★ Chapter 30 ★

It have been two months now. Im going to graduate today. Then, i will take a flight to Korea.

During the period, i didnt get any call from BTS even Hyesoo. They really shut me out of their world. Mom and dad knew what happened. They forgive me and assured me that it wasnt my fault.

Soon, the graduation had ended. Finally, i've graduated. Mom and dad ran to me and embraced me tightly.

"My baby. You're so beautiful.", said mom with cheers.

"Of course she is. She got my gens.", dad joked and mom gently hit him.

They are such a cute couple. Hmm.. I miss Jungkook. I still havent hear his news. I wish he is fine.

"Mom, dad, will you return to Korea with me too?", i asked solemnly.

They faced each other before answer me. I think i've knew their answer. They wont.

"We..uhm..we..we WILL!!!!"

I jumped in happiness and hugged them tightly. I kissed their cheeks and told them how happy i was. We all took a picture as a memories and soon after we drove to the airport. I couldnt wait anymore to meet my friends there.

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12 hours of flight were such a pain. I was extremely tired. Guess im going to sleep for hours when i reached home.

When i stepped out of the plane, i remembered that Hoseok and Hyesoo promised to fetch me here when i return here but they didnt show up. Yeah, i was sad.

I pulled my luggage all the way to our car. It has been such a long time i meet our driver and he was getting older. Lol.

"Hi ahjussi. I miss you.", i said and bowed at him. I gave him my cheeky smile and he chuckled at me.

"I miss you too Miss Hyena. You've grown up.", he greeted me and gave me a friendly hug.

Mom and dad also greeted him and helped him with the luggages. Then, he drove us home.

As soon we reached home, i ran upstairs and went straight into my room. I miss my room, my bed, my closet, my dolls, my bathtube and my Jungkook!!!

No words could describe how i miss Jungkook. "Jungkook and Hyesoo will graduate tomorrow so they must be prepared for it now.", i mumbled to myself.

I lost in thought and found myself laid on my bed. Soon, i drifted to sleep.

"Honey!, wake up. Dinner is ready.!!", mom shouted outside the room.

I rubbed my eyes and took a look at the time. It was 6 in the evening.Mom keeps on banging the door with knocks as i didnt reply her."Yea mom. Im awake. I will be down soon.", i gave a reply.

"Be hurry.", she said back and rushed downstairs.

I took a quick shower and had myself ready for the dinner.

I went downstairs and walked to the dining room. Dad was already sat himself while mom and the maids were still preparing for the dishes.

"Im here.", i said to them and sat myself on the chair.

Then, mom and the maids also sat themselves at the dining table. The table was fulled with dishes. I filled my plate with lot of foods that i dont think i can walk afterwards.

As we were eating, i asked for my parents permission to walk around the neighbourhood for awhile. They allowed me as long as i can be at home before 10. I jumped in happiness and hurriedly finish my food.

My plate was already clean so i ran upstairs and took my black cardigan with me before i went out.

At first, i was only took a short tour around the neighbourhood and then the park. However, my feets then brought me to Bangtan's dorm. Well, not really Bangtan's dorm but somewhere near their dorm.

It was cold. It was dark. However, the moonlight kept me warm. I hid myself behind a shady tree in case the members will notice me. I only want to have a look on both Jungkook and Jimin whether they were fine or not.

They should be home at time like this but still they didnt show up. An hour had passed and the air was getting colder. I regreted for not bringing a coat. I shivered to the cold air and heated myself by my breath.

"Yah...hyung!!! You should stop calling me alien!!", V yelled from afar.

Finally, they've arrived. I smiled to myself at how happy they were. Hoseok keeps on teasing V by calling him alien while Namjoon and Suga had a serious talk about their album probably. Jin laughed himself at his dongsaengs' behaviours. Jimin,gladly, he is fine. He seemed great and in a good health. That was a good news for me.

My eyes wandered for Jungkook but i couldnt see him. Did he late or he still have some works to be done? Or could he? No! He isnt! "Where is he?", i said underneath my breath and tiptoed to search for him. For sure, i couldnt lying at how scared i was if i need to face his death.

