Chapter 70

Tinsley couldn't believe Jax. She wanted to believe that he had slept with anyone. She wanted to believe that he was telling her the truth but she just couldn't. She had never been so jealous over anyone. Jax hadn't hover her any reason to think that he would cheat on her in the time they had been together. But all she kept thinking about was that he didn't want her in Belfast because he was planning on getting some Irish Pussy.

Taking her phone, she called Willow. She needed to talk to her and vent her frustrations. Willow has been around Jax for some time now so she felt like if anyone had any insight as to whether Jax would cheat, it would be Willow.

"Hey hoe" said Willow.

"Hey" said Tinsley voice cracking.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" Asked Willow.

"It's Jax. He called a few minutes about. While we were talking the woman come up calling him baby. I flipped the fuck out. Accused him of cheating" said Tinsley.

"Tins, you can't keep accusing him. If you do he's going to end up cheating" said Willow.

"I'll castrate him if he does" said Tinsley.

"I know you would but you know what I mean. It's only a matter of time before he says fuck it and cheats because you already think he is" said Willow.

"It would kill me Willow. You know it would" said Tinsley.

"Has he gave you any reason TJ think he would cheat?" Asked Willow.

"No. I know it's just my bullshit insecurities. He just means so much to me" said Tinsley.

"I know he does girl. But that boy loves you Tins. You mean the world to him" said Willow.

"I hope your right." Said Tinsley.

"I hope I am too. You deserve to be happy Tinsley. You deserve the happy ending more than anyone else" said Willow.

Tinsley started to cry all over again. Since having the babies, her emotions had been all over the place. She could be happy one minute, crying the next, and then turn around and be pissed all over the smallest, most inconsequential stuff.

"Don't cry Tins. Want me to come over?" Asked Willow.

"No. You should be home resting" said Tinsley.

"I have been resting. I only cleaned the kitchen 3 times today" said Willow.

Tinsley had heard about "nesting" and it looked like that's what Willow was dealing with. Everyday she was cleaning nonstop. It was like she couldn't get anything clean enough.

"Willow, you are suppose to be resting. Cleaning the kitchen 3 times isn't resting" said Tinsley.

"I can't help it. I have all this energy that I can't seem to get ride of. I can't sit still." Said Willow.

"If I tell you not to come you will come anyways. So come on." Said Tinsley.

"Good thing cause I'm walking to my car right now." Said Willow.

"See you in a few" said Tinsley.

Tinsley hung up her phone and went to peek at the babies. It would be time for them to eat soon but they were all still sound asleep. She decided to call Jax back and apologize for the way she acted. She dialed his number and waited for him to answer. She as shocked when it went to his voicemail. She tried calling again and got the same result.

She began to panic all over again. Was Willow right? Had she accused him for the last time? Had she went to far? She tried once more and again, straight to voicemail.

When Willow got there, Tinsley was pacing the living room floor. Willow could see she was a nervous wreck.

"What is it now?" Said Willow.

"I tried calling Jax and keep getting his voicemail. Have you talked to Kip?" Asked Tinsley.

"Not since earlier" said Willow.

"Call him. Make sure Jax is okay. Please Willow" said Tinsley.

Willow took her phone and called Kip. They talked got a few minutes about how she was feeling and how things were going in Ireland. Willow finally got to the point of the call and asked about Jax. Willow listened for a minute before asking Kip how much Jax had drank. Again, she listened and then told him she loved him and hung up the phone.

"Well?" Asked Tinsley.

"He's ok. He's drunk as shit" said Willow.

"That's not a good thing. He gets extra horny when he's drinking" said Tinsley.

"Just cause he's drinking Tins doesn't mean that he's going to fuck somebody" said Willow.

"I know but it's still doesn't make me feel any better" said Tinsley.

"I know. Look, let's get the babies and bring them down stairs. Let's watch crap tv and just try not to think about the guys being in Ireland. Lord knows I want to take my mind off of it" said Willow.

