Chapter 18

BECKY'S POV

*KNOCK* *KNOCK*

"Go away," I said 

"Becca please open the door" Begged mom 

It had been two days now from the moment I realised I was in my old room, I knew they were going to ask me questions I didn't want to answer. I wasn't ready to open up to my parents no.

"Mom please "

"Becky it has been two days and you haven't eaten anything, come on you want to starve to death" 

"Am not hungry"

"I know but please open the door"

"I promise, I won't ask anything ok "

"Promise?"

"Promise"

"OK"

I stood up from my bed and went towards the door, took a deep breath and opened the door. Immediately mom crushed me into a hug.

"Mom am fine"

"No you are not, you are even thinner"

"You know me and dad have been worried about you"

"Am sorry for worrying you am fine now"

"Ok show me, lets go and eat "

"Am not hungry"

"Just a little please" her voice cracked making me feel guilty 

"Ok lets go, stop crying"

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"Becky since when did you have panic attacks " Dad asked making me choke on my food

"Nicholas let her eat first " mom said making me look at her

There is no way in heaven I am talking to my parents about this, so I pushed my food towards mom and emerged from my seat.

"Sit down" Dad said in a cold voice, I have never heard before 

"Ms Mai lock her room and give me the key, its about high time this girl talks"

"M-mom" I stuttered scared about this side of dad

"Sit down and finish your food" he said but I just stood there looking at mom, bad idea

"REBECCA PATRICIA ARMSTRONG SIT DOWN AND EAT"

I immediately sat down and took my food and started eating even though my hands were shaking.

After a while I finished eating and looked at mom with sad eyes.

"Nicholas let her go, she finished eating" mom said literally begging dad

"NO, you answer my questions now " 

I kept quiet so he asked 

"When did you start having panic attacks"

He asked calmly 

"Mom you promised no questions" 

"Well am not your mom so you are going to answer me" 

Mom shook her head indicating that I should start talking. I felt like a six year old being interrogated by my parents.

"Seven years ago" I said in the lowest voice, I could master

"And why are we knowing about this now"

"I didn't want you to be worried"

"Well now am more worried that my daughter has been suffering under my roof, I didn't know"

"Am sorry dad"

"I mean we could have helped you, why didn't you tell us"

"Am sorry " 

"Why" he said making me furrow my eyebrows in confusion

"Huh"

"Why are you having panic attacks, there must be a reason" 

Oh shit not this one please god 

"Becky your silence is killing me, we can help you please tell daddy" he kneeled before me and held my hand

Tears voluntarily fell from both of our eyes

"He said he will kill you" I said

"Who baby no one will kill me"      

"He said if I tell you guys, he will kill you guys please don't make me say it" I sobbed and he hugged me

"Trust me baby, no one will hurt us ok"

"You don't know him dad he will kill all of you" 

"Who are you talking about" 

I just cried, I was really scared that he will kill my parents so I didn't say anything.

"Its ok, you can tell us when you are ready stop crying" 

"Here take your room keys" he wiped my tears and gave me the key

"Don't lock the door and make mom worried ok" He kissed my forehead and I nodded 

"Good" then he left and I went to my room.

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AUTHORS POV

On the other side of the town, there sat another Chakimha, in a black and pink decorated house

Just like her wife, she had been bedridden for two days.

 The silence of the house became peace for her

Just sitting there looking at the ceiling remembering the good times she had with her wife

Running on the beach coast holding hands

Splashing each other with water like they were two year olds

Becky falling on top of her during yoga class

her smile

Her laughter 

It all just haunted her

She felt her eyes glistening and water on her cheeks

BANG BANG BANG

"FREEN open the door, I know you are in there" she heard a voice coming from downstairs 

She wiped her tears and got off her bed making her way down the stairs.

Once she opened the door she was enveloped in a hug by her three friends

"Are you ok"

"What happened"

"You look like shit" 

They all said in unison 

"Am fine , nothing and thank you" she said with a pinch of sarcasm in her voice.

Nam, Kade and Noey made their way into the house and sat on the sofa with their friend

"We tried calling you but your phone was off" Nam said holding Freen's hand

"Then we went to look for you at your office but they said you haven't been to work two days ago since you fought with your wife"

"Why are my employees meddling in my personal life" Freen asked coldly

"Freen that is not the point what is going on where is Becky"

"I don't know and I don't care about her"  

"Freen what happened" now it was kade's turn too ask

"She's just fucking every guy in my office" silence they looked at each other

"Freen are you ok, like mentally" Noey said 

"Noey there is no time for jokes she is cheating on me"

"She has lost her mind " Kade said now Freen was utterly confused

"Freen, Becky is gay like 100% Sapphic, stem lesbian there is no way in heaven that girl will even have sex with a man" Nam said

"You know she rejected Nate one of the hottest guy in school, the football captain saying she only likes girls who looked like him in front of the whole school" Kade said 

" oh shit" Freen said realising that she might be the dumbest human being alive.

