Chapter 51

Kaylee's P.O.V.

"Kayls, can you do my tie?" Niall asked standing in front of me. I laughed walking over to him and fixing his tie. "Alright I'll see you later babe, I have to go meet my brother. Love you." He leaned in giving me a kiss as he left his room.

We had landed a couple nights ago and were staying in Niall's house with his mum. "Ryan time to wake up." I whispered nudging him awake. "We have to get ready for the wedding."

"I'm tired." He mumbled rubbing his eyes. As for Ryan, jet lag wasn't settling well with him. He was all mopey and kept saying he didn't feel well, great.

After about 20 minutes I finally got him up and ready into his little tux. I walked into Niall's closet pulling my dress off the rack and slipping into it. 

It was a light blue long gown with the sides cut out. It was beautiful. I curled my hair and let it fall lossely behind my back as I slipped my flats on.

"Ready guys?" Niall's mum appeared in the door way of his room. "You look gorgeous Kaylee!"

"Aw thank you, as do you." I smiled politely picking up Ryan. 

"And you look very handsome." She laughed as I walked over to her with Ryan. At first she was a bit confused about the whole Ryan situation and thought it was a bit strange that we hadn't figured something out sooner but after a few hours she fell in love with the little guy. How could you not?

We made our way down to the car, Ryan and I getting in the back as Niall's mum and his grandma got in the front. When we arrived at the church everyone was outside chatting and talking and I felt a bit lost.

Sure I've met some of these people but that was for a short amount of time... I only really knew Niall and his mum. 

"Hey America." I heard the familiar voice of a girl I met at the funeral.

"Nice to see you Shannon." I laughed turning around to see her dressed in a light pink dress. "You look very pretty."

"Thanks! You do too." She giggled before skipping off. Everyone made their way into the church to take their seats, Ryan and I on the far left in the first row. 

I absolutely loved weddings. They were so cute and pretty. I can't wait to get married one day.

The music started and everyone stood up watching the couples walk down the aisle. I smiled as Niall walked up to the alter standing to the right of his brother. He looked over at me giving a slight wave. 

The ceremony was beautiful And the brides dress was gorgeous. Ryan couldn't sit still the entire time, he was constantly asking questions about when we weer going home and blah. balh, blah.

He was 5, he had the attention span of a gold fish.

~

"Care to dance." Niall smirked at me coming up to the table. I giggled standing up and taking his hand. Ryan had passed out at the table a couple of minutes ago giving me some time to myself. 

Niall and I made our way to the dance floor as there were other people on the dance floor having a good time. Niall started to do some stupid dance causing me to fall into a fit of laughter. 

"You're ridiculous." I laughed as he tugged on my arm spinning me around.

"I know, I'm such a great dancer." He winked kissing my cheek. After a few more songs we were tired out and I made my way back to the table glad to be sitting.

Niall was going to talk to some of his cousins he hadn't seen i a while. His family was massive.... I didn't think one person could have so many cousins!

"Kayls. this is my cousin Lia and her husband Patrick, they got married a few years ago." I stood up smiling at the two introdusing myself. "Lia can't have kids so they were looking into adoption but... they don't want a baby, more of a toddler and I thought of Ryan."

My stomach turned. Sure I wanted Ryan to have a nice home but I can't think of leaving him.... It'd be weird.

"Oh uh... okay." I mumbled. I looked over at Ryan as he was stirring in his sleep probably starting to wake up. "Well uhm that's him over there." 

"Aw he's adorable." Lia smiled walking over and sitting in the seat next to him. Ryan sat up slowly looking around confused.

"Kaylee who are they?" He looked up at me and back at Lia.

"This is Lia, Niall's cousin. Her and her husband want a kid but Lia can't have kids..." I trailed off as he still held the same confused expression.

"How would you feel about Lia and Patrick being your new parents?" Niall asked moving closer to him.

"But I thought you were going to help me find my mommy and daddy." Ryan whispered looking up at Niall. I bit my lip looking around the room.

"I don't think that's happening bud... so what do you say?"

"I dont want to leave Kaylee!" He shouted standing up and running over to me. 

"It's either this or when we go back to America you go to foster homes... we can't keep you babe.... we're too young. If you go with them we can still see you all the time though." I smiled picking him up. 

"Are they nice?" He whispered turning to face them. 

"Yes we're nice." Lia chuckled. "How about this, you stay with us for a couple days so you can get to know us?" She smiled walking up to him.

"I guess...." He mumbled. 

"Good, and then the day Niall and Kaylee are leaving we will figure everything out." She said this more toward me as I nodded. 

The rest of the night Ryan was attatched to my hip, he refused to let go of me. I could tell he was nervous about leaving with them for a couple of days but I think it's for the better.... for him and everything. How do I feel about it? Gosh, I know it's better for him too but I just can't imagine my life without the little guy. 

"Hey Ryan are you ready to go?" Lia smiled down at Ryan as he sat on my lap. He looked up at me and sighed before nodding. 

"Alright bye Ryan, have fun and behave." I kissed his head before I handed him over to Lia. He was half asleep as he rested his head on her shoulder her and Patrick walking out with them. 

