Take my hand (*one direction* fanfic)

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Chapie 10

Abi's POV.

I woke up with one massive headache! I groan and sit up. I saw Liam and Harry sprawled across my bed. What happened? Oh shit. I remember. The voices, Niall. Oh crap. Harry.

Oh boy he mustave been out of his mind. I check the clock. 05:30. I sigh and stood up. Changing into sweats and a long sleeve top. I feel dead today.

I don't even tie my hair up. I leave it loose. I walk bare feet down the stairs and hear the tv on.

I went to the kitchen and saw Zayn's packet of smokes laying on the counter. I take one and light it and sat at the counter.

Enjoying the darkness.

"Wow Zayn since when are you awake this early." I heard a tired Niall say. I almost laughed.

"I'm not Zayn, Niall." I heard his gasp and then he pulled out a seat next to me.

"Since when do you smoke?" He asks.

I shrug and the remember its dark.

"Since I feel like crap." He sighs and then he takes my hand.

"You okay?" I sigh.

"Far from it. Sorry for yesterday."

He went silent.

"Its not your fault, really." I sigh but drop the subject. We sit there in silence for a few minute's. I get up and look around in the pantry until I find a red bottle of wine.

I take the glasses out of the cupboard. I pour in wine for me and Niall. I then returned to my seat.

"Your to young to drink Abi." I roll my eyes.

"Who cares about rules if you messed up."

I sighs and I take a sip.

"So did you break up with her?" I ask and take one last drag of the cigarette, before killing it.

Niall sighs and I turn to look at him.

"You didn't mess up Abi." I roll my eyes and snort.

"Really now. How did Harry take it huh? I bet he was. In pieces. I hate myself okay. I hate it that I hurt all of you. I didn't want to break in front of you all. Only Liam has seen me like that. It haunts him still." I sigh and put my head in my hands.

Niall takes my hand and turns me around to face him.

"Yeah its true. But at least we know now what your going through."

I shake my head and Niall wipes away the stray tear on my cheek.

We sit there in silence. My wine was finished before

Niall's was but I didn't refill. "Good morning." I heard my brother say in a forced happy tone no doubt. I stood up and ran to him. I hugged the life out of him while the tears roll down.

"I'm so sorry. Oh Harry I'm so, so sorry."

He pushes me away and looks me in the eyes.

"No don't you dare apologize! Its not your fault you can't help it. I just wished you would've told me."

I sigh and then took his hands in mine.

"I promise you. You'll never have to see that again."

He shook his head.

"I want to help you. You can't go through this alone." I sigh.

"She won't be alone. She has me."

I turned to see Liam standing by the door.

"No Liam I can do it on my own."

Niall shook his head.

"No you can't Abi. No one can do it alone." I sigh in frustration.

"Fine Liam can help me. But that's it!"

"I want to help Abi."

Harry said but I shook my head violently.

"No, no way. What you saw yesterday was mild. Liam tell him you've seen worse."

Liam sighs but nods.

"I agree with her Harry. You haven't seen the worst. You won't be able to forget it." Harry sighs but let's it go. I'm grateful.

I look at the time. Its 06:10am. Its way too early for us to be up.

"Guys go sleep please. You guys are tired. Sleep now!" Liam burst out laughing.

"Your demanding. What about you?"

I roll my eyes and scoff it off.

"I don't need it. You guys do. Go. Now!" They all sigh but went to their rooms. Finally.

That's until I heard a chuckle behind me. Of course Niall won't go to sleep.

"You too Niall."

I say but I know its useless. He smiles and shakes his head.

"Then come sit with me in the lounge."

If he isn't going to sleep then I'm going to make him. I sat on the couch and he laid down with his head on my lap.

I played with his hair.

"I know what your trying to do Abi." I roll my eyes.

"Then humor me." He shook his hair and I sigh.

His hair is so soft. I could just play with his hair the hole day.

"You know tomorrow is valentine's day." I slap my forehead. Shit I forgot.

"Right you sleep. I must go shopping I completely forgot."

He laughs but holds me down.

"Its to early. Shops only open at 8." I shook my head.

"Yeah okay I forgot about that to." He smiles.

"What you gonna give me?" I shook my head.

"Uhuhuh nope its a secret."

He rolls his beautiful blue eyes.

"Fine. I know your going to love my present for you." I smile.

"Your going to get me a present? You shouldn't thou."

He sends me a glare.

"I want to and I already have so suck it up." I laugh. "You guys spoil me to much."

"Because you deserve it." I stiffen.

I hate that word.

"Oh sorry. Guess you kinda hate that word." I nod but relax. I rest my hand on his hair. He smiles.

"You like my hair?"

I shook my head.

"Nope. I love it. Its so soft. So fluffy." He laughs and looks at me.

"Fluffy? What do I look like. A huge fluffy bear."

I smile and nod.

"My giant forever hungry bear." He tries to glare at me but he can't. He smiles.

"Damn you." I just chuckle. He closes his eyes and I run my fingers through his hair.

I then move my hand to his temple and massage it. It relaxes me too. And soon enough I hear his light snores.

Sweet success. Now its time to go shopping.

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Hey hey .. Sorry its so short .. Kinda want to fit two chapters into today .. Happy valentine's my crazy fan .. Next chapie will be a bonus for all you valentine's lovers!! I'm out

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