me open my eyes...

"what"i said...

"what we both did...it was obsession...we couldn't see anything else but just the thing we loved"he said I nodded finally agreeing to one of his talk...

"no matter how much happened between this...but in the end...our obsession won...cause-"i cutted him off and complete the sentence...

"obsession wins"...

we both looked at eachother and for the first time in these months when i met him again...I smiled for real....

we both smiled...and in this moment nothing matters....just our broken family...finally going to heal I guess...

[~The End~]

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