A Moment of Love

**Hi, everyone. I'm sorry but I have to give a spoiler about the major character death... certainly is Steve or Natasha, and the death will be on a Special Mission for Barack Obama... I had to tell you now, because my brazilian readers already knew that because I prevented them about it, so I have to tell you either, otherwise you won't understand the end of the story. So... that's it!**

Natasha watched Steve walk past her, as if she was not even there, and she frowned. She is not dumb, she knows something is wrong. Or Steve was upset that she talked to Bucky alone or he saw the hug they had and he is already imagining things, although she doesn't want to believe that, because she gave birthto his children only a few weeks ago, how could he think she would "cheat" on him? Cheating between quotes, because according to him, they are not together, so it wouldn't be cheating, tho.

Natasha stood at the beginning of the stairs and she took three deep breaths before going up the stairs. Natasha was wondering if it was worth it to be offended by it and get angry at Steve, or if she should ignore or if she should even ask him what's wrong and try to fix it.

Natasha preferred to swallow her pride, she went up the stairs and upon arriving in the twins' bedroom, Sarah was in the armchair, with Nick on her lap and Laura helping her to hold him.

Sarah: Look, Mommy, he's my son now.

Natasha smiled at Sarah.

N: Just be careful.

Natasha looked at Steve who was changing Lindsay's diaper next to the window. She approached him.

N: Need help?

S: No.

Steve said dryly.

N: I'll get the powder for you.

S: No need, I already got it, you could have helped before, but you preferred to turn your attention to other things than your newborn children.

Steve was jealous and angry, he said that already without thinking for real.

Natasha frowned and took a deep breath, releasing the air very slowly. Steve is now testing her patience limits, the best she can do at the moment is to back off or she will murder him.

Natasha left the room and James followed her.

J: Mom?

N: Yes, James?

J: Can I stay with you?

N: Sure, but I'm going to get some sleep, do you want to sleep with me?

James nodded and went into the bedroom with Natasha.

Steve finished changing Lindsay's diaper and Laura grabbed Nick from Sarah's lap and placed him in the crib.

Sarah: Nah!!!

L: He's sleeping, don't raise your voice, Sarah.

S: You'll pick him again later, okay?

Sarah: Can I get her a little bit?

S: Not today, Sarah. Tomorrow after the bath she will be without the equipment for a bit, then you can hold her a little.

L: Do you need help with her, Steve?

S: No, I got it, Laura. By the way if you want to take the day off...

L: With two babies here? No way! You're going to need all the help. Even because putting this redhead little girl here to shower and sleep, is not an easy task, and neither is James.

S: Thank you, Laura, I appreciate so much everything you've been doing.

L: I'll leave at night, but I'll be back in the early morning to take the kids to school.

Sarah: But my daddy is back, he's going to take me to school.

S: Sarah, I can't take you to school yet.

L: I'll prepare a snack now, will you help me, Sarah?

Sarah: Come on, Daddy.

S: Daddy has to stay with the babies, Sarah.

Sarah: But you've stayed with them a lot already!

S: They can't be alone when they are awake.

Sarah: It's not fair!

L: Sarah, how about we get you a quick snack so you can get back to your father very quick?

Sarah nodded and walked down the stairs holding Laura's hand.

Steve took Lindsay in his lap and sat with her in the rocking chair, she spent almost twenty minutes awake, looking at Steve without crying, Steve was completely enchanted by his daughter and as always, being close to them makes him feel better about anything, even about the jealousy he felt from Natasha with Bucky.

Lindsay finally fell asleep, and Nick woke up already crying. Steve put Lindsay in the crib and went to Nick's crib and picked him up, rocking him lightly in his lap to try to calm him down. It wasn't working, now could be hunger.

S: Natasha?

Steve called her, but not loudly so as not to wake Lindsay. James had just woken up and left Natasha's room and he heard his father calling Natasha. James opened the bedroom door.

J: Dad, Mom is sleeping.

S: I think now he's hungry. Stay here a minute, but don't get her, if she wakes up, you call me.

James nodded and it was as if Steve was relying on him again even after the incident with Sarah, James felt a huge weight on his shoulder of the responsibility of this task, although Lindsay had nowhere to run, he just didn't want Steve to get angry at him again.

Steve went to his bedroom and approached the bed, even though Nick's crying was strong, Natasha didn't even move.

