Chapter 19

"What are you doing? Don't touch her." Cody pushed Jake and I apart. "Woah. Nothing happened. We were just talking." Jake said. "Mmm." Cody was glaring at me. "Get inside." He demanded. I quickly went through the door and into the bedroom. Alli and Lilly weren't in the apartment.

I listened to Cody and Jake shouting at each other for a while. I closed my eyes and rested my hands behind my head. The shouting stopped after around ten minutes and then the bedroom door opened. I opened my eyes and looked to the door to find Cody. "Go ahead. Say what you wanna say. I don't care but I'll be sure to listen." "You don't trust me, huh?" He laid on the bed next to me.

"You're not mad at me?" "You didn't kiss him." "But it looked bad?" "Yes it did. But I know that you're not for that mess. And I shouted at Jake, I don't wish to repeat myself." I nodded and rolled onto my side. "What I care about is that you don't trust me." "I do trust you." "Why would you say that you don't?" "I didn't." "You wanted to." "I didn't mean it." I climbed onto his lap.

"Promise." I laid down on his chest. "I'm sorry for everything." "You've already said that." "You deserve to hear it every day. Along with being told you're beautiful and that I love you." "You're so mushy." I giggled and sat up again. "What have you done to me, Miss Miller?" He sighed. "I made you go all slushy and soppy and lovey." I squeezed his cheeks.

"True that." He held my back as he rolled us over. "Seeing you guys together scared me." "You gonna get nightmares about it?" I teased. "I don't like guys touching you." "He wasn-" "He was touching your face. I didn't like that. This is my face." "Actually, it's mine. This is your face." I cupped his face in my hands.

"Alright, smarty." He laughed. "I do love that smile." He stroked my cheek gently with his thumb. "I do need you to stop saying all this stuff. Be a man." "You don't like that though." He said. "I like you." "And I like you." I pulled his head down so he'd kiss me.

"Where did Alli go?" I asked as he kissed my neck. "Took Lil to the park." He said before kissing my neck again. "How long ago?" "Like fifteen minutes." "Which park?" "Jheez! What's with all the questions?" He lifted his head up. "Nothing." I smiled. "Is someone panicking?" He laughed. "No." I shook my head. "You haven't done this in a while." He planted a kiss on my lips.

"I'm fine." "I don't believe you." "Well you gotta." "You gotta prove it." He rolled onto his back and brought me with him. "How?" I rested my hands on his chest. "I think you know." He smirked. "Now?!" "Shh!" "Now?" I whispered. "Why not?" "Everyone's awake. What if Jake comes in. Or Alli and Lilly get back." "We can be quick." "Cody!" "I'm joking!" He laughed as he sat up.

"You're not funny." I giggled and slapped him playfully. "That hurt." He pouted. "Kiss it better?" "As you asked so nicely." I kissed his cheek. "I think my neck hurts." He said and laid down again. "Nice try. It's not happening." "It's been like three weeks!" "It was like two months." I pointed out.

"Not for meeee!" He sung. "Can you tell me who this lucky girl is?" I begged. "Nope. I told you I'd slept with her. That's all you asked for." "Do I know her?" "Mhmm." He nodded. "Are we close?" "It's not like your best friend or anything." "Alli is my best friend so I'd hope not." "Lauren! That's disgusting." I giggled at him. "Well then." I stuck my tongue out.

"Shall we go out tonight?" Cody asked. "I mean everyone." "Why don't we order a chinese and watch netflix?" I offered. "That way Lilly won't be tired tomorrow when she has to stay up for the show." "Thinking like a mommy are we?" "I have to." "No you don't." "Cody, don't start." I warned. "Sorry for caring." He said sarcastically.

"You always have to ruin it." I got off his lap and tried to walk away but he pulled me back and sat me on his knee. "And you what do you mean by that?" "We were having fun but you turned it into a lecture of protection." "Well like I said before, I'm sorry for caring." He used the same tone as he did the first time.

