Chapter Eleven

A/N : There will be triggering topics in this episode, such as cutting depression and rape. If this makes you uncomfortable please   skip I'll sum it up next chapter. (If I forget pls remind me)

They got to the house and we're just going inside now.

Gajja was still looking down while they walked.

Not the safest but she got in fine.

As soon as they went into the living room and closed the door Gajja finally looked up at them.

To Hyunjin it was somewhat obvious she was broken right now, he just wanted to know why.

"What's wrong? Is everything okay?" He asked worriedly sitting Gajja and Felix down so they could explain.

Felix sighed lightly and looked at Gajja.

"I'm gonna tell him okay?" He said softly,

Gajja just nodded and went to hug him.

Felix hugged back.

"So she's dating my ex, Hangmun, you onow him right?" Felix started.

Hyunjin nodded.

"Well he's an ass. That's the easy way to put it. He dated me and now her" Felix continued, the last sentence laced with sympathy.

"So while I was with him he would never give me attention, he would say such hurtful things about me and he would hurt me. Physically and mentally" Felix explained.

"It got so bad one time I had to be taken to the hospital , I told them I fell down the stairs but I guess they knew better because they never let him in"

Hyunjin could just sit there shocked at all this new information, he wasn't gonna try treating Felix any different but he certainly was gonna change a few things.

"Actually, one day I was going to my house with my friends and he walked up to me saying, 'C'mere' he looked so mad and I was so scared. I didn't know what was gonna happen to me..." Felix said looking down.

"He took me to his house and he sat me down telling me to stay there. I just got even more scared when he brought out a fucking knife..." Felix was now crying and sniffling every once in a while.

"He, um, carved his initials into my wrist and told me to leave, that he didn't need me any more" Felix said, voice getting very small.

"Gajja here came to school today and I noticed her acting differently, she acted the way I did when I came back from the first time Hangmun hurt me, with no evidence" Felix said closing his eyes and somewhat hiding his face into Gajja hair, reliving parts of that moment.

It took Hyunjin a while before he understood what Felix had meant about 'no evidence' but then it came to him.

Hangmun had raped Felix.

Hyunjin was now fuming mad at this Hangmun guy, even if he never met him.

He was for sure going to find him and get him arrested.

For multiple charges of course.

"So I approached her and she told me what happened. The exact same thing that Hangmun did to me, he did to her. Just without the initials..." Felix said muffled.

"We made up and now we're friends, real friends, but she can't go home. Hangmun made her move in with him and I can't have her going home just to get hurt again!" Felix said hugging Gajja tighter, both now crying together.

Hyunjin came over to them and hugged them both gently, being very careful.

"It's okay" Hyunjin told them "I won't let her go back alright? She can stay as long as she needs to" Hyunjin added.

"We just need to get her some clothes tomorrow, how about we go get the clothes together okay?"

"Okay" they both choked out.

It broke Hyunjin to see them like this.

Sure he just met Gajja today but anytime someone would cry around him it physically hurt.

(This is me lol).

They just stayed like that for a while until Gajja mentioned she was hungry and hadn't eaten yet.

They all got up and went to the kitchen to make something for dinner.

After dinner Felix showed her to the guest room and lent her a pair of clothes, which it wasn't hard to find because they were the same size.

Gajja went to go shower in the guest room bathroom, mainly because Felix was showering in the hallways one.

She had taken off her hoodie and if anyone had seen her take it off they would see bruises going from her arms to her torso / upper body.

Gajja was looking at herself in the mirror when she saw a razor out of the corner of her eye, so she picked it up thinking about how;

I shouldn't do this...

But she also reasoned with herself saying;

But it's the only way to get rid of this feeling...

She dragged the cold blade down her wrist and smiled at how it got rid of the disgusting feeling she was feeling and made a few more cuts along her arms.

She stopped once she realized what she was doing, however, and she cleaned up all the spilled blood, and the razor, before undressing and quickly getting into the shower to get the blood cleaned off of her arms.

As she finished showering she got out, drying off and patching herself up, putting on the shorts and hoodie on afterwards.

When she walked out of the bathroom she was met with a frowning Felix who asked "Are you alright?"

"Fine" she replied, rather nervously.

She noticed how he motioned for her to sit down, so she did.

"Lemme see" was all he said before he grabbed her arms and rolled her sleeves up to check her wrists.

"How'd you know?..." she asked quietly.

"Remember, I went through the same thing" Felix reminded her, showing his scars.

The first scar she saw however was the initials, H.S that stood for Hangmun Saekki.

"Did it hurt?" She asked gently touching his scar.

"A bit, but I found that it took away the disgusting feeling so I made the rest of them" Felix said sadly.

"Oh" is all she could say.

"Well, we should turn in for the night huh?" Felix said standing up.

"Yeah. See you in the morning?" Gajja said.

"See you in the morning. If you need anything, just ask okay?" Felix said before leaving Gajja all alone to sleep.

Gajja got comfy in her bed and was lost in her thoughts before falling into a deep sleep.

Felix was with Hyunjin at the moment and both were just cuddling, talking about random things, but they both steered clear of the topic of Hangmun.

Hyunjin was talking to Felix for a bit and he asked Felix a question but instead he got silence as a response.

"Felix?" Hyunjin asked, only to be met with soft snores, making Hyunjin smile.

"Good night my love" Hyunjin whispered as he kissed Felix's cheek and fell asleep as well.

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So um... I'm finished with this one too.

This is getting to be really dramatic.

And I told myself no angst, smh 🤦

Well for those who are liking the poorly written drama, there's gonna be a new episode, probably later or tomorrow

This came out a little late, and during school hours but, shhhh they don't know 😉

Cya in the next episode!

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