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"How are you feeling, Jimin?" Jungkook asked as he entered the hospital room with a bouquet of yellow and red peonies in his hands.

"Should I feel better? You're not letting me see Jin." Jimin bit back, glaring, with his hands crossed over his chest.

It's been 5 days since the big reveal and Jimin's attempt to kill himself. And since then, Jungkook has not allowed anyone to visit Jimin. Minho requested at least five minutes but Jungkook denied, calling it best for Jimin to deal with his demons. He stuck to Jimin 24/7, healing Jimin's physical wounds and enduring every mad rage and tantrums Jimin threw.

There were occasions where Jimin threw everything that he could reach, tearing sheets and mattresses. He stripped his clothes in a heat of arousal and withdrawal, screamed his lungs out to memories flooding in. He even tried seducing the nurse that was fixing his IV and then threatened him by wrapping the IV tube around his neck to bring him his Fox.

In another such episode, Jimin forced himself on Jungkook, kissing him and sucking a very bright red hickey on Jungkook's neck. Jungkook had to hold on to everything he had inside him, to not give into the older's sexual tendencies. But a man can only have so much control.

"Here, these are for you." Jungkook ignored the comment and extended the flowers to the older, who pouted but accepted them anyway.

Taking a sniff, "Smells nice, but don't you think the colors are a mismatch? I mean yellow and red, pretty contrast." Jimin said, caressing the flowers softly, a soft smile playing on his lips.

"The colors signify, Jimin. I'll tell you what they mean when the time is right. But now, I want to take you out." Jungkook muttered softly as he watched the beautiful boy smiling.

Jimin raised his head, beautiful eyes looking at Jungkook, "Take me out? To meet Jin?" Jimin's smile was so bright at that thought, his eyes turned crescent moon. It broke Jungkook's heart to crush Jimin's happiness but he knew better.  He knew not to give in to the older's tactics.

"No. You're not meeting him anytime soon Jimin. I'm taking you out as in I'm taking you out of this room." Jungkook smiled, his bunny teeth on display.

Jimin crunched his nose and frowned at the proposition. He did want to get out of the damn bed and the stupid room, but more than that he wanted some action. Some fun, some release.

"Do I get to have sex after that? Please?" Jimin asked with his puppy eyes, hoping the younger would allow him to have some fun.

"Jimin, I want you to explore the horizon, rather than be stuck in your pit of desire. You have to try." Jungkook said, while carefully getting rid of the cannula.

"Alright, what's the plan?" Jimin sighed, ignoring the pain in his crotch. He wanted to crush the demon his brother molded him into. He wanted to be like any other guy and not jump onto anyone just for sex.

"First, we'll get you changed out of those." Jungkook pointed towards the hospital gown. "And then, we're going to the garden and later I've arranged your dinner."

Jimin pouted his lower lip out, "I cannot walk Jungkook ssi." He pointed his index finger to the cast on his leg.

Jungkook chuckled at the cuteness, "I'm well aware, I'll help you with your wheelchair."

"Wow, like an old married couple, the only catch being we haven't had sex." Jimin giggled like he said something about a first kiss or something. He had to say something sexual.

Jungkook rolled his eyes but smiled nevertheless and started helping Jimin out of the hospital gown and into a set of sea green satin pajamas.

"Jungkook, can you place the flowers in a vase beside my bed before we leave? It will wither otherwise." Jimin genuinely smiled as he looked at the flowers on the bed. A smile of only content, no mischiefs, no sensuality. Jungkook picked Jimin bridal style and put him in the wheelchair. "I'll ask Skull to bring in a vase and do that, ok?" Jungkook asked with his bunny teeth out.

Jimin nodded as got comfortable in the chair.

***

The doctor-patient duo was now in the enormous garden that was inside the huge property of the Snakes. Beds of different flowers, red and silver maple trees - a sight to sore eyes. What made it more beautiful was the setting sun in the horizon, the orange and pink hues in the sky casting a beautiful light.

Jimin was mesmerized, would be an understatement. He was absolutely enthralled by the view. The cold breeze fluttered his blonde locks, chilled his skin pleasantly. The descending sun cast a color on the different flowers so beautiful, Jimin felt alive for once. He felt present. He has never been to a garden, never seen a sunset. He did go to parks once or twice before his father died, but never after that. He was always confined within the walls of Lies or went to high end buildings with at least 7 or 8 bodyguards around him, but never out in the nature. The garden was overwhelming.

"J-jungkook?"

"Yes, Jimin?" Jungkook softly replied as they stood amidst the flower beds watching the sun go down slowly.

"This is real?"

"What? The maples and flowers? Of course, they are." Jungkook chuckled at the silly question, oblivious to the drop of tear that slipped past Jimin's eyes.

"I've never seen a garden and a sunset for real." Jimin said truthfully and blinked rapidly to stop the tears from falling.

"Never?" Jungkook was shocked at the statement. How could a 26 year old never be in a garden or witness sunset?

"Can you push me around for a little bit, Jungkook?" Jimin asked lowly, as he turned slightly to look at Jungkook.