S: Natasha?

N: Hmm?

Natasha yawned and stretched out on the bed, not opening her eyes.

S: I think he's hungry now.

Natasha sighed and whispered something in Russian that Steve could not understand.

S: Natasha!

Natasha opened her eyes and was startled.

S: I'm sorry, I know you're tired.

N: All right, give him to me.

Natasha sat on the bed with her legs curled up and she leaned her back against the head of the bed, still yawning. Steve sat on the edge of the bed in front of Natasha and placed Nick on her lap.

N: Shh... hush, hush, calm down, boy.

Natasha lowered her shirt and put the baby to nurse, Steve didn't take his eyes off Nick, even though he was still angry with Natasha, he didn't want to lose any of his children.

Natasha looked at Steve and took advantage of the fact that now he wouldn't scream to try to explain what happened earlier.

N: Steve?

Steve didn't look at her.

N: Do you want to know what I was talking to Bucky?

S: I can't call that, a conversation.

N: That? What?

S: You know, Natasha.

N: No, I don't know. What did I do wrong?

Steve looked at Natasha and she looked confused, hoping he'd say what was wrong.

S: I saw you two together.

N: Yes, we were together in our living room. Doing what?

S: I don't know, I don't want to know.

Steve shrugged.

N: Of course you want to know, Steve... You saw a hug. That's what you saw. Only a hug!

Steve looked away, still feeling very angry. Natasha reached out to hold Steve's face and make him look at her.

N: Look at me! I'm telling the truth, it was a hug, nothing more. I can't do anything now, I had two babies at once, I would never do anything to disrespect you here in your house, even more with y kids around, after giving birth to two of your children. How can you even think that bad of me?

Steve sighed and shook his head.

N: You might not trust me, but don't you trust your friend? Would he do that to you?

Steve was tense, he looked down and he lowered his head, he knew that Bucky would never do that to him for as much as he also had feelings for Natasha, he wouldn't do it.

Natasha felt a small pain in her chest because Steve doesn't hesitate to show trust in his friend, but with her... And she understands that she gave reasons for it in a way, but still, it hurts a lot.

N: I was telling him that we had to find a way to get along well, since we have something in common that we love.

Steve looked at Natasha with a look of surprise. Natasha nodded.

N: I do, Steve. I love you.

Steve was in shock, Natasha never says I love you, unless it's in extremely special situations, this even before the accident. Despite being all he wanted to hear, he still has a battle between his brain and his heart, he can't let himself be dominated.

S: You said you didn't know...

N: Yes, I wasn't sure before but now I know it's love, what I don't know yet is whether it will last... like forever, I'm always changing.

S: You used to always says that.

N: Good! So, I'm still the same, I still have doubts, but your friend... who also knows me very well... he said he believes that my love for you it will not end, he believes in my love and you don't and it hurts...

S: I'm sorry, that's not my intention.

N: I just hope someday you'll believe me.

J: MOM! DAD! COME HERE, QUICKLY!

Natasha and Steve looked at each other in a frightened way because James was screamin, so Steve ran to the twins' room and Natasha arrived shortly afterwards, holding Nicholas in her arms.

Steve first looked at Lindsay in the crib and she was still asleep, nothing seemed wrong, so he looked at James.

S: James?

J: D-d-dad... she... she turned to the side and... and that thing came out of her nose!

James was stammering because he was scared, and he didn't know wheter Steve would blame him or not.

Steve approached the crib to check Lindsay and he noticed that her equipment had moved out, but he placed it back.

Natasha was startled yet, she was shaking.

N: I almost died!

S: James, you scared us.

Steve looked at James

J: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Dad. She moved, I didn't know what to do. I didn't do anything.

James was pale and shaken too, and it hadn't been a big deal either, because the device can be removed from time to time, but James didn't know that, he just remembered the day that Sarah almost had a car crush and Steve blamed him, he will never forget that.

Steve sighed.

S: James it's all right, it's normal for the device to come out when she moves, it was not your fault.

Steve saw James begin to cry.

S: You don't have to cry, she's fine, c'mon...

Steve crouched next to James and put a hand on his arm to calm him.

S: James you did the right thing... you called me. We thought there had been some major tragedy and we were scared, so we came in here like this.

Steve pulled James and hugged him.