My worries indeed increased.I sighed as i couldnt see him and the members were already went inside the apartment building. I sighed. A very deep sigh along with frightened. Scare of losing him.

I was still looking at the building when i took a step backwards. That was when i felt a hand on my waist, embraced me tightly. My back was on his chest. I tried to turned head but he stopped me by tightened the hug.

"I miss you".

It was Jungkook. It was Jungkook who hugged me. The one that i've been longed for. The one that i've cried every night. Being in his embrace felt so warm. I cried silently.

"Jungkook....""I--I miss you too.", i said with sobs.

We both cried in each other embrace under the moonlight. I turned around and hugged him. I cried in his chest and couldnt stop sobbing.

"Jungkook, you're fine...",  i said in tears.

He patted my back and hushed me."Stop crying. I am fine.", he said and broke the hug.

I tried to hug him back but he refused."Jungkook...", i said solemnly.

He sighed. A very deep sigh."You left me.", he said and looked down.

Tears then escaped from his eyes. He was so hurt. I hurt him. I became stiff and there was no word that could escape from my mouth. I didnt know how should i explain. Indeed, i did left him when he was hurt and when he was fighting against his death.

"Im sorry.", i said with tears.

"When i opened my eyes, i wished you were there at my side but you werent there. I waited for you but you didnt show up. Then, hyungs told me that you left for States and only left me a message. I was deeply in hurt. Weeks later, i started to hate you. I hate you Song Hyena.", he said in tears.

My heart sank. I should have know this. He hate me. He already hates me. This is all my fault. My heart aches.

"I hate you that i still love you. I still wait for you. Im waiting for you.", he continued and brushed his lips onto mine.

It was a passionate kiss. A kiss where tears still dripping from our eyes. A kiss under the moonlight. A kiss of love. A kiss of hurt. A kiss that i was longed for. A kiss from Jeon Jungkook. The man i love to eternity.

It lasted for few minutes then we pulled it off and catched our breath. I hugged him tightly in my embrace.

"I miss you so much Jungkook. So so so much. Thanks for still waiting for me. Thank you.", i said in between the hug.

"I love you Song Hyena.", he said and i cried louder.

"I love you too Jungkook. Sorry for what i've done. Sorry for leaving you hanging. I will never do that anymore.", i promised him still in tears.

He broke the hug and gave me his bunny smile. He nodded to it and wiped my tears. I smiled at him and gave him a quick peck on his lips. He chuckled and so did i.

"Its late. You should go home.", he said to me and i nodded.

He insisted to send me home so he walked me to my home. During the walk, we chatted a lot. He even told me that Hyesoo and Hoseok are a thing now. Junhoe went to jail and Jimin got himself a girlfriend who is his own fan. I chuckled to it. It was only two months when i was away but things changed so fast. How cute.

"We're here.", i said to Jungkook and he nodded.

I faced him and he pointed to his cheeks."What?", i asked him.

He scoffed and i laugh. I then tiptoed and gave him a peck on his cheeks. I blushed and he let out a soft chuckle.

"Aishh...so cute.", he said with aegyo and messed my hair.

I grumbled and he laugh. As i was about to enter the gate, he pulled me backwards and landed a soft kiss on my lips."Goodnight my love.", he said to me and i smiled.

As i was inside, i waved him and so did he. When i was already inside the house, i took a peek through window and saw Jungkook started to walk away with a wide smile on his face. I smiled to it knowing that he was happy.

"I really miss you.", i mumbled to myself.

Little did i know, mom saw everything."My baby has fully grown up. I am so happy.", she yelled out loud.

I was so embarrassed. "Mom stop it. Im getting shy.", i said to her and she laughed.

She then pull me into a hug and whispered."I like that boy.", she said and i laughed.

"Mom!! He is mine.!!", i said to her and she laughed.

"I know...I cant wait for him to be my son-in-law.", she said and winked me.

I laughed out loud and ran upstairs. Mom is getting annoying now. Well, even i cant wait for him to be my husband. ❤