Chapter 35

"The guy I helped Piney kill is who the club believes killed Opie. It was a Mayan." Said Jax.

Holy shit. Tinsley couldn't believe that Jax had just helped Piney kill a guy. And they had pinned it on the Mayans.

"Why the Mayans?" Asked Tinsley.

"Because the niners didn't do it and that who Clay is pinning the blame on" said Jax bitterly.

"Oh ok" said Tinsley.

"Come here" said Jax.

Without any hesitation, Tinsley walked right into his arms. She wrapped them around her and kissed her deeply. Their touching became more heated, their kisses became deeper, and their breathes became more labored. Before it could lead to more, Tinsley stepped back, attempting to catch her breath.

"Your not messing up this hair Teller" said Tinsley soothing out her hair.

"Lipstick is wrecked" said Jax shrugging.

"I can fix that pretty quick. You need to rewash your face" said Tinsley.

They both looked in the mirror and Tim's was shocked at just how much of her red lipstick was smeared. Taking a makeup remover, she removed the smeared lipstick from herself and from Jax. While Tinsley was working on fixing her makeup, jax got dressed in his usually jeans and SAMCRO shirt.

Tinsley hadn't washed her beauty sponge yet so she reapplied the makeup that had came off and reapplied her lipstick. When she was done, she walked out of the bedroom to find Jax starring at the ultrasound photos of the triplets. Her heart melted just thinking about those babies. Unconsciously, her hand went to her belly and began to rub. As she rubbed small circles on her belly, she felt one of them kick.

"Ouch!" Said Tinsley

"What's wrong?" Asked Jax as he ran over to her. She could see the panic in his face.

"Nothing. One of the babies just kicked me I think" said Tinsley.

Jax took his hand and placed them on her belly and sure enough, one of the licked him. Jax got the biggest smile on his face at the feel of it all. The longer he stood there like that, the kicks began to increase. Tinsley couldn't even began to imagine how much this was going to hurt the further along she got. Jax dropped to his knees and kissed Tinsley's belly theee times, one for each baby. When he did that, she got three kicks. It was almost like the babies were replying to his kisses.

Standing back up, Jax kissed Tinsley on the forehead. He stood there for a minute, just holding her

"Have I told you how much I love you today" said Jax leaning back to look into her eyes.

"Not since our doctors appointment" said Tinsley smiling.

"Honestly Tins, you love us more than I honestly deserve. You know the things I do and you still love me. It amazes me" said Jax.

"You deserve to be loved Jax. You are my heart, my soul, my everything, and best of all, my baby daddy" said Tinsley adding a little humor to the conversation.

"I still can't believe there are three in there and that we're about to have four kids " said Jax.

"I can't either. Growing up, I always wanted a big family. It was just me and my brother. I wanted more siblings at least a sister or two. I always said that when I was old enough to start having kids, I wanted to have as many as I was meant to. If that meant only one, that was fine but if it was five or more that was fine too." Said Tinsley

"Five? Really? So you would want at least one more" said Jax.

"Only if it's meant for me to have one more" said Tinsley.

"Well, I can't say what will happen because I'm not god and I can't tell thr future, but if you were to get pregnant again after the triplets, as of right now, I think I'd be ok with that. I'm not saying that wont change after they are born because let's face it, we will have 4 kids under the age of one and I don't know how that's going to work" said Jax.

"Me either but as long as we stick together and work together, we will get though this." Said Tinsley as she kissed him lightly.

Before things could lead to her lipstick being smeared again, she backed away and went in search of her Uggs. Sitting on the side of the bed, she slid them on. They were about the only shoes she could wear right now. Her feet had began to swell about a week ago.

"We should go down and check on Abel." Said Jax after Tinsley was done putting in her shoes.

Tinsley got up off the bed and walked out of the bedroom ahead of Jax. They walked downstairs and into the living room where Neeta was working on some sort of crochet project. Abel was asleep.

"Has be given you any trouble?" said Tinsley.

"None at all. You two go ahead. We will be fine here. Stay as long as you need." Said Neeta.

"We should be home by midnight" said Tinsley.

"Stay our as long as you too like. We will be right here." Said Neeta.

"Ok, we will see you in a few hours." Said Jax.

Tinsley walked over to the pack and play and kissed Abel on the forehead and told him she loved him before grabbing her leather jacket and heading out to the Tahoe. Even thought they Jax would be riding the bike, she would be driving because the bike wasn't comfortable for her to ride anymore because of the belly. She missed riding with Jax.

AT THE CLUB HOUSE:The party was in full swing with Jax and Tinsley arrived for the party. It wasn't even 7pm yet and there were people already falling on the ground from being drunk. She and Jax walked hand in hand to the club house looking for something eat. Neither had eaten and even though she had ate lunch and the remainder of a bag of chips on the way over, she was starving.

They found Gemma manning the buffet table. There was just about anything anyone could ever want. There was everything from KFC chicken to meatballs to every form of side and sweet dessert one could imagine. The sweets table alone was enough to give some one diabetes by looking at it for too long.

Just as they were walking to the closer to Gemma, a porn star blonde stops in front of Jax and puts her hands on his chest.

"Hey loverman. Where you been?" Said the tramp.

"With my Ol' Lady" said Jax as he held up their linked hands.