James laid his head on Steve's shoulder, who stood with him like this for a long time. Despite being the oldest, he is still a child and misses all the attention and love that Sarah and the twins receive all the time.

S: Laura made a snack, let's eat?

James didn't answer, he was still nervous.

Steve looked at Natasha.

S: Can you stay here?

N: Yeah.... Go... spend some time with them down there, Steve. I'll call you if I need to.

S: Okay.

Steve came down with James and Laura and Sarah were finishing putting the donuts they had prepared on the table. Sarah looked at James on Steve's lap and made a serious expression.

Sarah: He's too big for your lap!

S: No problem, you too are big for laps and I still get you, right?

Sarah: Yeah, but you don't get me any more.

Sarah lowered her head.

S: It's not true, you were on my lap today.

Steve reached down and extended his arm to Sarah.

S: There's still room for one more, who's coming?

Sarah was hurt and looked away, ignoring Steve. Laura came back from the kitchen with a jug of juice and looked at the scene.

L: Look, I'll get your lap, since you don't want to.

Laura pretended to go to Steve to sit on his lap, but Sarah ran by her and jumped on Steve, who grabbed her by the waist.

Sarah: No, Laura, my daddy! Not yours.

L: Oh, okay then, I'll stay on my chair, then.

S: That smells good, who did it?

Sarah: I did it!

J: Liar!

Sarah: I did, I did. Right, Laura?

L: Yes and she still helped to make the juice.

J: Why didn't you call me?

L: Because you were sleeping, but tomorrow it's your turn to help me.

James smiled. Steve sat down on the dining-table chair, and left James on one leg and Sarah on the other leg, so they wouldn't fight, but they are big, so they ended up bumping on each other.

Sarah: Ouch! You don't fit here, leave!

J: You leave, I was here first!

Sarah: But he's my dad.

J: Mine too.

S: Okay, Okay... Let's do this, the two of you will sit on the chair.

Sarah: Nooo.

S: I want to eat too, can I?

James was the first to leave Steve's lap and sit down at the table. Sarah didn't leave and still laughed at James who left.

Sarah: Loser!

S: I'll get you out if you keep doing this.

Sarah: I'm sorry, Daddy, I'll be quiet.

S: Laura, please, sit down and serve yourself.

Steve, James and Sarah took each one, a donut to eat.

L: Natasha is not coming?

S: She's with the twins.

L: So I'm going up to help while you eat.

Laura went upstairs and entered the the twins' bedroom and Natasha had just placed Nick back into the crib.

L: Are the stitches hurting a lot?

N: Stitches?

L: Was it not cesarian?

N: Yes, but I've already taken it out a few days ago.

L: The doctors were fast.

N: Actually, they don't know, I took it myself.

Natasha lifted her shirt and showed Laura.

L: Wow, I can't barely see it.

N: I recover faster.

L: Look, I made some donuts for you eat.

N: I know, I can smell it. Seems good.

L: You can go down and I will stay with them.

N: Sure?

L: Yes, I'm used to babies.

N: Okay.

Natasha glanced over at the twins and then she came down the stairs.

J: Mom! Sit here on my side!

James screamed when he saw Natasha.

Sarah: No, my side!

Sarah also asked.

J: My!

Sarah: My, my, my, my....

J: My, my, my, my.

N: OH MY GOD, ENOUGH!!!

Natasha went to the table and sat down next to James, Sarah was upset and Natasha looked at her.

N: You're already on your daddy's lap, so I'm going to be near James, or are you going to get out of there and sit on the chair like a lady?

Sarah hugged Steve's neck and shook her head.

S: Taste this.

Steve handed the plate to Natasha, she took a donut and tasted it.

N: It's delicious.

S: Your daughter did.

Natasha looked at Sarah, smiling and showing surprise.

Sarah: And the juice, drink, drink, drink, mommy!

...

Steve and Natasha managed to spend one hour straight with the children, without the twins starting to cry.

Lindsay was the one who woke up hungry and Natasha let Steve stay with the kids and she went up to nurse Lindsay.

N: Can you do me a favor, Laura?

L: Of course.

N: Fill her tub for me, please. I'm going to give her a shower while you're here, because Steve's will help me here and you stay with the kids downstairs.

L: Alright.

Laura went to the bathroom and returned ten minutes later with the tub of warm water, she left it on a bench specially made to bathe the babies.

