Chapter 8

Xiao Zhan's P O.V

He kissed me with so much passion I almost melted.

I was enjoying his kiss in my dreams when suddenly a phone call wake me up.

It was from the furniture company. I remembered I had lot of work to do at my new restaurant.

After having a conversation on the phone I decided to get ready for the day.

I touched my lips before getting off my bed. It felt real.

I don't want to admit it but...I'm surprised I was a bit disappointed knowing it was just a dream.

Lately I've been having a lot of dreams about yibo. Sometimes normal dreams, sometimes us being romantic and as weird as it sounds mostly wet dreams about yibo.

I sighed at myself.

I really need to get my mind off of yibo.

I'm having a mental breakdown whenever I think about him.

I'm not sure if I like him or not anymore.

But whenever I imagined us being romantic I can't help but like the idea.

I might be sick in the head also I'm forgetting he's a lot more younger than me. Probably one of the main reasons I'm always having second thoughts about me liking him.

But then again, I wasn't even thinking about it when I agreed to marry him. Fuck myself.

They say, when you get jealous that's when you can be sure that you like them.Will I get jealous if yibo stars dating another person?

I don't know.I don't think so.

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With all the decorations and settings in my new restaurant I didn't even realized it is already Dawn.

Just when I was instructing the workers on how should we put the dining tables......

I felt someone else approaching behind me.

My heart kinda Skipped like it already Knows who could it be.

But I didn't turned to look at him.

.."I like it" he said coming so near to me from behind.

I jumped scared a bit and tripped on my own feet almost falling flat on my butt. Fortunately he was there to caught me. He caught me by my waist.

I stared at his eyes which is always unreadable and then looked down on his lips.

Then I realized the workers are still here.

I instantly freed myself from his grip.

" Why you're here?" I asked looking anywhere but him.

"I was heading home so I thought I would check on you if you're done or not." He said looking around

"I like it. I like the way you set things up" He added.

"Thanks" I said.

"Okay I'll be heading first. Don't stay too late" he said about to leave.

He's leaving. I thought he would wait for me.

"Wait wanna have dinner together?" I asked.

"I don't think I can." He said.

He's rejecting me?

Then he pointed towards his car. And I saw his childhood friend from that party who likes yibo standing next to his car.

"Her car broke. I'm dropping her home first before heading home. And I already agreed to have dinner with her." He said.

Suddenly I felt something that I can't explain.Like something stabbing my heart.

I said I can't explain?? Hell I know what this is. This is fucking jealousy.

But I can't jumped to the conclusions. Might be because he rejected me for dinner.

As he turned his back. I called out again.

"I need money. Right now"

What? I don't need it right now.It's like I want him to stay little bit longer here with me no matter what.

"Just text me how much you need I'll transfer as soon as possible" with that he left.

I sighed with disappointment.

Previously when I saw them together I was not jealous. But why am I getting jealous now?..I'm mad at yibo. Ugghh!

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I'm heading home there's no way I can stay behind and work.

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I can't fall asleep.

For some reason I've been waiting for yibo to return home.

It's already past 11pm.

He should've been home hours ago if he really was only going to have dinner with her and drove her before heading home.

And why does it matter if he's coming home or not? I can't explain. I just want him to return home. ...

I probably fell asleep around 1am.

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When I woke up it was already 9 in the morning.

I looked at the Time before getting off the bed quickly and running down the stairs.

I asked one of the maid 'if yobo returned home last night'

She told me 'he didn't but called to tell her he'll be back later in the evening.'

She said he didn't explained anything farther that.

I wondered if he stayed over at her place.

'Yibo you little piece of shi-'

Why am I so mad?

Could it be that I really am starting to like him?

Urgghh!!I messed up my hair in frustration before heading back to my room.

I took a quick shower. Put on some casual clothes before leaving the mansion to settle my remaining work at the new restaurant.

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I returned home around 3 pm. Yibo still wasn't home.

I looked at my phone. Should I call?

He didn't even called me or text me so why should I?

I threw my phone on the bed in frustration.

I'm surprised at how it is bothering me too much.

"i don't want to see him anymore even if he returns tonight. I'll go to my apartment." I said to myself and headed back to my car.

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I reached my apartment.

It was cold.Even my bed was cold without any warm contacts for days.

I changed the bedsheet before laying down on it.

Closed my eyes trying get yibo off my mind. ....I don't know when did I fell asleep but I woke up around 9pm feeling hungry as fuck. And I realized I haven't eaten anything since morning.

I was feeling too lazy to cook anything so I looked for my phone to order some food.

Then another realization hit me.

I left the phone in the mansion.

Damn!!

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Since there was nothing to cook. I went outside to have something to eat.

Looking at the busy street only thing in my mind was yibo. And how I want to see him right now.

I looked down at my freezing cold hands. And I can't help but think, It would have been nice to hold yibo's warm hands right now..

I don't want him to be with anyone else. I want him all by myself. I want him to only care about me.

Shit!

Should I say it's one more realization.

" I really Like Him"

As I admit it too myself my heart started to beat faster again.

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A/n : i feel like this chapter is kinda boring but let's see if next chapter gets better. Thanks for all the support. <3 :))