The two of them walked up stairs. Tinsley grabbed Abel from his crib where he had been napping then went and picked up Jagger. Willow grabbed Lizzie and Gracie and went down stairs. As they were heading down the stairs, there was a knock at the door. Tinsley didn't know who would be at the door but she decided to check it out. She laid Jagger in the pack and play and sat Abel down in the floor beside it. When she got to the door, she checked the peep hole to see who was on the other side. She didn't recognize the man standing in the other side of the door. Tinsley cautiously opened the door.

"Can I help you?" She asked.

"I'm looking for Jax." Said the guys

"He's not here at the moment. Is there something I can help with?" said Tinsley.

"I just need to talk to Jax. Do you know when he will be back?" said the guy.

"I'm not sure. I can give him a message if that will help" said Tinsley.

"Yea, tell him to call Kevin." Said the guy.

"Kevin who?" Said Tinsley.

"Just tell him to call Kevin. It's about Ava." said Kevin.

"Wait! Ava as in Tara's daughter?" Said Tinsley.

"Yes. Just tell Jax to call me ASAP" said Kevin. And with that, he walked back to his Lexus and drove away.

"Who the Hells as that?" Asked Willow.

"Said his name is Kevin. I've never met the man but it seems like Jax said Tara's husbands name was Kevin. He said he needed to talk to Jax about Ava." Said Tinsley.

"Why would Jax need to talk about Ava. I thought she wasn't his. I thought she was Opie's." Said Willow.

"As far as I know she is. I don't know why he would need to talk to Jax. But I can't get in touch with Jax since his phone is going to voicemail. It won't do any good to call him anyway since he's in Ireland" said Tinsley.

"That's true" said Willow.

"When I y'all to him again I will give him the message. Until then, I have hungry kids to feed" said Tinsley. The babies had started to fuss.

Willow went to the kitchen and warmed up a bottle of breast milk and went back into the living room. Tinsley had already sat down and was feeling Lizzie and Jagger. Willow grabbed Gracie and fed her the bottle.

"Does it hurt to breast feed" asked Willow.

"It did for the first few days. After that, not so much. I guess my nipples have callused over from all the use" said Tinsley laughing.

"Kip says my tits are already bigger" said Willow.

"They look like they are. I know I don't hear a hint of a complaint in there do I?" Asked Tinsley.

"No, I'm just worried how the breast milk will do with my implants" said Willow.

"I don't see where it will be a problem. Ask google" ask Tinsley.

"I will when I get access to a laptop. Oh, and do you just walk around topless when no one is here?." Said Willow.

"Most of the time. Rachel and Sarah have been here most of the day so I've had to take my shirt off everytime the kids needed to eat. If I'm here by myself, I never put a shirt on unless I know someone is coming. I know that Abbas Babbitt because someone is going to catch me topless eventually but I don't give a shit. We have all seen a set of tits" said Tinsley.

"That's true" said Willow.

After the babies were done eating, Tinsley laid them all in one of the pack and plays and laid Abel in the other. She slid on her shirt, skipping s bra because it was pointless to put it on just to have to take it off again. She and Willow settled in on the couch watching tv. They scanned the channels trying to find something to watch, finally settling on a baking championship.

Both of them must have dozed off watching the series because Tinsley woke 11:30 p.m. and the show they had been watching was no longer on. The kids were still sleeping so Tinsley walked out onto the back deck to get some fresh air. She wondered was Jax was doing. She wondered if he was ok. She wondered if he even wanted to talk to her. She needed to talk to him and apologize but the last time she tried to call him, his phone still went to voicemail.

"OH MY GOD!" screamed Willow from the living room. Tinsley cringed hoping that Willow hadn't woken the kids. And sure enough, she had. All four kids began crying. Tinsley ran back into the house.

"What the hell are you hollering about?" Asked Tinsley.