N: She's hungry today, that's good, isn't it?

L: Yes, she will get stronger.

Natasha smiled, looking at Lindsay.

At the end of the day, Laura said good-bye and went home. Steve and Natasha took turns to stay with the twins and pay attention to James and Sarah as well, at the end of the day, Steve and Natasha, although exhausted, were still able to put Sarah and James in bed.

After making Sarah and James sleep, Steve and Natasha left their room and they leaneg against the wall of the hall and sighed, then they look at each other.

N: Silence, finally.

S: Sh... Let's enjoy this, please.

It lasted only five minutes, the twins began to cry. Natasha and Steve looked at each other and both looked desperate.

N: It will be like this every day, right?

Steve smiled and nodded.

N: Come on.

Natasha and Steve went upstairs to the twins' bedroom, they heard the crying through the electronic babysitter, set up in every room, except in James and Sarah's bedroom.

S: Do you want to change Lily or Nick?

N: Nick, less laborious.

S: Did you hear that, Lily? Your mother thinks you give work.

N: I did not say that.

Natasha took off Nick's dirty diaper and threw it at Steve.

S: Oh, is that how it is? Here.

Steve poured talcum powder on Natasha and Natasha gaped.

N: Oh no, you're not initiating this war!

S: No, no, you're babysitting, you're a mother, don't make that face of revenge.

N: I'm vindictive indeed and if I don't take revenge now, I'll go in the future. It's a promise, Rogers.

S: Don't be like your mother, Lily.

N: Shut up!

They both laughed, then they finish changing the babies diapers, then they put the babies to sleep.

As they left the twins' room, Steve stretched.

S: I need a shower.

N: I need to sleep.

The two of them entered the room, Steve separated come clothes to wear, then took the towel and entered the bathroom, closing the door behind him, without unlocking it.

While Steve initiates his shower, Natasha was fixing the bedding and pillows on the bed, she heard the sound of the shower water falling and looked at the bathroom door.

Natasha tied her hair and took off all her clothes as she walked to the bathroom, she opened the door and Steve was showering, but staring at the wall but he turned when he listened the door being open.

Steve gasped and looked at Natasha, specifically from her head to her toes and back to her head and back to her toes, he did that at least three times and he ended up letting the soap fall to the floor.

N: I need to sleep, but I need a shower first.

Natasha stated and nodded, she closed the bathroom door behind her and walked slowly to the shower area, she opened the glass box door and came in.

Steve wasn't reasoning, he didn't move one muscle... okay, he did move one muscle and it was unvoluntary, he just got hard and up by himself, while his eyes were still paying attention to Natasha's body.

Steve just moved, when Natasha took a step toward him, which made him step back

S: Natasha... What are you doing? You know you can't.

N: Yes, I can.

S: No, and neither do I, you had babies a few weeks ago and remember our agreement?

N: I don't remember, remind me, plase.

Steve was already with his back leaning against the wall, because Natasha was still coming for him, till she pressed her whole body against Steve's and she felt Steve's cock complete stiff against her belly..

S: N-Nat...

N: Sh...it's Okay.

Natasha placed a hand on Steve's thigh and dragged her nails lightly up Steve's thigh, climbing up to Steve's groin, which made him bend over and try to push Natasha away.

S: Don't do this, I can't resist, you know that.

N: The twins came out from my belly and not from my vagina, Steve.

S: But you still must have to rest and recover.

Natasha sighed and stopped sliding her hand, she stepped back.

N: If we do like... pretty slow..

S: Natasha, I cant, I've been without sex for some time, I wouldn' go slow.

Natasha tried to hold back the laughter and bit her lower lip.

N: Now you're just increasing my will and I think it's a little late now...

Natasha looked at Steve's cock and then at him, Steve looked down and he was a bit embarrassed because his cock was too much erect.

N: We can help each other here... c'mon, Rogers...

Natasha raised one eyebrow and smirked.

N: You want, I want either, so...

S: We can't.

N: Oh my God!

Natasha sighed, feeling frustrated, but she didn't give up.

N: Well, we have other ways to help ourselves, without... you know... penetration...

Steve didn't understand, so Natasha rolled her eyes and looked down and then at Steve, he finally seemed to have understood. Natasha raised her eyebrow.

N: So... You or me first?

