PART 12 [Trying]

Y/n p.o.v.I woke up feeling a sting pain in my back.i looked around the room i am in then I remember last night.He kicked me out of his room,he says he hates me, he says he doesn't accept this wedding,he says he will never love me."aah"my head is hurting like hell .I cried so much last night that's why its happening.I got up and get inside the bathroom to wash up.i brushed my teeth and take a warm shower.while showering i thought of what will i do now? should I apologise?but i didn't do anything wrong.i did what I did for myself?am i a bad person?(Sigh)no matter what I will make him the happiest person in the world and then one day he will say I love you y/n more than you do to me.I wrapped a towel around me and walked in the room then i remember something "ooh shit my clothes are in his room"i mumbled."what should I do now if he woke up then he will yell at me again.but i have to wear something.

No one's p.o.v.With that she goes to his room.she opens his room's door slowly without making any noise so that he will not wake up.when she gets inside she sees that there's no one in the room "where is he?"she thought.and quickly take her suitcase and left his room before he could come here again.she gets ready and goes in the kitchen and sees there's no one as well.she made breakfast and clean the house and his room while cleaning his room she saw an album.she picked up the album and was about to open-"Yaah! What the hell are you doing here? didn't i told you not to come here?"

Yoongi's p.o.v.I woke up a little bit early today and remembered the most awfull day of my life.i just wants to get out of here and never see that curse again.i quickly got into the bathroom and did my morning routine,get ready and left the house to go to my studio at bighit.After about one hour i get there and went inside.everything seems normal for all of the staffs almost.cause only some staffs that are close and loyal to the company knows about this marriage anf they even congratulate me but everytime any of the person congratulate me about this marriage i just wanted to run away from everyone.I get inside my studio and plopped myself on my chair and took a big sigh as i was holding it for a long time.Soon after about half an hour someone knocks on my door and I opened it to see my only bestfriend hoseok aka jhope."Yaahh!man wht are not you picking up my calls?i was calling you for the past hour""Ooh you called but i didn't get your call""I did see"he showed me his phone and there are atleast 10 missed calls."I am sorry.let me check my phone "i searched ny phone in my pants pocket but its not there.i searched in my table's drower but couldn't find it there as well."Uhh i think I left my phone at home ""Ok man how can you be so careless go and get it or should I go and get it for you?i can meet my sister in law as well?"he said winking at me."No thanks I will go get it myself"."Okey.anyways how was last night? was it good?"he said smiling mischievously.he is a acting like this cause he doesn't know anything about this situation."Nothing is like what you think ""What!""Yeah actually I didn't tell you all one thing.actually it's a force marriage i was forced to marry her ""W-what!"he said with a shocking face."Yeah she forced me to marry her not just forced she blacmailed me "I told him everything and he is angry as me."We can tell bang pd about it you know our company is not small.and they will do something to save you and about marriage don't worry about it bighit will handle it.""But I can't do anything i-my mom is in her hands.she could kill my mom ""Did you talk to soo yun.""No she doesn't know anything.i will tell her after some days""Okey i will go now take care hyung you have to be strong""Yeah and don't tell bangpd about it""Okey "he says and left my studio I too went to take my phone from home.

Time skip.I get inside my house and went to my room as I went there i saw her in my room.the anger again filled me up just ny seeing her.my eyes travelled to her hands she is holding something familiar i took a step closer and saw that it's my album that sooyun gave me on our first year together.my eyes widened.no no no she can't see this not yet when my mom's life is in her hands i get near her taking fast steps and snatched the album fron her hand before she could open it.

"Yaah! What the hell are you doing here? didn't i told you not to come here?"i yelled at her.She changed her clothes from last night I didn't mind what she is wearing I don't care.

Y/n's p.o.v.Just as i was thinking he will come home and if he sees me in his room he will yell at me again.but it's worse then i think.