"What are you doing with a bitch like her? She's fast as fuck Jax. You really gonna go from this to that" said thr tramp as she ruber her hands down her body and then nodded her head towards Jax.

"He's with a bitch like me because he wants to be. Not that it's any of your god damn business, but I'm fucking pregnant you anorexic, Barbie wanna be, cum rag. I suggest you remove your fucking hands from him before I break it off and shove it through that pretty little face of yours." said Tinsley.

"Whoa, calm down..." started Jax.

"Who the duck are you talking to you country as hillbilly? I've been ducking Jax for years. Head had Ol' ladies before. Hell, he was married before and he has always cheated on them with me. You just as well accept the fact that you will be thr next to be cheated on but you won't be thr fucking last" said Thr blonde.

No sooner than the blonde finished her statement, Tinsley's first connected with her nose. The crunch could be head throughout the club house since everyone had got quiet. The blond fell to the ground, clutching her nose.

"So broke my fucking nose you bitch" said thr blonde.

"I told you to remove your fucking hand. You can call me all the fucking names you want but I know who he fucking tonight while your trying to get someone to give you a pity fuck since your nose looks like fucking Fiona's from Shrek." said Tinsley.

Kneeling down in the blondes face, Tinsley yanked her hair into her hand.

"Listen to me. And you better listen to me good. You lay your fucking grubby ass paws on him again, and I'll kill you. You stay away from me, my man, and this goddamn club house." Said Tinsley before slamming her head down on the concrete floor and spitting in her face.

"You heard her" said Gemma as she pushed through the crowd.

"Leave Ima. It's in your best interest" said Juice.

"I'll drag her out of here by her hair." Said Happy.

Ima climbed today her feet and made her way to the door with one hooker heel on and one off. She was still trying to stop the blood form porluring from her face.

Jax went to hug Tinsley to him and she swung on him.

"Don't you fucking touch me either. Did you know he was going to be here?"

"Lets go to the apartment and talk about this" said Jax.

"What? You don't wanna do this here?" Asked Tinsley as she spread her arms out encompassing the whole room.

"I'd prefer not to" said Jax.

"You two men's to get talk this out. Go to the back and get this shit straight. And Tinsley Marie, you better calm down" said Gemma and she nodded towards Tinsley's belly.

Tinsley turned on her heel and headed for the back so she could talk. She didn't know why she was even Jax. She knew he had a reputation prior to them getting tot her but he hadn't given her any inclination that he would ever cheat. All she knew was that Gemma was right, she needed to calm down. Her heart had to be beating two hundred beats a minute right now.

Once they reached the back apartment, Tinsley sat down on Jax's bed and tried to breath deep to slow her heart rate. She was exhausted. She as would up tight. And more that anything, she wanted Jax. She wanted to rip his clothes off and fuck him seven ways to Sunday and hope that Ima bitch saw it somehow.

Jax walked towards the bed and sat down beside her and pulled her to his side. She resisted at first but she finally relaxed into him. When she had finally calmed down and her heart rate was back to normal, she knew it was time to talk to Jax about what had just happened.

"I'm sorry Jax. I shouldn't have done that to her... at least while I was pregnant anyway. But she dammit deserved it." Said Tinsley as one lone tear streamed down her face.

"Baby, it was just words from someone who isn't worth more than dried up dog shit. Yes, I hooked up with her in the past. Yes, I cheated on Tara and Wendy with her but I could never do that to you. You mean more to me than I can even begin to explain." Said Jax.

"What was I really supposed to do? Let her insult me? You know I don't have the best self esteem and being pregnant isn't helping any. Look at me. I have to wear legging because none of my jeans fit. I've had to resort to T-shirts because nothing else fits. Hell, my damn shoes done even fit anymore because my feet swell." Said Tinsley as she began to cry all over again.

"Baby, you look because. Who gives a fuck what everyone else thinks? I love you! I love your belly, I love you in my shirts. Don't let her make you feel bad about yourself when you have the gift of life growing inside of you. She's nothing but a whore and she knows it." Said Jax.

"But how am I suppoes to just let it go? I know you have slept with her. She made that very ducking clear. Who's to say that you won't get grossed out by my body the further along I get and go looking for her to get your rocks off?" Asked Tinsley.

"Because like I just said, I love you and I love your body. Your body is the way it is because of me. I did that. Why would it gross me out?" Asked Jax.

"It's just that she's she so pretty. And she skinny." Said Tinsley as she wipes her nose on the back of her hand.

"She's not you" whispered Jax as he pulled her tighter to his side.

"I'm not that important" said Tinsley.

"Baby, you are my whole entire world. You are a great mother to our son, your giving me 3 more kids. You so have a heart of good and you have a mean right hook" said Jax trying to add some humor and get Tinsley to smile.

"I did get her good didn't I?" Asked Tinsley.

"Baby, you shattered her nose and probably give her a concussion when you smashed her head into the concrete." Said Jax.

"Bitch should have kept her mouth shut and kept her hands off my man" said Tinsley.

Jax laughed, and kissed Tinsley on the forehead.

"I mean it Tins. I love you with my whole entire heart. I could t cheat on you because of them would be you. I only want to make love to you for the rest of my life." Said Jax.