Steve walked over to Natasha, hugged her waist and made her body turn and leane against the glass of the box.

S: Ladies first.

N: Oh... alright, but not here.

Natasha almost couldn't move with the force that Steve was holding her waist, she could feel how hard his cock was now and she wished he would forgot that she had given birth, because she wants him inside her very bad.

Natasha put her hand over Steve's and removed it from her body, otherwise she would not walk, she walked to the wall and pressed her back against it, Natasha moved one leg away from the other and stared at Steve's eyes, she smirked again.

N: I don't want to break the glass and ended up in a hospital...

Natasha clarified why she moved to the wall.

Steve smiled and went back to Natasha, he kissed Natasha's neck, and then he kissed her lips and then her neck again and nibbled on the length of it, Steve grunted every time Natasha let out a small moan and she thought it was a bit funny, which even made her let out some fake moans just to see Steve's reactions, the poor man was desperate.

N: Are you sure you don't want to go first?

S: I can handle it, don't worry.

N: Alright, then...

Steve nipped Natasha's neck and traced kisses down her cleavage and between her breasts, he nibbled on the base of Natasha's breast and he would bit her nipple but Natasha grabbed his shoulders and pushed him a bit.

Steve stared her eyes.

N: No.

Natasha shook her head.

S: I know.

Steve immediately kissed the area he had bitten and still decided to do the same on the other breast, he had to bend over to face Natasha's breasts, he gave little hickeys through Natasha's breast and then he glued his lips on her nipple which made Natasha move his head away from her.

N: What are you doing???

Steve raised his hands in the air and shrugged his shoulders, completely confused, not knowing what he did wrong.

S: I wasn't going to bite.

N: It's not that, you can't suck there, I'm nursing, Steve.

S: Oh. I don't care.

N: Oh God!

Natasha made a disgusting expression.

N: I care and I'll lose all my sex desires if any milk leaks. Can you get ahead and just...

Natasha put her hands on Steve's shoulders and pulled them down making him kneel on the bathroom floor, Steve looked up to look into Natasha's eyes.

S: But I... I miss them.

Natasha sighed and rolled her eyes.

N: Okay, Rogers, you can lick, just don't suck anything or it will be a disaster.

Steve nodded and Natasha slipped on the wall a little lower, Steve kissed Natasha's belly and kissed each of Natasha's nipples and ran the tip of his tongue through them, sliding to the base and back to the nipple again. Natasha was trying to control her breathing, because she always forgets to breathe when Steve looks like he's going to devour her alive.

As Steve stroked Natasha's breasts with his mouth, he slid his hand through Natasha's tighs, then he slipped his fingers up, till reach her groin, then her opening and he let two fingers slide over Natasha's clit to stroke it while he still playing with her nipples.

Steve could feel Natasha's body tremble every time he intensified the movements. Natasha threw her head back and leaned against the wall, letting out low moans, Steve wanted to continue seeing the expressions of pleasure on Natasha's face and he stood up completely, but without removing his hand from her intimate part.

Steve looked at Natasha's mouth moving to get a better breath, then he looked at Natasha's cheekbones, completely red, just as her ear and neck. She looked beautiful with the expressions of pleasure she made, Steve couldn't resist her lips, he placed Natasha's bottom lip between his and sucked it hard, which made him press his hand against Natasha's clit with much more strenght and quickly, Natasha had to lift her body further and stood almost on tiptoe, she placed her hand over Steve's wrist and controlled his movements to slow down.

Steve continued to kiss Natasha's lips, his tongue couldn't get enough of her tongue and he was already out of breath, he could feel his breath failing and all that fight for breathing of him and of her, only intensified the pleasure they were both feeling.

Natasha didn't hold out for long, she was cuming now and she moved her hip back and forth, moaning with her mouth glued to Steve's.

Although Steve didn't know if he could or not, he inserted his fingers into Natasha's opening, making her drop his mouth and moan even more, she laid her lips against Steve's shoulder and pulled his body into hers, hugging him, while Steve slowly slid his fingers inside her further.

Natasha bit Steve's shoulder as he made the reverse movement and removed his fingers from inside her. Steve was already kneading Natasha's body against the wall.

S: I don't think I can resist.

N: I said you should go first.

S: Should we stop?

N: Only if you want to die...