"I-i uhh i was cleaning you room"i said.Goddd!wht am i stuttering.She show me the album he is holding and said."cleaning!is this what you call cleaning!""I-i am sorry"i said."Whats the point in saying sorry when you already ruined my life"he said scoffing."Don't ever come in my room and don't you ever dare to touch my things or you will see the worst side of me"he said gritting his teeths and grabbed my hand and threw ne outside his room and locked the door.Tears started to brim in my eyes and some fell on the floor.I get up and went inside my room.

After sometime I went in the kitchen and started preparing lunch for the both of us.he came outside his room and was going outside the house."Yoongi"i said.He looked at ne with his cold eyes."I-i-wh-what should I make for the lunch and dinner"I asked."Make poison and eat it"he said and left.Again tears started to falk down my cheeks.but i wipe them away and told myself"be strong y/n be strong he is angry that's why he is talking to you like this everything will get better keep trying its only second day of your marriage you have whole life with him."And with that i picked up my phone and called dae.Yes I didn't made lunch cause now don't have appetite.

"Hello"'Hey dae its y/n.'"Oh hey y/n how are you?"I am not good dae i thought and again tears started to form in my eyes.'i am okey dae no no i am good dae '"I see after marrying the person you love you will definitely be happy"Life is not same for everyone dae maybe in his eyes am just an enemy to him .'yaahh i told you.you should tell haewon about your feelings for her i am sure she likes you too '"How can you be so sure?"'duh! I am also a girl i know when a girl is in love with someone and the way she looks so happy when she is with you and when she talks about you all the time we sleepover '"She talks about me?"h asked getting shocked.'yeah i never tell you because I thought that maybe it's could be just an attraction but now I think it's not '"And why you thought now that it's not just an attraction?"'Cause Kyung mi told me something i will not tell you what.'"Yah tell ne what she told you"'Some other day maybe (i laughed)'"(He scoff) anyways tell me about last night how was it huh?"i know he is giving me side eyes through the phone.I remember last night I couldn't tell him what happened cause he doesn't know about my and Kyung mi 's thing that we did for me to get married to him.'i-i-think someone rang the door bell i will see call you later bye '"You are shy "I hang up.

After that i watched t.v and went inside my room aka guests room and rearrange everything and made it liveable.

Time flies so fast I checked the time and it's 8p.m. i goes inside the kitchen and started making dinner.After about 2 hours the dinner was ready but yoongi is not at home till now.I waited for him.

Time skip.Its 12a.m.and yoongi is still not home i sarted getting worried for him and wait for him again (all i can do is wait)while waiting for him i doze off.i slept there on the dinner table.

At midnight i woke up cause I was feeling Pain in my back .As i woke up i saw him coming inside the house.I stood up he looked at me i was angry at him i know i did wrong to him by blackmailing him but it doesn't mean he will yell at me and It doesn't mean he can do whatever he wants to make me suffer.I was not in my right mind right now and just bursted on him like we are a happy married couple and he came home late after telling his wife that they will eat together.and now his wife is angry.

"Where were you!""Keep your voice down.and why should I tell you where i was and whom I was with?""Cause I am your fucking wife! I made dinner for you! I cleaned your house,your room washed your dirty clothes!""I didn't asked you to do these things to me and you are not my wife in my eyes and the things you did is the things that every made does.you are not any special "Tears started to fall down my face cause of his poisoneos words."I didn't eat anything from this morning my stomach was hurting from hunger but I waited for you so we could eat together!""i eat outside cause I don't wanna eat something you made"he yelled."Is this how much you hate me?""I hate you more than you think "He says and went inside his room.I am so hungry that I eat the food i made without warming it while silently crying.

After eating i went inside my room and lie on my bed and wipe my tears but the tears won't stop."I am trying mom i know if you were here you would be hating me too.i am sorry mom i am trying to make everything better but it seems like i wouldn't make it.he hates me so much.But i know you used to tell me "if you wants to save a relationship then you have to put your ego aside and keep trying till that someone startes to do efforts for you too.".And I will do efforts to make him love me i will do efforts and i will tolerate everything for saving this relationship of mine.

To be continued.

She cries so much.poor y/n.🙁.