Book 1: Chapter 41

Okay here is the next part before the Christmas episode The Snowmen that i have the first half done, and since Harmony is with the Doctor during that, it's mainly just what the Doctor does. Anyway this chapter goes from 1st person to 3rd person, just so it would work. Enjoy, and if there are any mistakes tell me and I will fix them, also if there is a certain episode you want then tell me and I might be able to do it.

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"River Song, what in the name of Gallifrey are you doing here? You really shouldn't even be here, if the Doctor sees you, then I have no idea what will happen, but it can't be good." I say then start to think about it. "No, it would be disastrous, he cannot, absolutely not see you because if he does…" I start to say but am cut off by a peck to my lips and I forget what I was saying.

"Well that is one way to shut you up" she says and I just glare at her.

"River, now is not the time, in case you didn't realize there is going to be a big huge battle, because that thing in the sky that the Black Dalek is near has millions of Daleks in it, and because of those stupid pepper pots the Doctor and I are going to lose Rose" I yell at her frustrated and she goes to hug me and I just wrap my arms around her and start crying.

"I can't lose her, I can't lose anyone, it hurts and if I lose her, then how will I deal with what I know I was a part of, plus I know I can save her, I just know I can." I start babbling and River just strokes my hair trying to calm me down.

"Shh, shh, Harmony calm down you need to breathe, okay just breathe" she says and I start hiccupping from crying.

"But if I don't do something, like make the lever stay stuck, then what am I going to do River?" I ask and let go of her only to start pacing back and forth. "I mean I could just rig the lever to stay so that Rose doesn't have to hold the lever, or when she does, it stays there permanently. Or…or…or just make sure Rose is away from it and I pull the lever, and risk myself getting lost in the void…" I start to list of idea's but River cuts me off.

"NO! Harmony, you can't and you know it, you know it's a fixed point in time, Rose has to be lost, you have met the Doctor after this haven't you, if you stop Rose from getting lost, then those events will be lost." she tell me but I brush her off.

"No, because time can be rewritten, and I don't want to lose Rose, and I won't River" I say to her not wanting to lose Rose. "And if it were you trying to save me, even if it was a fixed point wouldn't you try and save me" I say to her and she bites her lip shifting a bit but shakes her head.

"Unless I knew that something wouldn't be changed due to the outcome, and you know that this would be a huge shift, and could disrupt time itself." she says trying to scold me.

"But River, this is important, and if I don't do this, I don't want to carry the guilt of knowing that I knew this would happen and if I stopped it…" I start to say but she cuts me off.

"And that worked so well for me, I tried stopping both you and the Doctor's death, because I was there when it happened, though you and him already knew that you were watching yourselves die, but when I tried to stop it, and kept putting it off, time stopped, Harmony what I am trying to say is that things happen for a reason." she tell me and I stomp my foot in annoyance.

"But some of those reasons are stupid, it shouldn't be the way to take someone away from something that could be stopped, I know she will get back here eventually, but it makes her more cruel than ever, her doing these things just to get back to the Doctor. IF I stop that, then it will be better" I start to say but she cuts me off again.

"Harmony, you have done things in the future, if you change the past that has already happened, then time will unwind, I don't know what you have done and what you haven't done, but whatever you have done with the Doctor in the future will unwind and it would be bad, and terrible" she says taking making me face her and lifts my chin up to look at her while I was staring at the ground.

"But…but….but" I say then just sigh thinking about maybe that if I make River believe, but then again why was River here. "Wait, why are you here, you shouldn't be here" I say and she just puts her finger to my lip and I frown.

"You told me I was here, so here I am, though why is going to be later" she says not giving me a full explanation of why she was here, but then I realized she said 'I told her she was there'.

"What do you mean I told you that you were here?" I ask her confused as to why I would want her to try and stop me.

"Oh what is the word, oh!" she says thinking and then looking at me. " It was a future you, but since you remembered that I was there, you said that I was there, and had to do something, but I can't tell you what that is" she says and I grumble to myself and notice the millions of Daleks pouring out of the Ark and I moved closer to River.

