Chapter 12

FREEN'S POV

When we arrived at the private beach resort I glanced at Becky, realizing how soundly asleep she looked like a baby not wanting to wake her up, I brainstormed on how I would do that.

Then an idea flashed in my brain, staring at her I nodded my head and went out of the car to her side. 

I opened the car and then placed my left hand under her head and the other under her legs and carried her into the resort

The resort staff were looking at me weirdly probably wondering if I kidnapped her or drugged her their stares were eating me up.

The same goes for the receptionist whose stares were asking millions of questions without even speaking.

"She's my wife" I clarified 

"What" she asked surprised by the revelation

"I said she's my wife she slept on the way here so I thought I might as well be a good wife and carry her but all of your stares are making me regret my decision," I said angrily

" Uh- I'm sorry we didn't mean to make you feel insecure miss....."

"Freen Sarocha Chakimha" I replied

"Oh let me see if you have reserved um........oh shit "

"Am deeply sorry miss to not recognizing you I started a week ago " she bowed 

"It's okay just give me the key so my wife can rest"

"here again sorry mam" I thanked her and made my way to the elevators before hearing the staff discussing my arrival.

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Entering the room I went towards our room and put Becky on the bed but when I tried ungrasping Becky's hands from my neck.

*Is she awake* I asked myself in my head glaring at the younger I was beginning to suspect that she might be awake and my suspicion was proved right when she smiled and opened her eyes.

She then did something that caught me off guard, she freaking kissed my cheek and thanked me.

Nodding my head she finally released her hands from her neck and laid perfectly on the bed. Still star-struck I just sat there looking at her until she held my wrist and pulled me into the bed.

"Come on rest a bit you must be tired from the drive"

"we can wake up later to have dinner and watch movies ok"

"Ok," I said, taking off my shoes and she copied as she still had hers on.

I went to the other side and then turned my back towards her not wanting to face her.

But that didn't stop her as I felt her presence behind me, I maintained my position not wanting to turn my head but I did when she pulled the hem of my.

I looked at her as she signaled me to fully turn right after I did that she wrapped her arms around my waist and placed her head on my chest.

My heart started racing because of the younger's actions.  God an angel fell from heaven and became my wife

Bro how did I land such a cute wife OMG 

The least I can do is treat her like the queen she is

My Queen

Omg

oh my fucking god 

how can I forget

I immediately stood up and got out of the bed

Becky looked at me questioning why I did that 

Oh God what do I say I don't wanna spoil the surprise

"Um, I want to sleep alone am going to the couch goodnight " was the first thing that came to my mind, and said loudly.

Without even waiting for her reply I put on my shoes and left the room to the main office in the resort.

BECKY'S POV

Did she leave what did I do wrong to chase her away like that

I thought she liked it too what happened 

Or maybe I went too far

Or she could be tired and don't want to talk to me

why is it because of the plan b situation, why is she is she angry

Is she fed up now because she got what she wanted 

She's probably gonna dump me now

Is she just like Uncle Rob

was I just a sex toy to her

was she there only for the pleasure

I thought she might like me but it seemed as if it was all in my head

AUTHOR'S POV

With these million thoughts going through her head tears rolled down her cheeks remembering her uncle's despicable actions.

Remembering how she got judged for losing her virginity at only sixteen

One of her ex-boyfriends started this rumor that she was a gold digger and being fucked by old men only because she refused to have sex with him.

It was partly true since she did get rapped by her uncle when she was sixteen and you could imagine the trauma she was feeling; the rumors at school, her uncle's words, the assault everything till to this day she never told anyone.

The only thing that was keeping her sane was that her family was rich and hence was well respected despite the rumors but it still hurts 

Now imagine how she feels now adding Freen's sudden rejection

It took her back to sixteen-year-old Becky liked only for pleasure one being she was rich and hence used by schoolmates, two for sexual pleasure by her ex and uncle now Freen.

Sobbing uncontrollably her panic attacks came back after two months. It was Freen who had helped her in subsiding the panics because of her constant caring for her

But now they were back, back even stronger than the last time

She felt like she was dying 

Trying to reenact her breathing exercise she held her chest but it seemed as if it was increasing her panic attack

Deciding that she needed to find her pills she got off her bed and rummaged on her bag. She found her asthma spray first she pumped it twice and continued to look for her pills

Once she found them she sat down and drank them before tilting her head back against the bed. 

This was actually her routine for most of her life her panic attacks had brought in asthma as a package but she had already specialised in taking care of herself she didn't complain no one knew about her asthma or trauma she was all alone.

no one to help her when she has attacks like this, no one to talk to about her teenage hood, no one to console her when she has flashbacks about the assault just no one

Feeling her tears coming back she stood up and went to take a bath

She opened the tap of the bathtub sat on the toilet seat and cried her heart out even bathing couldn't help the girl 

She brought her knees to her chest and sobbed uncontrollably not even noticing that the bathtub was overflowing with water as it was already full.