"I'm going with Jake to get some movies and snacks along with dinner. Are you coming?" I asked and got off his knee. "You think I'm leaving you guys alone again?" He got up too. "I didn't even touch him." I scoffed.

"Jake!" I opened his door. "What?" I heard his voice in the living room. Cody and I went into the living room. "You up for a movie night and chinese?" Cody asked. "Sure." "We're gonna go collect it now." I said. "Alright." Jake turned the TV off and got up. "What about Alli and Lilly?" "I'll text Alli." I got out my phone.

Alli and Lilly met up with us after we'd brought the snacks and then we all went to get the food. "I want some noodles." Lilly told Cody. "I'll get you some then." "And some chicken." "And some chicken." Cody confirmed with a nod. "Why do you give her everything?" I asked Cody. "She's my princess. I don't have a baby sister to spoil."

"Hey!" Alli moaned. "You want me to carry you on my shoulders?" "No." "Well then." Jake and I laughed at the two of them. We got our food and then headed back to the hotel. We ate dinner while watching 101 Dalmations and then watched Rio. Lilly fell asleep half way through so I took her in her room and changed her before putting her to bed.

"Lilly's alseep now. I don't see why we can't watch one scary movie." Jake moaned. "Because we don't want to." Alli said. "But we do!" Cody joined in on the moaning. "If you wanna watch scary movies you can watch them by yourselves." I said. "We will then." "Fine." Alli got up. "We'll be in bed." I said and we both went into mine and Cody's room.

"I'm getting in the shower." Alli said. "Yeah, you go in yours. I'll go in mine." I said, she nodded and left the room. After our showers we got into the bed and talked for a while. Alli fell asleep after around an hour so I picked up my phone and went on twitter.

Cody flicked the light on which made me jump. "Turn it off! She's asleep." "Well she's gotta get up so I can get into bed." "Don't wake her." Cody rolled his eyes and came round to where Alli was laying. He lifted her up bridal style and carried her to her room. When he came back I couldn't help but smile at him.

"What?" "You're a cute big brother, aren't you?" "She's a special little sister." He got into bed. "I miss you." "I'm right here." Cody laughed lightly. "No. I miss all of you." My eyes wondered over his body. "Yeah?" "Yeah." "Well I'm all yours. Whenever you want me." I sat up slowly and so did Cody. "But I want to do it slowly." I said. "You want love." Cody told me and kissed my lips.

I let him take the lead, he held my back as he laid me down on the bed and moved his body over mine. He lifted his shirt off before doing the same to mine and kissing my exposed skin. Gentle kisses. Soft kisses. Wet kisses.

My bra became loose so I took my arms out of it and sat up which made Cody sit infront of me. I pushed his chest down and unbuttoned his pants. Cody kicked them and his underwear off at once before rolling us over. He concealed our lips and kissed me slowly, I kissed back willingly. Our tongues moved together as Cody pulled on the band of my underwear.

"Are you sure?" He barely pulled his lips away from mine. "Sure about what?" "This." We both looked down at our bodies. "Mhm.. I'm sure." "Okay." My breathing hitched as he pushed himself into me. "No, wait!" I pushed him up. "What?" He looked worried. "A condom?" I reminded. "Oh shit. Yeah." He looked around the room. "You have some, right?" "I'm not sure." He got up and looked in the closet.

"Stop looking at my ass." Cody looked at me. I looked away and giggled. "It's like finding treasure." Cody came towards the bed. "Don't be too happy." I laughed. "Where were we?" He crawled over to me and kissed my lips. "Now be gentle." I comanded as he guided himself into me. "Mhmm."

He watched our bodies as we moved together. "I love you. You know that? It's never going to change. It's always been you." "I love you too." "I've made mistakes and I know that but I love you and I-" "Cody, shh.." I put my finger on his lips. "But it's true." "I believe you. Just shh.." I wrapped my arms around his neck. Cody buried his face in my neck.