"That's what I intended. C'mon, let's look at the flowers and I'll tell you about some of them." Jungkook muttered as he pushed the wheelchair on the pathway between the flower beds.

Jungkook pointed towards a bunch of lilies, "Those are tiger lilies, my birth flower. Those signify wealth and positivity. What's your birth flower?"

Jimin watched the beautiful orange lilies, the color similar to the surrounding and spoke, "Bridal wreath, at least that's what I was told. I have no idea what that means or how they look."

"We actually have a few trees beside the lake, but they only bloom in springs, so you'll have to wait to see them. Besides, they mean neat love." "So beautiful. Just like you." Jungkook thought the last part in his head.

"Aren't those the same flowers you got me earlier?" Jimin pointed towards a bed of peonies of different colors.

"Peonies, white meaning beauty, pink meaning romance and joy, different color, different meaning. I asked Soobin to pluck them earlier for you." Jungkook chuckled as he remembered the delightful younger.

"What does red and yellow mean?" Jimin asked, touching one of the red petals delicately.

"I'll tell you later." Jungkook pushed Jimin further towards more different flowers.

A comfortable silence engulfed them as they strolled through the garden, only the rustling of leaves added like background music to their peaceful walk.

"Did you grow up here Jungkook? In this mansion?" Jimin broke the silence first. He wanted to know more about the younger, who was so patient with everything he put him through.

"I did. I'm thankful RM's father did not throw me in the streets after our mom cheated on him and had me." Jungkook casually but honestly answered.

"You and RM have the same mother?" Jimin asked back.

"Yes, our mother cheated on father Kim with my biological father. Apparently, my father was one of the drug dealers in the Snakes. Father Kim killed him when they were caught, but later found out that mother was pregnant with his child aka me. And my mother died right after my birth." Jungkook explained.

"I'm sorry. Do you hate RM's father for killing your father?" Jimin asked, unbothered that he might be prying.

"No. I could never. The father I know, he doesn't deserve hate, he didn't deserve to be cheated. I am who I am because of my father. I don't know what my mother and my biological father's deal was, but I'm fine. I have a family I love." Jungkook spoke with a fond smile on his lips, remembering his father dropping him at school, helping him with homework, Namjoon and Seokjin's constant love. He'd rather not know how things would be if he had his biological parents.

"Tell me about you, Jimin. How was your childhood?" Jungkook asked, hoping the older would open up whatever good part he had in his life.

Now, that question put Jimin in a tough spot. He doesn't remember much before all the horrible things started to happen to him. He doesn't even remember half the horrible thing that happened to him. He bit his lower lips to try and remember good things instead of things that tore his soul and mind apart.

"Uhh, you see, I.. I don't really know. I mean I was adopted in the Lee family when I was four. Before that I lived in a house, shabby and broken with little to no food, random people would come and live there. I don't know anything about my biological parents.

I was then brought into the Lee family. Father, he treated me like a. . . human!? I mean he did provide me education and food and all the necessities, but he was never at home. So, yea. I was mostly in my room." Jimin smiled sadly as he finished. He doesn't know what happened to Doyun's mother either. All he did was exist for the past 26 years.

"I promise you'll make only fond memories from here on. Now let's go towards the lake, ok." Jungkook took a turn.

And there it was, a lake, now reflecting the beautiful moon in the early evening sky. Beside it was the willow tree that glowed bright. It was decorated with a few crescent moon-like lights hanging from the branches. And under the tree was a small gazebo that had a view of the grape orchard on the other side.

Yet again, Jimin was awestruck. His mouth agape, as he took in the view. He looked like a child who saw his favorite animal for the first time, which was endearing to Jungkook. The twinkle in hi eyes could bright up Jungkook's life.

"Pretty?" Jungkook asked but he meant it as a compliment to the older.

"Very." was all Jimin could reply.

"C'mon, let's eat." Jungkook brought them into the gazebo. The gazebo was decorated with light green and orange schemed ornaments and clothes. In the middle was a table, filled with different food, Korean and continental dishes. There was a bottle of pink champagne, kept in a bucket of ice. A little bouquet of hydrangea was also placed in the middle of the table.

All Jimin could do was smile. He had never experienced anything like this. He never felt so alive. He never felt. . . Well, he can't really comprehend the fact that he feels loved and wanted. He didn't know this was Jungkook's way of appreciation, but he did feel a lot of emotions. He felt like he was breathing for the first time.

Jungkook settled Jimin's chair on one side of the table, and placed a napkin in his lap. Moving to the opposite side of the table, he sat himself.

"Eat a lot, please. And do tell if you need anything else." Jungkook spoke as he filled their glasses with the sparkling pink champagne.

Jimin nodded as he took in another mesmerizing sight of the night, that was Jeon Jungkook's face. So beautiful, so strong, so patient and compassionate, yet so deadly and intimidating. Those doe eyes are such a contradiction to the tattoos and piercings, yet complimenting the being that was the doctor. The man bun, the tight shirt, yet a bunny smile with a mole under the lips.

Jimin only thought to himself as he watched, "Who are you? What are you making me feel? Why are you doing this? Can you not stop this? This is. . . Nice!?"

A/N 

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