"You really should not be here, I really don't want you getting hurt" I tell her.

"Yea, but if you keep trying to change history then I will stay here until I convince you not to" she retorts and I cross my arms over my chest not giving up about saving Rose.

"I am saving Rose, I have to save her, I need to save her" I say to her.

"Harmony you know you can't save everyone, and the includes Rose, I know you want to but not everyone can be saved, you know why she did what she did, even if she wanted to come back, and she will" River says and goes to hug me and I let her not wanting to hug back but then I feel something cool be placed on my wrist and realize she had handcuffed me and I went to look up at her with shock when I got knocked out.

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3rd Person

"Once the breach collapses, that's it. You will never be able to see her again. Your own mother!" the Doctor says to Rose as if trying to drum sense into her.

"I made my choice a long time ago, and I'm never going to leave you." Rose says calmly, although her voice trembles and the Doctor stares at her for a moment, stunned. Then he releases his grip. So what can I do to help?"

'Systems rebooted. Open access.'

Rose stubbornly holds the Doctor's gaze. He finally gives in and points to a computer "Those coordinates over there, set them all at six. And hurry up, and you wouldn't happen to know where Harmony is, would you?." The Doctor asks Rose and Rose goes to the terminal and takes her medallion off.

"She said she had to do something, she went into one of the rooms in the hallway we were in earlier, though she said not to worry, though you probably are" Rose tells him doing as she's told and he watches her walk to the computer.

"What? Why would she do that at a time like this, she must know what is going on" the Doctor tells Rose and shakes his head wondering why she would just wander off now instead of later.

"Can we just do this before something else happens, after we fix this we can go find her" Rose suggests to the Doctor and he nods trying to figure out why Harmony would leave without telling him himself and relying on Rose to do it instead, so whatever it was had to have been important, because she should have been here by now, and if she wasn't careful. No he wouldn't think of that, she was from another dimension and had been there longer than he and Rose had been and would have more particles on her than any of them.

Rose took off her button from around her neck and glanced at the Doctor nervously when she noticed something on the screen. "We've got Cybermen on the way up." Rose says looking at the computer and the Doctor races over to her.

"How many floors down?" the Doctor asks coming up to look at the screen which showed the Cybermen marching up the stairwell.

"Just one." Rose replies and the Doctor races off to go type in the computer.

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The Doctor taps in a command on the laptop and grins.

'Levers operational.'

"That's more like it, bit of a smile!" Rose says grinning at the Doctor as he grabs a up a Magnaclamp "and going to her The old team...!"

"Hope and Glory, Mutt and Jeff, Shiver and Shake!" the Doctor says walking over to Rose.

"Which one's Shiver?" Rose asks.

"Oh, I'm Shake." the Doctor replies as he dumps the Magnaclamp on her. Next moment, they've both attached them to the wall next to the levers on opposite sides of the room. "Press the red button." the Doctor tells her and Rose pushes the red button.

"When it starts, just hold on tight. Shouldn't be too bad for us but the Daleks and the Cybermen are steeped in Void Stuff" the Doctor says really fast as both he and Rose goes over to the levers opposite of each other. "Are you ready?" he asks her.

"So are they." Rose says as she looks out the windows noticing the Daleks.

"Let's do it!" the Doctor yells and they push the levers upwards and then hurriedly take hold of the Magnaclamps.

'Online.'

The area is filled with the white light once more, but this time, there's also the sound of a strong wind. The Daleks are sucked through the window, smashing through the glass as they are pulled into the white light and back to the Void. Rose and the Doctor hold on to the clamps tightly, struggling to hold on.

"The breach is open! Into the Void! Ha!" the Doctor yells over the wind.

Cybermen all over the world are lifted into the air and they zoom across the land to Torchwood Tower, along with millions of Daleks, all shrieking, all powerless. They hurtle into the Void.

Rose smiles across at the Doctor as they are billowed by the wind. Suddenly, there is a small explosion of sparks and the lever on Rose's side moves back into the 'off' position. The smiles fade from their faces.