"Cody, wake up!" I heard Lilly's voice. My eyes were greeted with the beaming sunlight. "Five more minutes." Cody groaned and rolled over to face me. "Morning." He smiled at me. "Good morning, Sir." I kissed his nose. "Good night last night, hmm?" "Indeed." "Get up!" Lilly shouted. "I'll go and get Alli." She warned. "Oh nooo.." Cody pretended to care.

"You better put some clothes on before she comes back." I said. "And you." He said as he lifted the covers. I groaned and rolled onto my back. Cody threw a shirt at me and got back into bed while pulling his jeans up. "They won't wake up." Lilly said. "Get them!" Jake shouted and Lilly jumped onto the bed. "Lilly!" Cody and I scolded.

Jake jumped up as well followed by Alli. "Guys! Stop!" I pushed them. There was a knock on the door which stopped the whole show. "Go answer it. I'm getting in the shower." I got out of bed. "Have one when we get to the venue." Alli said as she watched Jake walk out the door. "I feel icky." "You had a shower last night. You haven't been working out over night." She said and got up.

"I beg to differ." Cody smirked. "What?" She turned around. "Nothing." We both smiled innocently at her. She shook her head and went out the door with Lilly following behind. "You're so cocky. It's the most annoying thing ever." I got out of bed. "You love me." He grinned. "Get up, lazy." I looked for something to wear today.

"Lift your arms up again." Cody said to me. "Why?" I didn't look at him. "Just do it." "No." "Please?" "You just wanna look at my butt." I turned around. "So you do know what I want." "I know that you're a horny, teenage boy." "Baby, come here." He crawled to the edge of the bed and knelt up. I moved to him and let him wrap his arms around me.

"You gonna give me a private performance tonight?" "No, I'm not." "That's the wrong answer." "Hmm? If I don't, what will you do?" "I'll have to punish you." "I'm scared." I teased. "You showed me what I was missing last night. I'm gonna need more of it." "You don't need anything." "I ne-" Cody was cut off by someone clearing their throat.

"Oh. Hey, Matt." I moved away from Cody. "Hi." He smiled at us slyly. "I'm gonna go get dressed." I said and went into the bathroom with my clothes. The boys waited until the door was closed before they began talking. I could only hear muffled voices and not what they were saying. Once I was dressed I through my hair into a messy ponytail and opened the door. Cody and Matt went silent again.

"I'm gonna go get Lilly ready." I smiled and left the room. "Lil?" I went into her room. Alli had her sat between her legs on the bed while she was doing her hair. "Alli said she'll give me a fishtail plait." Lilly grinned. "How pretty." I smiled and looked through her closet. "Her hoodie's in the living room if that's what you're looking for." "Okay. Thanks." I sat on the bed with them.

"How was your sleep in your big bed?" I asked. "She wouldn't know." "What do you mean?" I looked at Alli in confusion. "I had a nightmare." She watched as she played with her fingers. "You didn't come to get me?" "Cody said not to sleep in your bed. So I went to see Alli." "Lilly, if you were scared we wouldn't of minded."

"I did go in there but you and Cody were kissing and cuddling when I went in there and I didn't want to disturb you." Oh God. "I didn't hear you come in." "Exactly so I went to see Alli." "Well I'm sorry, sweetie." I kissed her head. "There you go." Alli tied the hair tie around her hair and Lilly jumped up. "Thank you." I watched Lilly run out of the room.

"I hope my brother was worth waking me up." "What?" "Kissing and cuddling? I'm not stupid." She laughed and got up. "He started it." I followed her. "It's very easy to say no." "Hmm." "I'm sorry." "Huh?" I looked at her. "I meant say no to him. I didn't mean to remind you of Josh-" "It's okay." I forced a smile.

"Who's Josh?" Jake asked as we went into the living room. "Jake!" Cody snapped straight away. "Okay, damn! It was just a question." "I'll talk to you about it after the show." I said to him. After a while it was time to leave for the venue. Cody stopped me in the hall as everyone else went to the elevator. "Are you sure you want to tell Jake about Josh?" "Recovery beggins with talking to others." I simply smiled and walked towards the elevators.