Natasha threatened Steve, then she placed her hand between her and Steve's body, Natasha slid her hand down, till reach Steve's cock and when she did that, Steve hit the wall and grunted, completely red.

Natasha stroked Steve's cock and stood on tiptoe to try to fit him inside her, but Steve shook his head and struggled to move his hips away from her body a little bit.

N: Steve, it's okay. Trust me.

Steve was afraid of going too fast or too hard, he wanted to stop, but Natasha had already dominated him. She put her arms around Steve's neck and hung on him, Steve lifted one of Natasha's thighs, and then he slid her body down a bit, placing her opening on his cock.

Natasha whispered something in Russian, which always provokes Steve even more, yet he doesn't understand anything she said, but it didn't matter now, he was concentrating on not going too hard, he barely moved, so Natasha was the one making all the job, she was using Steve's neck as support to be able to execute the movements.

Natasha had to kiss Steve for him to wake up and work out and when he woke, he grabbed her other leg and lifted her completely, he turned his body and carried hers along, leaning her back against the glass of the box.

Steve moved Natasha up and down on his cock, and he was still taking easy, but after a few minutes he found himself moving her body with much more intensity, which made Natasha cum right away again.

Natasha looked at the bar of the box glass and she noticed how the pieces that held the box were shaking, she knew that would break, so she threw herself over Steve to prevent the box from breaking.

Natasha said some dirty things on Steve's ears, she knew that he would be ready to cum after that and she was right, but he didn't want to finish on her intimate part, he did something for her earlier and now he wants the same treatment, so he lifted Natasha's body and placed her on the floor.

Natasha smirked because she knew what he was craving for, so she knelt, while staring his eyes in a provocative way. Steve closed hi eyes, then opened it to look back at Natasha, he started to rub his cock frantically and he started to groan louder and louder.

Natasha leaned her hands on Steve's legs and he grabbed her hair with one hand and with the other he placed his cock inside her mouth, groaning very loud as he was doing it.

S: Nat...

Steve called her name and hold her hair tighter. Natasha was enjoying all his actions and reactions, she allowed Steve to move his cock insed her mouth as he pleased and she was so horny by the way he was doing it that she had to touch herself as well.

Natasha doesn't remember seeing Steve so horny like that before, which also made her very, very horny as well and as she began to moan with pleasure, Steve came and it was a little too much and worse it was inside Natasha's mouth and she doesn't like when he finishes inside her mouth, she thought he woul take it off before cuming.

Natasha immediately jerked her mouth away and spat to the side.

N: Dammit, Steve!

S: Sorry, I was going to warn you, b-but... I didn't have time.

N: Oh God, I hate it.

S: I know, I know you hate, I'm so sorry. I couldn't help myself.

Natasha ran her hand over her tongue and got up to go to the shower and wash her mouth.

Steve was angryannoyed with Natasha's reaction.

S: I want to understand why you don't like it. You just said you love me.

N: What does love have to do with it?

S: Everything. I don't mind eating you out.

N: I don't mind of sucking your dick, Steve. I mind you cuming in my fucking mouth, you swallow mine because you want to and because you like it, I never asked you that.

S: Is that so, then?

N: Are you going to use this as a proof of love? You don't have to eat my vajajay if you don't want to. It's that simple.

S: But I love doing you like that and you don't love doing the same for me.

N: Oh God...

Natasha sighed.

N: You like to eat me. How nice! Great! I love it when you eat me too, so... Why are we fighting?

S: Forget it, Natasha.

Steve opened the door to the stof the box and took the towel. Natasha rolled her eyes.

N: Really, Steve? We're are goint to fight about oral sex now?

S: I'm not fighting.

Steve said dryly as he dried his body. He put on his shorts and left the bathroom. Natasha still remained in the bathroom to shower and let Steve cool his head and so did she.

After half an hour, Natasha came out of the bath, wiping her hair on the towel, she looked at Steve who clearly pretended to be asleep. Natasha put the towel on the chair and climbed on the bed, she lay over Steve's body.

S: I want to sleep.

Steve announced without opening his eyes.

N: I want to talk.

Natasha pressed her nose to Steve's face and bit his cheek lightly.

S: Tomorrow.

N: No, now. Steve? Steve?

Natasha kissed Steve's cheek and ear, she blew his ear, but he didn't even move. Natasha put her pinkie inside Steve's ear and now he turned nervously, Natasha laughed as Steve sat down, holding her body and tossing her onto the bed beside him.

