Chapter 5

22:23, 18 November 2021

Xiao Zhan's P.O.V

Call it my specialty or whatever you want but even tho I'm drunk I can remember everything.

Although my mind and words could go wild but I can remember what I'm saying.

I kept calling him ' my cute husband'

I kept getting mad at him for not caring about me.

' I mean why??'

We headed towards his bike.

Bike?

He took off his jacket and put it on me. Since the night is getting colder and I don't have any warm clothes on.

' guess bringing a bike was a bad idea after all. I don't want him to catch a cold' he whispered to himself. But I can hear him clearly.

At that moment I felt something warm inside.

Despite of how unbothered he looks from the outside he actually is a really caring guy.

Maybe staying with him for a long time won't be that bad. I thought to myself suddenly feeling a little sober up and shake the thought off almost instantly.

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I hugged him tighter from behind as wind gets stronger with speeding bike.

I closed my eyes, leaning on his back. His smell is unexpectedly comforting.

I felt warm inside.

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As we reached the mansion yibo moved his body a bit signalling me to get off

"We're home" he said softly.

But somehow I don't wanna let go.

I'm still holding onto his shirt tight. My face still covered on his back. I stayed like that for a little longer.

'im so lonely' I whispered almost inaudible.

I guess I really am lonely. Because even tho I'm living in a mansion it literally is like living alone. No one to visit me, I've nothing to do whole day, yibo is barely home.

Also I really need someone to love. Someone I could turn to whenever I want. But I don't have that person anymore.

'I want to stop caring about anything else but I guess it's not possible when you're feeling this lonely' I didn't mean to say it out but I did as the tears started falling down my eyes.

Yibo stayed there still, silent. the only sound we can hear now is my sobbing and the sounds of some night Bugs.

As his white t-shirt started to get wet with my tears I realized.....

' what the hell am I doing right now??'

I didn't mean to cry. But somehow I couldn't help it. I had to let it out.

But now suddenly I'm all sober up and I'm feeling embarrassed.

I instantly got off the bike. Quickly brushing off my tears i said to him "I'm sorry" before leaving him there.

But he caught me by my wrist.

"Spend a day with me tomorrow. Think about it as we getting to know each other a little bit more. After all we'll be around each other for a long while. Also when you're sad ask me to accompany you anytime you want." He said that with an expression that I can't explain. He looked soft and Stern at the Same time.

He's making me feel something.

Also, that's the longest talk he has ever spoken to me.

I just nodded and left him there.

I walked up to my room.

I still have his jacket on.

I jumped on my bed unbothered to change. Snuggled on his jacket.

No homo but his smell is really comforting.

I didn't realized when did I fell asleep but I had a really good sleep. Probably because I'm tired.

_____I woke up with someone knocking on my door.

Is it already morning?

I looked at the time before going to open the door.

It's past 11:30pm.

Wait? I only slept for around 2 hours?

I opened the door only to see one of the maid standing there.

"Sorry to disturb your sleep but young master told me ask if you want to eat something. He's concerned that you might be hungry."

He's concerned.

"I--umm not really hungry."

"But I think you should eat something sir. I wanted to wake you up earlier but young master insisted that I should let you sleep for few hours before waking up." She said again.

He would make a good husband, I mean he is my husband right now, But he would make a good husband for whoever will be his wife after me.

What the hell am I even thinking?

" I really am not hungry. You should go sleep now." I told her.

"If you say so sir. Ohh before I forget young master told me to tell you to get ready by 9 tommorow morning." She gave me a warm smile and left with that.

Is this some kinda date?

This time I decided to change before sleeping again.

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I somehow managed to got up before 8:30 in the morning.

I took a quick shower Before getting ready.

Last night I didn't had dinner so now I'm kinda hungry but it's already about time. I don't think I'm gonna have time to eat anything.

"Let's go" yibo said coming near to me.

I kinda stared at him before replying to him.

Not that I wanted to stare at him but seeing him in casual clothes is rare.

' and he's really handsome'

Did I really just think that?

Well, I can't deny it. This kid would be stealing many hearts.