Take my hand (*one direction* fanfic)

Chapter 12

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Abi's POV

I knew I was in a dream, but this one is different. It was a bright day. I was walking down the beach laughing with Nialler like I always wanted.

I then heard a scream. It sounded like Zayn. Panic rose inside me. I had to save him. I ran to the woods where I heard him.

"Abi, help me. Abi !!" I heard him scream.

I saw him up ahead. He was being dragged away by hooded figures. I saw him looking at me. I wanted to cry. No not Zayn! Please no!

"Leave him. Leave him alone.!" I shouted at the hooded figures. They just laughed at me.

I ran after them. I just wanted him safe in my arms. Wait what. I fell to my knees. I sobbed loudly. Not Zayn. Precious Zayn. The pain was unbearable it felt as if I lost my world. If only I could see him smile and say my name in that husky voice.

His beautiful voice. I then saw the leader pull out a gun. No! I tried running but I couldn't. No, not Zayn! The leader shot him and I saw him fall limp to the ground. His blood covering the ground in crimson.

"No! ZAYN!!!!"

*end of dream*

I woke up with a start, panting. Zayn burst through my door. He saw me crying and ran towards me pulling me into his warm, safe embrace. Wait what? Warm, safe embrace? What the hell is going on?

He rocked us back and forth.

"Damn it girl. You almost gave me a heart attack. I thought something bad happened." He whispered softly to me.

I just hugged him tighter remembering the dream.

"Sorry." I said feeling the need to apologize for the dream too. I'm just glad it was a dream.

"Don't apologize. You had a bad dream it happens. relax."

I sigh feeling safe. I don't know what's happening but its not good.

"Zayn let's go for a walk. I need a smoke so bad." He laughs and ruffles my hair.

"Its 01:30 am." I shrug.

"So? Please Zayn." I say I'm my best little girls voice.

I could literally feel him smelt. He sighs.

"Fine. Grab a jacket thou. Its cold out." I nod and he left to fetch the cigarettes. I pulled on my black jeans with a weird dress over and my denim jacket.

I pulled my hair in a ponytail and pulled on my boots. I was done by the time he came back.

"Right front or window?" He asked me.

"Window." He then climbed down first and then called out to me.

I did the same till I reached the end of the ladder thing.

"Jump I'll catch you. Promise." I don't know why but that made me smile. I jumped and landed safely in his arms.

I wanted to stay there but that's not good so I turned away and started walking in the direction of the beach. The moon shined bright, making everything silver. I sensed Zayn walking beside me. He gave me a cigarette and I lighted it.

We walked in silence. I saw rock and I suddenly wanted to sit there. Since when did I become daring. I walked towards it but Zayn pulled me back.

"No your going to hurt yourself. Let me climb up first and then I'll help you." That's so sweet.

If it were Niall he wouldn't even let me sit there. Wait I thought I was in love with Niall not Zayn. Zayn stuck out his hand and I grabbed it feeling extremely safe. He pulled me up and my other arm grazed his arm.

Damn I felt his muscles. Oh damn his got big muscles. I sat next to him on the rock. Looking out at sea. I shivered out of habit and Zayn put his arm around my waist. I snuggled up against him. His other arm was laying on his leg.

I saw his tattoo's. I traced them with my fingers feeling a electric current run through my body as my finger made a connection with his arm. That's so not good! His tattoo's looked even more awesome in the moonlight.

I loved the closeness of our bodies. No Abi no! You can't think like that! Niall remember. But I already know things have changed. I always felt a connection to Zayn but never paid attention.

The wind started blowing and I snuggled closer to Zayn. He had both arms rapped around me. We just sat there. Not saying word. It felt nice. More than nice I actually felt free.

Like its only me and Zayn in the world. I didn't even care about my depression or the voices. I was safe. He lowered his head to look at me. Our mouths were inches apart.

His warm breath sending waves of warmth through me. I couldn't think straight.

"Its nice." He whispered. I nod and broke eye contact. I felt empty without his warm brown eyes.