Natasha pretended to have hit the bed badly when he threw her and she made a pained expression. Steve's heart froze.

S: Natasha?

Natasha couldn't hold back the laughter, Steve frowned angrily.

S: That's not funny.

N: If you could watched your face... you look so beautiful when you're angry.

S: Yeah, right.

Steve lay down again and Natasha threw her leg over Steve's body, she reached up to the back of Steve's neck and stroked lightly.

N: I'll do what you want next time.

Steve looked at Natasha and then at the ceiling of the room, he sighed and then looked at Natasha again.

S: No need. I was just annoyed by your reaction.

N: I promise to fake it next time.

S: I don't want you to fake anything.

N: So accept me and my limits... it's not that I don't love giving you pleasure, I love it, I really do, but I just don't like how it ends, I mean I don't like when it ends in my mouth... but this has nothing to do with how I feel about you.

S: I know.

Natasha moved her whole body up to Steve again and she gave him a long kiss.

Natasha moved her lips away and stared into Steve's eyes, he looked back at her.

N: Are we okay?

Steve nodded.

N: So, let's go to sleep while we can.

The two closed their eyes for only one hour, because the twins began to cry, Natasha almost cried as well.

...

The next day, Laura came to get James and Sarah to school, and she takes advantage of the time that the kids are at the School, to deal with her personal issues or just to rest.

As soon as Laura left the kids at school, she walked on the sidewalk and Clint was in the car waiting for her, he honked and Laura recognized him from a distance and approached the car.

Laura: Should I call the police?

C: I think so, apparently there's a guy stalking you, although he's hot, he can be dangerous.

Laura laughed and shook her head.

L: Is not there a world for you to save today?

C: Nar... Never make today what you can do tomorrow. That's my motto. Come on, get in.

L: No.

C: Why not?

L: You have a girlfriend.

C: True, but will you kiss me?

L: Of course not!

C: Then why are you worried?

L: I can't, I shouldn't.

C: Let me pay you a milkshake, c'mon... I want to get to know you better.

L: Why?

C: I don't know, I just want to.

Laura sighed and strangely she couldn't say no to Clint.

L: There's a dinner right there.

Clint looked where Laura indicated and turned off the car, then he walked along with Laura to the diner and they were received and attended by Elisa.

C: Hey... I know you... weren't you with Steve at my party?

E: Yes. We were like... having something at that time, but it's past now.

C: Oh... sorry.

E: No need to worry, I'm getting to know a friend of him now, he's very gentle.

C: Who?

E: His name is James, he has a metal arm.

C: Oh, really?

E: How's Steve, by the way? I heard that the babies were born.

C: They're beautiful, everybody is fine.

E: I'll visit them when they're bigger. Excuse me, I'll be right back with your requests.

...

By mid-afternoon, Laura had already brought the kids home. Sarah and James were in the living room with Steve. Laura was in the twins' bedroom with Natasha.

N: Call Steve, please.

Laura went down to the living room and Steve was helping the kids do their homework.

L: Natasha is calling you upstairs.

Sarah: Oh Daddy! You're helping us!

S: I'm going back, Sarah.

Steve got up and Laura stayed with Sarah and James in the living room.

Natasha looked at Steve at the bedroom door.

N: She's nursing a lot today.

S: That's good.

N: Let's give them a bath while Laura is there to stay with the kids.

S: I'll get some water.

N: No, Laura already left everything ready here.

Natasha waited a few more minutes until Lindsay stopped breastfeeding and as soon as she stopped, she had a very red face and very fast breathing.

N: Steve?

Steve looked at Natasha, then at Lindsay.

S: She looks tired, it's pretty normal, the doctor said that she would breathe through her mouth if her nose was clogged.

N: So shower Nick, let's wait for her to calm down.

S: Okay.

Steve got Nick and Nick was still sleeping but Steve already has plenty of experience with bathing babies, so he took his clothes off and put him in the tub, holding him by his stomach and arm.

Nick woke up as soon as he felt the water and he began to cry.

Lindsay looked like she was going to cry to when she heard her brother cry, but the tiredness prevented her from crying properly, which made her get nervous and even more tired.