"You want a drink babe?" Niall asked sitting next to me. I nodded my head as he handed me a glass  of wine I think. "He'll be fine and now we have a few days to ourselves." Niall smiled at me resting his hand on my thigh. 

"Yeah I know." I smiled slightly. These wedding parites went on for quite a while. It was nearly midnight by the time we left. Niall was a little tipsy.... okay he was slammed. I had to drive home which was a little difficult because of the whole other side of the road thing... oh and illegal oops. 

"C'mon Ni." I sighed helping him out of the car.

"You're so beautiful Kaylee."He grinned slouching over on me causing me to stumble. "We're gonna get married and our wedding is going to be so much fun." He slurred.

"Whatever you say Niall." I giggled helping him inside. It took us about 6 tries to get up the stairs before we finally made it to his bedroom.

"Kaylee I want to kiss you so bad." Niall mumbled squinting his eyes at me.

"Well kiss me." I laughed leaning in and kissing him. I went to pull away and he grabbed my face pulling my body closer to his. I smiled as he leaned back on the bed me falling on top of him as he deepened the kiss.

"I meant it when I said we are going to get married." Niall whispered our foreheads touching, any trace of alcohol suddenly disappearing. I just smiled resting my head on his chest. I wouldn't mind that.

~

The next couple of days Niall took me around his home town. "And youre member Sean, Patrick, Eric and Leo." Niall smiled as we entered the pub.

"Ah yes, I believe we met a few months ago." Sean smiled standing up and giving me a hug. "And I see you and Niall are an item now."

"Yeah." I giggled pulling away. The other boys said hello as well before we all sat down.

We chatted for a bit and it was nice to see Niall with his friends. It was rare that he got to saw them and they made him happy. 

"Oh Kayls, Lia just texted me that we could come over now to see Ryan and figure things out." Niall looked over at me with his phone in hand. We were leaving tonight so we had to figure everything with Ryan before we left.

"Oh okay.... alright let's go." We said goodbye to the boys and walked outside the bar getting into Niall's car. 

It was a short drive to their house and the front door was open as Lia stood in waving at us as we walked up the pathway.

"Hey guys." She smiled pulling us each into a hug. "Ryan's in the back with Patrick playing some game he made up."

We followed her to the backyard... her very nice backyard.... it had a beautiful built in pool with a gorgeous garden in the back.

"Ryan!" I shouted and h turned around his eyes lighting up. He sprinted over to me as I hugged him tightly. "Hey buddy."

"Hi Kaylee!" He grinned looking up at me. "I missed you."

"I missed you too bud, how has it been here?" I questioned as we walked over to the little outside table and chairs.

"It's fun. We went to the park yesterday and we got ice cream and then we went swimming and me and Patrick played Pirates and Aliens and-" Ryan rambled on and on about how he played and played.

"That's good buddy. So you want to stay?" Niall questioned and Ryan bit his lip looking at us.

"Are you going to stay too?" He mumbled playing with his fingers.

"No, we have to go back to America tonight." I sighed leaning over and rubbing his back. "But if you stay we'll come back and visit and everything!"

"I really like Patrica and Lia... I had fun." He looked up at me with a little smile. "But I'm going to miss you Kaylee." His eyes got all glossy as he pouted.

"It's okay. I can still call you and I'll surely visit you when I can. It'll be better... if you come back with us you may go to people we don't know... and then we can't see you."

"Oh...okay. I think I'll stay here then." He smiled walking over and hopping on my lap. He wrapped his arms around my neck as I hugged him back.

"I'll go get his stuff out of the car." Niall told me as he stood up and walked away. 

Lia and I talked about everything and she said her and Patrick would handle all the adoption papers and agency stuff so we didn't have to worry about it since the tour and being over in America is hard enough.

~

I grabbed Niall's hand as we walked off the plane landing in Florida where the boys next concert was. Last night was pretty hard to leave Ryan he had a melt down of course... hell, I had a melt down. I've been taking care of him for a while and I thought of him as a little brother... and to let him go to other people half way across the world was hard.

"Kayls, c'mon cheer up I hate seeing you down." Niall stopped looking at me.

"I'm sorry Ni...." I whispered continuing to walk. We didn't even tell the boys or Riley yet. I didnt want to tell Louis. Oh Louis. 

"Guys!" We heard the chorus of voices cheer as we walked out into the pick up area.

"Hey lads." Niall smiled as everyone walked up to us.

"Wait where's Ryan?" Louis asked looking at me.

"Oh uhm... Niall's cousin she uh her and her uh husband are going to adopt him and so we uh left him there.... and yeah." I trailed off.

"You didn't even want to bring him back for a little... so we could say bye?" Louis looked at me his eyes full of sadness... great now I felt even worse.

"It was easier to just leave him there Lou." Niall patted him on the back as we walked toward the car. 

"Oh... I guess." Louis mumbled. He looked over at me and sighed before turning around and making his way to the car as well.

Now I'm really regretting letting Ryan go. 

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