part 1[First glance]

Y/n P.o.v.

"Aishhh!move aside.you can't do  a simple thing correctly.you are for no use."I said getting irritated and pushed my brother,dae aside who was playing a shooting game at an arcade since we arrived here,trying to get a teddy bear for his crush who is non other than our cousin,hae won.i have two cousins haewon and kyungmi...they both are sisters and haewon is the younger one..i graduated last year and now I am a nineteen year old college student..

"Hey!why did you do that!I was going to win."dae,my brother yelled at me so i came up with my blackmailing trick that i always use and just like always it worked this time too...

"Don't you dare to yell at me or else....."I said slowly so that only he could hear me,while smirking.

"Or else huh!?"dae said acting like a tough big brother in front of his crush.okey so you wanna play tough...

"SHIN DAE LOV-"I shouted..of course he knew what was coming so he quickly cut me off by hugging me really tightly that i can't even breath..i slapped his shoulder..

"YAAH LEAVE ME YOU BASTARD I CAN'T BREATH"I yelled at him.but he just hugged me more tightly while laughing and said"pls my beautiful sissy don't shout ok you can play"

"Okey okey now leave me or else I will shout again"I said and he immediately back off.

"Aahh sorry sissy"he said while smiling innocently.

"Will you two just stop fighting..."kyungmi said laughing at us as she saw us bickering again for the 5th time since we came here..at the same time haewon said something which made dae stop arguing..

"Let's go for that ride..I wanna ride that rollercoaster"haewon said while looking at the rollercoaster and other rides with a known sparkle in her eyes...

"You know what i don't need this teddy bear now.you can play and get that teddy bear for yourself.I am taking the girls with me and we'll have some rides there"dae said like he wants me to get jealous of him riding so many rides and enjoying the night..but I am the stubborn one here...an obsessive girl..and this time the teddy bear has taken place of my obsession...so I am not moving from here untill I win this teddy...

"Okey as you wish"I said unbothered..

"When you are done playing sat at that bench near that tree and call me we'll come there."dae said.

By now i already started playing and was so focused that i didn't answer him.He took a sigh shaking his head while rolling his eyes and left with the girl...

"You two fought everywhere you go ufff"hae won said as she was passing by me..

"Take care y/n"kyung mi said as they all left to enjoy the night...

After about ten to fifteen trials i finally shot all the cans and won the teddy bear...it's so huge almost half my height.."Umm what should i do with this teddy bear now."I mumbled as i finally got the teddy bear but since I played this game ten times already..i have no money left to play any other games...i sighed satisfied with my play and disappointed with myself..cause of my obsessive habit...

i looked towards the tree that my brother showed me earlier...i went there and sat down..i was bored so I just kept looking at the people passing by me having fun with their family and friends.

Yoongi p.o.v.

i took a deep breath as we all sat down for a break...we were practicing for our upcoming concert for hours now and I am more than tired...i just want to go home and have a deep sleep...it feels like if i sleep I'll not be able to wake up Tommorow that's how bad my body is hurting...bighit is so harsh on trannies...

It's almost ten and a half..

"So this is it for today.yiu all did a good job.now,you can go home since pd nim has called me and told me that you all have to do really hard work for your upcoming album as well.so from tomorrow to next week you have to do double dance practices.first will be for your upcoming album and second will be  for your concert.so you all can go home and relax or do whatever you want."our dance teacher said.

As Soon he finished speaking all of them started packing..i groaned and said ."double practice?i didn't sign in bighit to double dance...it's so unfair..."they all laughed at my state and hoseok grabbed me by my shoulder to make me stand..

"hyung!,stop complaining and let's go..we have decided to go to an amusement park since we will be busy from Tomorrow."hoseok said as he pat me on my chest to convince me to go with them...

"No hobaa i am so tired I just wanna go home and sleep"I said lazily.

"Please hyung we'll just have an ice cream and relax ".jungkook said to me while jumping on my back.

"Aahh jungkookaaa please not now.I am tired.we can go some other day."I said while trying to escape from his grip.