Natasha was observing Lindsay, so she stood up and rocked her a little bit, trying to calm her, but she wasn't calming down and she still seemed very tired, like if she was running a marathon.

N: Something is not right, Steve.

Steve looked at Natasha and then at Lindsay.

S: She'll calm down, put her up on your lap, as Fury did that day, I think she just wants to burp.

Natasha put Lindsay on her lap as Steve saind and she patted her back so she would burp and maybe stop crying, but that didn't help.

Natasha was extremely nervous, but she tried to look calm, since Steve was facing it naturally.

N: Steve?

Natasha called Steve again.

N: Steve, I... I think she's not well.

S: What do you mean?

N: She's not crying loud, she... she is just, I don't know, I think she's trying and can't.

S: Wait, hold on...

Steve rinsed Nick quickly and wrapped him in the towel. After leaving the bath, Nicholas stopped crying, so he placed Nick inside his cribe and went to Natasha to see what was going on.

Natasha moved Lindsay away from her body to hand her to Steve and Natasha's hand were shaking, when they saw Lindsay's face they took a fright, because her face was becoming purple.

N: Oh my God...

Natasha's voice failed and she felt her legs get weak, even her face was shaking now, she looked at Steve with despair.

N: She is not... SHE'S NOT BREATHING, STEVE! SHE'S NOT BREATHING!

Steve was out of reaction fro a few seconds, then her called Laura to come to help.

N: Do something! Do something, Steve, please do something.

Natasha was already crying, still shaking and holding Lindsay's little body in the air, she didn't want to hold her anymore, afraid she would worse the situation and also because she has no strength to keep standing any longer.

Steve rubbed his face.

L: Guys, let's go to the hospital.

Laura oriented since they weren't reacting.

N: Y-yes...

S: We don't have time.

N: How come we don't have time???

Natasa was already yelling at Steve.

Sarah and James heard the screams and ran up the stairs in alarm.

Sarah: Daddy?

L: Children, you have to go down and stay there.

J: What's happening?

Laura pushed Sarah and James out of the room and led them down the stairs.

S: Okay, give me her.

Steve held out his arms to pick Lindsay and Natasha became protective.

N: NO! Let's go to the hospital!

S: Natasha, she's choking now! She's not breathing anymore, there is no time to go to the hospital.

N: W-what??

S: Just give me her!

Steve was forced to take Lindsay from Natasha's arms because she wasn't going to let him hold her. Steve ran to sit at the armchair with Lindsay and he felt terribly sick to see her daughter fighting for air to breathe.

Steve removed the device from Lindsay's nose, leaving Natasha furious.

N: No!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING???

S: Trust me.

N: She can't breath without that!

S: Nat, please! Just...

Steve put Lindsay with her belly down on his knee, he used a few fingers to beat very lightly on her back, Natasha was watching very nervous yet.

Steve was also shaking but he didn't give up, he turned Lindsay's body again and he made a mouth-to-mouth breathing at her and also pressed two fingers against her chest, then he went back to do the mouth-to-mouth breathing and again pressed her chest.

One minute later, Steve and Natasha could hear Lindsay's cry of despair.

Natasha fell to the floor, kneeling on it, she wasn't breathing anymore, she just breathed after listening Lindsay's crying.

S: She's fine, Natasha. She's alright...

Natasha didn't have the strength to react, she just shook her head as she cried wildly.

S: She's breathing now.

Steve hold Lindsay better, and her face was no longer blue, only red.

S: We still need to go to the hospital, maybe this device was defective. You stay here.

N: No! I'll go with her!

S: Are you sure? You're too nervous.

N: Of course I am sure, I'm not leaving my baby.

S: Right...

Steve asked Laura to finish wiping and dressing Nick. She left him ready to go and went down with Nick. Natasha couldn't hold the babies yet, she wasn't feeling safe.

Steve came down with Lindsay and put her at the seat car, he asked Laura to fold the strollers and put in the trunk of the car.

Sarah and James walked up to the sidewalk and they were still confused about what had happened. Steve put the babies inside the car, Natasha got into the passenger seat and Steve at the driver's, he looked at James and Sarah.

S: We'll be right back.

Steve started the car and headed for the hospital,while Sarah and James watched them leave.    

**Okay now it's obvious that Lindsay is the big loss that the Rogers will have to get along and be together "forever", forever I mean till one of them die also...**