'Offline.'

"Turn it on!" the Doctor yells at Rose.

The suction is starting to ease. Rose reaches for the lever whilst trying to maintain her grip on the clamp, but it is just slightly too far away. She strains to reach it, eventually falling onto it. The Doctor watches, full of dread. Rose whimpers as she struggles with the lever. "I've gotta get it upright!" Rose yells struggling to get the lever to go upright. Rose pushes the lever upwards, groaning with the effort. Finally, she manages to push the lever upright. The Doctor watches with his heart in his mouth.

'Online and locked.'

The suction increases once more. But now, Rose had nothing to hold on to but the lever.

"Rose, hold on!" the Doctor yells to Rose in desperation but the Void pulls at her, making it near impossible for her to keep her grip. She winces and cries out with the effort. "HOLD ON!" he screams at her wishing and wondering where Harmony could be.

Rose moans, her strength almost spent - the Doctor stares at her in absolute terror, horribly powerless, reaching out to her in vain. With one last cry, Rose's grip finally slips. She is pulled inexorably towards the Void, crying out. The Doctor screams her name as she is pulled away from him. Pete appears the moment before she reaches the breach and she falls into his arms. Rose has time only to glance over her shoulder at the Doctor before she and Pete vanish. The Doctor stares at the place where they disappeared, breathing very heavily. The breach closes itself. The wind dies down, leaving the place silent.

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Harmony's POV

I groaned and blinked then tries to rub my eyes when my hand was restrained to do so and I remembered that River had handcuffed me. "RIVER SONG! UNHANCUFF ME NOW!" I yell in desperation and realize that only one of my hands was handcuffed and the River was no were to be seen. I struggled to reach in my pocket to try and find my sonic, but couldn't find it.

"Dam it, I swear it was in here" I mumble to myself then notice something just out of reach on the floor, it was my sonic and what seemed to be a note attached to it, but was too far to read.

"Okay Harmony, you can do this, just stretch your leg out and I am sure that you can get the sonic from over there" I tell myself and try to shift to reach it but I am just an inch or so away from it and I groan shifting back so that I wasn't tugging on my wrist any more.

"There has got to be a way to do this without getting hurt" I say then try and look around but everything was far too out of reach for me. While looking around I realized that there were Daleks moving more toward the top which meant that the Doctor and Rose were about to use the levers and pull the Daleks and Cybermen into the Void, which made me try and get my sonic more determinedly. As I was trying it seemed that since I was covered in Void Particles I was getting moves, I had nearly gotten the sonic and was about to reach it just by maybe a centimeter when I felt pain on my wrist and my foot caught the sonic dragging it to myself and getting it in my hand though I noticed that my wrist was now burning from pain and realized that I might have sprained it or worse making my eyes start to water and I try and blink them away.

"Firetruck, that hurt" I said to myself and then the wind had slowed down and I realized that Rose would be trying to get the lever to go back up and I raced or well used my left hand to get my right hand out of the handcuffs.

"I swear the next time I see River I am going to kill her, what is with her and handcuffs?" I ask myself then realizes that she seems to always have handcuffs. "Why does she have handcuffs in the first place?" I ask again and finally get my hand out of the handcuff and try and make my way to the lever room.

I had ran to the elevator as I was not climbing those 40 something stairs again and as the elevator was moving I had to grip the side of it with my left hand and realized that if the elevator didn't go any faster I wouldn't make it to save Rose.

"Go faster" I say pushing the button trying to get it to move faster, but it didn't seem to go any faster than it already was going.

Once the elevator got to the lever room floor the wind had stopped making me stop and the tears to finally fall as I raced into the room only to see the Doctor walk slowly up to the wall on his side and laying one palm flat against it and rested his head there with a blank look at the tears starting pouring as I raced in and up next to him basically sobbing.

