Chapter 15

Xiao Zhan's P.O.V

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Three days have passed since that day.

I left the the mansion next day and came to my apartment. There's no way I want to stay with him under the same roof after what he said.

I still wanna explain everything to him but what's the point when he's not even willing to understand me.

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I was getting ready to go back home from work when yibo visited.

Suddenly we don't know how to greet each other anymore.

"I -- I came to say I'm sorry. Maybe I said a lot, more than I should've." He said.

"It's okay. I'm sorry too. I said the things I didn't mean to." I said.

"But maybe it is actually better for us not to be together anymore. About divorce we'll reconsider it next month." He said making my heart hurt again.

"But- why can't we be together? I like you yibo. I wasn't lying when I said that." I almost yelled at him when suddenly I realized we're still at the restaurant.

"Maybe you're confused. Let's figure everything out first." He said calmly.

"And come back to mansion there's no reason for you to leave the mansion yet." He left with that.

Yet?? So I eventually have to leave the mansion. Maybe soon enough.

And again I didn't get to explain anything to him.

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I didn't wanted to do anything anymore. Just set there where I already was for a couple more minutes. My second relationship ended just like that. I don't know what to do anymore.

Do I want to cry?

I don't know

Do I feel like crying?

I don't know

Do I need to cry?

I don't know

Do I--

Hell yeah. My heart hurts.

Why did it turned out like that?

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Forget about going home.

After closing the restaurant. I just set there to drink alone when my ex girlfriend entered the restaurant.

And came to sit beside me.

"Is everything alright?" She asked.

"Restaurant is closed" was my reply.

"I know, just a while ago i saw your husband walking out of the restaurant. Then I never saw you coming out even tho it's passed the closing time."

"It's your fault that he broke up with me." I said in bitter voice as I finished my wine in one gulp.

"Don't be like this. How is it my fault?" She asked again.

"You fucking kissed me that day and he somehow found out about it. And he thought I still like you " I replied pouring another glass of wine.

"Then date me again" she said shamelessly.

I looked at her with disbelief.

"I'm fucking heart broken here because of you and you're asking me to date you again? How about a N O?" I spelled that out clearly.

She looked sad.

But I don't care anymore.

" It's funny, how the first time you broke my heart , I still wanted you back. I was ready to beg. Second time heart break is also because of you and now you want me back but I rejected. " I spoke as I laughed at myself.

"Btw, I'm heading first" bye with that I finished my drink and got up to leave.

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Yibo asked me to come back to the mansion. But I don't want to. Why would I?

"You stupid Wang Yibo, I'll only go back to the mansion if you're willing to fuck me" I yelled as I jumped on to my cold apartment bed.

What the fuck am I even saying? Guess I'm drunk?

I laughed as slapped myself.

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Everything is so silent.

I looked up at the ceiling thinking about yibo.

Are we going to be back together again or are we going to have divorce soon?

I want yibo. I don't want to divorce him anymore.

I can't believe I'm admitting it to myself......but......

'I want him to fuck me right now.'

As I blurted that out I covered myself up with the blanket.

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Wang Yibo's P.O.V (surprise :)

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I was always good at controlling my anger. It's not that I don't get angry but I never wanted to show it to him. I never thought I would actually loose it to him this easily.

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I was angry when he didn't pick up my calls when I called him at my birthday. I was angry when my cousin was flirting with him. I was angry when I found out he kept his ex girlfriend at work and didn't tell me.  Damn! I was angry even when he didn't wanted to have sex with me. But I can understand him and I care about him.

But....I couldn't hold it back this time. I always wanted to look cool in front of zhan ge but I loose it now.

I overreacted I know. But how can I not. He fucking kissed her. I saw it with my own eyes.

That day I went earlier to meet zhan ge because I missed him. I stopped when I spotted zhan ge with his ex girlfriend at the nearest park. And there he was giving her money and kissing her. I was in good distance where I couldn't hear their conversations but I definitely saw zhan ge kissing her back.

I was jealousAnd I don't like the feeling of it.It hurts my heart.

All those times I was happy thinking zhan ge really likes me. seems... it wasn't exactly like that...now suddenly I'm not sure about anything anymore.

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I wasn't expecting anything from this marriage from the start but zhan ge gave me hope only to shatter it again.

Maybe it's better to not hope anything anymore. Maybe it's better to stay away from him. If he still likes her I'll be only one to get hurt in the end.

Even tho I feel like my heart would jumped off whenever I'm near Zhan ge I was always good at hiding it. I was always good at keeping a straight face.

I never had a second thought about marrying him but.... now...

I'm starting to think maybe it was a bad idea to marry zhan ge. When I can't even handle this simple heart break and jealousy.

I knew zhan ge was straight so, even if we're married there was nothing to hope for.

So, when zhan ge confessed to me it was super hard for me to keep it together . I was so happy, my heart was beating faster than usual.

..INever experienced a heart break before. But I know I'll be painful. ..So it's better to stop everything before it gets deep.

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A/n : to all those readers who said not to separate them, I wasn't able reply to you all because that's exactly what I'm doing right now :'( but bear with me for a while don't worry they'll be back together eventually. ^_^

Also hope you guys like it. Thanks for all the love and support :))And...

Merry Christmas to everyone :) <3