-chapter five-

location: bama's bedroom

time: 3:00 am

"ok so" i said to ruben

"what happened baby?" he asked while giving me butterflies

"i came home all happy and shit then my mom of course had to slut shame me and shit" i told ruben that while sobbing.

"why the fuck would she do that?" ruben asked while looking down and playing with his fingers.

"i don't know. She chocked me and threw me inside of my room. I just don't get why she hates me. Like what the fuck did i do  to deserve this? Why me!!" i said to ruben while screaming and crying at the same time.

"i know how you feel. It's ok." ruben said while hugging me tight and giving me kisses on my forehead.

"thanks ruben.  You know if you need anything you can come here and stay since my mom is rarely home. I said while grabbing his hand.

"do you wanna watch a movie?" i asked ruben while lifting his chin up so he doesn't look at the floor.

"sure" 

We got comfortable then i showed ruben the options i had.

"ok so, I have Pulp Fiction, Clueless, Matilda, And The sandlot"

"damn you got good options, let's watch Pulp Fiction."

"ok bebe" i said while kissing him on the lips before i set up the movie.

We cuddled on my bed then he fell asleep first. I gave him a kiss on his forehead and i fell asleep right after.

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I woke up and ruben was still sleeping. His lips were all pouty and it made me blush. I took a shower and i walked out the bathroom with only a towel on cause i thought ruben was still sleeping but he wasn't and i got so scared.

"Oh shit.. um sorry i thou-"

"it's ok don't be embarrassed princess" ruben said while checking me out.

"you sure?" i questioned

"yess, it's ok" ruben replied while licking his lips

"ok but don't look" i said while slowly taking my towel off.

He turned around and i just got changed into my outfit. I peeped him peeking at the mirror but i didn't mind as much.

"done" 

"you look beautiful" ruben said while getting up and hugging me by my waist.

"thank you bebe, lemme do my makeup real quick" i said while blushing.

"you don't need makeup but whatever you like is ok with me"

I blushed as i did my makeup and put on my perfume. I put on a pretty basic look today.

 --your makeup--

-- your outfit--

"you ready" ruben asked as he grabbed my board and gave it to me.

"yeah" i said while grabbing the board.

We left my house and headed to the shop.

location: motorz

time: 12:30 pm

"look who finally showed up" ray yelled

"hush" i said while rolling my eyes

"anyways, whats the plan for today" i asked

"lets go to the school, but we gon have to skate there" fuckshit replied

"thats fine" ruben said 

We left the shop and got to the school. We skated for a while until we got tired.

"yo fuckshit, How much longer until you get your car back?"

"two weeks" fuckshit mumbled

"two weeks n***a!?" ray yelled

"yup, My parents saw my report card and took my shit, Might as well just cut my dick off" fuckshit said as the rest of the group laughed.

"like im a junior in high school and they expect me all of a sudden do be going to harvard and shit. My parents did that shit but that life is just not mine." fuckshit added on

"so what you tryna do then" ray asked

"shii il just skate, go to parties you know just live life. All that serious shit is corny to me" fuckshit said.

"i think that shits corny. Im tryna get out the hood, i wanna see shit." ray replied

"but i don't live in the hood" fuckshit mumbled.

"what you tryna do fourthgrade?" ray asked

"i don't know ill probably make a movie or something" fourthgrade said softly.

"n***a you know you gotta say words to make movies right? I ain't hear you speak but twice" fuckshit said while ray laughed a little.

"yeah i guess. Stupid idea" fourthgrade mumbled.

"I think it's cool" i replied

"how bout you bama? ray asked.

"i kinda wanna start modeling" i said while looking around.

"sure got the looks and body to be one" ruben mumbled.

"thanks bebe" i said while kissing ruben.

Ray gets up and we all look confused.

"where you going?" fuckshit asked.

"imma go skate this gap, You know try hard and be corny" ray said while grabbing his board.

We followed him and got on top of a roof. Ray went first and ollied over the gap. Then fuckshit went and did the same thing. Ruben was about to do it but he got scared and stopped.

"come on what kind of pussy shit was that" ray yelled.

"you got this man" stevie said while ruben was walking towards me.

"shut the fuck up f****t" ruben yelled

"deja de ruben no seas así, Cabron" i said while slapping his shoulder.

"para que era eso" ruben yelled.

"you were being mean" i said while rolling my eyes.

He kissed me so that i would "calm down".  I was skating down the roof and i did a tre flip over the gap as the group clapped.

"fuck, shit that was dope" fuckshit said while winking.

I smiled then stevie started to go down the roof slowly then the group started to yell.

"stevie wait, Your not going fast enough" ray said.

Stevie fell of the roof and landed on a table.

"fuck, shitt this n***a dead" fuckshit yelled.

I skated down the roof so i could go check on him and the group followed.

We got down there then fuckshit started to touch stevie.

"stevie" fuckshit said while poking him.

"n***a don't poke him" ray yelled.

"you good sunburn?" ray asked while stevie started to get up.

"thank god he's alive" i said while stevie started to bleed.

"oh shit. Stevie take your shirt off." fuckshit said while lifting stevie's shirt up.

He wrapped the shirt around stevie's head then he started to bleed some more.

"yo ruben take your shirt off" ray said to ruben.

"fuck no this is my favorite shirt" ruben said annoyed.

"n***a take the fucking shirt off" ray yelled.

"it's fine ill take mine off" i said while i took of my shirt. All you could see was my nude lace bra with a bunch of scratches and bruises.

The group looked shocked as i wrapped my shirt around stevie's head.

"bama are you ok" fuckshit asked.

"im fine" i said while i started to tear up.

"no seriously are you ok" ray asked.

"no.." i said while i started to ball out crying and ruben came up to hug me.

"it's my mom" i said while mascara and eyeliner was running down my face.

"oh" the group said while hugging me and telling me its gonna be ok.

"can i go home please. My mom and sister arent there" 

"of course" ruben said while giving me his shirt to wear.

We left the school and we skated to stevie's house first then we went to my house.

"can all of you stay. We can swim at my pool and just kick it" i asked

"for sure" ray said

We entered my house and everyone looked shocked to see how "rich" i am.

"damn bama so you livin the life" fuckshit said while laughing.

"not really but thanks" i said while laughing.

"lets swim" i said while leading them towards the pool

They all took off there clothes and i just went upstairs to change into a bathing suit and as soon as i got to the pool they all stared at me.

--your bathing suit and body type--

"what?" i said with an attitude

"you.. look hot" the group said while looking at me.

"fucking perverts" i said while jumping in and getting close to ruben

"yall better hop off my girl" ruben said while picking me up and my legs wrapped around his waist.

"damn ruben so yall is dating?" ray said

"mhm" i said while nodding my head.

"prove it" fuckshit asked

"ok" ruben said while we started to make out in the pool.

We continued for like 5 more minutes so that we wouldn't move on to something more serious...

"oh so yall is right" ray said

"yeah" i said while flipping him off then went back to kissing ruben.

--Im gonna end the chapter here because it was getting super long and i don't want you guys to get bored lol. I really do hope you guys like the book. Te amo bebes <3--