"Yeah, no cap my God the poor girl must be feeling like shit"

"Oh my God how stupid am I " Freen said hitting her forehead

"Stop feeling guilty here and go and apologise stupid" Kade said standing up making the others to stand too

They hugged their friend and wished her luck. After that she took a shower and made her way to the Armstrong mansion

GOD LUCK FREEN SU SU NA KHA 

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BECKY'S POV

"Come in" I said after hearing knocking on my door

I concentrating on the book I was reading , that I didn't even look up to see who it was. I just assumed it was mom or dad but I was wrong.

"Hi" the voice said, a very familiar voice that made me raise my head

And there she was looking at me, I wanted to cry all over again 

"What do want" I asked coldly

"Can we talk " she said fidgeting her hands 

"What else do you want to accuse me of " 

"Becky am sorry"

I stood from the bed and went towards her

"Freen please go away there is nothing I have to say to you"

"Please don't push me away" she held my hands 

"Don't touch me " I removed my hands from her hold and turned around to hide my tears

She wrapped her hands on my torso and laced her head on my shoulder

"Baby please, jealousy just took over me and I said words, I never meant please forgive me"

My heart beat faster hearing her confession but I scoffed not to show it  

"So you calling me a whore was because of jealousy, pathetic" I rolled my eyes

She then turned me around and wiped my tears before kissing my eyes

"Baby am sorry please forgive me, I- I don't think I can live without you, our home is incomplete without you" she hugged me

"I cried the entire night wondering why I even said those hurtful words to you, please forgive me " she cried making my heart break into pieces 

"I couldn't sleep the entire night, I missed you soo much please lets go home" she said against my neck

She raised her head from my neck and looked at me with tears in her eyes

"From now on, no matter what you want or what you want me to do, just say a word and I will do as you wish" she stopped to catch her breath

"All I ask of you is to come home please" she squeezed my hands 

"Do you really mean it when you said you will do anything" I asked looking in her eyes

"Yes" she nodded

I smiled and wiped her tears 

"Ok lets go home" 

She smiled and hugged me 

"Don't cry you look ugly" I said rubbing her back and she laughed

"Come on lets sit am tired of standing " I said and we went to sit on my bed.

After sitting Freen immediately wrapped her hands on my shoulders and leaned her head on my shoulder.

"Hey am not going anywhere Bunny" I blopped her nose

"I missed you, you know sleeping alone for two days has been nothing but suffocating , I missed you"

"Aw I missed you too " I rubbed her arm

"Did you have any panic attacks " she said un hugging me so she could look at me and I nodded and hummed in response

"Did you tell them " 

"No but the did ask am just not ready"

"Its ok we will tell them together "

"Just not now ok am still scared" I said pouting

"Ok kha no need to bribe me with a cute face " she chucked

I rolled my eyes and playfully hit her shoulder.

Then I pouted my lips and tapped my finger on them, this time wanting a kiss

She understood and went to wards me then kissed me. I smiled against the kiss and broke it

However she had other plans, she hovered over me and kissed me passionately and I kissed back, soon the kiss became messier and before I know it she inserted her tongue and gripped my left boob earning a moan from me.

Before things could escalate I placed my hand in front of her lips to stop the make out sessin. She whined and asked me why I stopped.

"Mom and dad are on the other side of the room we can't do it in their house "

"We will do it silently" she said

"What no, you are not silent"

"Please, I promise"

"Do you want punishment of no sex for one month" I threatened pointing a finger at her

She shook her head hastily in disagreement    

"Then lets go and watch a movie with mom and dad we are leaving tomorrow morning"

"Yes mam " she replied standing from the bed.

After watching a movie and chatting with my parents, we had dinner and went to bed.

The next morning we left to go home

We spent the entire day the house since someone decided to be un hygienic only because she was left for two days.

We are now sitting on the sofa cuddling while watching long live love right after eating

"Love can I ask you something" I said breaking the silence

"Yes, you can ask me anything"

"Do you like kids" I looked at her and she looks back

"Yes love them" I stayed quiet contemplating what to say next

"Then, do you want to have a family with me, I mean have our own children" She blinked repeatedly and gulped but didn't say anything.

"Its ok if you are not ready, its a thought" 

"No, no, no I want to.. am just wondering if dad or mom forced you"

"No they didn't I want to build a family with you" 

"Are you really sure about this Becky"

"100% I want a mini you running in this house" then she tightened the hug

"And no need to worry I will be the one who gets pregnant first ok then next its you" I said

"Thank you baby I love you"

"I love you more cutie" I said squeezing her more

Ahh can't wait

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