"Please please please"tae,jimin,and jungkook said at the same time while showing me their puppy eyes...

Aish...these chaotic maknae..I sighed deeply closing my eyes...

"Yoongi lets go man we will relax there." Jin Hyung said.

"Aaa ok fine just this once"I said getting irritated and left them alone and sat in our big car..

"Yaayyyyy"the maknae said excitedly.

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We arrived at the amusement park and started walking.. there's so much rush here..but that's a good thing cause they can't recognise us easily..after some time we found an ice cream shop. jin hyung and i went there to buy us ice creams..

Jin hyung told the owner to pack 7 ice creams..the owner started to prepare our ice creams without questioning us perhaps he doesn't know us..cause we are not that popular yet...

As we were standing there i felt my phone buzzing in my pant's pocket.....

"I'll be right back"i said to jin Hyung and went to a more quiet place to answer the call..

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"Yeah yeah I'll take care of myself eomma bye gotta go take care,you too."I said and hung up while smiling.I was going back when my eyes fell on this certain girl..she was wearing an oversized T shirt,black rip skinny jeans,and had a ponytail.

She was trying to shoot some cans but kept failing..she tried again and again and finally after three to four trials she won and got a cute teddy bear.I wonder if she got that teddy bear for herself.but teddy bears are for kids maybe she got it for her siblings.

"Why am I  wasting my time I should go back"I mumbled as I shook my head and left from there while looking at my phone..suddenly I bumped into someone's back and the person in front of me and I fell down on the ground a little too hard .

"Aishh"I hissed in pain..but soon realisation hit me that then I am on top of someone and it's a girl oh poor girl.

I got up quickly and said"I-I am sorry i am really sorry"

"Aish my elbow"she hissed in pain . I gave her my hand to help her.but she got up by herself and faced me she looked angry..

"I am sorry..i didn't do it on purpose "I said feeling guilty.

"No.no its okey I am fine you can go"she said while kindly smiling at me..

I was taken back...what she is not mad?she is so kind...

"Did you think I'll say this...are you mad.. don't you know that you shouldn't use your phone while walking..."she suddenly said...and i gulped...

Oh ...i thought she was one of a kind girls...

"No please let me take you to a doctor"I said but she refuses.

"Aah no...no need... I'll manage..she said rolling her eyes but the. Her eyes widened in shock like she had caught a thief...

" one minute your-your voice i think i heard this voice before"she asked suddenly which made me panic..but i tried my best to not show it...

"Huh! My-my voice haha"I said chuckling nervously.

"are you perhaps Yoongi?.Min yoongi....the k-pop idol...a member of this newly debuted boyband bts.?"

??p.o.v.

I have heard this voice before..but why can't i remember where it...

"Huh! My-my voice haha"the male standing in front of me said in a panicked mode...

He was wearing a red and black lining t shirt and a black shirt underneath it...and jeans...he was wearing a mask and a bannie...i looked at his eyes...i know...i am sure i have seen it somewhere...

And that's when the realisation hit...i..i am right... it's yoongi...o my god...the min yoongi is in front of me..

But he is an idol why will he come here at this time? Maybe i am just thinking too much..

"Huh?Mi-Min yoongi!No no.How can he be here.he is an idol after all.he can't go anywhere freely.right?"The male said.

Right!How can he be here But what if he is lying to me?

"I-I have to go.see you next time maybe?"he said and left..

I sighed...

"Hey!.what are you doing here let's go"my boyfriend said.

"Ooh I was just taking some pictures here from my cam-"I said but he  cut me off when his eyes fell on my bleeding elbow..

"what happened why is your elbow bleeding?did you fall?"he asked me out of concern..

"Yes someone accidentally bumped into me and we fell"I told him.

"Who the hell was That blind..tell me i will beat the shit out of him"he said.

"It's okay i am fine let's go home."i said..

y/n p.o.v.