Then something started nagging in my brain.

'Your pathetic' no no! Not the voices!

'Hey so now your a whore?' I shook my ears.

"No, no leave me! Please." I whisper to them.

'We're all you have'

'Zayn doesn't care'

'Your his friend nothing more'

"No that's not true!" I whisper. Zayn looks into my eyes. I saw him say something but all I heard was the voices like the time in the kitchen.

'See I told you, your pathetic!'

'A disgrace'

'No wonder Niall didn't want you'

'Zayn will never want a good for nothing girl'

I cried and rocked myself.

"No, no its not true! Don't listen." I whisper to myself but they just grew louder.

'Aww are you feeling sorry for yourself'

'Hahaha poor Zayn, he probably thinks your crazy'

"No you are crazy.

Leave me please." I said. And then I saw Zayn's face. He looked pained. He knew I didn't tell it to him. I was hurting him. "Zayn go. You don't have to see this. Go inside. I'll be okay I just have to ignore them. Please I'm hurting you. Go." I whisper.

They laugh at me.

'Aww shame poor Zayn.'

'Worried are you'

'Poor Zany.'

"No leave him alone! He didn't do anything to you. Don't say that of him!" I said.

They laughter grew louder and louder until I was gripping my ears. I shook my head trying to get them to stop. They laughed evilly.

'Your a disgrace'

'Tell me why do you live'

'You should die'

'Its easy just drown yourself'

'Do that for them'

'Do Zayn a favor and kill yourself. Its not like he'll care' I cried harder.

"No, no he does care. He must!" I almost shout. And then Zayn grabbed my hands and pulled them from my ears.

He lifted my head and looked into my eyes. His face was inches from mine. He kept my graze. His graze was full of .. Love??

'Your pathetic'

'Really love?'

'How can anyone love you?'

'Your ugly'

'Worthless'

'Stupid'

I shook my head but Zayn kept my graze. He then said something that made them stop.

"Your amazing. Don't listen to them. I love you! Stay with me Abi! Please stop hurting her! Abi .. Please come back"

I looked at him and the voices was gone. I gave him a hug.

"It worked they're gone! Thank you Zayn!" I said through my tears. I held him tightly. He held me just as tightly and then I realized he was crying.

I wiped his tears off. I frowned.

"Don't please. I'm fine see. I told you to leave. You should have." I whispered. He shook his head violently.

"I couldn't leave you. I couldn't. I was to afraid you'll do something stupid. I can't lose you." He said.

He can't lose me? He really cares.

"You care that much?" He nods and leans with his head against mine.

"More than you know." He whispers so quietly I don't think he knew I heard. But I did. He really cares.

I look him in the eyes.

"Thank you." He nods and I stood up and almost fell off. Zayn grabbed me just in time.

"Okay its official. Your Edward and I'm Bella." He laughs and nods.

He then jumped of the rock and I jumped into his arms. And so we walk towards the house again. My head resting against his shoulder and his arm around my waist.

I hear the sound of our boots on the cement. Before we climbed back up I stood on my tip toes and kissed him on the cheek and I blushed.

"Thank you again for everything. I won't forget what you've done for me." I said.

He nodded and helped me into my room and I went to bed with a smile thinking that he was the only one to ever stop the voices and I was glad. And then I slept.

Liam's POV

I heard Abi scream Zayn's name in terror. I saw Zayn run to her room. I saw the look of horror on his face. I watched as they snuck out to the beach.

I saw them sitting by the rocks. He loves her, and whatever the dream was about had her thinking about him. I'm glad that she's falling for Zayn.

Niall is just to good. I just wonder if Abi can tame Zayn. I saw Abi kiss him on the cheek and I saw Zayn blush! Looks like she might just do that.

I'm happy for them. I felt that Niall wasn't good enough for Abi. And now I know why.

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Dum dum dum. I'm guessing I'm confusing you now!! Lol I love it .. I love Zayn and Abi more !! They've got a cool vibe going on .. So whatya think??

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