"No, no, no, no this wasn't supposed to happen, I was going to change it, I was going to save her. Rose, Rose" I yell at the wall and accidently…well it wasn't accidently but I pounded the wall with my right hand making me scream in pain as it throbbed and pulled my hand to my chest and just slid down the wall sobbing and I felt the Doctor sit down next to me and pulled me close to him only to feel water drip onto my head and I knew he was crying and I just sobbed into his chest. "Why, why Rose, why couldn't it have been me or someone else" I sob and the Doctor tilts my head to look at him.

"Never, ever, ever think of taking away someone else's wish, she chose to do this…." he stops himself and I notice his face change emotions when he realized that I knew. "You knew about this, why didn't you tell me, we could have saved her." he start to yell and I move away from him.

"Don't you think I tried to, a particular someone from the future, who shall remain nameless because of the significant amount of spoilers involved, handcuffed me so that I would not do something stupid to save Rose and now my wrist is broken and I am so going to punch that particular someone really hard in the arm the next time I see her, or something worse" I say tears flowing out of my eyes. "I tried and she wouldn't let me, she knocked me out saying that I couldn't change something that was fixed, especially since it would affect future events" I say but he just stares at me pulling me up and we leave Torchwood and make our way back into the Tardis.

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Once we were in there the Doctor would not look at me or even talk to me as I sat in the captain's chair just watching him.

"There is a way to say goodbye, but since I don't know how to drive the Tardis…" I say and he cuts e off.

"You shouldn't have even tried to mess with it, Rose…she didn't deserve to be stuck there" the Doctor says and I get up trying to ignore the pain in my wrist and make my way over to him.

"We need to go to a Supernova, there is just a bit of a crack left open, so we can try and say goodbye" I say softly and he looks at me briefly before going to work on how to do this.

Once he got it working we were able to see Rose.

"Where are you two?" Rose asks softly and tears start to fall from my eyes, wishing could just run up and hug her.

"Inside the Tardis." the Doctor responds to her. "There's one tiny little gap in the universe left, just about to close. And it takes a lot of power to send this projection, I'm in orbit around a super nova." the Doctor chuckles dryly. "I'm burning up a sun just to say goodbye."

"You two look like ghosts." Rose tells us.

"Hold on... " the Doctor says and takes his sonic screwdriver out of his pocket and points the sonic screwdriver at the console and somehow this strengthens the projection so that it looked less like a ghost and more solid. Rose walks over to us and raises a hand to touch our faces.

"Can I t..?" she asks.

I shake my head and look at her sadly. "We're still just an image. No touch." I say softly and blink away the tears.

"Can't you two come through properly?" Rose asks her voice trembling.

"The whole thing would fracture. Two universes would collapse." the Doctor tells her and she nods slightly though upset.

"So?" Rose jokes and the Doctor and I smile and we watch each other for a few moments before the Doctor looks around at their surroundings.

"Where are we? Where did the gap come out?" the Doctor asks glancing around.

"We're in Norway." Rose tells us and I sniffle.

"Norway. Right." the Doctor says and nods.

"About fifty miles out of Bergen. It's called 'Dårlig Ulv Stranden'." Rose says breathing in heavily trying not to cry.

"Dalek?" the Doctor questions surprised his eyebrows furrowing.

"Dårl-IG. It's Norwegian for 'bad'." Rose corrects him.

"This translates as 'Bad Wolf Bay'." I say softly looking at Rose and smiling sadly they just laugh at the irony of this, but sober almost immediately. "I wish I could have helped, kinda was in handcuffs, about 40 floors down from you, I would have done something" I say to Rose crying. "I wanted to stop it, believe me, if I had a choice to save you I would have, I see you as a sister Rose, more than that, and, I'm sorry, I really am" I say to her.

"How long have we got?" Rose asks her voice cracking.

"About two minutes.." the Doctor tells her and I move out of the way only for the Doctor to turn to me.

"You talk to her for the next two minutes, I'll just be in the med bay, waiting for you to fix my wrist, okay?" I tell him and he slightly nods and I make my way out of the console room and into the hallway only when I was far enough away from the console room did I side down one of the walls and pull my knees up to my chest and leaned my head against my knees and started sobbing again.