"I think my water just broke. Either that or I pissed myself" said Willow.

"Are you hurting anywhere?" Asked Tinsley.

"My belly is cramping" said Willow.

"Then it's probably your water. I don't smell piss. I need to get the kids calmed down. Call Gemma. Tell her that's going on" said Tinsley.

"Ok" said Willow.

Willow dialed Gemma's number and waited for her answer. While she was waiting, the worst pain she had ever felt hit her.

"Jesus fucking christ" moaned Willow , trying to stay quiet.

"Hello?" Said Gemma.

"Gemma, it's Willow. I'm at Tinsley and Jax's. My water just broke" said Willow.

"Let me talk to Tinsley." Said gemma.

"Ok" said Willow as she handed Tinsley the phone.

"Hey" said Tinsley.

"Bring the kids here. I'll keep them. Bring some formula since I'm sure you haven't had time to pump. You should be at the hospital with her." Said Gemma.

"No, I haven't had time. I'll be over in a few minutes. Thanks for this Gemma" said Tinsley.

"Your welcome baby" said Gemma.

Tinsley rushed to pack bottles, formula, and clothes for all 4 kids. She loaded everything in the suburban before loading the kids. Carrying two at the time, she strapped them all in and helped Willow into the suburban. She pulled into Gemma's driveway when Gemma was waiting for her. The grabbed two kids while Gemma grabbed the other two . She carried them inside and sat them on the couch.

"Go. Get Willow to the hospital. Calm me when things progress" said Gemma.

"Will do. Thanks again Gemma" said Tinsley.

"You're welcome baby. Oh, and don't tell Half Sack. At least not yet anyway. He doesn't need the distraction." Said gemma.

"Ok. Call you when I know something" said Tinsley.

She headed out of the house and TJ the suburban where Willow was still moaning in pain. She sped all the way to the hospital. When she pulled up to the emergency entrance, she parked the car and helped Willow out. Once she had Willow situated at the triage desk, she went to park the truck.

When she cane back in they were escorted up to the labor and delivery floor at Saint Thomas. The nurses hooked Willow up to machines to monitor her labor and to monitor the babies. Dr. Greene came in and checked her cervix.

"Well that was fast" he said.

"What was fast?" Asked Willow.

"Looks like your already at 6 centimeters" said Dr. Greene.

"Holy shit" whispered Tinsley.

"What's that mean?" Asked Willow.

"It means you only have four more centimeters before you meet this kid" said Dr. Greene.

"No. I can't deliver this baby until Kip gets here. Sew my coochie up if you have to" said Willow.

"I can't do that. How long before your guy can get here?" Asked Dr. Greene.

"A week" said Willow.

"I'm sorry but this baby has other plans. You will meet he or she before the sun come up if your labor continues at this rate." Said Dr. Greene.

"Tins, what the fuck! I knew he shouldn't have gone. God I hate him right now" said Willow almost hysterical.

"Everything is going to be ok. I'm right here" said Tinsley.

"I'm going to let you two settle in. The nurses know to call me if your pain gets worse." Said Dr. Greene before walking out of the room.

After Dr. Greene was gone, Tinsley and Willow settles in. They watched some tv and talked. As Willow's labor progressed, the pain increased. It didn't take long before she was asking for an epidural. When the anesthesiologist came in, so did Dr. Greene. He checked Tinsley again and she was at 10 centimeters.

"Looks like your ready to push" said Dr. Greene.

"But I need that epidural" said Willow.

"I'm sorry but we don't have time. It's time to push." Said Dr. Greene.

"Are you shitting me right now?" Asked Willow.

"I'm afraid not. You're about to meet your baby Ms. Stapleton. Let's do this thing" said Dr. Greene

"But I'm not ready. I can't do this without Kip." Said Willow as she began to cry.

"I'm sorry Willow. We can't wait for Kip. The baby is ready to be born now." Said Tinsley.