FREEN'S POV

"Thank you so much hope everything will be done perfectly," I asked after a 1 hour discussion with the staff of the resort about Becky's surprise.

"Yes mam of course," the organizer said

"Superb I gotta go my wife must be waiting" I stood up 

"ok goodnight mam "

"Night"

Then I left I didn't even realize it's been an hour but I went full out you know I want to make this memorable for both of us. 

When I reached my floor I suddenly remembered that we hadn't eaten anything hence I ordered room service and went inside the room

Entering I was met with a dark room having the only light on in the bedroom 

"Must be doing homework" I said to myself knowing very well she would never sleep with a light on.

I decided to check on her to see if she was sulking as I technically lied. My heart dropped when I saw how messy the room looked without any sign of Becky 

"Becky" I called out feeling suddenly scared of what had happened 

This isn't Becky that girl would yell at me if I even dropped a simple paper on the floor how can such a squicky clean girl make such a mess?

My heart was beating so fast as if it would jump out I had called for a long time but still nothing

Then I heard as if water was leaking somewhere but in high volume I went to the bathroom and knocked "Becky are u bathing" no response my heart was pounding 

"Becky" I called no response 

I was about to knock again when I realized the floor was wet and water was flowing from the bathroom 

Without a second thought, I opened the door and the bath was overflowing with water 

I immediately closed the tap and realized the water from the tub

"Becky why didn't you-" I stopped my question when I saw Becky sitting on the toilet seat hugging her knees and crying.

I could hear her sobs now because the tap was closed

Rushing to her I kneeled in front of her and hugged her 

She was shaking like crazy and sobbing I felt as if she didn't even notice me

"B-becky what is wrong why are you crying" my voice cracked as I felt sad seeing her crying like that.

I then carried her to the bedroom and placed her on the bed she was still crying hence I climbed the bed and laid next to her hugging her I will ask tomorrow now she needs to calm down

I tried saying reassuring words telling her that I would always be there for her while caressing her hair but still she was crying wanting for her to sleep and calm down I sang for her.

Shifting to a sitting position I placed her head on my lap and ran my fingers over her hair  

My mother said I'm too romanticShe said, "You're dancing in the movies."I almost started to believe herThen I saw you and I knew

Her cries were slowly subsiding 

Maybe it's 'cause I got a little bit olderMaybe it's all that I've been throughI'd like to think it's how you lean on my shoulderAnd how I see myself with youI don't say a wordBut still, you take my breath and steal the things I knowThere you go, saving me from out of the cold

Now hiccups were the only sound coming from her

Fire on fire would normally kill usWith this much desire, together, we're winnersThey say that we're out of control and some say we're sinnersBut don't let them ruin our beautiful rhythms'Cause when you unfold me and tell me you love meAnd look in my eyeYou are perfection, my only directionIt's fire on fire, mmmIt's fire on fire

I ended up hearing soft snores from her. I removed her head from my lap and helped her sleep properly then covered her with a blanket. Then kissed her forehead.

I looked at the messy room and sighed what a long night.

Kneeling to pick up the clothes when I saw a medicine bottle. "Pills I didn't know she was sick" 

But I felt a sudden pang in my heart when I read the pill name 'escitalopram' Why was Becky taking pills that are for anxiety and panic disorder? I know them because my late friend Fon was taking them together with antidepressants and passed away after overdosing.

Feeling my tears building up remembering my friend, I continued picking the scattered things but my tears fell when I saw an asthma spray.

How has it been 1 and a half years and I didn't know or even notice that she was suffering, she has been suffering alone and I wasn't even there to help her, I instead rubbed salt on her wounds with the enemy bullshit. how can I be so blind?

Gathering my strength I finished packing her bag I will take the clothes dry cleaning tomorrow. I called the receptionist to bring me a mop and a bucket she sounded confused but did agree.

"Come in " I whispered after hearing a knock when I waited for her to enter I told her to come to the room with me, she was deeply confused but agreed.

" I forgot to mention that I will be needing your help I want to clean the room but my wife is sleeping so please whisper" She nodded

" oh and don't say this to anyone I don't want unnecessary rumors ok "

"yes mam" she whispered back

She was shocked to see the amount of water that was on the floor. She asked me what happened and I lied saying we were distracted when forgot about the tap. All she did was laugh softly and hit my arm and mumbled 'naughty' then we went straight to mopping.

"Thank you Thanya I appreciate it, " I said to the receptionist after she helped me clean.

"It's ok P'Freen it's 2 am You should take some rest" 

"Yes I am going to goodnight"     

"Night" Then I closed the door and sighed

What a fucked up day

I mumbled and went to bed hugging my wife and kissing her forehead and drifted off to sleep after that as I was drained out. 

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