The day i came into this world was the worst day for everyone.for me,for my parents,for my brother,for my friends,for my enemy and for everyone.Because of me all of that happened if i had died that day instead of my parents..everyone would be happy now..If i had died that day I wouldn't be like this...And if I had died that day everything would be fine.why?i am so obsessive I hate myself..The obsession...in the end it only hurts me..Because of my obsession it all happened...

But whatever had to happen is already done...and no one can change that...and everything is getting back to how it was....

I am a cheerfull girl... outgoing.. extrovert...i like to make friends...i don't care if they are old,my age,or kids..what am i?Nothing....just an ordinary girl who wants nothing but just the things that she gets obsessed with...

I sighed...

I am alone here....before there was my mom who was with me in every situation...and everything but since she had gone...i am alone...i can say i have brother... cousins who love me just like my parents just like my mom...but no one can take the place of a mom... right?..

Moms are important...even when we don't say anything to them..or even when we argue with her...in the end..what we need is a mom...

And unlucky me...i don't have one..

My brother and cousins...don't even know that this y/n is not what they see.she's not the happiest she....she is broken. too much broken that she don't even know how to smile truly with a really happy heart.

I need somebody who can stay by my side when i need them.need somebody who will love me truly .need somebody who will take me in his embrace when i shed tear.need somebo-"

I snap out of my thoughts when I hear a little girl begging her mom-dad to play the shooting game and get her the teddy.

I smile unknowingly and shed a tear.

Flashback~"Umm mumma please buy me a teddy plwsss"little y/n said.

"Baby i can't play I will fail let your dady come here then he will play a ring game and get you a cute teddy bear."my mother said softly smiling.

"Here is ice cream for my babyy"my dad said handing me my ice cream I pushed his hand aside.

"What happened baby?" He asked.

"Nothing.I want a teddy no matter what or else I'll never talk to you" I said pouting.

"Is that so? Okey then i will get you  princess first eat this"he said.

"Yeeeeeeyyyyyy i love you dady sooo muchh"

"I love you too my princess"He said and kissed my head.

End if flashback~

I see that her father was trying hard but kept failing so he gave up...

"Umm baby shall we buy other toys?"he asked his daughter.

But she started crying "no no... i want that teddy..

Then I remembered that i had won that teddy I should give her this.

I went near them and hid the teddy bear behind my back and kneel down to her level.

"Hey baby girl" I said softly smiling..

"Who-who are you"she managed to say..

"Hmm good question.who am I?"I said as i put my forefinger on my forehead..a gesture of thinking something..

"Maybe your friend?"I said smiling at her...

Her parents were watching me curiously with soft smiles...

"But you are not my friend you are too older than me." She said pouting.

"so what if I am older than you you know age is just a number.so now will you be my friend"I said and give my hand to her to shake hands.

She smiles cutely and shakes hands with me.

"So that now we are friends what's your name princess"I asked.

"Ae cha"she said.

"Wow what a cute name just like you.by the way i am y/n."i said pinching her nose.

"Ae cha i have something for you"I said.

"What is this aunty?"she asked.

Aunty! I am not married kiddo!am i looking like an aunty huh!..

"Here tadaaa!"I took out the teddy bear from behind my back and surprised her...her eyes immediately lightened up..

"Waahhh teddy bear,teddy bear" she jumped up and down excitedly.I smiled and said "and you can call me unnie I am not aunty okey" Then I get up.

"Thank you so much y/n.you are such a kind lady."her mother said smiling.

"Its okey"I said and bowed.

"Can we become friends too?"she asked.

"Umm sure why not"I shaked hands with her as well "I am jia- Min jia"she said..

Then we exchanged our phone numbers..just then i got a call from my brother he said that we need to go.since its getting late..

"Oh i think i need to go.it was nice meeting you jia unnie.see you next time soon."

"Bye take care" she said and I left from there .

She seems nice...

To be continued..

I am editing the old chapters than I'll continue the new ones..cause the starting of this story seems a bit off...and I am not getting any votes followers or views...

It's the part 1+2..I added them and made it one chapter that you just read...after this is part 3 and so on...cause they are not edited yet..

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