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I didn't know how long I was sobbing for, but eventually I heard footsteps come over to me quickly and the 11th Doctor's panicked voice yelling my name "HARMONY, HARMONY!"

I just continue to sob and i am pulled into his arms as he makes his way over to me and just cling to him with my left hand as my right was is pain and sobbed into his shoulder.

"Shh, shh just tell me where you were, please tell me" he say stroking my hair and I just sob harder into his shoulder but try and calm down.

Once my sobs had stopped and I was just hiccupping I decided to talk. "Doomsday, I just went through Doomsday and my wrist is hurting so much" I say keeping my wrist as close to my chest as possible only for it to be take away from my chest making me whimper in pain as the Doctor examined it.

"Broken, how did you do that, no wait you had mentioned handcuffs, and someone that was a spoiler, can you tell me now?" he asks me.

"River" I say opening my eyes which I had shut due to the pain. "River handcuffed me when I was aiming to change Rose getting stuck in the other dimension" I say then dryly laugh. "See I am useless, if I can't save Rose, then how am I supposed to save anyone else, I bet I couldn't even help Donna at all…" I say but the Doctor cuts me off.

"You did though, she does remember us, but she couldn't go on anymore adventures because it would cause more damage than worth." he says softly and I snap my head up only to get a good look at what he was wearing which was what he wore in 'The Snowmen which was the Victorian style clothing fit for the era that including a battered felt top hat, a burgundy frock coat, a waistcoat with collars and a pocket watch with fob chain.

"Donna, is okay?" I breath out and the Doctor nods and I notice the flash of pain in his eyes and I quickly stand up.

"Amy and Rory are…the Angels" I say softly and he nods and my head drops. "I can't save them either" I say softly and he gets up and grabs my chin so that I am looking at him.

"You tried, I just ignored you and wouldn't believe it until it was too late, you did what you could, though you were clinging a bit, but Weeping Angles are…" he says and I cut him off.

"The top of the list on things I really am terrified of, they beat out Daleks which is number two." I finish for him and smile a little then grimace in pain as he grabs my right hand.

"Sorry, we need to wrap it so that it can heal" he tells me and I just sigh allowing him to lead me to get it fixed or whatever he was going to do.

"I'm sorry" he tells me as he wraps my wrist up so that it could heal right and I look at him strangely.

"For what, you didn't do anything wrong" I say softly and he finishes wrapping my wrist and looks at me.

"I mean for yelling at you, I was just upset that Rose was gone and that you knew what was going on, that you could have or should have done something" he tells me and I jump off the table that he had me sit on and move over to him.

"I knew you would probably yell at me anyway, and I'm sorry for not telling you more information on what was going to happen." I say and he just pulls me to hug him and I wrap my arms around his waist and bury my face in his chest as he rests his head on top of mine and sigh out. "So when are we exactly, I mean I know we are in Victorian London, but when and I know that Vastra and them are here" I say after turning my head so I could rest my cheek on his chest.

"1892, and Christmas is a few weeks away" he tells me and I nod, knowing that we were here at least until Christmas itself.

"Right, can we go do something, just me and you as a couple or something" I start to say then shake my head. "I mean we don't have to, we could just stay here…" I say changing my mind but he cuts me off.

"We can have a date, haven't had one of those in a while" he says and I blush slightly in embarrassment.

"Haven't gone on a date with you yet" I mumble out trying to keep my face down and feel his eyes on me.

"What did you say Harmony?" he asks me and I clear my throat.

"I haven't gone on any dates with you yet" I say and he frowns for a second then his eyes brighten up a bit.

"So this is what you meant by a wintery first date, I need to get something" he says then lets go of me only to race out of the room and then come straight back in. "Change into something and meet me in the console room" he tells me and I look at him confused but he just winks at me and races off again.

"What am I going to do with him?" I question myself and make my way to the wardrobe of the Tardis only to change my mind and make my way to the Doctor and my room so that I could take a shower and do all that stuff.