Chapter 16

I woke up to Jc shaking me, he wanted to go see his mom

"The others are already in there but I don't wanna leave ya" he said pulling my hand "alrighty let's go" i said getting up n walking to her room with Jc

We walked in the door, my jaw dropped...

She looked like shit in all honestly the doctor pulled me aside

"I already notified your friends about this but..she isn't gonna make it, the blade punctured her lung and she's lost way to much blood, We attempted to replace her blood but her body refuses it and we can't figure out why. I'm sorry but there's no way to save her now" the nurse said honestly.

I walked back into the room hitting her shoulder with mine forcefully outta anger

"Dal don't lose it, that's the last thing we need" darry said

"Are you fucking expecting me to act like I'm perfectly okay?!?!?" I said raising my voice pissed off

"Dally please.." Ailee said softly barely being able to speak

"I shoulda fucking helped you.." i said. "Dallas Winston don't blame yourself..please. you Johnny and blaze..i can't have all 3 of you blaming yourselves or eachother" she said as loud as she could..which wasn't loud is was barely over a whisper. I just nodded quietly I looked over at Jc who was so confused he walked up to Ailee.."God..I love you Jc..don't forget that please buddy" she said as Jc held her hand "your leaving me??" he asked confused still

"I am..and I'm sorry I don't want to bud I ain't gotta choice" she said her voice getting quieter n quieter

A single tear went down her cheek as the pillow sunk in and the machine flatlined. I lost every bit...of control I had I went to the doorway I punched the wall repeatedly and stormed out. I heard small footsteps behind me I knew who it was..I walked outta the hospital n fell on my knees crying i didn't care who seen me. Jc was beside me hugging my arm so i hugged him right..this kid is the only reason I won't fucking kill myself. Johnny walked out of the hospital and leaned against the hospital building crying, He didn't wanna be with Jc right now so I kept him close. I was pissed at johnny when he said he didn't wanna see Jc right now but I just picked the kid up n put him on my shoulders, I took him down to the park and I sat up on the monkey bars with him. "What are we gonna do uncle dal" he asked sniffling

"We're gonna continue our lives like she wanted us to pal but we ain't gonna forget her alright?" I said softly

He nodded and put his head against my arm

"How come dad hates me now..?..did mom die because of me?" He asked his voice shaky and breaking

"No Jc..that's not at all your fault okay? Your dad is just mad at himself and doesn't know what to do, he Still loves you to death kiddo" I said lightly.

He nodded as i sighed

A red mustang pulled up, Jc jumped off the monkey bars as Randy stepped outta the car, they hugged eachother

Randy's pov

I hugged Jc tightly as he hugged me

"How ya doing kiddo?" i asked softly

"Tryna be like dal n be tough..i-its hard not to just..fall to my knees and cry for days.." he said sighing

"I know buddy..I feel like shit myself honestly.." I told him

"You should, you fucking caused it" Dally said, I could hear his voice break at the end

"All us soc's did dallas, i get it alright don't fucking make worse" i said shaking my head

"I gotta go, I got to get her off my mind. Ill cya around kid" i said

"Cya Randy" he replied as I got in my car, I shut the door n drove off

Johnny's pov

"Man..what the Fuck am i gonna do.." i said sitting on the floor with my head in my knees, along with my arms wrapped around..while crying

"Come on Johnny..you gotta keep living either way, Jc needs ya." pony said,

"I can't man..I can't not without her. I will fucking break..trying to be there for Jc when I can't even look at him without goddamn thinking of her... I can't be around him ponyboy, I Can't" I said getting up and walking out of the house. "Fuck this" I mumbled walking down the road

Ponys pov

"This ain't gonna end well..Johnny's gonna lose it guys" i said wiping my eyes, I miss Ailee..

"We can't force anything on him, not after what's happened.." darry said

Soda and i nodded then dal walked through the door holding Jc's hand.

"Hey dal..hey kiddo what're yall up to..?" i asked

"We were at the park..talking about mom n dad" Jc replied

"Dad don't care bout me no more does he? Just tell me the truth please.." he said

"Kid he cares but he's having hard time..we all are" dal said

"But y'all aint blocking me out! He is..i don't know why But He is. Mom wouldn't like this.." He said looking down

"Where's he at..?", he asked us

"Don't know..he left earlier, upset about..well everything" soda said sighing

Dal sit on the couch then Jc sit next to him..

The whole gang slept here except johnny he is..missing i don't know..

Time went by fast..hours turned to day..days to weeks...weeks to months...finally years passed. I miss her, she's missed 4 of her own son's birthdays..he's 14 now.. Last time we saw Johnny was Jc's 10th birthday that was long ago-

I was cut off writing in my diary by Jc, he and I were home alone today

"I'm hittin a walk pony, cya later. I got my blade fore ya ask" he said

"Alright be careful!" i hollered from my room

"I will!" he hollered back then I heard the door shut

Jc's pov

Man what a good day for a walk..I think I'll go to park..

I entered the park within like 30 minutes

Then the Damn sound that haunts me...I heard it as a blueish green mustang pulled up beside me ugh them older kids from school. Bob's little brother and his group. "Hey little grease!" the driver hollered.

"The hell do yall want now Max.." I said annoyed

That's his name..Maximous..super rich name right..

They hopped outta the car him and his 3 buddies, Eric, Arron, and Mark

"Well little grease, you ain't had a good lesson in a while" he said as he flipped his reddish black blade out

I flinched at the sight and got my pure black blade with one skull, that had my name then Mom right beside it in a heart...

"Awe the little blade with 'Mommys' name on it. You little pussy." he said as he punched me the the ground, I tried getting back up but he kicked my face, the other 3 were laughing at me.

I rolled over n spit up blood, I got halfway up then punched again this time my head hit the fountain, i groaned in pain then he kicked my gut, I sat there trying to breathe

The laughing stopped and the heard Eric yell something then they drove off, i groaned looking up n saw dal

"Thank god! I ain't ever been more relieved to see ya uncle dal" I said breathing heavily,

Dally's pov

I smirked at his reaction to me saving his ass, "come on kid, let's get ya good n safe" I said grabbing his hand careful not to hurt him, we walked back to the house I had to help him walk.

We walked in the gate and through the door, it looked empty.

"I gotta get cleaned up..ain't No one gonna like the fact I look like shit" he said sighing

"Come here bud, let me see how bad they got ya" I told him walking to the bathroom,

I made him sit down on the edge of the shower.

I tilted his head up so I could see his face, "Hm just a broke nose n busted lip, you'll be alright" I told him letting him go

"Yea i ain't dead so I figured that" he said in a sarcastic tone

"Watch the sarcasm kid, don't be a wise ass" I said shaking my head,

"Eh where ya think he learned it genius?" someone said behind me, i turned around to see........

(who ya think it is?! Sorry to leave ya with a cliffhanger after not publishing for awhile,

also poor Jc lost his mom and Johnny is soooo distant now. What's gonna happen to everyone?. Dally's become a father figure now i guess, the gang all loves him to death, Johnny loves him but after Jc's mom..Johnny's wife Ailee passed he can't get over it Yknow)