Chapter 12

Xiao Zhan's P.O.V

.(Warning: 16+ :D)

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Yibo took a day off.

But I had to go to the restaurant. Since I took the responsibility of manager by myself.

My bad.

I'm feeling like a zombie right now with lack of sleep.

Also feeling like I'm about to catch a cold.

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I was kinda dozing off at the counter when a waiter came and told me that there is a girl who came here to talk to me.

I went to meet her

But to my surprise it was my ex.

No matter how long it has been I still feel something weird in my heart whenever I see her.

I lead her towards one of the empty table.

We set there for a while without uttering a single word.

It really is awkward.

So, I decided to break the silence.

"So.... you're here for?"

"I- umm...I needed to talk to you." She said looking anywhere but me.

"Ohh... before I forgets it congratulations about your marriage." I said half-heartedly while faking a smile.

Then she suddenly looked sad.

"About that....the marriage got cancelled." She told me unsure.

"What? Why?" I asked.

"He dumped me right before the wedding night." She replied with a sad face.

What is this feeling? Why do I feel happy and relieved about the news?

There no way I still have feelings for her.

I said nothing on that.

"But that's not what I came to talk about here." She spoke again after few seconds of silence.

"You might never forgive me for breaking your heart. But I'm really in need of your help I need money. I don't wanna ask for more but can you please give me work in your restaurant." She pleaded.

Suddenly putting me into trouble of thoughts.

"Please, currently I'm staying alone I don't have a job and I need to pay the bills" she added.

I should just say 'no' to her without even thinking.I should've just hate her for what she did to me. But I can't do it. I can't hate her.

Seeing her like this, I can't help but wanting to help her a little.

I wondered, if I ever actually have moved on from her.

Am I taking yibo as her replacement??It can't be.

"I-don't know.. can't you look somewhere else-" I said hasitantly.

She pleaded with her puppy dog eyes which would always get me back in the time when we were dating.

"Okay....you can work as a waitress if you want to" I said while getting up from the seet walking back towards the counter.

"Thank you so much.... I'll start from tomorrow." She said from behind before leaving the restaurant.

Why did I agreed to this again?

Am I looking for trouble?

What if yibo found out that I'm letting my ex work in my restaurant which he bought for me?

What would he say?

But he doesn't know that she's my ex so.. it's fine I guess.

But why am I so considerate about the girl who broke my heart and left me in my worse condition.

Do I want her back?But I have yibo now. I shouldn't think about this things.

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But whole day I couldn't help but think about it. My mind was clouded with all kind of thoughts.

I keep zoning out.

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When I returned home in the evening, well it's almost dinner time...one of the maid told me

"Sir, the dinner will be set in young master's room shortly. Young master is waiting for you. You can go freshen up first." With that she left with a huge smile like she knows something.

What was that?Why am I going to have dinner in yibo's room?

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I went to take a quick shower and changed into some loose and comfy clothes.

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After staring at yibo's door for almost a minute or two I had to enter because yibo opened it without even me knocking on it.

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I looked inside his room the lights were off only lights in the room were the lights of various kind of candles. His room is quite spacious.

I walked forward to look closely. Yibo followed behind silently.The dinner was set beautifully.

It looks like a beautiful dinner date to me.

I was surprised.

I turned to look back at yibo to ask about it only to come face to face with him.

We were only inches apart.

I swallowed on my words that I haven't even uttered.

He Peck on my lips before saying..."Let's have dinner zhan ge... I'm hungry."

"Ohh" was the only sound that came out of my mouth.

He smirked and pulled out a chair for me before taking his own seet.

All of those clouded thoughts suddenly fled away from my mind.

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We ate in silence for a while.

"Do you like it Zhan ge?" He asked.

"Ah yes" I replied.

"Actually I tried cooking for you but I guess cooking is not for me. I gave up and let the chief do it." He explained.

I felt happy after hearing it.

It's the first time someone tried to cook for me.

But i only smiled at him without saying anything.

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When we're done with the dinner. Yibo got up from his seet and came towards me.

"Zhan ge can I ask you something?"

"Yes, what is it?" I asked back while getting up

"Zhan ge, can I have sex with you?"

What???? Se- Se-Sexxxxx!!!!!

I choked on my own spit and fall back on the chair almost instantly.

This kid is really brave when he's comfortable around someone.

I looked up at him. He was waiting for my answer with hopeful eyes.

" I- don't know" I replied blushing unsure of everything.

"Then let's try how far we can go zhan ge" he said.And leaned in to kiss me.

I didn't have a chance to say anything anymore.

He pulled me up from the chair still kissing slowly moving towards the bed.

Then he gently pushed me down on his bed. Climbed on top of me. My heart started beating fast like it would jump out any moment now.

He smashed his lips back on me. This time sliding his tongue inside my mouth. I can't help but play along with his tongue.

Damn! He's a good kisser.

He lifted up my shirt slowly. I felt his hands running up and down on my stomach making me shiver.

I was breathless from his kiss. I feel like I was trying to push him off slightly without even making an effort. Cause I was enjoying it too.

He locked our fingers and pinned my hands down above my head.

Then he broke the kiss only to lick my lips and moved down to kiss my neck and shoulder. I let out a moan as he sucked on my soft spot.

He stopped for a moment to stare at me.

There is no way I can open my eyes and look at him right now.

I don't know what kinda face he's making right now.

He then continued kissing down on my body before pulling down my pants. My heartbeat almost stopped at the moment.

As he started running his hands on my V line I suddenly stopped him.

"Yibo let's stop here. I'm tired I haven't slept last night either." I said and pulled my pants back up.

"Oh okay." He said and got off of me.

"Good night" with that I left his room in rush.

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As I entered my room I slammed my back against the door.

I grabbed onto my heart. I'm feeling mixed emotions right now. I can't explain it.

Isn't it weird to do those kinda things with another guy?

I never really thought that I would do this with a guy.

But since yibo came in life I've been thinking about it, if we would actually ended up doing it.

Guess I'm not ready yet since it's going to be my first time with a guy.

Now that I think about it.....

Has he done it before?

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A/n : hope you enjoyed the chapter. Thanks for all the love and supports :)))